The more you try to detach yourself, the more you will torture yourself to the ground, and the more you want to forget, the more heart-wrenching emotions will linger in your heart and make you feel restless.

In the early years, Yue Yao once heard a story from his father, hundreds of years ago, there was a master of the world who cultivated an immortal body, because he fell in love with a woman he couldn't get, and finally went mad. In order to be relieved, he dug out his heart and buried it under a dead tree under the moonlit night.

After that, this master escaped into the demon path and became a ruthless and desireless demon king.

Now that I think about it, people can only be ruthless and desireless if they are heartless, and only by being ruthless and desireless can they truly forget the troubles and sorrows of this world.

"What are you thinking?" I don't know when, Ye Bai had woken up, and he saw Long Yueyao standing alone by the window, looking at the heavy snow outside with tears in his eyes, and couldn't help but ask.

Yue Yao listened to the voice and knew that Ye Bai had woken up, she lowered her head, wiped the tears from her eyes with her sleeve, turned around and smiled at Ye Bai, and asked softly, "You are awake!"

"Come here. Ye Bai's voice was still very weak.

Yue Yao walked over, Ye Bai raised his body with difficulty, leaned on the side of the bed, smiled with a pale face, and said softly, "You don't have to be like this, I'm not a person worthy of your love." ”

Hearing this, Yue Yao had a difficult smile on his face and said, "I know that you have always had someone in your heart. ”

Ye Bai was a little surprised and asked, "How do you know?"

Because you keep calling her name even in your dreams, it means that she is important to you. Yue Yao said faintly.

Ye Bai sneered, let out a long sigh of relief, and then said slowly, "Actually, that's not the case. ”

"Oh?" Yue Yao looked at Ye Bai with curiosity on her face.

"I have loved a woman, her name is Chanyan, and she is the first woman I have ever loved. Ye Bai said calmly.

"She should be very happy!" Yue Yao said with sincere envy.

"She is not happy, on the contrary, she is miserable, because she is just a distressed woman that my father inadvertently rescued, and I am the young master of Qianyu Tower, she loves me, but she does not dare to approach me. It was I who deceived her with her rhetoric, and she followed me. After my father found out, he wanted to expel her from Qianyulou, but I was in front of my father, in front of the disciples of the eight gates and twelve palaces of Qianyulou, and disobeyed my father and said that she would not marry, and my father beat her down in a fit of anger. ”

"Is she dead?" asked Yue Yao with concern.

Ye Bai shook his head and continued to say slowly, "At first, I thought she was dead, but at that time, I was completely discouraged, thinking that I must find her, even if there is only a corpse. I searched for her in Dongli for two whole years, but I never found her. Later, when I came to Xixiang, by the Chishui River, an old man told me that he had seen the woman I mentioned a few months ago, and she had ordered a fish from him, telling him to keep it for her when he caught it, and she would give it no matter how much money it was, and she also paid two ingots of gold in advance, so the old man was very impressed. When I heard this, I was overjoyed, and begged the old man to catch the fish she wanted. The old man fished for ten days, and finally caught the fish he said, which was a very rare and rare red crucian carp, which was only found in the Chishui River. I waited with joy for the date they had agreed to get the fish, and after five days she came. I was very happy to see her again, and I wanted to rush out to see her immediately, but I overheard her and the old man mention that this crucian carp was bought for her husband, and that her husband had a strange disease and needed this crucian carp from the Chishui River as a medicine. I didn't believe it at the time, so I secretly followed her and followed her to her house. It was a seemingly ordinary family, and the husband she said was just a frail scholar. But I can see that they are very affectionate, and I look at their affectionate appearance, thinking of our former alliance, and my heart is mixed for a while. I left quietly, but there was an indescribable resentment in my heart, I hated myself, and I hated her, why would she rather follow such an ordinary man than return to me? Why is it that a woman who once said that she only loved me in this life can now fall in love with someone so casually? Shouldn't loving someone be unparalleled and irreplaceable?" Ye Bai became more and more excited the more he spoke.

Long Yueyao looked at Ye Bai worriedly, Ye Bai eased his emotions and continued, "In those days, I liked drinking, and at that time, I felt that wine was really a good thing, which could make people have something to do when their minds were discouraged. After a few months of wandering outside, I returned to the Thousand Feather Tower, I thought I could recover, I thought that my heart could gradually become peaceful with the passage of time. But as it turned out, I was wrong, and the more I tried to forget her, the more I remembered her. My heart was painful, twisted, and I couldn't become numb anymore no matter how much I drank. I couldn't let go, and gradually became crazy, hideous, and even thought about killing. I found it more and more difficult to control myself, I was afraid that one day I would really lose control and do something terrible, so I took advantage of the fact that I was still awake and dissipated my spiritual power and cultivation. ”

"It turns out that you really gave up your pure spiritual power for a woman. Yue Yao sighed with some pity.

"People in the rivers and lakes think that I am infatuated and have scattered my cultivation for a woman, but in fact, I am just for myself. Ye Bai laughed at himself.

"Then you are also hurt by love, and it can be regarded as infatuation!" Yue Yao comforted.

"No, I'm not infatuated, I just can't accept reality. ”

Yue Yao didn't know what to say, so she could only listen to Ye Bai continue.

"If I was really infatuated, I should have gone crazy when she was knocked down by my father, not when I saw her fall in love with someone else, so I'm not infatuated, I'm selfish. And then the next thing, you may also know, in order to make up for the shortcomings in my heart, fill the emptiness in my heart, I began to fight bees and butterflies, I can't remember how many women I have harmed, they are either affectionate or for money, I play with the dragon and phoenix, just want to have a romantic night. After Ye Bai said this, his heart seemed to be much calmer.

"Then, what about you, and also, for a night of romance?" Long Yueyao asked shyly and timidly, dodgingly.

"Since that emotional injury, I don't dare to be affectionate to any woman anymore, when you ask me, will I lose you, my heart trembles, as if I am awake at that moment, I have hurt too many women, I don't want to hurt you again. You are a good woman, I have never done anything for you, but you have done so much for me, for me, you have turned yourself into a self that you are not even used to yourself, to be honest, I am very touched. ”

Ye Bai finally opened his heart, and the sentence "I am very moved" was quite affectionate.

"But you really don't have to do anything for me, let alone change yourself for me, in fact, you are just as good as you are. Ye Bai's words were full of sincerity, and what he said at the moment was sincere.

Long Yueyao listened and nodded as if she didn't understand.

Ye Bai smiled, Yue Yao also smiled, and then their eyes looked out of the window together.

At the beginning of the night, the snow stopped at the beginning, and the world outside the window was beautiful.

The next day, Long Xiaotian and Long Yueyao bid farewell to Ye Bai together.

Ice and snow, the earth is covered in the white snow, the world can not see the end at a glance, standing in the rivers and mountains, looking far away.

"This is far away from the mountains and rivers, take care of yourself. Long Xiaotian finally politely replied.

"Thank you, Brother Long himself also take care, if there is anything difficult in the future, he will come to Qianyu Tower to find me. Ye Bai said.

"Definitely, definitely!" Long Xiaotian replied with a smile.

Ye Bai glanced at Long Yueyao, she changed back to her previous appearance, dressed in strong armor, with a golden crown and bundled hair, willow eyebrows like a sword, eyes like electricity, and even more sassy in the wind and snow.

The two of them looked at each other and smiled, but said nothing.

Ye Bai turned to leave, and after a while, his lonely shadow disappeared into the vast and endless world.

Long Yueyao smiled, led the horse, turned around and walked back, her mood no longer seemed to be as heavy as yesterday.

Long Xiaotian still asked incredulously at this moment, "That night, he really didn't touch you?"

"No!" Long Yue glanced at Long Xiaotian and replied loudly.

Long Xiaotian smiled, shook his head in disbelief, and asked in disbelief, "Damn, is he still a man?"

Long Yueyao listened, kicked Long Xiaotian hard in the leg, and scolded, "You are a man, you can't move your legs when you see a girl." ”

Long Xiaotian was kicked in the leg, gritting his teeth in pain, holding his leg while chasing Long Yueyao, and defended, "I, my name is amorous, yes, it's amorous." ”

Love is a thing, quite magical, love, needless to say the beginning, break up, and don't have to say goodbye.

Maybe it's better to forget each other.