Chapter 214: Self-cultivation Hall Assessment
Lin Qingyu's heart jumped, and his face turned a little pale, obviously he didn't expect Lu Yan to say such shocking words.
"Ayan, I'm your third aunt now!
"No! you don't have to lie to me. Ah Yu, I know you are very bitter.
All this was forced by the third uncle, right?
My mother pushed you to my third uncle, and my third uncle eats people and doesn't spit out bones.
You can't help it, don't you?!
Ah Yu, I don't believe that you will abandon our three-year relationship!"
Lin Qingyu struggled and couldn't break free of Lu Yan's shackles, and he was angry in his heart: "Lu Yan, we broke up." It's been a long time since we broke up. It's because you have been refusing to listen to what I have to say on the phone, and you have refused to come back to me face to face to solve this problem. ”
"No! In my heart, there is no breakup!Ah Yu, I love you, and what you love has always been me!" Lu Yan struggled.
Lin Qingyu's anger in his heart increased again, and he scolded in a low voice: "You let go! I'm your third aunt now, it's not appropriate for you to hold me like this! If you don't let go, I'll call someone!"
Lu Yan still wanted to communicate with Lin Qingyu, so he had to let go.
Lin Qingyu looked at Lu Yan squarely and said seriously: "Lu Yan, after we break up, I don't want us to sit together as friends again, but at least we have to leave each other some dignity and decency."
At this point, you have to accept the reality. Frankly speaking, when this first happened, I really couldn't let go of our relationship for so many years.
Especially when you risked your life and rushed into the fire to save me, I can't betray you for this kindness......"
When the voice fell, Lu Yan didn't dare to look at Lin Qingyu a little.
What the situation was like at the fire back then, others may not know very well, but he himself could not understand it better.
Lin Qingyu didn't notice Lu Yan's strange expression, and continued.
"But, Lu Yan, you mentioned the relationship with me in the past three years, have you ever thought about how many days we have been together in the past three years?"
Lu Yan stared at Lin Qingyu with wide eyes in horror: "What do you mean?"
"During the holidays, you're often not here. Three Spring Festivals in three years, you are in the archaeological field.
All your colleagues have gone home for the Chinese New Year, but you are still excited about your new discoveries and refuse to come back. ”
Lu Yan staggered: "Do you mind? Don't you support my career?"
Lin Qingyu shook his head: "Yes, I support your career."
But, Lu Yan, have you ever thought that I am also a woman, and I also long for someone to accompany me.
Especially during the holidays, my parents and brothers always treat me differently, which makes me disheartened.
At this time, I want my boyfriend to be by my side and say something comforting to me.
It makes me feel that I am not alone in this world!
In addition to the Chinese New Year, there are other festivals, and you rarely stay with me.
It's been three years, and if you calculate it carefully, you've been with me for less than three months. ”
Lu Yan's face turned pale, and his heart suddenly became a little out of breath.
Lin Qingyu smiled: "Moreover, in the past three years, you have repeatedly let your little junior sister cross between us, spreading nonsense, and tossing all kinds of things.
You always say I'm thinking too much.
Lu Yan, sometimes I don't want you to tell me the truth, I just want you to protect me!
And my family, I'm tired enough, isolated enough, but you always tell me to put up with it.
Lu Yan, we are really not suitable, and the three views are not suitable.
I've been learning what you said to be sensible, but the result of my sensibility is that you and your junior sister have repeatedly hurt me.
You've been even more absent from our relationship. So, I'm really tired.
In the end, what made me let go was not someone else, not your mother's game, but the problems that have always existed between us.
I'm tired, and I don't want to accommodate you anymore. ”
Lu Yan's back was cold, his eyes were blank, and his whole body seemed to be hollowed out.
"No, it's not like that......
I love you so much, everything I do and say is because I love you......
I don't want your relationship with your family to be so bad, I don't want you to be so bad with my mother, in the end, am I wrong?"
Lu Yan took a step back in pain, and the tears in the corners of his eyes fell unexpectedly.
"Ah Yu, you don't know...... You don't know how much my heart hurt last night.
It was as if my heart had fallen on the glass shards and rolled back and forth.
I can't accept that you are by my third uncle's side.
Ah Yu, don't you love me? Are you in love with my third uncle?"