Chapter 389: Hard work is the most pitiful to the sky and the moon
Xi Yuming got off the plane and went to the Mogao Grottoes in Dunhuang, not wanting to delay for a moment, Liu Zheen didn't tell Ruan Xiyao that Xi Yuming was coming, and she was very calm and happy with Ruan Xiyao every day, and she couldn't tell how Xi Yuming would react when she saw Ruan Xiyao now.
Ruan Xiyao was originally a good person, but when she saw her again, she was also worried that Ruan Xiyao would blame her, who doesn't want her loved one to see her appearance beautiful, and now she looks so old, how can she meet people?!
Her heart was full of contradictions, in fact, she wanted to tell Ruan Xiyao about it several times, but she stopped talking about it. Fortunately, Tong Zhen prepared a wheelchair when she set off, originally Liu Zheen said that this was not good, which made Ruan Xiyao even more sad, but she didn't expect that after Ruan Xiyao recovered, her body could not support walking for too long, so she could only sit in a wheelchair, Pei Zongche pushed the wheelchair, because of the distance of three steps, the wheelchair he saw was empty.
The sadness in his heart is incomprehensible, it used to be so close that Ruan Xiyao snuggled in his arms, but today, it is such a scene.
Hard work is the most pitiful to the sky and the moon, the past is like a ring, and the past is a jue. If it is like the moon ring finally bright, do not give up the ice and snow for the heat.
Without that dust, it is easy to die, the swallow is still, and the soft curtain hook said. Singing the autumn grave is not over, and the spring cong recognizes the amphibian butterfly.
It is difficult to fall in love, it is easy to part, it is easy to part, but it is difficult to meet. He alone knows all the tastes. If Xi Yuming really came, he would really lose Ruan Xiyao, although he saw Ruan Xiyao every day during this time, every time he said something he never knew about, it would be embarrassing to answer, he didn't want to deceive Ruan Xiyao, maybe he would have pursued Ruan Xiyao with confidence from the beginning, and he would not have the embarrassment he has today.
After these few days, Chuncong recognized the good wish of the amphibian butterfly and never thought about it again.
"Ruan Xiyao, will you forget how beautiful we used to be?" Pei Zongche pushed his wheelchair and looked at the sunset, and asked.
"How can it be, the ensemble of guqin and flute, drinking in the same boat under the moonlit night, the sea of clouds surging on the Guantao Pavilion, and the moon flying flowers under the rain pavilion...... How can you forget such a past?"
Pei Zongche's eyes were already moist, his throat was blocked by the touched Adam's apple, and he choked up several times and couldn't speak.
"I won't forget you either, but I want to tell you something today, and I hope you can promise me. ”
"I'm so old, do you still have requirements for me?" Ruan Xiyao didn't want the atmosphere to be condensed, and wanted to tell a joke to relieve it.
"Yes, I can't let you just because you are older than me~" Pei Zongche tried his best to cooperate, his jaw was already twitching uncontrollably, but he had to control his overall emotions, he walked in front of Ruan Xiyao and squatted down on one knee, "We are still one step away from getting married, but there are always unpredictable things in the world, I want to propose to you, respected Ms. Ruan Xiyao, are you willing to marry me?"
“...... Willing to ......" Ruan Xiyao touched the wrinkles on her face, and tears piled up in the grooves and fell down.
"Okay!" Pei Zongche couldn't control his emotions anymore, and he couldn't help himself with tears, "Thank you, Ruan Xiyao, can I break up with you————?"
When the word breakup was spoken, Pei Zongche couldn't cry anymore, these two words never ran out of his throat, but he had to pull these two words out of his throat, even if his heart was broken, love was destroyed.
Ruan Xiyao's face, Ruan Xiyao's looking back and smiling, Ruan Xiyao's every demeanor, Ruan Xiyao's every smile, Ruan Xiyao's voice, Ruan Xiyao's guqin, Ruan Xiyao's clothes, Ruan Xiyao's everything...... At this time, he kept churning in his mind, as if he was punishing the two words he had just said, slapping his face and piercing his heart fiercely.
"You...... Zong Che ......, "Ruan Xiyao was at a loss in the face of this sudden situation, thinking that she had heard it wrong.
"Yes, I'm going to break up with you!"
Pei Zongche said with tears streaming down his face.
"Why?" Ruan Xiyao asked sadly.
"Because I don't love you anymore. ”
How could he not love Ruan Xiyao? Not loving Ruan Xiyao is like tearing out his heart, but he must say this.
"Is it because of my old age?"
"No, it doesn't matter if you love someone whether she's young or old, but the heart, the heart doesn't love anymore, what else can you talk about?"
Every time Pei Zongche said something against his heart at this time, it was like a knife, and his heart was cut off fiercely.
"But I ......"
"Without you and me, I don't love you anymore, if you don't love, you don't love, I hope we can make a break today. ”
No matter how many things Ruan Xiyao said that he didn't know, but he regarded him as the leading actor, he still firmly believed that Ruan Xiyao had true love for him, no matter how ugly he said about breaking up this time, he would not accuse Ruan Xiyao.
Ruan Xiyao sat in a wheelchair and cried, looking at the sunset through her tears, it was so vague, yes, she was so old, why did she have to affect other people's good years?
I really couldn't bear to see Ruan Xiyao not talking like this, only crying, Pei Zongche had no choice but to call Liu Zheen and ask her to come over to take care of Ruan Xiyao, he ran to the desert and roared heartbreakingly.
Yoo Zheen was moved when he saw it, the most painful thing in this world is probably that he loves each other very much, but he wants to say that he broke up. She accompanied Ruan Xiyao to see the sunset sinking and disappeared, and she didn't speak.
"Let's go back, Jen. ”
"Good~"
Liu Zheen pushed the wheelchair, she couldn't see what Ruan Xiyao was doing at this time, which was also beneficial.
In the evening, Ruan Xiyao had no appetite for dinner, Pei Zongche did not come back, Han Yifeng called him and did not answer, so he had to drive out to find it after dinner.
"Ruan Xiyao, what's wrong with you tonight?" asked Tong Zhen.
"It's nothing, it's just that I don't want to eat. ”
"You go and rest first, Tong Zhen, I'll accompany Ruan Xiyao for a while. Yoo said.
Tong Zhen had no choice but to leave, and there were only two people left in the room, Ruan Xiyao and Liu Zheen.
"Are you still used to living in this inn these days?" asked Yoo Zhe-eun.
"It's fine. ”
They have entered their old age, and many things seem to be able to be looked down on.
"Seeing you today is not as good as the other day......"
"I'm already like this, I should give Zong Che a space where he can love others. ”
Ruan Xiyao interrupted Yoo Zhe-eun's words.
"He wants you to be better off at the end of your life. ”
"I want to rest early today. ”
Ruan Xiyao said lightly.
Liu Zheen got up and looked at Ruan Xiyao after hearing this, and left.
Only a few words can make everyone's heart have more space to think about something.