Chapter 258: I Am Reluctant to Give Up, but I Still Abandon You
"Senior Brother Song is dying! You still care about the enemy, I think you are really sick. ”
"Ru Mu," Cheng Xiaorou and Ru Qin hurriedly pulled her away, shook their heads and motioned her to stop talking, but she couldn't stop talking at all, and she couldn't stop crying again: "Uncle Mu has been in for several hours, and there is still no movement at all, Senior Sister and Senior Brother Song can't survive?"
Before Cheng Xiaorou could comfort her, she saw that Ji Nuan had already pushed the door and rushed in, and after the three of them looked at each other, they also hurriedly followed.
The moment the door was pushed open, Mu Xun had already withdrawn all the silver needles that had pierced Song Wangchen's chest, and then closed his clothes for him, seeing Ji Nuan walking slowly with tears streaming down his face, he got up and sighed: "Forget the dust, he has no worries about his life, it's just ...... I'll go back and look through the medical books, and maybe I'll find a way to help him. ”
Although Mu Xun comforted them like this, he himself knew that Song Wangchen's eyes had been ruined, and there was no way to help him.
Song Wangchen was lying on the bed, his already white cheeks were also extremely white due to the serious injury, and the gauze that wrapped his eyes could no longer cover the two dazzling reds, deeply stabbing the hearts of everyone present.
Ji Nuan's heart was jumping wildly, she staggered and knelt in front of the bed, and when her trembling little hand was about to touch his cheek, she pulled back like an electric shock.
She threw it away in disgust, and after standing up on the edge of the bed, she turned around and asked eagerly: "Senior sister, where is the bath?" At the end of the day, I couldn't stop crying.
"Senior sister, calm down, senior brother, he ......" Cheng Xiaorou wanted to speak and stopped, and the tears that she could endure slipped out of her eyes again, and then she pretended to wipe away her tears calmly, and said with a bitter smile: "The bath is in the side room, I'll take you there." ”
When he finished speaking, Ji Nuan couldn't wait to run out, Cheng Xiaorou looked at the unconscious Song Wangchen with pity, and told Ruqin to get the dressing clothes, and then came to the side outside and rubbed his soft water uneasily, anxiously walking back and forth.
Ji Nuan should obviously be the one who hates Jiang Yu the most, but when she asked Jiang Yu, her eyes were full of eagerness and worry, and there was also an unconcealable partiality in her words, why was she so abnormal?
There is also the cold spring water that was summoned by Ji Nuan today, it is not a twilight stream technique, even among the hundred sects of the immortal family, I have never heard of anyone practicing this technique, the technique of resisting water and turning rain is actually more like a demon technique, now that Song Wangchen is seriously injured and unconscious, if Ji Nuan loses control of her emotions again and becomes a fox demon, how can she keep her?
Cheng Xiaorou was already anxious, and Ji Nuan's desperate cry suddenly came from the house, she hurriedly pushed the door in, and saw Ji Nuan kneeling naked in the misty hot spring pool, her two hands kept slapping the water, and she was crazy to vent her sadness.
Cheng Xiaorou hurriedly went into the water to take her in her arms, brushed away the messy green silk on her cheeks, stared at her eyes, and deceived herself and comforted: "Senior sister, you look at me, look at me, believe me, it's okay, it's okay, it's over, senior brother will be fine, everything will be fine." ”
Ji Nuan hugged her neck and cried heartbreakingly, for a long time, for a long time, she reached out to wipe the tears from her face, but she lost control of her emotions again, and said: "Senior sister, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I got your clothes wet, and it was my fault to yell at you before, it's all my fault, it's my fault!"
Between the words, she wanted to slap her face with self-blame, Cheng Xiaorou hurriedly took her hand to stop her movements, and said with a smile: "It's okay, it's okay, I don't blame you, I really don't blame you." ”
But no matter how she persuaded her, Ji Nuan was still very excited, and kept repeating the words of apology, Cheng Xiaorou helplessly pointed to Ru Qin, who was quietly wiping her tears by the pool, and said with a smile: "Senior sister, look, the clothes are ready, can I help you make up, okay?"
Ji Nuan nodded blankly, Cheng Xiaorou pulled her out of the bath, dressed her personally, and wiped her wet hair with a Jinpa, and then painted her eyebrows, lip grease, and powder, just like the day Ji Nuan got married, making her the most beautiful color in Song Wangchen's eyes.
But now, he will never be seen again!
Ji Nuan sat on the edge of the pool with her knees crossed, staring at the hazy shallow shadow in the water, her mood calmed down a lot, she hooked her lips and smiled lightly: "You said that how can there be such a domineering and selfish person in this world, he doesn't talk much on weekdays, and he doesn't even notify me in advance when he gets married, so that I have an extra husband when I am unprepared, not only that, but he also does not allow me to contact with other members of the opposite sex, and he wants me to follow him every step of the way, why?" It seems to be asking Cheng Xiaorou, and it is like asking about his own reflection in the water.
Cheng Xiaorou's hands combing her hair paused for a moment, and then continued to move with a casual smile: "Senior brother, he is not domineering and selfish, it's just that he loves you too much, and he is reluctant to let you leave him." ”
Ji Nuan suddenly turned around again, took Cheng Xiaorou's hand, and said with a smile: "Senior sister, do you know? Xianggong's pair of hands holding a sword to slay demons and eliminate demons will also gently hold a wooden comb to tie my hair and give me thrushes.
The ancients said that a gentleman is far away from cooking, but he will also make desserts for me, and he will also make dumplings.
But it's strange, since we got married, he eats whatever I eat, and he doesn't hate meat anymore, and I wonder if he didn't eat meat before?"
Ji Nuan changed her previous sad appearance, covering her mouth and smiling coquettishly as she spoke, but the tears in her eyes never dried, and Cheng Xiaorou just listened quietly, silently laughing and crying with her.
Then, she pulled Cheng Xiaorou to get up again, and said with a smile: "Senior sister, your clothes are soaked, go back and change your clothes! I should also go to see Xianggong, he must be in a hurry, by the way! You are not allowed to come and disturb us, I just want to stay alone with him." ”
"Senior sister, you ......" Cheng Xiaorou faintly felt that something was wrong with her, but she couldn't tell what was wrong.
Ji Nuan shook his head and smiled: "I'm fine, I'm really fine!" Tang Yanyan was also seriously injured, I want to take care of Wuchen and won't go to see him, if he wakes up, senior sister, you can tell him sorry for me, I have caused him to be a burden." ”
"Senior sister," Cheng Xiaorou called to her softly, but she didn't look back, but walked quickly to the house, and as soon as she stepped in, she hurriedly closed the door, leaning against the door, covering her mouth to prevent herself from crying.
After hearing that Cheng Xiaorou and the others had left, Ji Nuan forced himself to calm down again, sat on the edge of the bed with a smile on his face, took Song Wangchen's hand, and said to him: "Do you know Xianggong? Our Ling Ye has grown into an adult, I haven't had time to hug him, he has already married, he is as tall as you, and he is better looking than you, because he always has a smile in his eyebrows, and his speech and demeanor are also very modest and polite, which always makes people feel comfortable like a spring breeze, but unfortunately, Ling Ye he doesn't know us anymore, but it doesn't matter, as long as he lives!
You! Just like an ice sculpture, you don't like to laugh or talk, you weren't like this thousands of years ago, you can clearly speak and uphold a pure heart, always thinking about the harmony of the demons and the world, but now you have become a person who will be punished by demons, you say, are you against the original intention?"
She caressed Song Wangchen's cheek with trembling hands, choked up and continued: "You are cold and cold! But why do you want to make an exception for me, how can I be willing to leave you because of your appearance, and how can I bear to abandon you?"
Drops of crystal tears slipped down his pale cheeks, Ji Nuan kept wiping away the tears for him, but instead wiped more and more, she forced out a smile, and said: "Xianggong, do you say that I am useless......?
Ji Nuan lay on his chest, kept repeating the words "sorry", when she was dying a thousand years ago, she thought that if she was no longer a demon in this life, she could be with him without scruples, accompany him day and night, and be the most chic and lazy little couple in the world, but even if she is no longer a demon, there is always misery between them, she is tired, tired, and she doesn't want to be persistent anymore.
Perhaps only by leaving him will his misery end, everything will return to its original place, and everything will gradually get better.
In the silent night, only Ji Nuan's shallow sobbing could be heard, it seemed that after a long time, and it seemed that it was just a snap of her fingers, she finally reluctantly stood up on the bed, smiled at Song Wangchen, and then imprinted a loving kiss on his dry and white lips.
After getting up and writing a farewell letter, he took off the agate ring on his ring finger and put it on the envelope, and finally hooked his little finger to call out the intercession, and then gritted his teeth and broke it.
The reason why she didn't ask about Song Wangchen's safety was because she knew that as long as she kept asking for love, Song Wangchen would not have to worry about her life, but at this time, she broke it, which was to break the last bond between herself and him, and without intercession, Song Wangchen would never find her again, and from now on, they would not meet again.
Ji Nuan didn't look back, she was afraid that as long as she looked at him again, she couldn't help but rush to his side, grabbing his hand and reluctant to let go.
At this time, the evil who was leaning on the edge of the bed suddenly trembled and flew over, blocking Ji Nuan's way horizontally, she stroked its scabbard and smiled wordlessly.
Suddenly recalled that during the time when she married Song Wangchen, she had nothing to do, and when she was bored, she tried to control the evil and practice the sword, but the evil didn't give her face at all, and she couldn't even pull it out.
She scolded it in displeasure: "The dog sword looks down on people." Then he tapped the hilt of the sword and mocked it triumphantly, "Look, you are so crazy, you haven't been trampled under my feet like this, and you have been calling for half a year, and you dare to ...... with me Ahh
Song Wangchen jumped from the piano stand, caught her and fell back to the ground, and deliberately teased: "It's clear that your cultivation is not good, why do you blame my sword?"
Ji Nuan snorted coldly, frowned, and said: "Punish the evil and bully me, even you dare to bully me, you will live with your sword for the rest of your life!"
When she turned around to leave, she was pulled back in front of her by Song Wangchen, which made her feel what Song Wangchen-style 'bullying' was.
Later, when Song Wangchen taught her to practice swords, the evil spirit gave her enough affection, and two close white figures waved their swords in the bamboo forest, driving the bamboo leaves to flutter around, and the smiles on their faces were endless happiness and satisfaction.
It's a pity that compared to that short-term happiness, they have countless sufferings, Ji Nuan once again knocked on the hilt of the sword, and said with a bitter smile: "Since it is a spirit sword, then protect him for me, goodbye to the evil spirit, let's not see each other again." ”
Zhu Xie has been blocking in front of her and refusing to leave, even if she takes a detour, it has always followed her, Ji Nuan finally stopped, and said coldly: "Don't follow me anymore, I don't even want him anymore, let alone you!"
But as soon as she walked on her front foot, Zhu Xie followed again, and she yelled irritably, "I said don't follow me anymore, go back!" and then condensed her spiritual power in the palm of her hand and knocked it back into the room with her backhand.
When the door closed and the sound of "clang" sounded, Ji Nuan couldn't cry again, she was obsessed with him for two lives, and in the end, she didn't live as well as a sword!
When she met Ling Cheng a thousand years ago, Zhu Xie was in his hands, and when she found Song Wangchen a thousand years later, Zhu Xie found him more than ten years before her, and now Zhu Xie can always guard him, but she can no longer accompany him.
Ji Nuan still walked away without looking back, and her pace was getting faster and faster, until in the end, she was already running away.