[The true love can't be kept, and the routine wins the hearts of the people]

Wang Erdan saw Ergazi and Lian Xiang'er looking at him in unison, and his face turned red for a while.

"Alas, I won't make up nonsense with you, I'll just tell you the truth. ”

Wang Erdan sighed, and then leaned back on the chair behind him and spoke eloquently.

"This has to start from Luofeng Village. I have been a gangster who grew up in Lin'an City since I was a child, and I have done a lot of stealing and smashing, which can be said to be a commodity that everyone avoids. ”

"I know what I look like, but if I don't do this, what else can I do? When I was at my worst, it was Luofeng Village that saved me, and I grew up so much, I was fed by a mouthful of food that each of them saved. Therefore, I want to repay the favor!"

Wang Erdan stretched out two calloused hands.

"Now, they are old, they are old, they are young, they are old, they don't even have the ability to beg, what do they live on? I can't care, right? Over the years, to be honest, I have worked hard, and the few copper plates I can earn are not enough to stuff my teeth!"

Wang Erdan laughed self-deprecatingly.

"I admit it, I've not been a good person since I was a child, I didn't want to be a good person, I steal, I rob, I touched, I smashed, I pitted, I was blinded, I kidnapped, I cheated, my mother made herself fierce, I did all kinds of evil, I only in this way, I can collect protection money, only in this way, can I make more money. ”

"Over the years, which family in Lin'an City has not been blackmailed by me, I know that my mother is a pure ruffian, but I don't care, I just want me to let myself live well, and I just want the old and young in Luofeng Village to live well. ”

"Although there are not many ruffians and hooligans in Lin'an City, there are also a lot, and others have robbed money to drink flower wine, prostitution, gambling, and go to it to be merry and happy, but have you seen me go?"

Wang Erdan took a deep breath.

"Over the years, I have finally saved a few dozen taels of silver, and if I scrape together a few hundred taels, I can also buy a small building with a separate courtyard for the old and young people in Luofeng Village on the south bank, so that they can live a good life with a group of old immortals. ”

"My king has never been a person with a conscience, this world, conscience, that is said to powerful people, for people like us who have a meal and a meal, as long as we can live, it is enough. ”

"You and I are both people who have been in this circle for many years, you should understand my feelings, but I don't understand, why some people are born rich, some people are born poor, and some people are born to live a life of nodding and bowing all day long!"

Wang Erdan stared at Ergazi, his eyes bloodshot.

"And I, why was I trampled under the feet of those powerful people all day long, why did others praise me for being a good dog after stepping on me, but I still want his mother to nod and smile to greet me!"

"It's just that I'm an orphan! It's because I'm poor! It's because I'm a poor jingle! It's because I'm a cheap life!"

"I'm lowly, I'm cowardly, I'm small, I'm poor, so I've become cruel, I've become arrogant, I've become violent, I've become indifferent, I've made me not even know myself!"

"But my mother has changed back and forth, I just can't become a rich person! I just can't become a powerful person! I just can't become the dignitary I hate and envy the most!"

"I don't want to be trampled on, I don't want to be called around, nodding and pretending to be a grandson, I don't want to be wronged, I can only bite my steel teeth and swallow it into my stomach!"

Wang Erdan's face was flushed, and he suddenly stood up and looked down at Ergazi.

"But what's the use of its mother, whether I live well or not, whether I live happily or not, in the eyes of others, then its mother will always be someone else's business, others? How can you care about the life of a stray wild dog!"

"But Luofeng Village is different, there is my home, there are my two fox friends and dog friends, there is my group of stubborn old immortals, and there is a group of little babies who are waiting to feed the beautiful world in their minds!"

"In my life, my mother is like this, but what about them? I don't want them to grow up with a poor hat, I don't want them to grow up to be slaves for the rest of their lives, trampled on by others, with no dignity at all, no status at all, and no future for their mothers!"

"In my life, I am destined not to be a good person, I am not destined to be a good person, I am even more destined to be a person who calls for wind and rain, I can only be a bad person in their eyes!"

Wang Erdan trembled, grabbed the edge of the table with both hands, and yelled at Ergazi:

"Am I wrong? You tell me I'm fucking wrong, you tell me I'm a fucking asshole, you tell me I'm fucking rubbish, you tell me! Fucking tell me!!"

Ergazi looked sluggish and opened his mouth wide.

"Tell me, I can't say it! That's because you have a good big brother! What's so good about big brother? I ask you? You have to take care of when you're hungry, you have to take care of cold, you have to take care of when you're sick, you have to take care of crying, and you have to worry about being beaten up!"

"But do you know, when you laugh, my mother is lying on the ground and pretending to be a grandson! When you are full, my mother is blue and swollen and is grabbing the rotten vegetable leaves on the ground with others!

"But my mother and I are cheap, I just feel comfortable, I am hungry and whipped, and my mother doesn't want them to suffer what I have suffered! I just gnaw on tree bark and eat dung chaff, and I don't want them to go my old way!"

Wang Erdan's body leaned forward, closer to Ergazi.

"For so many years, little by little, little by little, I saved money, I sold coolies, I worked as a slave, my mother even almost went to the Spring Courtyard to become a turtle father, I finally have some savings. ”

"But God always likes to joke with you, what is the mother's heavenly cycle of retribution is unhappy, what is the mother's good people who don't live long and the scourge lasts for thousands of years, what its mother is not bright in the east and bright in the west, it's all a stinking fart!"

"After so many years, I've worked hard, I've been diligent, I've done all my good things, I've done all my bad things, I should turn over, right?

"As soon as you see a little hope, he will let you go into despair, as soon as you see a little fire, he will extinguish you, as soon as his mother begins to have illusions about the days to come, he will beat you back to its original shape with a stick, and grinning to tell you to recognize reality!"

Wang Erdan sat down slowly, and his flushed face gradually faded.

"To be honest, I'm tired, I've struggled, I've been hesitating, I've been in pain, I've wandering, I've been desperate, and I've been helpless. ”

"I have also looked up at the starry sky and envied the meteors, I have also touched the fish in the blue river to watch the lanterns, and I have also eaten cakes on the top of Tai'an Mountain to blow the cold wind, but I have never regretted my life!"

"But I still have regrets~!"

Wang Erdan covered his face in pain.

"I haven't tasted the apricot blossom cake that I desperately want to grab, I haven't seen Shen Yimeng, who is called holy by everyone in Yanyulou, and I haven't eaten the world's best donkey soup tiger bone soup!"

"I fantasize every day that one day I can live in this jade-like heavenly palace, one day I can stand on the roof of the building and pinch myself to tell myself that this is not a dream, and one day I can fall asleep and wake up with a smile. ”

"I look forward to, I look forward to, I wait, I pray, I firmly believe, but I look forward to the cold winter, I look forward to the siege, I wait for the biting cold wind, I pray for a wound, I have believed in the gentleman for eighteen years in vain!"

"How many times have I fallen, how many times have I gotten up, how many times have I wanted to rush into the drunken fairy building, I came to it to get drunk, I want to forget who my mother is, my mother is tired of this world, I am tired of the hearts of people in this world, I am tired of this world where people eat people and don't spit out bones!"

"But how many times have I touched the few taels of silver I bought with dignity, I touched my empty belly, I looked at my group of villages full of old, weak, sick and disabled, I can only silently tell myself that after this while, one day it will get better, it will get better. ”

Wang Erdan rubbed his hands on his face, bringing out bursts of suppressed voices.

"But I can't do it! I can't live carefree every day, I can't never live for others, I can't become a wealthy businessman, I can't become a martial arts hero who sweeps the world!"

"What I can't do is that her mother lives day and night in the abyss of pain, endlessly struggles to wake up from hell again and again, and hides in a dark corner without a head and a face to secretly wipe her tears!"

"What I can do is to be commanded by others, to be willing to be a cow and a horse, to become a loyal dog, that is, to be a mother's dignity, not to live, not to be everything!"

Wang Erdan's voice gradually deepened, like a demon's roar.

"I hate this Lin'an City that makes me at a loss, I hate that I can't break this damn nightmare, I hate this heavenly way, but I can't give my king and egg a clear sky!"

"I complain that this person's heart is as dark as smoothie, I complain that the blue waves and water are cold and thousands of sails stop, and I complain that the brightly lit road is not accessible to me!"

"I'm angry at the human-faced beasts walking under the bright sky, I'm angry at the bitterness and bitterness of blood and sweat behind this dirty money, and I'm angry that the willow lanes and streets in the south and north cities are all in the crotch of the rich!"

Wang Erdan laughed slowly, and a voice like a broken bellows came slowly.

"I also like the thin skin and big stuffing in the south alley, I like the water-based non-poplar flowers of the old Wang family's daughter, and I like the little five flowers that are fried in the city and Jiu'er in the stove. ”

"I have laughed at the little daughter-in-law who sells embroidery and the face is not bad, I have laughed at the old man who fishes in the river is clumsy but can't speak, I have laughed at the breeze of three miles, blowing the fortune teller old lady's hand of the money hexagram. ”

"I've cried about this wind and snow moon but no one cares about me, I've cried that this person walks in the middle of the night and wanders where is home, I cried that the earth is big but only my king and two eggs are left, touching the mirror flower to the water and the moon!"

His hands were slowly lowered, revealing Wang Erdan's tear-stained eyes.

"My mother is like living in the gap between people all day long, struggling to find a glimmer of invisible hope, living all day long in the alternation of day and night, guarding a trace of faith that I have struggled to support, and I live in self-deception and self-comfort all day long. ”

"I can only tell myself that everything will be fine, I tell myself that the suffering will pass, the light will always come, and I tell myself all the time that as long as I hold on, grit my teeth and get through, there will be a day. ”

"But I'm still anxious, I'm anxious and empty, but it's hard to move, I'm anxious and empty, but it's embarrassing, I'm anxious and has a big head, but it's often slapped on the bricks!"

"I laugh at the mountains and rivers, the sun and the moon are reversed, I laugh at the cloudless night, the sky is roadless, I laugh at the rivers and mountains are good, but they are all jackals, tigers and leopards!"

"What can I do, I'm just a little chess piece, let the world turn around, there is no power to resist, the strong live, the weak die, like me, who is neither strong nor weak, will always live in the cracks, hehe. ”

Wang Erdan smiled and immediately lowered his head.

"I understand a truth, in this world, there will always be only the eternal poor who are poorer, and there will always be only the eternal pariahs who are more and more cheap, even if they continue to improve themselves, they will not be able to withstand their lives. ”

"I have seen through one thing, that is, if you want to live, you have to live secretly, if you want to live well, you have to be a Riba person, and if you want to live freely, you have to draw yourself as a prison and hide it carefully. ”

"I'm tired of days like this, and I've decided to change my face, so I'm coming to you today, between you and me, it's just a small fight, and there's not so much hatred, right?"

Ergazi nodded dumbly.

"Since there is no deep hatred, then we will turn the war into jade silk today, and the previous grievances will be written off, in the future, I will call you a big brother, you call me a little brother, no matter what we encounter in the future, we should share the blessings and hardships, and when you say it, right?"

Ergazi nodded dumbly.

"In this case, we will be brothers from now on, what is yours is mine, what is mine is yours, from now on, you and I are one, sharing weal and woe, whether it is on the sword mountain or down the sea of fire, we are all good brothers, right?"

Ergazi nodded dumbly.

"Okay, since you agreed so happily, my Wang Erdan is your little brother, and I will be your friend in Luofeng Village, young and old, we brothers work together, and their profits will be golden, right?"

Ergazi nodded dumbly.

Wang Erdan nodded with satisfaction and continued:

"You have a name now, I can't lose your share with you, I'll just give it a big name, since your name is Ye Yun, then I'll change it to Wang Ye, you think it's okay, right?"

Ergazi nodded dumbly.

"Brother Xie!"

"Huh~?"

"Click~!"

Ergazi finally closed his dislocated chin and asked with a confused expression:

"Inside, what did you just say?"

"I'm ......"

Wang Erdan spurted out a mouthful of old blood and fell to the ground.

"He said that he changed his name to Wang Ye, and you will be his eldest brother in the future, I saw you agree!"

Lian Xiang'er looked at the two of them with a strange smile, this world is really amazing, there are all kinds of weirdos. What kind of person is this Wang Erdan, this little word is neat and set.

Not to mention that these two people are quite compatible, one is a ruffian and oily, and the other is stupid and stupid, what a natural pair.

Interesting.

"Huh?!"

Ergazi stood up instantly, with a stunned face. After reacting, the whole head shook like a rattle.

"I didn't promise you, I won't be your eldest brother, and even if I promise my sister, can my sister agree?

Wang Erdan smiled, but he turned back and bowed, without hesitation at all, and knocked his head three times directly.

"The eldest brother is on top, and the younger brother is worshipped!"

"You, you, you hurry up!"

Ergazi hurriedly stepped forward to help, and looked at Lian Xiang'er, who was smiling and bending over, and suddenly felt embarrassed.

"Brother Xie!"

Wang Erdan immediately got up, but heard Lian Xiang'er say at this time:

"But you said so many words, poured so much ecstasy soup into Ye Yun, and still didn't say your purpose, wouldn't it be just to recognize a big brother?"

Wang Erdan scratched his head a little embarrassed, and then said:

"Ahem, in fact, I want to resolve the contradiction with Brother Ye Yun, although we have had fights and quarrels for so many years, but there is no deep hatred, right, big brother?"

Er Gazi originally wanted to nod, but when he heard the last sentence, the eldest brother suddenly stopped his movements again, and he didn't know how to answer.

"On the other hand, the main thing is that Ye Yun has a great master, if I don't come to sue for peace again, in a few days, Brother Ye Yun will not single-handedly destroy me and my two brothers, I am also trying to protect myself. ”

Lian Xiang'er nodded in agreement when she heard this, how could someone who had anything to do with her son dare to provoke. Then he raised his hand and summoned a small servant, commanded, and then said:

"Please eat the donkey soup tiger bone soup you dream of eating, and the drunken fairy brew you dream of drinking, don't thank me too much~"

"Wow, sister, you are not only beautiful in person, but also happy to be beautiful in adults!"

Wang Erdan applauded and almost burst into tears.

Lian Xiang'er covered her mouth and chuckled, and a pale red flew up her cheeks.

"Okay, since it's no big deal, you two have a good chat here, if you want to resolve grievances, it's naturally excellent, I'll go and talk to my son-in-law, you talk slowly." ”

Lian Xiang'er didn't care about Ergazi's pleading gaze, and walked straight away.

Shaoqing, as soon as the meal was served, the two of them immediately devoured it, and the two of them, who had never drunk much in ordinary life, were drunk at the moment, and they were drunk and spoke upside down.

In the meantime, Wang Erdan was crying and laughing, and vaguely, Ergazi seemed to hear him say something strange that he was someone else's eye.

didn't think much about it, just when it was drunk nonsense, the strength of the wine was up, Ergazi recalled the ups and downs he had experienced over the years, but fortunately he was finally able to see the moon.

Now that I have found Xiao Gazi and worshipped the same master with him, from now on, I can live a normal life.

Of course, it would be even more perfect if you could find the big brother.

At that time, you can also ask the master to accept the eldest brother as a disciple, and the three of your brothers and sisters can live in peace and stability from now on.

Wang Erdan was crying and laughing, like crazy.

During this period, there were many crazy words and crazy words, and Ergazi laughed when he listened, leaning forward and closing back.

After a storm, the cups and plates were empty, and the two drunken people fell asleep together, but Wang Erdan still hugged one of Ergazi's arms tightly until he fell asleep.

It's like holding a life-saving straw.