It hurts my heart
Wisteria flowers buried in the mud......
Ziyue thought back slightly, and the memories of her childhood flooded into her mind like a tidal wave.
I remember that there was a lot of snow in Yangzhou City that year, she was still young, wrapped in a wide fox fur and sneaked out of Sufu, the outside was covered in silver, the snow pressed on the bare trees, and the whole world seemed to have turned silvery-white. Suddenly, her eyes lit up, and she found a small wisteria flower under a snow-white color, a beautiful purple color, which looked particularly dazzling in a plain white.
She carefully picked up the wisteria flower, and although she did not understand why there were wisteria flowers in winter, but the flowers were still blooming well, she liked it tightly, and thought about squatting down, and cutting a thick layer of snow on the ground, and digging a mud puddle from the ground, and her little white hands were dirty with mud, but she smiled happily, revealing a tooth that was missing.
What are you doing?' A curious voice sounded overhead, and she looked up and said, Ah, it's a pretty little brother.
The boy was stunned when he saw her little white face, which was stained with a little mud but was lovely, and her beautiful obsidian-like eyes suddenly shone with a strange light.
He looked down and saw her carefully putting the wisteria flowers into the mud puddle, and asked suspiciously, if the flowers are not good-looking, they can be thrown away, why should they be buried?
She looked up and smiled, and the master said, "If you plant melons, you will get melons, and you will get beans, and I planted a wisteria flower this year, and it will definitely bloom a lot next winter, and it will be snow-white everywhere, which is really too monotonous."
The boy thought about it and felt reasonable, squatted down to fill in the soil with her, and said, Then we have made an appointment to come here next winter to see the wisteria flowers.
All right. She smiled happily, revealing a small baby tooth that was missing.
The boy lost his mind for a moment when he saw her bright smile.
A few days after she returned, she forgot about it, about the wisteria flowers, about the beautiful little brother who planted flowers with her in the snow.
So, the next winter, the boy stood alone in the place where the flowers had been buried last year, bare snow, no wisteria blooming, and no cute little girl wrapped in a fox fur.
He didn't know her name, nor did he know which girl she was, but he remembered that her eyes were as bright as the starry sky, and they were the cleanest and most transparent crystal in the world.
I thought they were just passers-by in a hurry and would never see each other again in this life, but on Ning Shan's birthday, Su Fu invited the two little sons of Gu Mansion, and he recognized the cute little girl who was squeezed in the crowd at a glance. It turned out that she was the eldest daughter of the Su family.
Seeing that she was squeezed and crooked, and her little face was about to crumple into dough, he couldn't help laughing, and was about to go up to relieve her, but a figure next to him rushed out before him and pulled her out of the crowd.
She kept looking at Gu Lin'an, who pulled her out, and his figure was reflected in his crystal transparent eyes.
At that moment, his heart sank inexplicably, and he watched Gu Lin'an pull her out of the lobby, and his two little hands were held tightly. Only then did he remember that she was the eldest daughter of the Su family, and she was destined to marry her eldest brother when she was born.
So she tried to avoid meeting in the future, for fear that she would recognize him, only to find out later that she had long since forgotten the past of the wisteria flower in the snow, let alone the person he was, and she couldn't recognize him when she met. But he was still afraid of being opposite her, so he only dared to secretly watch her in the corner. So, she almost never saw him again, and over time, she forgot that Gu Lin'an had a younger brother.
Later, the three of them grew up, and she was about to get married, but he suddenly asked the emperor to go to the south to control the flood, and he went for more than a year, so he never knew that so many things happened in this year.
When he came back, there was no news of Ziyue, but he was told that Ziyue was seriously ill when he entered the palace and died with regret.
At that moment, he could no longer restrain his feelings, he carried the wine jar drunk all over Yangzhou City, soaking in the Fengyue place day and night, so, in the most famous flower building in Yangzhou City, Fengyue Water Pavilion, I saw her eyes like meteors again.
I couldn't believe it, I was afraid that I was drunk and dazzled, and after asking her name, I was sure that it was her.
Never to make her sad again. Thinking so in his heart, he bought her without hesitation, and married her back home justifiably, ignoring Lin'an's obstruction.
He knew that it was impossible for Ziyue to forget Gu Lin'an, and marrying him was only for another purpose. But so what, after twelve years of waiting, are you afraid of paying more?
Scenes from the past appeared in front of her, and Ziyue was cold, only to feel that the blood was constantly flowing backwards, flowing into her eyes, and turning into a steady stream of tears gushing out.
"Don't die...... she hugged him tightly in a daze, tears kept falling, "Please, don't die......"
What did she do? What did she do!
Why can you stand there and watch him bleed, why can you keep using and hurting him and think he deserves it?
It's ridiculous, it's only one step away from happiness, but she does it herself...... Destroy it with your own hands......
"Don't die...... Please...... I'm scared......" She cried and hugged him tightly as she trembled.
Gu Lingchuan smiled slightly bitterly, blood kept gushing from his lips, and his eyes were full of attachment and reluctance, "I'm sorry ......"
"Don't ......" Don't say sorry, it's she who is sorry for him, it's she who did wrong, she knows what she did wrong. So, please, don't sleep, don't die......
"Ziyue, tell me, have you ever had half of my place here?" he said with difficulty, life passing little by little, he stretched out his hand and pointed to the location of her heart.
She cried and nodded desperately, but she couldn't cry anymore.
How could it not be, if you can still shake your head calmly when you don't know everything, when you know everything, how can you not be half moved?
Gu Lingchuan smiled, his smile was pale and transparent, "In this way, there will be no regrets......
Ziyue suddenly burst out with an earth-shattering cry, as if she wanted to vent all the suffering and grievances she had suffered over the years, and the tragic cry resounded through the sky, making it seem silent and terrible in the cold night. She hugged Gu Lingchuan's gradually cold body, crying and laughing resolutely and miserably, and her face was full of tears.
A bolt of lightning suddenly pierced the sky, accompanied by Ziyue's heart-rending cry, and the bean-sized raindrops fell one after another.
It was just a cut of liver and intestines. She trembled violently, the rain fell on her body in big drops, looking at the hazy rain curtain in front of her, and suddenly remembered the broken intestine cliff at that time.
Broken intestine cliff, where she once broke her bones and intestines, and now she is here to cry blood.