"You sent someone to Jiangzhou to hand over the jade pendant to me, which means that you no longer want to hide your identity. Xiao Zhi judo, "Tell me! How have they been all these years? Where are they now?"

Xiao Zhirou changed her previous reserve, and suddenly became very excited, Yun Chaiyue couldn't help but smile bitterly, and said: "Back then, Luo Tianjin used rhetoric to deceive you to help him get out for his own selfishness. But when he left, he was never heard from and never came back. Originally, you had gradually recognized the ugly face of this person and were ready to let go of this evil relationship, but unexpectedly, in the second month after he left, you found that you were pregnant with his flesh and blood. ”

Every time he mentioned this, Yun Chaiyue couldn't hold back the anger in his heart, gritted his teeth with hatred, and trembled all over.

"Say no more......"

seems to be reminded of her sad past by Yun Chasing Yue, Xiao Zhirou frowned, her eyes were full of tears, and she couldn't hold back her tears from coming out, the poignant appearance of desperately suppressing her inner grievances was embarrassing, and it made Yun Chasing Yue's heart like a knife, and her liver and intestines were broken.

"Why not?"

I don't know if it was a momentary anger, or to vent the anger in my heart, Yun Chaiyue actually ignored Xiao Zhirou's feelings in vain, and insisted on going his own way: "If you don't want to mention this, why do you come to me tonight with this pair of Kodama pendants?"

"You ......"

Yun Chaiyue waved his hand to interrupt Xiao Zhirou's rebuttal, and at this time, his tone seemed to be crying rather than crying, as if he was smiling: "You don't dare to tell anyone about this, even my father-in-law and I will hide it together." In the end, you secretly left Xiangxi alone and went to Luoyang Xianwang's Mansion, hoping that Luo Tianjin would fulfill his promise. Unexpectedly, when you arrived in Luoyang City, before you found the gate of King Xian's Mansion, they had already discovered your whereabouts and were plotted. Fortunately, God blessed you and let you escape. You think that leaving Luoyang can end the matter, but unexpectedly, they still refuse to give up, vowing to kill them all and cut down the grass and eradicate the roots. Chased all the way, died all the way, you were repeatedly imprisoned, escaped death several times, and finally lived to see me......"

"Actually, I was already so dead in the back then, that I wanted to die countless times. Xiao Zhirou subconsciously stroked her belly and said in a low voice, "However, Luo Tianjin should have been cut with a thousand knives, but the child in her womb is innocent. For the sake of the baby in my womb, I had to live for a long time. ”

"After you disappeared, I went crazy looking for you. Yun Chaiyue choked up, "But when I found you, you were covered in bruises and pregnant. Rou'er, do you know what it feels like when I see your high bulging belly, like five thunderbolts hitting the top and ten thousand arrows piercing my heart...... To this day, I still remember it vividly, and the slightest memory is painful to my heart, and life is better than death. ”

"Du Xiang, I'm sorry. Xiao Zhirou said ashamedly, "I shouldn't hide it from you......"

"No!" Yun Chaiyue shook her head, "Your fault is not hidden from me. But after deciding to hide it from me, he suddenly appeared in front of me with a big belly. That sudden shock and despair is your biggest fault. Rou'er, are you really...... Never thought about how I felt?"

Yun Chaiyue's words were like a basin of ice water, unceremoniously poured on Xiao Zhirou's head, making her wake up, followed by deep self-blame and repentance.

"I wouldn't have gone to you unless I had to. You and I grew up together, and you are the person I trust the most. In that situation, the only person I could turn to was you......"

"Yes!" At this time, Yun Chaiyue didn't know whether to cry or laugh, "You passed on Luo Tianjin's cruelty to you a hundredfold, a thousand times, to me, just because ...... I'm the one you trust the most......"

Seeing this, Xiao Zhirou couldn't help but darken her eyes, and said sincerely: "Du Xiang, I'm sorry ......"

"On one side is you, on the other side is Luo Tianjin's son, you didn't give me time to think about it at all, no matter whether I can accept the sudden truth or not, you forced everything on me in one fell swoop. Yun Chaiyue laughed miserably, "I will not hesitate to heal you." But I am at a loss for you to have a baby...... You asked me to hide it from everyone, but I wanted to tell my stepfather the news countless times. ”

"But you didn't do it......"

"I don't know if I'm doing the right thing. Yun Chaiyue said entangledly, "If I had made the truth public back then, and said that my father would have ordered you to kill the evil son, maybe ...... Everything will be very different. ”

Xiao Zhirou looked sad, shook her head slowly, and said, "But the truth is that you helped me hide from everyone and secretly let me give birth to a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses." ”

"That's good!" Yun Chaiyue laughed at herself, "I thought that my sincerity would be able to pull your heart back from Luo Tianjin." But unexpectedly, no matter how much I give, you still can't forget him. You gave birth to two children, but you don't want to raise them to adulthood. You asked me to give them up to a good family for adoption, and vowed not to tell anyone about it again. At that time, you said that you had committed many wrongs and wanted to make amends to your father-in-law and his people. I thought you had made up your mind to start all over again, and I almost couldn't sleep. But unexpectedly, the way you apologized was to jump off the cliff......"

"I don't regret giving up my life. Xiao Zhi said, "But the two things I did after my 'death' made me regret it." First, my 'death' made my mother overly sad and depressed. Second, because of my selfishness, my children have been fatherless and motherless since they were young, and no one cares for them. ”

"Rou'er, what I promised you has never changed. Yun Chaiyue didn't seem to want to be immersed in sadness, so she suddenly looked down and said, "To this day, I haven't told anyone about what happened back then. ”

"Du Xiang, thank you. Xiao Zhirou said gratefully, "Back then, I gave up my children with my own hands. Since then, I've dreamed of them almost every night. I dreamed of them starving and cold, dreaming of them being lonely, dreaming of them being bullied and bullied, dreaming of them being ragged, skinny, unkempt and snuggled up in the cold winter streets, crying and crying heartbreakingly...... Mother......"

Before she finished speaking, Xiao Zhirou couldn't hold back the sourness in her heart anymore, and couldn't help hiding her face and crying.

"Rou'er......" Yun chased the moon and felt pity, but he didn't know how to persuade him.

Xiao Zhirou muttered: "Over the years, whenever I see other children snuggled in my mother's arms, I will think of my hard-working children. When they were helpless, cold and hungry, did they also shout 'mother' countless times? Are they huddled in the poor streets and alleys in the cold wind, and can only feel the embrace of their mother in their dreams...... Do you know what? When I think about this, I hate to cut myself with a thousand knives and scatter my bones to ashes. I hate, I hate myself for being selfish, I hate myself for being cruel, I hate myself for not being their mother......

Unconsciously, Xiao Zhirou couldn't cry anymore, and tears stained the tulle.

When she subconsciously lifted the white veil and wiped the tears on her face, the world-spilling face was like a glimpse, jaw-dropping and trance-like.

"Rou'er, everyone has their own fate, why bother pushing yourself too hard?"

Over the years, they have suffered and sinned. Xiao Zhirou choked up and said, "Compared with their hard lives, what is the humiliation I suffered back then?"

"Because of this, when you see orphans wandering on the streets, you can't help but feel compassion and even adopt them?" Yun Chaiyue was already familiar with everything about Xiao Zhirou, and said bitterly, "Tang Afu, Chang Wuregret, and 'White-faced and Tsing Yi Pretty Eight Uniques' are all the same." ”

It is the adults who make mistakes, but it is the children who can bear the pain, and this is the greatest injustice in the world. ”

As for this, Xiao Zhirou suddenly set her eyes on the dragon and phoenix jade pendant in her hand, and said urgently: "This is the only memorial I left for Long'er and Feng'er." Back then, I asked you to give away the jade pendant with them, but why is it in your hands now......? You've kept them with you?"

"No!"

Yun Chaiyue's eyes were cold, and he said in a cruel voice: "I don't share the sky with Luo Tianjin, how can I leave his wild seed by my side?"

"Then you ......"

"Rou'er!" Suddenly, Yun Chaiyue's tone softened, and a touch of tenderness welled up in his eyes, "They are Luo Tianjin's wild species, and when you see them, you will only think of the pain of the past." Now, you have finally erased Luo Tianjin from your heart, why not take this opportunity to break with everything in the past and start over?"

Hearing this, Xiao Zhirou couldn't help but raise her eyebrows, and asked rhetorically, "What do you mean by this?"

"Luo Tianjin owes you a debt, and I will collect it for you. The enmity you have made with him, I will avenge you!" Yun Chaiyue said excitedly with his eyes full of excitement, "From today on, you are the Ruthless Valley Lord, I am the Holy Lord of Longxiang Mountain, and there is no Teng Rou and Du Xiang in the world." We'll kill all our enemies and start all over again......"

"Du Xiang, what did you say?"

"Wrong!" Yun Chaiyue shook his head again and again as if he was crazy, and corrected, "Du Xiang is dead, and it is Yun Chaiyue standing in front of you at this moment." ”

"I don't understand what you're saying, and I don't want to listen to your nonsense!" Xiao Zhirou seemed to be angered by Yun Chaiyue's entanglement, and said indifferently, "I am looking for you just to get back my own children, and there is no other ......."

"They are Luo Tianjin's wild species, what are you going to do?" Yun Chaiyue was annoyed and angry, and roared, "To this day, you still can't forget that beast?"

Xiao Zhirou's eyes were cold, and she said angrily: "It doesn't matter who their father is, I only know that they are my biological flesh and blood." I don't need to interfere with them, and I don't need outsiders to dictate me!"

"Outsiders?" Yun Chaiyue laughed angrily, like a madman, "To this day, you still treat me as an outsider?" Rou'er, I am wholeheartedly good for you, but you treat me as an outsider? I have done so many things for you, but you treat me as an outsider? haha......"

In the depths of love, Xiao Zhirou can't tell the difference between Yun Chasing the Moon at this time, is she laughing or crying?

"Du Xiang, you are kind to me, I am grateful, and I will never forget it. Xiao Zhirou's face softened, and she said softly, "But one thing is one thing, I just want my children back tonight." I have thought about them for more than 20 years, looked forward to them for more than 20 years, and dreamed of them for more than 20 years. When a mother's heart, you men will never understand. If you are really good for me, give them back to me, and count me as a beg for you......"

"No way!"

Facing Xiao Zhirou, who was begging hard, Yun Chaiyue actually refused.

"What?" Xiao Zhirou was stunned, "What...... Impossible?"

"It's impossible for you to get your children back. Yun Chaiyue's eyes were red, and his tone was like ice, "I advise you, it's better to die of this heart as soon as possible!"

Hearing this, Xiao Zhirou's face changed suddenly, and she suddenly felt empty in her heart, as if she had fallen into an endless abyss.

"Why?"

"Because of your sons and daughters...... Long gone. ”

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