Twenty years ago, Jinping Villa, the twilight was like dyeing, and the maple was like rouge.

???? That was the last time Zhao Ya saw Gongziling and Xie Anping standing hand in hand, enjoying the maple red dancing in the wind under the twilight.

Qiu Feng is always scattered when it can burn the most beautiful bright colors, just like Xie Anping's pale face after a long illness, the flush of red.

?????? Xie Anping in the glow stretched out his palm, wanting to keep the drifting of the maple leaves, and Gongziling held Xie Anping's hand tightly, wanting to save her passing.

The scene under the red leaves is engraved as eternal in Zhao Ya's memory, and it is the most beautiful and quiet picture she has seen in this life.

Only the picture belongs to the fairy couple, and there is no room for dirt that is in the way of the eyes.

So she couldn't bear to blaspheme, and she didn't dare to come forward to defile, so she hid quietly in the depths of the maple forest, like a worm that could not see the light.

?????? Twenty years later, Jinping Villa. Spring and autumn have been repeated, and personnel are no longer available.

The person who watched the maple hand in hand with Gongziling slept under the green mound in front of him, but the person who was side by side at this time was a new person.

What hasn't changed is that Zhao Ya is still hiding in the depths of the maple forest, looking at the picture that does not belong to her from afar, but this time, her mentality is different......

Zhao Ya leaned on the maple tree and looked coldly at Xie Lingyan in front of the green mound, with three points of banter and three points of ridicule in her eyes.

It was too far away, she couldn't hear what Xie Lingyan and Gongzi Ling said clearly, but she could guess it.

This little girl, it is time to be informed about her relationship with the people in the tomb.

Counting it, she should call Gongzi Ling an uncle, Zhao Ya thought maliciously.

From the first time Xie Lingyan stepped into the villa, she could see the hidden emotions of this little girl, just like Xie Anping saw through her back then.

But she didn't stop it, she didn't expose it, because she had foreseen the outcome of today.

Or rather, she had been looking forward to today's results.

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The connected bloodlines create similar faces, Zhao Ya has always been curious, Xie Anping, who has got everything she wants, what kind of expression will she show if she encounters a situation where she can't love and can't get it?

Pain, shame, helplessness, or despair?

This answer may be glimpsed from Xie Lingyan's similar face.

But in the end, I really saw Xie Lingyan's body trembling slightly, kneeling in front of the wordless tombstone, and when she worshipped her nephew, she didn't laugh out loud as she originally expected.

Instead, she gave birth to a sympathetic sorrow, which made her unbearable to look at Xie Lingyan's face.

They are all losers who love but can't love, what is there to fight for? In the end, the living is still better than the dead.

Zhao Ya even suddenly felt ,?? If Xie Lingyan can really leave Gongziling behind, then it would be fine, at least, Gongzi no longer has to participate in the battle of the Book of Heaven for a person who has long since died, and challenge the countless strong enemies of the three sects and six realms and the two clans.

Zhao Ya thought about it, stunned. Until a familiar voice called her back.

"Come out, it's getting dark. Gongziling was still standing in front of the grave, but her voice came in like a whisper, and it seemed that she had already noticed her presence.

Knowing Gongziling's ability, Zhao Ya was not surprised, she walked out of the woods after tidying up her appearance, and when she didn't see Xie Lingyan's figure, she resumed her old tone, and asked with some revenge: "What about your wife and niece?"

Gongziling said lightly: "She suddenly had something important in her faction and left first." ”

Knowing that Xie Lingyan must have been sad and left under the pretext of leaving, Zhao Ya still deliberately said: "Heh, it's a big deal, she stayed in the villa for so long, and she didn't even say hello, so she didn't say goodbye." ”

Gongziling said: "Jinping Villa is free to come and go, why should you stay?"

Zhao Ya's eyes flickered and looked directly at Gongziling. Tu Poor Dagger saw, "What about Childe, when are you going to say goodbye without saying goodbye?"

Gongzi Ling also looked at Zhao Ya and asked rhetorically, "What about you, are you going to keep this son?"

Looking at each other, as if time stood still, Zhao Ya wanted to find even a trace of hesitation in Gongziling's eyes, but in the end, she was defeated.

Zhao Ya lowered her head, avoided Childe's gaze and laughed at herself, "Am I worthy of it?" The peacock's wings only pursue the deceased figure, and the rest are not expensive enough, nor are they worth staying for Childe. ”

Gongziling said in a low voice of relief: "I know that you are angry in your heart, but this Gongzi promised you that the battle of the Book of Heaven is the last attempt of this Gongzi, and no matter what the result is, he will never look for the way to come back to life." Don't you believe my promise?"

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"I don't believe it. Zhao Ya smiled sadly, shook her head lightly and said: "Childe has a promise, but only in this regard, I don't believe it at all." I know Childe too well, she is your weakness, your death hole, again and again, you fly to the impossible road for her, like a moth outside the lampshade, hurting yourself to the point that your head is bleeding, and your body is bruised, and every time you see a slight glimmer of light, it will start again and again, until it breaks through the lampshade, until it pounces on the burning candle flame......"

Zhao Ya raised her head again, her eyes were not cold, and her worries and concerns were overflowing, "The battle of the Book of Heaven is not just a candle flame, but the flame of the burning world, the three religions and six ways, the two races of demons, are all affected by the Book of Heaven, and now the forces of all parties are converging in Leshan, and the war is about to break out, and the son enters the game alone, which is tantamount to setting himself on fire, even if the son has the ability to penetrate the heavens and the earth, it is ......"

Gongzi Ling laughed indulgently, and waved his sleeves to interrupt her worried words, "Ha, the three religions and the six ways and the old dragon have already laid enough pomp, why is this son afraid to attend in front of him?

"But I'm afraid, I'm afraid that Childe will lose his trust, but I'm also afraid that Childe's promise will come true, and I'm afraid that this will really become Childe's last attempt......" Because of the unbearable past, Zhao Ya was like a cocoon, sealing her sincerity layer by layer, but at this moment she was willing to tear out a gap in the invisible cocoon and reveal her true feelings.

"Childe, don't go, okay, you can't just live in the past, there are things worth cherishing in front of you, for me...... Guys, don't go for the sake of Jinping Villa!"

A gust of autumn wind suddenly tightened, blowing the maple leaves one after another, like a red rain, just like that year.

The fallen leaves flew between Zhao Ya and Gongzi Ling, so that Zhao Ya couldn't see Gongzi Ling's expression clearly, and she was silent for a long time before she heard Gongzi Ling sigh abruptly:

"Who is not living in the past......"

The speaker may not be intentional, but the listener is intentional, Zhao Ya's pupils shrank, the expression of eagerness and pleading on her face froze, and the past surged like a nightmare.

At this time, she saw a hand open the maple leaf and slapped her on the shoulder, it was Gongzi Ling who wanted to comfort her again, but Zhao Ya instinctively screamed, stepped back, and widened the distance between herself and Gongzi Ling.

"I'm sorry, I forgot for a moment that you are so clean, and it was my son who was abrupt. But you don't even dare to touch my son, how can you keep it?"

Gongziling withdrew his hand, "I didn't plan to tell you, so I don't want you to say goodbye, but if you ask, you don't need to hide it, tomorrow night Ben Gongzi will have left, and after the villa, I will take care of you." ”

?????? With that, Gongziling turned around and left.

He walked very slowly, and as long as Zhao Ya reached forward, he could grab Gongziling and leave him behind.

But her hand seemed to be weighted and could not be stretched out.

Until it is far away, until it is out of reach......

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The white palms of the hands spread out in front of the eyes, and the crystal droplets of water rolled down the impatiens juice-soaked nails, along the five slender and slender fingers, gathered in a strand at the wrists, and fell into the steaming bath tub.

Zhao Ya looked at her hand in a daze, flawless, pure and white like a hibiscus just out of the water, but Zhao Ya still felt dirty.

Not only the palms of her hands, but every inch of skin, every pore, and even every drop of blood on her body felt dirty.

So she takes a bath three times a day, and other demons say that she is so clean, but she thinks that even if she takes out her skin and flesh and soaks it in water, and washes it ten times, hundreds of times, thousands of times, she can't wash away this filth.

This filthy palm is not worthy of keeping the son......

"If it were you, what would you do?" Zhao Ya thought of Xie Anping again, Xie Anping, who had a weak appearance, was the bravest woman Zhao Ya had ever seen.

She dared to go deep into southern Xinjiang and challenge Gu Xuanyi, who she didn't dare to face.

Dare to expose the acne of the Lingxiao Sword Sect for the sake of a foreign demon girl who was sold into the pit of ten thousand corpses.

dared to abolish himself and cultivate well, went out of his way to teach, and married into Jinping Villa alone.

Dare to say goodbye softly to Gongziling and face death with a smile......

"You must be able to reach out without any scruples and leave Childe behind. ”

Zhao Ya caressed her white neck with her hand, like an inquiry, and like a self-answer.

Under her neck, there is another secret hidden in her, which is the parasitic Gu left to her by Gu Xuanyi, a symbol of humiliation, enslavement, and selflessness.

Therefore, since she got out of Gu Xuanyi's clutches, she tried all means to finally remove Gu Xuanyi's divine consciousness from the Gu inside.

But she sent the gods to her, and she still kept Gu worms on her body. Without the filling of divine sense, the Gu worm was always restless, and Zhao Ya felt that the Gu worm was just like her, empty, always longing for something to fill the empty body.

It wasn't until Xie Anping died of illness that her and Gu worm's appetites were satisfied at the same time.

wants to be the person she longs for and envy the most, or pull that person into the abyss like her. I don't know which motive is a little more. In short, before Xie Anping died, Zhao Ya used the parasitic Gu to invade Xie Anping's consciousness and took away all the memories of Xie Anping and Gongziling.

Since then, every night when she sleeps, she will enter Xie Anping's memory, and in her dreams, she has become the person she wants to be the most and do what she wants to do the most......

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This time it was the same, the helpless feeling of powerlessness made Zhao Ya physically and mentally exhausted, and unconsciously, Zhao Ya closed her eyes and began to have that dream again.

In the dream, she is Xie Anping, the elegant and fairy-like Xie Anping, and the clean Xie Anping.

What Zhao Ya is not qualified to do, Xie Anping has, so she stretched out her hand and grabbed Gongzi Ling, who was about to leave.

Gongziling turned around and saw her in shock and then ecstasy, he yelled and danced like a child, and then hugged her tightly, his lips against her ear, and whispered.

Gongziling hugged her very tightly, as if she would disappear as soon as she let go, and the warm and powerful arms hugged her so that she was short of breath and out of breath.

Let her not be able to hear what Childe is saying in her ear, but she doesn't have to hear clearly, because Childe's hot breath is blowing in her ear, which is enough to make her hot-headed, dizzy, and as happy as drinking a good daughter's red......

Finally, Gongziling's fiery breath got closer and closer, sticking to her earlobe, like a flame that eats away at her soul, burning her body soft, ashamed, and excited. And the flame was still moving gently and gently, from her earlobes to her cheeks, to her neck, and then to her lips......

Gongziling's behavior became more and more arbitrary, and she forgot that she was outdoors at this time, which finally made her extremely ashamed, clenched her hands into fists, and beat Gongzi in turn.

???? Her fists were soft and charming, Gongzi Ling was coquettish by her, laughed, took a few hits, and then grabbed her into his arms again, and his eyes signaled to the bedroom.

Her cheeks were hot, she lowered her head and didn't make a sound, Gongziling laughed loudly, and walked to the bedroom with her arms around her......

But Zhao Ya was left in place!

Zhao Yaru was poured a basin of cold water to extinguish the heat on her body.

Just now, she and Xie Anping share one, you have me, regardless of each other.

Now it has become a bystander's perspective, just like Gongzi Ling took Xie Anping out of her body, but left Zhao Ya behind.

Zhao Ya was in a hurry, she wanted to rush over, but a pair of feet seemed to be nailed in place.

???? She struggled desperately, but to no avail. Seeing that Xie Anping leaning on Gongziling's arms and walking farther and farther, he finally cried: "Childe, Childe, I'm still here! I'm still here!"

It was her protest, but also her plea.

And suddenly the insects in her ears screamed, and she was restless, drowning out all her cries and pleadings, and in the sound of insects, she could faintly hear the voice of old age and make her cold.

"Fluttershy, your son-in-law doesn't want you, it's better for Nanjiang to follow the ancestor obediently, hehehehe!"

Zhao Ya was shocked, looked around blankly, searched for the source of the voice, and shouted in his mouth, "Impossible, you are dead, you are dead, you are long gone!"

"Old Ancestor is not here, and I am there!" At this time, another voice came from behind, and at the same time, a pair of hands roughly wrapped around her waist.

Zhao Ya turned around, but a pair of eyes were so frightened that they almost burst out, and behind her was Tie Shan!

"You...... You!" Zhao Yaru fell into the ice cave, and the whole person was stupid, so shocked that she couldn't speak.

???? Tie Shan smiled: "You new little Gu slaves, just teach you some rules, when the ancestor is not there, I am the biggest, you have to learn to serve me well." ”

???? As she spoke, she stepped forward to tear her clothes, Zhao Ya wanted to kill him, but she had no strength on her body, and her qi was even more empty, and she couldn't lift half a demon yuan.

"Don't do this, please don't do this......" Zhao Ya resisted a few times and cried out at once. ??????" Tie Ye, you spare me, didn't I give Han Fu to you? You go to Han Fu, if it's not enough, I'll find you other banshees!"

Tie Shan didn't speak, but just smiled lewdly, smiling and laughing, his facial features and eyebrows began to change shockingly.

Strange and familiar faces appeared in front of Zhao Ya: the fat man who broke her body, the other insect seedlings that she booby-trapped with her body, a few doglegs of Tieshan's followers, and the chieftain of the Southern Xinjiang Sect who treated her as a gift from the Gu God......

???? Ugly, dirty, greedy, lewd...... Those faces that Zhao Ya wanted to forget for a long time but couldn't forget, they smiled lewdly, drooled, and pounced on Zhao Ya......

????“ Ahh

It was pitch black all around, how could there be Xie Anping and Chonggongzi Ling...... And those devils?

???? Only the sound of insects is still ringing in the brain,

"Squeak-squeak-squeak-squeak-" went on and on, like a noisy mockery.

The water in the tub was already cold, but there was still a hint of warmth between her thighs.

This made Zhao Ya feel even more inferior, she bit her lip, and she had bitten her lip to blood.

It's like this every time, starting with a sweet dream, but being pulled back to reality by the sound of noisy insects.

How beautiful the dream is, how cruel the reality is.

Zhao Ya has wanted to completely uproot the parasitic Gu countless times and stop making up illusions of self-deception.

But she is like a butterfly that pounces on the poppy bushes, knowing that the juice is poisonous, but she can't extricate herself.

Her lips had been bitten by her, she tasted the sweetness of blood, and she was ashamed but didn't know who to attack, was it Xie Anping, Gongziling, or herself?

In the end, he gritted his teeth and blamed the culprit of everything, "Gu Xuanyi, you'd better be dead, otherwise I will kill you with my own hands!"

But at this moment, I suddenly heard a sound of mosquitoes, like a mockery, and like a sneer.

Zhao Ya's heart trembled inexplicably, and she raised her eyes to look at the source of the sound, but saw that fine mosquitoes gathered on the grooming bronze mirror, and many insects were lined up in one sentence.

"Die Nu'er, the ancestor is on the top of the back mountain, come to kill the ancestor!"