Chapter 111: Bloodline
"Don't bother, I don't need false concern, and I don't need pity and sympathy. Don't worry, I will keep my distance from you in the future and abide by etiquette!"
Zhu Yuanzhi's cold voice came into her ears, and Song Yuechan didn't stop for a moment, and walked out quickly. She rushed all the way back to the room, could no longer hold back the sadness and despair in her heart, squatted on the ground and hugged her head and cried.
Others may not know, but she knows in her heart that her body is failing day by day, and she is afraid that there are not many days left. Instead of letting Zhu Yuanzhi suffer for a long time at that time, it is better to cut through the mess quickly, at least let Zhu Yuanzhi hate her, so that he will not be sad because of her death.
Waiting for the suffering of not returning to others, she tasted it, and she didn't want Zhu Yuanzhi to try it.
"Senior sister, why are you doing this, you should go with him. ”
Although Cheng Jin is reluctant, he also understands that there are some things that cannot be forced, rather than reluctantly being together and making the three of them miserable, it is better to let go and achieve the happiness of the two of them.
Song Yuechan was surprised in her heart, Cheng Jin had such a mind, if Duxi was handed over to him in the future, it would really be a wise move. After hesitating for a long time, she finally made a decision, she wanted to leave a bloodline for Twilight!
"Cheng Jin, you and I are already husband and wife, this matter is known to everyone in the world, I will not leave, let alone abandon Duxi River, we want a child!"
Cheng Jin was stunned, looking at Song Yuechan in disbelief who was full of tears but approaching him step by step, no, how could it be?
Cheng Jin was still stunned, Song Yuechan had taken the initiative to take off her clothes, and while he still had a trace of sanity, he hurriedly stepped forward to pull her clothes back, turned around and said: "Senior sister, you don't have to force yourself, if you don't want to leave with Yuanzhi for the sake of Duxi, I am willing to be a fake couple with you in name only." ”
Women are all emotional, and the more Cheng Jin is like this, the more guilty Song Yuechan becomes. For the sake of Duxi, and even more so in order to make Zhu Yuanzhi die, she approached Cheng Jin again and took the initiative to kiss him.
Cheng Jin is a righteous gentleman, but he is also a man, in the face of a disheveled person who took the initiative to kiss, desire finally triumphed over reason, and the two finally got married in the torment of pain and guilt.
Afterwards, Cheng Jin always regretted it, and every time he saw Zhu Yuanzhi, who was drinking all day long, the guilt in his heart increased, and even when he saw Zhu Yuanzhi once, he would deliberately take a detour.
A month later, Song Yuechan became pregnant, which was undoubtedly a great joy for Song Qingshan, and once it was confirmed, it had spread throughout Duxi.
Zhu Yuanzhi also went from being sluggish at the beginning to slowly becoming accepting reality, but he couldn't get over it if he had a hurdle in his heart. Later, he went to Siguo Cliff, meditated and practiced all day, did not ask about the world, and stayed in the cliff cave for a year.
When she returned to Songfeng, Cheng Xiaorou was already two months old, but Song Qingshan, who was happy with her golden grandson, hugged her, but there was no smile on her face, and there was a dead silence up and down Dusk Creek.
Song Yuechan died, depression and dystocia, and she died the day after giving birth to her daughter. Before dying, she named her daughter Xiaorou, which means that she will lose the pride of her life and exchange her for a lifetime of tenderness.
If she can let go of her pride and tell him after a tie with Zhu Yuanzhi: I am willing to marry you! If she can take the initiative to come to him once during the three long waiting years, perhaps, they can go on happily for the rest of their lives, but there is no if in the world.
Song Yuechan was not buried in the middle of the world like the ancestors of Duxi River, she said: "Father, please let my ashes drift away in the wind after I die, I want to take a walk in the world with a yearning for beauty." ”
Song Qingshan promised her, and after she died, she didn't even leave ashes except for a tablet.
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Zhu Yuanzhi knelt in the precept hall, holding Song Yuechan's tablet and howling and crying. Originally, he should have blamed her, but for some reason, he couldn't hate it, but was heartbroken.
Mei Qinghan handed Mo Xiao to him: "Wait silently for the king's return, Xiaoxiao is still not resting, life should be Sauvignon Blanc, and death will always be with you! Senior sister almost died after knowing that you had an accident, it was Cheng Jin who saved her, and Shizun locked her up for three months in order to keep her alive." ”
"In the past three months, my senior sister has become ill and is getting thinner, she thinks you are dead, for the sake of Duxi, for the sake of the master's face, she agreed to marry the senior brother. ”
"Don't blame Senior Brother, we once thought about helping Senior Sister escape, but she was already dead and unwilling to escape, so she finally married Senior Brother. ”
"When you came back, she knew that her life was short, and in order not to let you be laughed at by the world, and in order not to make you miserable, she said those words against her will. But Mo Xiao has been hiding in Meifeng, which shows that the senior sister has always loved you! Originally, the senior sister wanted to hide these things from you for a lifetime, but I don't want you and the senior brother to be depressed all the time, the senior brother's temperament you should understand, he owes you a debt, and he takes all the fault on himself. After the senior sister left, he stayed in Qingyayuan all day, and even Rou'er never looked at it, maybe only you can untie his heart knot. The deceased is gone, let him go, and let yourself go!"
Mei Qinghan put down Mo Xiao and walked out, everything that should be said and what shouldn't be said was said, now it's up to them.
Zhu Yuanzhi hugged Mo Xiao and cried heartbreakingly, but after crying, he still took the initiative to find Cheng Jin.
Cheng Jin sat paralyzed on the ground, thinking of the pain and torture that Song Yuechan had suffered in the past year, he slapped himself hard. The pain and suffering of the past two months has made him lose weight, and his white face is already full of stubble.
There was no wax in the house, and only Cheng Jin's low sobs could be heard in the dark room, and when Zhu Yuanzhi pushed the door in, there was finally a glimmer of light in the room.
After Cheng Jin looked up and saw the person who came, surprise flashed in his eyes, and when he saw Zhu Yuanzhi holding Mo Xiao in his hand, he only felt that he must have come to collect debts on this trip: "Senior brother, you are finally here, it seems that you already know the truth, I am sorry for you, kill me!"
Zhu Yuanzhi pulled Cheng Jin's collar and said angrily: "Cheng Jin, you want to die, but I want you to live." Let you die and go to the underworld to entangle Chan'er, don't even think about it, you have to give me a life, live an upright life! Have you ever thought about Rou'er? Do you want her to be born without a father and mother? Who are you worthy of being so confused all day long?"
"But ......"
"Cheng Jin, it's too cheap for you to die, I order you to protect Duxi for Chan'er, and raise Rou'er to be an adult, I want you to spend the rest of your life in pain and repentance, do you understand?"
The two have been brothers for more than ten years, Zhu Yuanzhi understands him, and blindly persuading him will only make him more self-blaming, and if he wants to cheer up again, he has to speak ill of each other.
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Since then, Zhu Yuanzhi has never used a sword again, and the news that a generation of heroes has sealed the sword since then has also been passed on by word of mouth among the people, and Mo Xiao has always been taken by him and hidden in the Qiankun bag. Whenever there is a dead of night, he will always take out Mo Xiao, gently caress it, and wipe it over and over again. When he saw it, he would always think of that strong girl, as if she had never left.
As Cheng Xiaorou grew up, the mustard between Cheng Jin and Zhu Yuanzhi gradually decreased, and Cheng Xiaorou inherited Song Yuechan's last wish, she was cute and cute, tender like water, and always had a warm smile on her face.
Later, when Cheng Jin went out, he accepted two inner room disciples, Zijian and Song Wangchen, and Zhu Yuanzhi became competitive again, and he began to go out and accept Mo Yun and Zhu Changqin as inner room disciples.
Song Qingshan is actually more sad than anyone else, the sorrow of the white-haired man sending the black-haired man deeply tormented him, he was depressed and went to the doctor, when Cheng Xiaorou was eleven years old, Song Qingshan passed away.
After the death of Song Qingshan, Cheng Jin rightfully inherited the position of the head of the house, although Zhu Yuanzhi was competitive, he was not interested in the position of the head of Duxi River. Cheng Jin has a calm personality and treats people modestly, and he is the best candidate for the position of head of the house, and Zhu Yuanzhi has always been willing to do this.
More than 20 years have passed, and Zhu Yuanzhi has long been relieved of that incident, but it will always be an unhealable scar in Cheng Jin's heart, and it hurts when he pokes it.
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The resentful spirit heart plan succeeded, and he quickly raised his sword to stab Cheng Jin while he was unprepared, but he forgot that Song Wangchen was still standing behind Cheng Jin.
Song Wangchen has been watching the actions of the resentful spirit, and at this time he has blocked the fatal sword for Cheng Jin: "Resentful spirit, don't confuse people's hearts, the matter of the master cannot allow you to talk nonsense." ”
"Haha... , I forgot, there is also a world-famous Song Jue, Song Jue, do you think that everything will be fine if you and Ji Nuan change their bodies back. Let me tell you, the reason why the human race is vulnerable is because you have love in your hearts, if you were carefree before, then now, Ji Nuan has become your biggest weakness, and one day, you will die because of her. ”
The words of the resentful spirit are like a curse, but they are impeccable, Ji Nuan remembered the nightmare he had before, and suddenly he was afraid, will I really kill him?
"Hmph, don't try to bewitch me, resentful spirits, suffer death!" Song Wangchen did not hesitate at all, and directly drew his sword and hit the resentful spirits directly.
"It's okay, today we will try to see whether it is the world-shattering evil or the Mo Xiao who has been sealed for twenty years!"
The resentful spirit sneered, and faced the evil spirit, the two swords were both first-grade spirit swords, and when the two swords intersected, the sword qi shook into dust. After the two fought for a few rounds, the surrounding green bamboo was already in shambles, but the two still fought for a long time and were not compatible.
Cheng Jin came to his senses and stopped Cheng Xiaorou and Ji Nuan, who were about to make a move: "Don't go, you are not his opponent." ”
"Is what my father and the resentful spirit said true?" Cheng Xiaorou was still curious about Song Yuechan's affairs, and she didn't want to believe that her father was a hypocritical person.
"Yes, my father has never done anything to be sorry for others in his life, and he is only ashamed of your mother and your uncle. Rou'er, I don't want to mention the past again, remember, only by having the world in mind can we benefit the common people!"
"Father's ......"
Ji Nuan hurriedly grabbed Cheng Xiaorou, who still wanted to ask again: "Senior sister, there are always many times when people can't help themselves, but I believe that Jin Songzun is definitely the most upright person, if he really does something bad, I also believe that he must have a last resort." Don't ask, let the past pass! The most important thing we should do now is to think about what to do with that demon. ”
Cheng Xiaorou looked at the fiercely fighting Song Wangchen and the resentful spirit, then looked at Cheng Jin's isolated back, shook her head, and finally stopped asking.
If the truth is doomed, then why bother to get to the bottom of it, which will only push everyone into endless pain.