Chapter 196: Fear is instinct
An Ran's face changed and changed, and it was that nasty feeling again.
But after the last war, in fact, An Ran knew in his heart that this day would come after all, yes, he was quite scared, but compared to the loss of relatives and lovers.
These fears are not the most terrifying after all.
Minutes and seconds passed.
But what surprised Yue Rufeng didn't happen after all.
On the contrary, his face became more and more difficult to see.
"What the hell is going on with this cowardly fellow. What the hell is going on!"
The green tendons he hated came out, and his eyes were full of murderous intent.
I don't know why, it's only the second time I've met this young man, but this guy has a feeling that he hates it.
"What a disgusting guy, why isn't he dying yet, why don't you hand over what I want, why are you so persistent, how the hell is this guy able to overcome these things in such a short period of time, what a strange person. ”
With the exertion of his feet, the desert suddenly boiled, and all the yellow sand quickly formed hideous and terrifying faces, constantly roaring.
In the illusion, Enron is the center of the whole world, and all the things that are afraid surround him, there are hideous and terrifying grimaces, as well as centipedes, insects, snakes and other terrible things, but even though his face is pale, An Ran's eyes still become firm, and for some reason, Brother Pingtou's persistence seems to come out of his heart.
Let him gradually have a gap between the words of fear.
In the terrible roar, all the monsters opened their bloody mouths and bit at An Ran, and the moment An Ran raised his hand, a sword suddenly appeared in his hand.
The sword light flashed, and a sword aura scattered in all directions, dispelling all illusions.
But this is not over, the moment he cut off these things that he once feared, the things that Enron feared in his heart resurfaced one by one.
Under the sword swing and slash again and again, all the ugly things with teeth and claws finally dissipated.
An Ran stood with his sword in his hand.
The surroundings change abruptly, with a hollow brick tiled house facing a small river and a road ending in a tiled house on the right side of the house.
I saw a three-year-old doll stumbling out of the house, and behind her was a seven or eight-year-old boy.
The two of them giggled and looked happy, probably because the little girl grabbed the remote control board of the TV.
I can finally watch my favorite cartoons.,I don't have to watch my brother's favorite Ultraman anymore.,The little guy doesn't know what's so good about fighting monsters.,Isn't the cute fruit treasure special attack good-looking?
And at the back of the house, two girls walked hand in hand, talking and smiling, looking extremely innocent.
What a familiar picture, what a warm scene.
For a moment, An Ran's gaze suddenly moistened.
He walked lightly, wanting to reach out and touch the little girl holding the remote control, but only then did he get closer, and all the pictures changed again, this time there was a lively scene of a family reunion for the New Year.
An Ran stood aside, staring blankly at the family of seven happily reading something. His eyes were moist, and the thoughts in his heart were even stronger.
But in the end, there is no sound in the ears, only innocent laughter, a satisfied smile.
It is incompatible with Enron on the side.
The father gave the little daughter vegetables, but the little daughter looked at the big fish head tightly, the fish head in her eyes, is a big treasure, so she pulled her mother's clothes again and again, hoping that her mother could help her, but the fish head was snatched away by the fourth child, the mother was a step slower after all, and the little guy cried sadly when he saw that the fish head he liked was snatched away by his brother.
Tears of grievance swirled in his eyes, puffing out his cheeks, and he didn't forget to roll his eyes at his brother.
The eldest was quick-eyed, and without waiting for his sister to cry out aggrievedly, he gave her a chicken head, and after opening his mouth to say something, the old man broke into tears and laughed, but he still puffed out his cheeks and glared fiercely at this brother who would not love his sister.
It's still a big brother.,I know how to love my sister.,It's not like this brother who only competes with himself for the remote control board to watch Ultraman.。
The cuteness of the little one amused the family.
The picture changed again, the number of people in the family gradually became smaller, the eldest went to study elsewhere, and the number of people eating in the house changed from seven to six.
Soon it went from six to four.
In the end, only the two parents were left, and the atmosphere in the house changed from lively to lifeless.
The two parents ate at the dinner table, only occasionally talking a few words, and then watching TV, which was already something that the couple could pass the time.
The picture slowly changed, the tiled house gradually became a two-story bungalow, and the original three huts became a comfortable 300-square-meter house, but after all, it still lost popularity.
The husband and wife live in a spacious house, but they don't seem to be happy.
They would occasionally call the children and ask them how they were doing, but the children rarely contacted them.
After his father returned to his hometown, he did not continue to work on the construction site, but from time to time he built some private houses and ran private cars to pass the time.
He had two sons, and this was for their bride price money.
An Ran had already shed tears.
He was very sad, but now that his family had left one by one, he experienced the loneliness of his parents from seven to two, and that kind of longing always tormented him like an illness.
All this is what An Ran is most afraid of, he has worked hard in recent years, just because he is afraid that one day he will encounter an unexpected situation, but this situation has hit him hard.
An Ran clenched his fists, gritted his teeth, and read word by word: "Lu Yuan, if I don't kill you, I swear not to be a person." ”
All the images turned into powder, and they stood peacefully in the endless darkness.
At this moment, the blossoming in the fog seemed to have no effect on him, his eyes were firm, and he was already fearless in his heart.
"Lin Jia is my lover, and she is also my dearest person, her parents are my parents, I still have a home, I am not alone, I will live well, because I have to let the enemy go down to be buried with me. ”
Suddenly looking up, the darkness receded.
Yue Rufeng was like being struck by lightning, and he flew out violently.
He said in disbelief: "Impossible, impossible, how could he not have something to fear, why can he break through my fog like this, impossible, impossible." ”
An Ran looked at Yue Rufeng and replied: "It's instinct to be afraid, but it's the ability to overcome fear, I'm not without fear, I've just figured everything out." ”