The okra noodles were slightly hot, and I was speechless. Even if she is as frank as Li Wenzhong, at least she knows that there is something different about her being alone with Shen Fengming like this.

- But what now?

She closed the door, put down the porcelain cup, and took the lamp to the bedside to look - as Li Wenzhong said, Shen Fengming slept smoothly - she had been out for so long, and he hadn't even moved.

She was a little uneasy—Guan Mo said, Ice Gu Evil Cold, it was an internal injury that even Vermilion Bird hadn't healed for many years, Shen Fengming—would it really be okay?Thinking about it, she couldn't help but hurriedly pull out his hand from under the three-layer quilt. The charcoal fire in the house was booming, and he felt very hot not long after he came in, and he almost wanted to sweat, but Shen Fengming's hand was still not warm.

You can probe the wrist, the pulse is the same, and there is nothing wrong with it. When I touched my forehead again, it was no longer cold, nor hot, and I didn't sweat, but my face was dry, and my breathing was so steady that I couldn't be more stable.

It should be fine. Although Okra's heart was down, he felt a little empty, so he sat down on the couch and calmed down. This unwarranted tossing - Shen Fengming was asleep soundly, but he was always woken up a little, and suddenly turned his head in a blur, Okra was startled and hurriedly bounced up.

"What...... What time is it?" Shen Fengming asked in a half-dream, and when he wanted to turn over, he felt that his body was heavy, and he stretched out his hand to push, how could the three thick quilts be so easy to push away, and he was pressed heavily on his body, but he couldn't tell whether he was tired or comfortable for a while, so he simply continued to commit to it and no longer moved.

"Probably ...... It's been more than an hour. Okra's eyes flickered, "Are you feeling better?"

Shen Fengming really couldn't say if he was better. It seems - it's not so cold anymore. But—there are still some hallucinations that I don't know whether to describe drowsiness or lightness. "When did I fall asleep?" he didn't seem to remember, "You've been here?"

"Just now—Guan Mo came. Okra said, "I'll go out and see him." ”

"Hmm, what are you talking about?" Shen Fengming was obviously not fully awake yet, and only then did he vaguely remember when he asked, "...... He woke up so soon?"

"I woke up, and I brought the Gu worm with me. Okra turned around and went to the table to get the water glass, "Do you want to see, is it useful?"

"Don't look at it......" Shen Fengming's tone was still a little prostration, as if he was going to sleep again, "Tomorrow......"

"You...... Don't you ask where he got this Gu worm?" said okra, who was anxious to tell him.

"Well, where did you come from?" Shen Fengming asked casually with his eyes closed.

"Don't sleep yet!" Okra nudged him. Shen Fengming had to open his eyes - under the light, Okra's face was a little gloomy.

"What's wrong?" he narrowed his eyes slightly.

Okra said to Shen Fengming before and after meeting Guan Mo, and when it came to the details of the past, he picked up the lamp and sat on the stool, only to feel that his chest was stuffy, and he was almost unspeakable.

Shen Fengming was originally full of sleep, but after listening to these words, he woke up completely, and after being stunned for a while, he suddenly retreated into the bed and gave way to half of the place, "Don't think about it, let's sleep first, I'll go find him tomorrow." ”

This tone was really ordinary, as if sleeping together was an ordinary thing, so much so that Okra was stunned—almost doubting herself in the dim light. She was immediately stunned, "I'll talk to you about things, you...... What are you thinking?"

"I'm afraid you're tired. Shen Fengming had a sincere expression on his face, "-What are you thinking? You don't think I'm willing to really make you sleep all night?"

"I ...... okra really can't get a seizure," ...... I'm not tired, so I don't have to worry about you. She seemed to regret that she expected Shen Fengming to resonate with her and understand her thoughts, Huo Ran stood up, turned around and walked back to the table to put the lamp and porcelain cup down. "You sleep, leave me alone. I won't bother you either. His tone was suddenly cold.

Shen Fengming turned over from the thick quilt with great difficulty, and looked at her from a distance, "In the middle of the night, you have to listen to me to a few words of silence to be happy." ”

"I don't want to hear anything right now. Okra sat down with a sigh of relief.

"Guan Mo - he actually thought about it in his heart. So I don't think there's anything to say, I'll talk to him tomorrow about how to take over Phantom. ”

"You mean he's willing? How do you know?" Okra glanced at him unconsciously.

"You haven't thought about it - how can a bug that can't get out of it for forty years suddenly come out today?"

"Isn't it because the Gu Master is dead?" Okra said, "Guan Fei is dead, and the Gu worms he cast will definitely change." ”

"That's right. But don't forget, this is the Gu worm that the Gu Master couldn't urge when he was nearby, and it has been dormant for forty years—how long is forty years, can you imagine? Except that Guan Mo has been unable to speak, there is nothing to prove that the worm is still alive. Since the baby and the child to this day, it has long been born as one with the viscera, and it is not known, if it were you, would you dare to move lightly?"

Okra heard a chill in her throat, biting her lip and not speaking.

He was seen putting his hand in his mouth. If my guess is correct—even if the Gu Master dies, his Gu power is far from enough to pull out this stuck Gu worm—the only way is to pull it out with his hands. If the Gu worm is alive, it will give birth to a highly poisonous poison once it can be active, and if it dies, the coexistence of more than forty years is equivalent to pulling out its own flesh and blood. If a person has not thought of the answer, has not decided to make a cut with the past, and has not had the realization of putting it to death, he will never be able to do it. ”

Okra's face was pale, and the hand on the edge of the table trembled slightly.

Come to think of it—it was always the words that made him make up his mind. Shen Fengming sighed, "'Gu people' - it's really incredible. I thought that Guan Sheng wanted to kill him, which was the limit of what he could not accept. Now it seems that I underestimated him - he really knew about it, but he was willing to pretend not to. ”

"Of course it's incredible. Knowing how those people treated him, he would have helped them for so many years—wouldn't it be good to make up his mind to leave sooner?"

"He'd read the log. I can't say for sure - he is really Guan Fei's biological son. ”

"If it's my own, wouldn't it be—wouldn't it be more terrible!" Okra said, "what kind of person, what kind of heart, can do such a thing, if it were me, such a father I would rather not!"

Shen Fengming laughed back: "Yes-compared with him, I don't seem to be able to say the word 'miserable' at all." ”

Okra was slightly stunned, and after a while, he said: "The so-called 'miserable' can't be used for comparison, sometimes it's just - each has its own differences." "You...... You were ...... Didn't finish it. ”

"Say what?"

"Say you were a kid — say your dad. ”

"You want to listen?"

“...... You said you were going to ...... It's all with me. ”

"My father—there's nothing to say, I don't remember him very much, I haven't seen him a few times, and I don't remember anything he said, as if he didn't. ”

"Then why ......," Okra said, "I heard that you were dying of poison at that time, but you said that you wanted to go back to Luoyang?"

"Really, I said it?" Shen Fengming was a little surprised, and thought for a moment, "It must not be because of him, Luoyang, and it's not just him Shen Yong who misses it." ”

"Anyway...... You're always worried about home, aren't you?" said Okra, "you...... Have you never been back?"

"Then you see—when, will you accompany me back?" Shen Fengming smiled.

He then sighed. "Actually—there's no one over there. The Central Plains family has all declined, I inquired a few years ago, and the Shen family has already gone south. The big family back then, now I don't know whether they are gathering or scattering, and where they are. If I take you to Luoyang, I can probably only look at the ancestral house, so that you can see the two courtyards where I lived with my mother when I was a child. ”

"You...... Is it because your mother passed away that you left the Shen family?"

Shen Fengming glanced at her. "It's not. After my dad died, we left. Seeing that her face was unknown, she said again: "You know, right? ”

Okra was taken aback, "black ...... Black Bamboo Assassination ...... Your dad?"

"Oh, I forgot. You people who are loud in the sound don't hear the affairs of the rivers and lakes in your ears, and you use them all for 'listening to the sound'. Shen Fengming smiled, "-It can be regarded as a sensation in martial arts back then." At first, I didn't know what was going on, but I felt that something was not right in Zhuangzi, and my mother didn't want me to be suspicious, so she told me the truth about my father's assassination. Of course she was sad, but when I heard it, I was shocked, but not sad. What's the difference for me? Even for my mother, it's just a change from thinking about a living person to thinking about a dead person. At most, I thought to myself that I was his son, and that I deserved to be grief, to anger. But I always wondered, if I died, would he be sad and angry?"

"Naturally, there will be a father in the world, how can there be no ......"

"The father in the world is like Guan Fei, isn't it? I don't say—my father must be like this, but I haven't even had a chance to figure out what he is like for so many years—is he like Guan Fei's old treats Guan Mo, or—like Suzaku treats you, like Shan Jiquan treats Shan Unintentionally, like Xia Zheng treats Jun Li? That father is not unimportant. Probably this is the whole and most painful pain of his death for me—there is no one who can speak for our mother and son in a place where I can't see. ”

Okra did not speak.

"My mother was not an ordinary woman in the Bound Pavilion, and she stayed in the Shen family to endure and seek perfection, all because of her affection for my father. Since there is no one in the Shen family, of course she has no reason to send people under the fence and be looked down upon. When she left—she took me with her, only her harp, not even a single piece of gold or silver. She doesn't want to tell the truth, but she doesn't know how malicious people can let her go - no matter what she does, there will always be people who say, 'I just don't have a husband and I want to leave', and 'people of unknown origin just can't stay'. At that time, I didn't know how to use martial arts, so I hated how I couldn't beat those people for her, and let out such a breath. My mother didn't care, and told me that when I was older in the future, I don't know how many people I would meet who said no. ”