Chapter 297: Is Everything Wrong?
Wang Xue's words pierced Ruan Xiyao's heart like a needle prick, she was speechless, she could only silently listen to every word Wang Xue said, for a long time, she said slowly.
"I thought that after waiting for so long, it would be a joy to meet, but I never expected to encounter so many unpredictable things. ”
Wang Xue couldn't understand what Ruan Xiyao was talking about at all, looking at Ruan Xiyao who was full of sadness, her heart was very proud, she thought that maybe Ruan Xiyao would leave here soon, even if she didn't leave, she wouldn't be with Pei Zongche.
"Are you really an alien?" Wang Xue asked curiously.
"I'm Ruan Xiyao. Ruan Xiyao said righteously.
Wang Xue didn't smell it anymore, and the doubts in her heart could only wait until one day to hear and speak.
Wang Xue's words are deeply buried in Ruan Xiyao's heart, and now she can only be confined to her home every day and cannot contact the outside world.
When she was still a happy girl, she didn't know that there was still love, and now when she tasted it, she felt that it was so bitter, everything that should have been beautiful at that time, but she couldn't help it. No matter how good her piano skills are, she can't tell the pain in her heart.
Every statue of the Flying Goddess in "Interpreting Dunhuang" makes her feel a sense of déjà vu, she always feels as if she has seen it somewhere, the Flying Dance has also been skipped, and there are fragments of various dance postures in her subconscious. She couldn't figure out why all this was going on, and when Pei Zongche took her to watch the Dunhuang documentary that year, the explanation in it seemed to be different from what she had experienced, could it be that something went wrong?
Ruan Xiyao couldn't make a decision, she wanted to go to Pei Zongche to learn about this documentary.
But Wang Xue's words made her stop, she didn't know why Wang Xue suddenly came to her to say those words, they had never met, in pain, she wanted to go to the Xiangfo Temple again, to see if Master Hui Chou had returned, and she hadn't said sorry to the abbot master last time.
Like there is no change in the Buddhist temple, just because of the last incident, more people believe in the cultivation of the abbot of the precepts, and in the eyes of all believers, the abbot of the precepts is about to be deified. This made Abbot Jiemiao originally resentful of Ruan Xiyao, but seeing these gains, his prejudice against Ruan Xiyao in his heart also decreased.
"Master Abbot. Ruan Xiyao was led by the monks to the abbot's meditation room.
"Amitabha...... You evil obstacle have come to the temple to beg for trouble, can you know the sin?" asked the abbot of the precept with his eyes closed.
Ruan Xiyao didn't dare, and asked the abbot master to forgive. Ruan Xiyao folded her hands and performed the Buddha salute and said, "When Ruan Xiyao came here this time, she wanted to find a way to leave this world, and asked Master for advice. ”
"Amitabha! Life is death, death is life, life and death, death and death, what are you so hard to pursue, my Buddha is compassionate, the world believes in the meaning of life, but you are looking for the liberation of death, death and life, what a ghost!"
"Please also ask Master to punish him. Ruan Xiyao listened to the words full of reproach, and knelt down in awe and said timidly.
"Amitabha, I think that this evil obstacle of yours is also the words of the Yama Divine Monarch, do you think that in this way you can find the person from a thousand years ago? Then you tell the Buddha, have you found it?" Jie Miao finally opened his eyes and stood up, helped Ruan Xiyao up, and asked.
"Found it. Ruan Xiyao replied quietly.
"Now that you've found it, why can't the poor monk see your joy?"
“...... I ......"
"True and false, right and wrong, always be in a good mood, today I see that you are not like this, since you have found it, it is also what you are looking for, should you come here to find troubles. ”
"Thank you, Abbot, for your explanation. Ruan Xiyao bowed and said.
"Go, I said a long time ago, this is the place where you should come when this Buddha Temple is no longer there, come less in the future, or don't come again. ”
Ruan Xiyao bowed three times, turned around and left the meditation room, and turned to the Buddha statue with a deep face, and said angrily, "Amitabha!"
A person unconsciously walked to the pavilion in the back garden, sat down and looked at the surrounding scenery, and was surprised that it was full of vicissitudes, she kept asking her where to go, closed her eyes, and took a deep breath, this world is always more unpredictable than you think.
When Ruan Xiyao went down the mountain, she saw Pei Zongche coming up the mountain from a distance, and she wanted to dodge, but she didn't expect to be able to escape.
"Ruan Xiyao. Pei Zongche shouted when he saw Ruan Xiyao from a distance.
"Why are you here?" asked Pei Zongche when he saw him running over.
"I went to look for you at home, Tong Zhen said that you came here, I came to look for you, fortunately I came, otherwise I don't know where you went?"
"What did you come to me for?"
"I've been resting for the past few days and want to walk around with you. ”
“...... But I ......"
"I already know about you and Yu Ming, I respect your every choice, you can refuse me. Pei Zongche said with a smile.
"Zong Che, I'm ......" Ruan Xiyao remembered Abbot Jiemiao's words, and she didn't know how to continue with Pei Zongche in her heart.
"Actually, sometimes the wait can be extended, so you can smile as much as you used to. ”
"I can't go back to the past, my presence makes everyone feel uneasy, I have become the target of public criticism, and I have harmed Yuming with nothing, so I can't continue to harm people. ”
Once upon a time, that kind of past no longer exists, Ruan Xiyao couldn't help but sigh sadly, she wanted to forget the past, and she also wanted to remember the past, so that she also knew where there were joys and worries in life.
"No, if that's what you think, I'm willing to give him a try!" Pei Zongche grabbed Ruan Xiyao's hand and said.
Ruan Xiyao's tears of guilt completely broke the embankment, and this is always what makes people so tempted, Pei Zongche believes that he is that Ji Cheng even more, but his memory is also sealed, but fortunately, as long as Ruan Xiyao is found, there is no memory and it will start again.
When Pei Zongche took Ruan Xiyao into his arms and hugged him tightly, Ruan Xiyao's breathing was very steady, in the next life, she waited, in this life, he would return him for a thousand years.
At this time, Pei Zongche became more and more grateful to Ruan Xiyao's jump, so that he would have this special ability now, only he could contact Ruan Xiyao of all the people in the world, which could not be said to be the first beautiful thing in life, that kind of pride and pride No one can know its realm, of course, Ruan Xiyao was also very pleased in her heart, such an intimate hand-holding made her feel the warmth of the world for the first time.
Every time it starts, it starts with embarrassment, Ruan Xiyao is still a little unaccustomed, because Pei Zongche's identity is special, so she proposed that her relationship with Pei Zongche cannot be made public, they can only be together in private, and they must not know each other in public, she doesn't want to hurt Pei Zongche again, and she doesn't want to cause any panic, the world today is different from when she was alive.
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