Chapter 9: Facing it head-on
Before, Gao Chuan had always felt that the appearance of the blood-colored dream was mostly related to his reincarnation, but now listening to Li Xin'er's analysis, he suddenly felt that there was some truth, thinking about it, his serious illness back then was indeed worth thinking about, what kind of serious illness could make him unconscious for so long, and basically forget all the previous memories, and it happened that after that serious illness, he began to awaken the memories of his previous life.
Maybe that serious illness itself is related to his awakening of his memories of his past life, and it is not clear that it is related to his reincarnation.
"I've had a few cases like yours before, repeating a nightmare, and most of the reasons for such nightmares are caused by some psychological trauma left when I was a child. ”
Li Xin'er continued.
And most people who have psychological trauma when they are young will subconsciously and selectively forget this memory, which is a person's self-protection mechanism, by escaping this memory to protect themselves, but in fact, escape is not an effective solution, this kind of bad memory will be buried deep in your heart even if it is selectively forgotten, there will always be another day, and then it will form a nightmare. ”
"Your situation is likely to be like this, maybe you had some bad memories of that serious illness back then, which left you with psychological trauma, and your subconscious selectively forgot it in order to escape this memory, but in fact, this memory was not really forgotten, but it was hidden deep in your heart, and now, this memory has come back, and it has become your nightmare. ”
Of course, Gao Chuan knew in his heart that his situation could not just be caused by the trauma that Li Xin'er said when he was a child, but what Li Xin'er said was not unreasonable, maybe the appearance of the bloody dream did have something to do with the serious illness when he was seven years old.
"I have a solution, maybe I can help you find the answer?"
Li Xin'er said again.
"What's the solution?"
Gao Chuan raised his head.
"Hypnosis. ”
"You can't hypnotize me. ”
Gao Chuan suddenly smiled.
"That's you resisting me, you don't want me to hypnotize at all. ”
Li Xin'er was suddenly furious.
Gao Chuan smiled and didn't take this topic, when he first came to Li Xin'er, Li Xin'er tried to hypnotize him, and he did consciously resist and didn't let Li Xin'er succeed, because he had a big secret of his reincarnation hidden in his heart, and this secret was absolutely impossible for others to know.
And Li Xin'er can really hypnotize people, Gao Chuan himself has seen Li Xin'er hypnotize others more than once, and it is precisely because of this that he dare not let Li Xin'er hypnotize himself.
Li Xin'er has always been a little obsessed with hypnotizing Gao Chuan in her heart, mainly because she is unwilling, although she is only the lowest-level hypnotist, but she is also a formal hypnotist who has passed the organizational assessment and obtained the certificate, under normal circumstances, hypnotizing an ordinary person is definitely a breeze, but she hit a wall here in Gao Chuan, and the key Gao Chuan is still an ordinary person.
This made Li Xin'er feel a little unwilling, she is a person with a strong personality, and Gao Chuan's hypnosis failure made her feel like a rookie.
"Forget about hypnosis, everyone has secrets in their hearts, and I don't want my whole person to be like a blank sheet of paper in front of others, so let's continue to talk about the past. ”
Gao Chuan changed the topic and spoke.
"If that's the kind of situation you're talking about, how should this nightmare be resolved?"
Li Xin'er was still a little unwilling in her heart, but she couldn't help it, so she opened her mouth when she heard the words.
"It's very simple, be brave to face it, you can see it as the dark side of your life, but even the dark side is a part of your life, you can't escape it, only bravely face it, understand it, let yourself completely stop being afraid of it, at that time, it will naturally no longer be your nightmare. ”
"Brave to face it?"
Gao Chuan groaned for a moment when he heard this, then nodded and thanked Li Xin'er and smiled.
"Thanks, I think I know what to do. ”
After saying that, Gao Chuan walked to the sideboard again.
"I haven't had a good rest in the past few days, so I'll lend you here to sleep. ”
"Can you please not sleep every time you come to me. ”
Li Xin'er couldn't stop her eyebrows when she saw this, every time Gao Chuan came to her to sleep, which made her very unhappy.
"I don't come to sleep with you, how can you have time to play games on the computer. ”
Gao Chuan smiled, he knew that Li Xin'er had a hobby of playing games, and every time he came here to sleep, Li Xin'er secretly played games on the computer.
"Believe it or not, I failed to write on your psychological assessment. ”
Li Xin'er raised her eyebrows even more, this person, it is reasonable for him not to accept and cooperate!
"Don't be like this, we've known each other for so long, and we're old friends, it's good to help, and you don't know my situation, there's no problem at all, it's all about the group of people sitting in the office in the complaint department who have nothing to do, how do those people understand the danger of us front-line combat police officers, many times if we don't shoot first, it's someone else who shoots first, it's very dangerous." ”
Gao Chuan's soft voice was almost begging.
"Phew, who's got along with you. ”
Li Xin'er glared at Gao Chuan angrily, but she didn't say anything more.
Gao Chuan fell asleep quickly on the couch, and he slept very comfortably, sleeping for more than five or six hours, and did not wake up until more than three o'clock in the afternoon, which was also a rare good sleep for Gao Chuan this week.
It was really that he was too tired and exhausted during this time, and Gao Chuan was worried that he would suddenly die if he continued like this.
"Your bench chair is so comfortable. ”
After waking up, Gao Chuan stretched his waist and looked at Li Xin'er, who was still sitting on the computer and playing games, and smiled.
"If you like it, I'll sell it to you, and you can just take it back to sleep, so you don't have to come to sleep with me all the time. ”
Li Xin'er has no good airway.
"It's not just about chairs, it's about places and people. ”
Gao Chuan looked at Li Xin'er and smiled slightly, but he said this from the heart.
However, the speaker has no intention, but the listener has the intention.
When Li Xin'er heard this, she was looked at by Gao Chuan, and suddenly had a feeling that her heart jumped violently, which made her panic inexplicably, and she quickly covered up her sarcasm.
"That's how you usually flirt with girls?"
"I'm telling the truth. ”
Takakawa replied with a smile again, then looked at the door and prepared to leave.
"Wait. ”
However, when Gao Chuan was about to leave, he was stopped by Li Xin'er and pointed to the table next to him.
"I ordered you a meal just now, you can eat and then leave, don't think about it, if you want to give money, twenty, transfer it to me." ”
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"Be brave. ”
Half an hour later, coming out of Li Xin'er's side, looking at the blazing sun that was already biased in the sky, Gao Chuan took a deep breath.
Faced with his own situation, Gao Chuan also felt that he couldn't drag it out like this any longer, otherwise even if those supernatural ghosts didn't kill him, he would be dragged down alive sooner or later.
Taking a deep breath, Gao Chuan gritted his teeth and made up his mind.
"Then come on, if you become me, Gao Chuan will still be a good man, and if you die, you will become a ghost and kill all those dogs and things to take revenge. ”
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