Lou Qianshan's body trembled and trembled, and then he raised his head again, took the wine jug, and raised his head to drink. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Info cried and drank like this, and after a moment of silence, she suddenly leaned forward again, reaching out as if to hold on to the non-existent person.

You give me a dream, give me a dream!" she cried. If you tell me who killed you, I won't have to go to such trouble -- you know how bitter I am, how hard I am! You know how bad and how fierce those people out there are? If you are still ...... If you are still ...... If you are still ...... You won't watch me being bullied, will you?--If you're still here, why should I be so miserable, I'...... I don't bother with ......!

Shen Fengming listened to her angry words, but in the end, her voice was weak, and suddenly it was extremely weak, as if she was crying and couldn't breathe, so she fainted on her back and fell to the ground softly. He was taken aback, pushed the door, and rushed in and said, Lou Qianshan!

He still had the last glimmer of suspicion that perhaps she was still acting when she heard that she was coming. But when she saw her, she was lying on her back, her eyes were closed, and there was no trace of the past charm and evil spirit on her face.

He was a little worried, leaned over to take a closer look, but it turned out that he was not crying and fainting, but just drunk. Smelling the smell of wine in this room, looking at the wine jugs in this row on the table, if she didn't use any internal force to resist this wine power, how could she not be drunk.

It was as cold inside the house as it was outside, and she couldn't even notice whether the door was open or not. What kind of world did she sink herself into? The woman fell to the cold ground so thin and weak, her voice so soft that she looked like she would not be found if she did not look for it carefully. Even if he knew what kind of person she was, what kind of person she was, he still couldn't help but feel pity.

He had no choice but to pick her up. She had a drunken look on her face, and she was probably no longer conscious, but she felt that she was being picked up, and suddenly leaned her head and sobbed lowly, Dad......

Dad?Shen Fengming glanced at the cold table behind him. The non-existent person she had been talking to turned out to be her "father"?

He placed her on the couch across the curtain, but when he saw that the couch was also cold, he sighed, opened the quilt, covered her carefully, and stood at the head of the bed to look at her. She quieted down, as if asleep, not moving. All the falsehoods on weekdays are gone, she is such a powerless girl, there is really no way to be sure, which one is true, the Lou Qianshan who is full of lies and ruthless, or the Lou Qianshan who is tear-stained and drunk and defenseless?

Shen Fengming shook his head when he thought of her past behavior. -- I don't know your family background, I don't know what happened to you. Maybe you do have a lot of suffering, maybe you are really a poor woman, but who doesn't have such a sad heart? In this world, there are few wives and families who are ruined? Even so, there are some things that cannot be done, otherwise, what is the difference between you and those who have caused you to be like this?

He thought it to himself, but he seemed to be saying it to himself. These words were said to another person to himself when he was a child, otherwise, what principles do you know about doing things, and what do you know about "some things that cannot be done"?

He chuckled. People in this world always feel that they are the most miserable. Lou Qianshan, do you always think that no one will understand what you are doing, because no one will solve your suffering? But what kind of road is the most painful, do you understand?

When the curtain was lowered and the room was outside, the table and the place were already a little messy. Shen Fengming secretly sighed that he really shouldn't have come today, and he caused a lot of grief. It seems that we can only find another opportunity to talk again.

He swept the messy square table a little, and took away only a flask that was still full. Although she was afraid that she would wake up and drink again, she was like she had been touched by something, and she had to drink some to recover.

Actually, the people in the Black Bamboo Club are almost the same. He drank along the road, laughing at himself in his heart. If it weren't for some special reason, who would come to this kind of place to make a living?

In the end, I'm still alone. He drank the wine and looked up. In the sky, the sudden snow was pouring on the land.

It wasn't until the snow was already sprinkled that Jun Li's sudden sword intent suddenly stopped. The tip of the sword hung down, and he opened his eyes to see okra looking at him quietly. However, her eyes moved immediately, and she seemed to come back to her senses, and said deliberately,...... Finally finished praying for the snow,......? Count your way high!

Jun Li still smiled, stretched out his hand and asked her to return to the scabbard. Okra was handing it to him, and when he raised his eyes, he suddenly saw a person standing in the hazy mist at the entrance of the court, and he was taken aback, and blurted out, Dad?

Jun Li was also taken aback and turned around. Even though his divine sense has discerned the subtleties of snow, if Suzaku deliberately hides his tracks, he will not be aware of it.

Division...... Master. He was a little worried about whether his forgetfulness had already been seen by him. You...... Coming back so early?

Suzaku looked at the sword in his hand, and said, It's still a good hand, right?

Uh, yes - good. He said with his head bowed. Thank you, Master.

Suzaku snorted and walked inside, you have to understand the trick, you don't have to let okra accompany you outside to be frozen, right?

I...... Jun Li glanced at okra. It's me who is bad.

Suzaku laughed and said, I only taught you to "chase the snow" with your mind, but you took out the trick that Ling Li taught you, and turned it into chasing the snow with your body and sword - is it a provocation to me?

No, I ...... I'll just try my sword.

Suzaku has already entered the house, turned around and said, still not come in?

Seeing that his face was not to blame, Jun Li breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, sighed softly, and followed up with okra. Okra didn't want to be so embarrassed, so she said, the emperor doesn't want his father to accompany him to keep the New Year?

He has his grandson with him, what do you want me to do?" Suzaku said and sat down in the hall, and Yiyi hurriedly brought hot tea. He added, I only told him that I also have a daughter here, so can he keep me?

Okra became more and more embarrassed, but Jun Li was secretly glad in his heart, thinking that it was good that he didn't stay in the royal treasury longer, otherwise wouldn't it be bad.

Midnight is approaching. It was snowing heavily, but when the door was closed, it was warm inside. Yiyi lit incense, the cigarette was faint, and the four of them waited for the New Year in this hall.

Four people who should have been alone, but they weren't alone. How can this feeling be described, and is this paradoxical relationship true or false?

In the smoke, okra watched Suzaku and Jun Li exchange words. But the ears and the heart seem to have become distant, and they have become unaware of how far the future will be. They, a father who is not real, and a sweetheart who has nothing to look forward to. It was the two most important men in a woman's life, but they were both things she would eventually lose.

Senior Sister Bai, if such a face-to-face is not real, where is our reality?

Shen Fengming didn't go back to Xiajiazhuang overnight. Last night, it seemed that he was subconscious, so he came to his original residence.

He got up very early - in fact, he couldn't sleep, and his mind was still full of Lou Qianshan's sentence that drilled into the bottom of his heart, "How good would it be if you were still there". He wanted to see her, but he thought it was better not to. He didn't want Lou Qianshan to know that he had been there last night—and Lou Qianshan certainly didn't want anyone to have been there last night when she was drunk like that—and that person was still him.

When I walked back, I met Mrs. Xia and a female companion going to Lingyin Temple to offer incense. This Mrs. Xia's maiden name is Chen, although it is a Taoist origin, but she is not a Taoist, and it is very common for the official lady to go to the Buddhist temple on the first day of the New Year, and she will not be an exception.

Mrs. Xia also saw him, and said, Shen Gongzi, it's a coincidence, I met you. You didn't come back when you went out last night, and Yifeng told me early in the morning, did you stay at a friend's house?

That "Yifeng" is naturally Xia Zheng's word. Shen Fengming said when he heard this, yes, yesterday...... I accidentally drank too much, so I didn't bother to go back. Mrs. Law was worried.

Now that we can sober up, we are about to go to Lingyin to enter the incense, if Shen Gongzi has nothing to do, do you want to go with him?

Shen Fengming said, even if his wife invited him, Fengming was disrespectful.

Mrs. Xia's female companion said, Feng Ming, is the son that Shen Fengming?

Mrs. Xia smiled and forgot to introduce, yes, he is Shen Fengming's son-Shen Gongzi, this Mrs. Shao, is my friend.

Shen Fengming sighed and said, I have seen Mrs. Shao.

This Mrs. Shao is about forty years old, with a beautiful appearance, and she said with a smile, there is no need to be polite. My grandson is also in Ouchi, and I've heard him mention your name.

After that, there was not much to say, Shen Fengming followed the two women and came to the temple. On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Lingyin Temple was not lively, but Shen Fengming was still the first time to come. He had no intention of worshipping the Buddha, but when he saw the two women pleading sincerely, he went around by himself.

Suddenly, I saw a familiar silhouette in the crowd - the woman named Yiyi, who was also here, kneeling and prostrating, not knowing what she was asking for.

There was also a person beside her, who seemed to be a guard. Suzaku also began to send people to follow her after something happened to Yiyi that day, and she was not allowed to walk alone as before. When Shen Fengming saw her, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart, although he knew that he couldn't blame her, but he thought that if it weren't for her, he wouldn't have fallen to this point. Staring at her like this, naturally the guards on the side were already in the eyes, and the man had already walked up and pushed Shen Fengming, and said, Hey, what are you looking at?

Yiyi raised his head, was looking at Shen Fengming, was taken aback, hurriedly stood up, and said, Don't be rude, I know him.

Shen Fengming listened to her tone, obviously she didn't count the events of that day on her head anymore, sneered, and wanted to leave.

Shen Gongzi stayed. Yiyi stepped forward instead, and sent the guard away, Fang Dao, entrusted by Lord Zhu, was about to find Gongzi.