47 The night on this shore (two folds begins)

The night is so heavy that it almost crushes people, and who is it in black on such a night?

Fortunately, the owner of this black suit has returned. Although www.biquge.info it was not home, the warmth of the inn lobby was enough to instantly melt the thin snow crystals covering his hair and shoulders, turning all the cold into a faint mist.

He looked tired. The guy who was closing the shop was stunned for a moment when he saw him. Because he remembered that when he left ten days ago, it didn't seem to be such a blue and bloody face, such a tired face.

However, after being stunned for a while, he still showed joy and said, "The guest officer is back!"

The man in black smiled back at him - it turned out that a person dressed in black would also laugh, and when he smiled, he could not see the slightest cold and murderous aura of a winter night.

He smiled warmly, like he was born to be so warm.

"That's right, guest officer. The shopkeeper rubbed his hands together and pointed to the corner of the lobby.

There was still a man sitting in the dimly lit corner. She was only raised by the man in black before she stood up. In the leaping light and shadow, you can see her beauty and tallness.

He walked over.

"You're back?", she lowered her tone to the coldest and lightest, but said a knowingly question.

"Hmm. It's too cold here, I'll send you back to your room. The man in black didn't ask much, because he didn't ask, he knew that she was waiting for him.

She snorted. "I'll wait for you until now, today's matter, so you want to forget it?"

The man in black was stunned. "Oh, today...... I'm sorry. ”

It was her turn to be stunned. She hasn't started to have seizures yet, he stopped her today, his attitude seemed to her to be very vicious, she hadn't begged one by one, why did he ...... Saying "I'm sorry" so quickly?

"At that time—no way. He whispered again. "I know that you must be depressed, aggrieved, and sad in your heart, I just hope that I apologize to you now to make you feel better. ”

She was completely speechless at once, and none of the words that she had been thinking about here over and over again could be used. She could only bite her lip and said, "I'm sorry what, you think I'm angry? I think it's you - you are so careful, you must still be angry that I don't heal you today, what are you pretending to be generous!"

The man in black shook his head. "How could it be. Miss Qiu, I just said at that time, I didn't really blame you, don't take it to heart. ”

"Then you ......," the girl called Autumn Girl tentatively touched the shirt that had been torn a few times on his shoulder. “...... You're really okay, you're really fine, you really don't need me to help you heal?"

The man in black shook his head.

"The poison has also been cured?"

"Solved. ”

She was really a little speechless, and turned her face, "Then-I can go and kill Shen Fengming, right?"

The man in black changed color slightly. "Do you still have to kill him?"

"I never said I wouldn't kill him, I-I can not be angry with you, but I didn't say I can forgive him, these are two different things, you can't tell the difference?"

"But aren't we going to Lin'an? Between going to Lin'an and killing him, do you think it's more important to kill him?" he asked rhetorically.

"Both are important, but he is in Huizhou now, why should I let it go?"

"But he's not a wicked man, and he's helped me a lot during the time I've been with him, and he's not so unbearable, so ......."

"That's your friendship with him, it has nothing to do with me! Gu Junli, don't you say it again, okay? It's finally calmed down, I don't want to quarrel with you again about this one thing, endlessly!"

The man in black, whom she called Gu Junli, was silent. "Well, I won't argue with you. He spoke in a low voice for a while, and for the first time his tone did not restrain his tiredness at the moment.

She suddenly realized that she had been looking for an excuse to quarrel with him, as if she had lost her sense of presence in front of him if she didn't quarrel.

And he was already tired, he just didn't say it.

"Forget it. She had no choice but to keep her head low. "Let's talk about that tomorrow. ”

Gu Junli nodded. It was late, so he sent her back to her room, and only added before leaving:

"I'll talk about it tomorrow, but can you remember that I'm no longer surnamed Gu, don't call me 'Gu' Junli next time?"

She was stunned, and before she could respond, he closed her door and left.

Of course, she knew that the surname Gu was a thing of the past, but the name "Jun Li" - only these two words, shouted it made her feel too intimate after all. She was a little embarrassed to say it.

Perhaps more importantly, the name with his surname stripped away was his code name for leaving this earthly world. Leaving all the marks of the world, she feared that tomorrow he would return to his own world. That's the world she can't be in. It doesn't even have to be until tomorrow. The door was closed, and from this moment on they were separated. When he returns to the house, he will take off his black clothes, he will pull up his hair—all worldly marks will be erased—he is "Jun Li", a wandering Taoist priest who has no home and will not stay for anyone!

She didn't know why this fact upset her. As he had just closed the door and left, she felt an urge that even she felt strange to pull the door open and say something to him again—but what to say? How could I have such a thought, to keep him on this shore and not to go back to another world? If I really wanted to do anything, would he-would he feel something?

However, time has passed. She was so timid that she leaned against the door and didn't move.

As the night deepened, she didn't even dare to light the lamp, but just sat silently, back and forth deep about herself who had never dared to face it. The strange impulse for a moment has passed, and she is glad that she has not done anything uncontrollable and embarrassing, but can she really not admit what she thinks in her heart?

Could it be that her senior sister Bai Shuang, one night a long time ago, was like herself, sitting in a black hole and thinking about her own mistakes? Senior Sister Bai must also know that she was wrong, and she would be so wrong that she would like someone who was impossible at all. But—until she died—she was always wrong, and she never looked back. At that time, I couldn't understand her stupidity at all, others said that she was smart and arrogant, in her eyes, it was unbelievable. But now it seems that Bai Shuang still loves at least one person who knows earthly love -- but what about himself? The one who always lingers in his heart is actually a monk, a Taoist priest, not to say that he does not know love, or even does not intend to know it at all!

She knew that she was willing to wait for him here to this day, but because she had begun to covet the time with him, even if she knew that there was no result, she always secretly said, "At least there is still a way to Lin'an." But perhaps this is the bigger fault. Isn't the story of the hoarfrost bloody enough? Can I bear the growing pain at the end? Am I going to let my end be the same as the hoarfrost?

In the silence of the night, only the snow is still falling. But her heart was boiling. Do you want to leave him, or don't you leave him? After looking forward to the journey to Lin'an with him for so long, and thinking about the warm smile he will have all the way for so long, do you want to give up like this?

She really didn't know, so she could only pick up her piano and push the door out.

She was running on a snowy night. Thirty miles away, the grave of the hoarfrost was covered with the purest colors. In the quiet watch, she stood in front of her grave and watched infatuately.

It turns out that love is such a thing that comes unconsciously and surges when it comes, but I can't control it at all. Senior sister, only you can understand. It is said that we are the same people, so only you, who are lying in the ground and have never met, can understand how contradictory, how vacillating, and desperate I am in my heart at this moment.

She stroked the harp and sang. This night, who can hear her singing over and over again in the snow?

Jun Li always hears the sound of the lingling piano coming from the okra room in the morning. But today is an exception.

He thought she hadn't woken up yet, so he looked through the window at the snowy scene outside. The whole city was white, and the usual gray winter shone with a rare light of life.

For so long, this is still a rare leisure. He breathed the crisp air for a long time, and it was only when he was a little hungry that he changed his clothes and left the room to knock on the door of the okra. But it wasn't his turn to knock—the door was open, empty.

He was stunned, and when he looked closely—all of her things—there was nothing. There was some foreboding.

When the shopkeeper who was wandering on the side saw him, he greeted him first and said, "The guest officer is up, there is a letter for you." ”

He said with a flattering smile: "It's really strange, half a month ago, the guest officer asked me to bring a letter to the girl in the morning, and today the girl asked me to bring a letter to the son in the morning." ”

Jun Li had already taken the letter, but when he touched it, it didn't seem to be a piece of paper in the envelope. Hurriedly opened it, and sure enough, there was not a single word in it, but a short branch was placed. If you look closely, the branches of this tree are still tidal, and even the envelopes are tidal. Looking at the envelope repeatedly, only the word "okra" was written in the outer corner to confirm her handwriting.

Jun Li couldn't guess the meaning for a while, so he had to ask, "What about her?"

"Well, this girl has been gone for a long time, and she specially told me not to disturb the guest officer, and I will write to you when the guest officer is up. The little one was talkative and asked her if she had an unpleasant quarrel with her son, so she was angry and wanted to leave, but she said, 'I don't want to embarrass him'. I don't quite understand what that means, whether the guest officer should ponder or not. ”

Don't you want to embarrass me? Jun Li said in his heart. She saw that I didn't want to be an enemy of Shen Fengming, and she didn't want to fall out with her because of this, and she was afraid that I would be embarrassed, so she decided to leave alone.

He was secretly helpless, but he was not without worry. There is no other way but to go around Shen Fengming again to see if there is any news of her.