Chapter 774: Heart Disease Difficult to Cure (1)
As soon as Pan Yuyin said this, Zhao Xin's smile instantly froze, and the curiosity in her eyes gradually dissipated, replaced by a look of suspicion.
seemed to be uncomfortable being stared at by Zhao Xin, Pan Yuyin's face changed color, and her hands shrunk in her sleeves subconsciously rubbed vigorously to relieve her inner anxiety.
"Heart disease?" Zhao Xin's eyes were like electricity, as if she could penetrate Pan Yuyin's heart, and she said unhappily or angrily, "In your opinion, am I deliberately pretending to be sick?"
"The people have no such intentions!"
Pan Yuyin was shocked, and fell to the ground with a "poof", her delicate body trembling uncontrollably due to panic in her heart.
The meaning of the folk girl is that the princess is so worried that she is so depressed that she will not recover from her illness for a long time. Pan Yuyin was sincerely frightened, and hurriedly explained, "No matter how good the medicinal herbs are, they can only regulate the body, but cannot eradicate the heart knots." The knot in her heart is not removed, and her depression is difficult to eliminate, making it difficult for the princess to sleep and eat, and damaging her spirit, qi and spirit. In the long run, not only will the princess's condition not improve, but will ...... It's getting heavier. ”
I don't know if I was persuaded by Pan Yuyin's explanation, or I couldn't bear to see her look frightened, Zhao Xin's eyebrows stretched, her eyes gradually softened, and she ordered weakly: "Forgive you for your innocence, get up!"
"Thank you, princess!"
Pan Yuyin resignedly got up, lowered her eyebrows and peeked at the thoughtful Zhao Xin, and cautiously added: "Although heart disease is invisible, it is more difficult to treat than any disease in the world. The root cause lies in the sick person...... Most of them dare not admit it, and even if they do, they dare not face it. Therefore, whether the folk girl just said that the prescription can be correct is by no means wishful thinking on my part, but is decided by the princess. ”
"Actually...... You're right. After being silent for a long time, Zhao Xinfang, who was entangled in his heart, slowly spoke, "I do have a knot in my heart that is difficult to solve, you can see through the root of my illness at a glance, and it is indeed far better than other Langzhong." It's a pity that you can tell that I have a heart disease...... But there is no cure. ”
"The folk girl just said that heart disease must be treated with medicine. Pan Yuyin trembled and said, "As long as the princess dares to face her heart knot, the maiden will do her best to help you heal." ”
In the face of Pan Yuyin's encouragement, Zhao Xin smiled bitterly and shook her head slowly: "You can't heal, and I can't say ......."
"Dare to ask the princess, can your heart be sick...... Brother Liu related?" Pan Yuyin mustered up his courage and risked death to express his speculation.
Hearing this, Zhao Xin's expression was stunned again, her eyes were full of surprise, and at the same time, there was a hint of vigilance.
"You ......"
Since the princess didn't want to tell her directly, she simply let the folk girl dare to speculate. Pan Yuyin held her breath and continued to speak, "As I expected, the princess and Brother Liu...... It was supposed to be a pair of people who were in love with each other. It's a pity that the times are not good, and the creation makes people, Song Menghe and his relatives ordered the princess to marry Helin far away, so that the good relationship was shattered, and her heart was ...... Dead as ashes. ”
"Who the hell are you?"
Zhao Xin's inner shock was incomparable, but on the surface, she didn't dare to show too much abnormality. She was jealous of Pan Yuyin, who was of unknown origin, and was worried that her secret would be snooped on, in case it reached the ears of the Mongols, if it was taken out of context by someone with ulterior motives, and if her future husband was haunted, the consequences would be unimaginable.
Thinking of this, Zhao Xin's gaze at Pan Yuyin became more and more cautious, and said in a deep voice: "You just said that you are a friend of Xunyi, but why have I never seen you? What is your name?"
Pan Yuyin's frightened legs weakened, and she knelt on the ground again, and answered truthfully: "Back to the princess, the girl's name is Pan Yuyin, a native of Yingchuan, who studied under the 'No. 1 Divine Doctor in the World' Granny Peach Blossom. I was a friend that Brother Liu made when he was in King Xian's Mansion, so the princess never saw me...... Not surprising. ”
"Pan Yuyin?"
Zhao Xindai's eyebrows frowned slightly, and when she thought about it for a while, she suddenly realized, her eyes were instantly full of astonishment, and she exclaimed: "You are Pan Yuyin?"
"Does the princess know me?" Pan Yuyin was stunned for a moment, and her heart became more and more up.
"No, I just ...... I've heard of your name. Zhao Xin's heart was in turmoil, and her tone was very complicated, "Pan Yuyin, raise your head and let me ...... Look at you. ”
"Yes. ”
Pan Yuyin didn't dare to disobey Zhao Xin's order, she raised her head tremblingly, her eyes were ermerging, as if she didn't dare to look at Zhao Xin.
Zhao Xin slowly sat up straight, looked Pan Yuyin at a loss with hesitant eyes, and suddenly came to her again, gently held Pan Yuyin's chin with her hand, and gently turned her face, as if she wanted to see every inch of Pan Yuyin's skin clearly.
The anxious Pan Yuyin didn't dare to move, her eyes narrowed slightly, and she bit her lower lip lightly, letting Zhao Xin fiddle and scrutinize herself unscrupulously.
"Miss Pan is naturally beautiful, has a warm temperament, speaks extraordinary, and has superb medical skills, not only a Peugeot beauty, but also a rare talented woman. ”
As she spoke, Zhao Xin's soft and boneless jade hand suddenly slid down, gently holding Pan Yuyin's hand in a cold sweat, which made her heart tense and her body stiffened, and before she could react, Zhao Xin had already led her to the edge of her bed and sat down.
"Miss Pan don't be nervous, I have no ill intentions. Zhao Xin looked at Pan Yuyin, who was sitting on pins and needles, and said comfortingly, "I looked at you to see the woman who had married the Xunyi Worship Hall...... What kind of beautiful woman is she?"
"Shhh
Pan Yuyin had already guessed Zhao Xin's feelings for Liu Xunyi, so listening to her remarks, she couldn't help but change her face, and wanted to get up and bow down, but was stopped by Zhao Xin.
"Don't worry, I ...... I really want to see you, and I don't mean to blame you. As for this, Zhao Xin's expression suddenly darkened, and she laughed at herself, "What's more, I am not qualified to blame you ......."
"Princess, Brother Liu and I are just an impostor couple, and he pretended to marry me in order to help our Pan family get through the difficulties. Pan Yuyin hurriedly defended, "Actually, the person that Brother Liu really likes is you, and you are the most important woman in his heart......"
"I know. Zhao Xin smiled sadly, "But now, I don't want to be the most important woman in his heart, I have nothing to do with Xunyi, I just hope he can forget me as soon as possible...... Moreover, we have made it clear that we will bury our feelings for each other in the bottom of our hearts and never mention them again. ”
"If you never mention it again, how can the princess become depressed?" is also a woman, Pan Yuyin is very sympathetic to Zhao Xin's experience, and at this moment, seeing that she is approachable, not as high as she imagined, the fear of her gradually dissipated, and her words became more and more sincere, "Does the princess know why she has not recovered from her illness for a long time?"
"Why?"
"Because you don't want to arrive in Helin, you don't want to make peace with Mongolia, you don't want your life to be concluded, and you don't want to end up with Brother Liu, so you have parted ways since then. Pan Yuyin felt pity, and tears couldn't help but roll in her eyes, "The folk girl dared to speculate that there are two sources of the princess's heart disease, one is her reluctance to give up today, and the other is her fear of tomorrow. That's why you'd rather suffer pain, be bedridden, be sick for a long time...... I just want to be able to delay one day is one day, and if I can start one day later, I will be one day late......"
Pan Yuyin's words were like a sharp sword, stabbing Zhao Xin's weakness fiercely, making it difficult for her to hide the sadness in her heart, and the two lines of tears fell silently.
"Princess, the bell must be tied to the bell, since this matter is related to Brother Liu, then why don't you open your heart to him......"
"No!" Before Pan Yuyin's words fell, Zhao Xin suddenly looked like a face, and said undoubtedly, "This matter must not be!"
"Why?" Pan Yuyin puzzled, "Could it be that the princess is worried that Brother Liu will not help you?"
"No!" Zhao Xin was miserable and shook her head again and again, "I'm worried that he wants to help me too much, so that my heart that has finally settled down will make waves again...... I'd rather bear everything alone than let my clothes be shaken......"
"Princess, do you really know Brother Liu?" Pan Yuyin smiled with tears, "Brother Liu, he ...... Never firm in your determination to give up. He doesn't want the other person to worry like you, so he just pretends to be strong in front of you. Otherwise, how could I, as an outsider, guess the princess's heart?"
"No......" Zhao Xin shook her head again and again like a rattle, "Xunyi won't be so stupid......"
"See for yourself, princess!"
Pan Yuyin turned her heart sideways, and suddenly rolled up her sleeves, and a purple-red blood mark appeared on her white and delicate arm.
"It's ......"
"This is the result of Brother Liu's 'torture and questioning' of me after hearing that you were worried about your life. Pan Yuyin smiled bitterly, "I have known Brother Liu for so long, and I have never seen him lose his mind so much, let alone his desperate 'torture and questioning' of a weak woman like crazy." This shows the status of the princess in his heart...... How important is it?"
Hearing Pan Yuyin's explanation, Zhao Xin looked at the bruises on her arms in a daze, and did not say a word for a long time.
Suddenly, Zhao Xin, who was embarrassed, let out a whimper, hiding her face and crying like the Yellow River bursting its banks, and finally she lay on Pan Yuyin's shoulder regardless of her reserve, crying without worry.
Pan Yuyin is kind by nature, how can she endure such a true expression? I couldn't help but hug Zhao Xin and cry for a while.
A hearty cry made Zhao Xin's depressed and heavy mood released, and the suffocation in her chest gradually eased a lot.
"Princess, since you and Brother Liu are inseparable, why don't you ......?"
"Miss Pan!" Zhao Xin interrupted Pan Yuyin's "instigation" in time, and choked up, "Whether you are willing or not, there are so many things involved in this case that there are so many things that no one in the world has the right to make their own decisions, let alone control the overall situation." From the moment Song Mengda reconciled, there was no longer the slightest retreat in this matter. Either I am humiliated and humiliated, or the Great Song Dynasty is destroyed, and the Han people are facing the danger of extinction, and you are the ...... I admit that I am reluctant to give up on today and afraid of tomorrow, but so what? This kind of thing can be avoided from the first day of junior high school, but I can't avoid the fifteenth year, what should I do...... Sooner or later, even if I become depressed and even die of depression, my body will be transported to Helin and buried in the Mongolian Imperial Mausoleum. At this point, there is no turning back, and I will never be able to turn back. Therefore, I am very touched by Miss Pan's kindness, but ...... I hope you don't waver in my resolve again. ”
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