In particular, this kind of sword spirit cultivation method is very similar to the schizophrenia or multiple personality in reality, originally she was suddenly born a new consciousness in her mind for some unavoidable reasons, and lived with this consciousness as the dominant one for a period of time.

Eventually, after treatment, her original consciousness returned and she regained her dominance, and I am afraid that everyone she knows will be happy for her!

And from my position and point of view, it seems that I shouldn't think like this, after all, this original she is really unfamiliar to me.

But the fact is that when we interfere with other people's lives with our own likes and dislikes, we are actually biased.

No matter how you choose, it will be unfair to the other, maybe thorough integration is the best choice!

It's like...... A man has finally grown up!

Isn't the period she experienced in the process of growing up like a consciousness of Xi Jing?

Some will eventually be forgotten!

Some of them are bound to be unfamiliar!

Some will inevitably be lost!

The so-called growing pains and costs are nothing more than that!

In this way, everything that the elf Xi Jing who used to perceive like a little tail, even if it has become a part of her memory, is afraid that it will be an itch in her boots, no longer real, and it will lose its reality.

I don't know if I'll ever see her again one day - the one I remember always sticking to me!

Faced with this knot that I couldn't get around, I had a big head for a while, so I simply decided to change the subject, after all, there was a problem that had been bothering me for a longer time.

"Tell me about my father!" I said, completely letting go of the struggle on the subject, which always felt a little heavy on me.

"This ......"

Suddenly, Xi Jing stopped laughing, but instantly became serious, and said, "Actually, I've never really seen him!"

"What!" was always shocking to me, and this one surprised me again.

You know, when I asked the lord of the castle more than once, he said the same thing, and he never really met my father.

"He doesn't talk much, every time he appears, he is wrapped in a layer of hazy divine brilliance, he can't see through, he can't see through, he can't see through, he is helpless!"

Xi Jing sighed: "I also want to see his true face"

"He's very powerful, and the demon ancestor outside doesn't even deserve to lift his shoes! Don't listen to what contract it says, in your father's eyes, it may just be a useful pawn because of some special places that we don't know. ”

"I was not born, but I am gone. Hate is not born at the same time, every day with you!"

Suddenly, Xi Jing inexplicably chanted a poem, that expression, that tone, as if she really had a lover who couldn't be together and was heartbroken.

If you didn't know her temperament, you would really be deceived by her, this is how true.

"Brother Xiaotian, you don't know, your father is so good! If possible, I believe that every woman who sees him will want to be his lover, even the pure heart and little desire like me have inexplicably moved this mortal heart. ”

When she saw my darkening face, she smiled and said, "Xiaotian, don't be angry! Let's talk about our own things, you call me Mom, I call you Brother!"

"Oh, don't do it! Brother Xiaotian has been the most pained since he was a child...... Woowoo woo ......"

Seeing that I was about to run away, Xi Jing hurriedly changed her words: "Besides, didn't it come true?

"But your father is so good, he has never really seen it, and he is already so exciting, if he really meets, I am afraid that he will go straight to the ground. ”

"Talking to the point!" I couldn't bear to see the exaggerated words that kept coming out of her mouth.

"Back then, when he retrieved the broken Blood-Eating Mania and set out to set up the sword cultivation pool, I was not yet born. ”

"Back then, when I finally gave birth to Lingzhi, he only sent you, and I didn't show up for the first time!"

"Back then, when he finally appeared, I was asleep, and another me was being born! ”

"In this way, there is only one person who has really seen him, and that is Xiaoxiao!"

"But she was just a baby not much older than you at the time, and she didn't remember it at all!"

"Hahaha......" Xi Jing said and laughed, as if it was really a pleasure to tease me like this.

But then she felt something was wrong, and hurriedly reached out to cover her mouth, and looked at me in surprise.

I was so calm that I knew the result in advance.

I don't know why I have such an attitude, probably because deep down I don't have expectations for my so-called father, who is so godly and high-minded!

Actually, I know that I have a grudge!

I really can't understand that even if I am left here alone and left to my own devices, I will admit it.

But with his means, is it really difficult to leave half a warm sentence and a few seconds of tender images?

What was he worried about? Was the enemy really so strong that he needed to be so careful?

At this moment, I felt extremely lonely, and I couldn't help but look back at the young child, only to find that she was still self-sealed in the purple peach blossom and did not come out.

I'm thinking, up to now, the only person in this world who can make me feel warm is probably only her!

Fortunately, she didn't wake up just now, otherwise how sad it would have been for her to know the truth about the identity of the castle master!

"Xiaotian, Xiaotian, Brother Xiaotian...... You're ignoring people again!" Suddenly, Xi Jing stretched out her hand and shook it in front of my eyes a few times, and said, "Are you worried about dying? Don't worry, as a sword spirit, I can feel her state after swallowing the purple fruit, and she is fine." ”

"Thank you!" I laughed.

At this moment, my heart was relaxed, as if I had put down all the past at this moment, no longer entangled in the past, no longer obsessed with the past.

"What? I heard you right, did you? You said thank you to me? Brother Xiaotian actually said thank you to me?"

She jumped up and crouched in front of me looking at me curiously.

"Yes! thank you!" I smiled and nodded.

I believe that at this moment, I must be exceptionally good-looking, handsome, and full of elegant temperament.

I think I can keep this movement, this expression, all the time.

But as soon as I finished speaking, I quickly turned my head away and covered my face......

"Wow! I said what's going on, Brother Xiaotian, you tricked me, and you actually started to dislike me!" Xi Jing feigned anger, very dissatisfied with my performance like a snake and scorpion just now.

But...... But at this moment, how can I say the real pain in my heart directly in front of her?