Chapter 110: Azure is waiting for smoke and rain, and I'm waiting for you
"I didn't expect it to be Senior Brother Qin, I haven't seen you for many years, don't come unharmed!"
When Su Xinyan turned around, her face had already been cleaned up, and she couldn't see any emotion, and her mechanical voice made Qin Lin feel very uncomfortable.
Why?
Why?
"Senior sister, what's wrong with you!" Qin Lin couldn't control his emotions a little, he would only do so in front of Su Xinyan, "If there is any problem, let's figure it out together?"
"Can't you see what I've been doing to you all these years?"
"I have nothing to do with Snow Lotus at all, don't think about it, can you?"
Three questions in a row made Qin Lin express his depression for many years, why it became the way it is today, he couldn't figure it out.
"Okay!" Su Xinyan still had a cold tone, her eyes revealing impatience, "Then talk about it!"
This is exactly what Qin Lin wants, what can't be said in a good way? Two people who already like each other, can really sit down and talk about everything, and they can really see the blue sky through the clouds.
Of course, this is just wishful thinking on his part.
To solve the problem, the first thing is to understand the root cause of the problem, so that the right medicine can be effective to solve the problem, so he listened to her and was more useful than anything else.
But·······
"Senior sister, this is not the case!! Qin Lin was anxious, this fact was very seriously distorted, not to mention what he knew, at least it was too far away, at least it was too far away, "I really have nothing to do with Snow Lotus!!
It turned out that Xue Lian went down the mountain to follow, and Su Xinyan thought that the two were secretly in love. It is true that he secretly has feelings, after all, Qin Lin is not a fool, Xue Lian has some different thoughts about himself, can he not understand? It's just that he really doesn't have that kind of mind about the amount of blood.
"Okay, then tell me, what is the origin of Snow Lotus!"
"Also, where did you come from!!!
The original Su Xinyan can ignore it, she can just be with him. But the appearance of Snow Lotus changed this phenomenon and made her feel the crisis deeply.
And she can't show this sense of crisis, otherwise, how can she say that she is stingy and jealous? She doesn't want to leave such an impression in front of Qin Lin.
But the accumulation of this heart knot over the years finally made a subtle change in her psychology.
But how can this be explained? I really can't talk about it.
Is it true that she is a descendant of the Qin family, one of the four major families in the Death God King City? Does she say that Snow Lotus is the only descendant of the Snow Mountain? That will only make her think that the two of them are the right match.
The key is that this problem has been in place for several years, and a lot of changes have happened in the Su family in the past few years, and people's mentality will naturally change.
Qin Lin didn't know what Su Xinyan was thinking now, and it was difficult to make a judgment.
"Senior sister, do you still love me?"
If you say this one another day, you will definitely not say it, asking this sentence is tantamount to looking for death, you can't even feel the other party's heart, what follow-up to talk about?
Here in Qin Lin, it is the idea of 'if you don't leave, I won't give up'. As long as you still love me, as long as you are willing, I will take you away on this day.
"I don't love !!" Su Xinyan said this sentence and felt that the whole person was relaxed, people always have a first time, when the first time passes, many of the problems that have been entangled with them for a long time will change, "I just hope that you stay away from me now, don't let me see you, it's best to leave the academy and leave Jiangnan, and never appear in front of me again." ”
Qin Lin didn't know how he spent the night, Su Xinyan was gone, and he was still here.
He really couldn't understand how a person who was once obedient to him and who took good care of him could change so thoroughly.
At this time, he didn't calm down at all to savor what Su Xinyan said, otherwise there would be no series of things that would happen later.
All he felt in his heart now was grief, endless grief.
My mother is gone, my father is dead, and the only eldest brother is the only one who resists the family's heavy responsibilities, and I haven't seen him all these years. The brother who came to Jiangnan with him died, and the little sister who melted her heart at the beginning is now gone········
This world ······· What's wrong? Is it so unfair to me?
He wanted to ask the heavens, but the heavens would not answer. He wanted to ask, but Dao wouldn't respond, he really couldn't think of how to express his inner emotions now, so he could only stand in the courtyard in a daze.
It's raining! Tick tock, the changeable weather of this season seems to confirm his inner mood now.
The rain dripped on the ground, splashing on the corners of his clothes, and the gradually cold clothes did not make Qin Lin feel cold, he had already cultivated the artistic conception of ice, what else could make him feel cold in his heart?
Yes!
His heart was cold.
When he was in the snow-capped mountains, when the biting cold devoured his soul from every corner in all directions, he didn't feel cold, he struggled hard, and never gave up hope.
But now, he really wants to give up.
I want to go away, I want to leave Jiangnan, I want to stay away from the world.
It is the emotions in his heart that dominate his thinking, so he has such thoughts, just like he had the idea of giving up everything and taking his sister away before.
Everything else is not considered. But now that I have calmed down, I will consider many issues that I originally ignored, can I really take my sister away regardless of everything?
Not to mention anything else, just the Qin family would not agree.
The Qin family is a large family in the City of God Kings, and in addition to its own strength, it has connections with many powerful families, and most of these connections rely on marriage relationships.
This is no exception even for the eldest brother, whose wife is a woman in another large family.
And even if he fell out with his father and fell out with his family, he was still a member of the Qin family in the final analysis, which was destined from the day he was born.
Although his father had said that he would not return to the Divine King City, Qin Lin knew that he had to go back to that place, and he had to go back to open the history and see what happened back then.
Then, this must not be able to avoid the Qin family.
Will the Qin family agree to marry an irrelevant woman? If they really marry, will they be safe? Now is a special period, and the eldest brother has already announced that all the children of the Qin family have entered the candidate mode, including himself, of course.
When these issues were considered together, he broke out in a cold sweat, with the Qin family's style of acting, if there was really such a person who disturbed the interests of the Qin family, he would definitely suffer a thunderous blow.
At that time, it may still affect the junior sister, and it may also affect the Su family.
"Time, life!" In the end, Qin Lin suddenly let go of his burden, maybe this is fate, he was born in such a family, and he is destined to have an inevitable connection with this family.
It's this connection that makes him think about these things now.
What he didn't take into account was that when he started thinking about these things, the focus was no longer on whether he could be with his junior sister.
When he began to think about these things, he was already thinking about how to keep his junior sister safe. Compared to wanting to be with his junior sister before, his mood has really changed dramatically now.
It may also be that the junior sister's words broke his last illusion and made him choose to settle for the second.
The sky gradually brightened, a glimmer of light began to appear in the east, the rain had not stopped, and the distant peaks were already shrouded in layers of fog, which would be present in this season as long as the peaks were a little high.
Azure is to wait for the arrival of the smoke and rain, so what about me? Perhaps, I came here just to intertwine with your fate, and then part ways.
At this moment, Qin Lin really wanted to be desperate, and he had such thoughts several times, using the power of the Qin family, using all the power that could be used, to turn the Su family and Jiangnan upside down, so as to express the pain in his heart.
But he's seen too much and understands that what the world needs is balance.
The City of God Kings needs to be balanced, so there are four large families. The Divine Domain needs to be balanced, so the Heavenly Court is inside the Lord, and the Holy Mountain is outside. The court needs to be balanced, so the nine counties of the Divine Domain are basically in a state of opposition and unity.
Once the Qin family can really come to Jiangnan as he wishes, desperately, then what about the other families?
I have to say that after this night, Qin Lin's state of mind began to mature. No longer fully consider the love between men and women, but gradually learn to judge the situation.
It may also be because of love that he has no choice to make a secondary choice, but who can say clearly? Zifei Qin Lin, know Qin Lin's inner thoughts.