This night, Jiuge was pouring rain again, the heavy rain almost flooded the entire fairy island, thousands of peach petals were washed away by the rain falling to the ground, and the disciples couldn't sleep peacefully, so they had to come out to dredge and divert the water, and no one was soaked.

Liu Sanniang looked at the dark Yuehua Hall with some anxiety, it was raining so hard, why hadn't the head of the house come back yet, didn't he hear that he left the table after less than half of the peach banquet?

Wind and rain, lightning and thunder, Mozi Li soaked open the door of the palace, the rain dripped down the corners of the hair and clothes, the lightning illuminated the entire Yuehua Palace, on the opposite wall, there was a portrait of a woman hanging on the opposite wall, a large area of white clothes under the peach color in the sky, scorching peach blossoms, fairy falling into the dust.

The door of the temple was blown by the wind and creaked, the miserable white thunder and lightning pierced the sky, the woman seemed to turn into a wisp of green smoke and walked down from the painting, and the lotus step moved lightly in front of him, smiling lightly, like a dream.

Mo Zili watched her walk down from the painting and smiled coldly, "Are you satisfied?"

She just smiled coldly and poignantly, and looked at him silently.

He grabbed her by the neck, his eyes glared at her with rage, and the strange silver mark flashed in his right eye, which looked terrifying in the darkness, "Are you satisfied?

The sound of almost roaring echoed in the hall, the thunder exploded deafeningly in the ears, the wind and rain came in through the doors and windows, and the silver eyes were full of thrilling and tragic despair.

......

Are you satisfied?

I love you.

Even though I hate and disdain myself for having such feelings for you, I still have to admit that I can't extricate myself from falling in love with you, but I obviously love you to death, but I hurt you so completely.

So, you hate me, don't you?

You make everyone forget, just let me remember, you forgive the world, but you refuse to forgive me.

Everyone said that he was crazy, the Nine Songs Immortal who could not be desecrated above the Nine Heavens, after a big dream and three lives, fell in love with the Nuwa clan who created the world, and went all over the world to find a bead that no one had ever heard of, a person who had never existed.

She just smiled faintly and poignantly, "If you really want to be liberated, why do you want to hang my portrait here and miss it day and night, it is you who refuse to let go of yourself, why do you want to push it on me." ”

"But I can't find you......," he staggered back two steps, and laughed in despair, "I've searched the whole world, but I can't find you." ”

There are so many women named Xiaozhu in the world, but they are not the one in his heart.

In the first ten years of Xiaozhu's absence, he tried to return to the past when she had not yet appeared, burying his head in the mountains of files all day and night, not even allowing himself to have a moment of leisure and relaxation, afraid of remembering her smile again.

In the second decade after Xiaozhu left, the world was so empty that he went crazy, and it was so monotonous that only black and white remained, and the ethereal sound of the piano ringing in his ears from time to time and the long rattling of the green bamboo curtain forced him to retreat. Without her, the whole world is just lonely.

In the third ten years after Xiaozhu left, he went crazy to find all the evidence that could prove her existence, but there was no palace family in this world, no Jiulizhan, no Yazhuxuan, except for the heart beating in his chest and the curse she left him with one-sided silver eyes, there was nothing to prove her existence, and even he began to fear that one day he would doubt whether she existed.

In the fourth decade after Xiaozhu left, he wandered all over the world, searched all over Kyushu, stepped through Liuhe, looked for a glazed palace lamp with a purple glow, and looked for a woman named Xiaozhu.

In the last ten years of Xiaozhu's departure, he took her portrait and stepped on every inch of land she walked, walked through every city she had passed, broken bridges and west winds, remnant sun and snow, he took the heart she left him to travel through thousands of rivers and mountains, and accompanied her through every place she liked.

Fifty years, how long it is, can she imagine?

If it wasn't for the Queen of Heaven who sent someone to find him this time, saying that he had found the palace lamp called Jiulizhan he was looking for, how could he return to the fairy world, but it wasn't Jiulizhan, and those women weren't his Xiaozhu, his Xiaozhu was no longer in fifty years, fifty years!

He misses her, thinks about her all the time, wants to see her laugh, wants to hear her play the piano, wants to teach her to practice swords, he has so many things he wants to do with her, but she goes without nostalgia, leaving him alone in this world and misses her like crazy.

She left her heart for him, so that he didn't even have the courage to kill himself, she was kind to everyone in the world, but cruel to him.

Xiaozhu, in those unforgettable years, I still hurt you too thoroughly after all, so you don't want to forgive anymore, don't you?

If hurting himself can temporarily forget all the pain he has brought her, then he would rather live forever and never suffer more than think of the memories that made him worse than dead.

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