Chapter 100: If You Were Me, You Must Be Better Than Me?

The kettle for boiling water kept ringing, but Liu Changsheng, who was smoking, never picked up the kettle.

Liu Changsheng, who took a sip or two of green tea, sighed.

"Are you really unwilling to merge with me?"

Liu Changsheng, who was smoking, sneered.

"I'm not unwilling, I'm not willing, to be precise. ”

Liu Changsheng, who was holding green tea, said a little strangely.

"Unwilling?"

Liu Changsheng, who was smoking, took the cigarette and never smoked, but his hands kept shaking, and he smiled a little nervously.

"Hahaha, yes, I'm just unwilling. Why did the old man take me out alone, and stay in such a ghost place that does not see the light of day for so many years. Of course, over the years, he often came to brainwash me and tell me some stories about deceiving children. By the way, he often tells you these stories. I think you're listening to it with great interest. I sometimes wonder if you're pretending, or if you and I aren't the same person at all. You always seem to be able to accept different things, but I am different. I've always felt like my heart is full. Maybe it's because I'm exposed to more of those inexplicable memories. I often wonder if I'm more of a doppelganger of those memories than yours. Sometimes I think it's good to keep this distance if you don't come to me. I've gone from being very irritable to now at least looking calm on the surface. I used to think that maybe I would just watch you live my life, and then I would live my life in a daze, which would be fine. But you came to me, and the reason you came to me was because of a dream. You dream of those dead people in your dreams, and I am not included?"

After Liu Changsheng, who was smoking, finished saying those words, there was a very clear bell ringing in this space.

Tick-tock, unusually harsh.

Liu Changsheng, who was holding green tea, changed his face greatly.

"Are you speeding up the passage of time?"

Liu Changsheng, who was smoking, threw the cigarette butt to the ground, stood up and looked straight at Liu Changsheng who was holding green tea, pointed to his nose and said loudly.

"Yes and what, no, why do you still want to do it with me, but you can't do it yourself?"

Liu Changsheng, who was holding green tea, was pointed at his nose, but he didn't even shake the water.

"Do it, how do you move it? I'm going to go up and grab your hair, and then keep hitting your head in these virtual places? Or do you want to do the same and use some little tricks to make me feel guilty? Count on me if I can be kind and good-hearted, preferably self-destructive. Boy, if I had been living like you, I would have been buried in Xiangxi I don't know how many times. Time is starting to tick, and I'm not sure if it's true or if you're playing some trick on your part. But let me ask you again, would you like to take the initiative to merge with me. If you are willing, Lao Tzu will fight the risk that he may stop here in the future and leave you a clean land. If you have to live or die, then hurry. I don't want to open my eyes and the world has nothing to do with me. ”

Liu Changsheng, who stood up and pointed with his finger, sat down and lit a cigarette for himself.

"Find a clean land and let me stay, do you have clean land? Over the years, have you killed fewer people, and you dare to guarantee that the people you kill yourself are all damned people?"

Seeing that the other party was back in the chair again, holding the green tea, Liu Changsheng smiled a hint of self-deprecation. He really didn't expect that the other self would actually be so pretentious. What countdown bells, what accuses oneself of murder. What's the point of these things?

If it weren't for the sudden ringing of the bell, he wouldn't have wondered if it was in his heart. But once the bell rang, Liu Changsheng, who was holding green tea, knew it very clearly. This heart is actually his own, but he is of the same origin as himself. His own heart does not reject him. And he must have simulated what should appear in his mind countless times in order to deceive himself at the beginning.

Real scents, moving tunes, moisture and smoke. I really deceived myself.

The countdown bell was up to him. The time that is out of sync with the outside is interesting. If you are not in your heart, this kind of thing is really possible. But now in my own mind, these things are all false.

Until now, he still had no way to control his heart, but Liu Changsheng, who was holding green tea, was not in a hurry. As long as it is in your own heart, you will always have a chance to take back control.

Liu Changsheng, who was holding green tea, said with a smile.

"Don't tell me about what you have. What have I done myself over the years? I don't need you to remind me, I remember it all clearly. ”

Liu Changsheng, who was holding green tea, drank all the Longjing tea and tea leaves in the teacup in one gulp, and there was not even the slag left. Good tea, this taste is definitely the tea on the Lion Peak in memory. The fragrance is like an orchid, and the taste is sweet and fresh. Just now, my mind has been in a tense state, and I didn't drink it out after two sips.

Now it's time to drink some flavor.

beckoned Liu Changsheng, who was smoking, to refill him with another glass. Good tea is rare, although things are not real, but the taste is indeed right. If you can drink a cup is a cup, if you can't mix it yourself in the future. In this life, maybe you can only drink two or three glasses.

Liu Changsheng, who was smoking, was not stingy, and used a copper-colored teaspoon from a very delicate tea box to get him some and add water.

He took it and took another sip, it was really good tea. The tea is fragrant like an orchid and a bean.

He took a sip of tea and spoke.

"There is no reason in the world that it is worth ending a person's life. Even killing a criminal is equivalent to killing a person. So I never thought of myself as justice. What I'm doing is just adapting to the laws of survival. But I don't let myself hate it. I guard principles, people and things. The reason why I protect them is because I approve of these things. After recognizing these things, I naturally adapt to some rules, whether good or bad. All these years, you have looked down on everything about me from the perspective of God. You think I'm not good here, that's not good, that's easy to understand. But what you understand may not be true, or what you see with your eyes may not be the truth. You should have more time than I do, after all, you don't have to sleep. Then you'll have more than half the time in your life than I do. For more than half a time, you may start to bring in me, wondering what would happen if it were. I'm sure most of the time you're going to think you're better than I do, aren't you? But now I'm standing in front of you, and you're playing some little tricks, saying these inexplicable things, do you feel that you can't do it?"