Chapter 264: Blame for Yourself
Ah Su stumbled in the direction of the top of the mountain, and finally ran to the place where Nie Qi was buried, but when she saw the scene in front of her, she was instantly stunned.
Tears piled up in his eyes gushed out, and he couldn't cry anymore.
At this time, Zhao's mother was kneeling in front of Nie Qi's grave, blood flowing from the corner of her mouth, and she was still holding an empty bottle in her hand.
Ah Su was trembling all over, she walked over step by step and knelt beside Zhao's mother.
"Mother... Mother......" Ah Su opened her mouth, but the last words she said were only that one word.
Di Qing also came over and hid beside Ah Su, "Ah Su ......"
"Why... She promised me to go back to Wancheng with me, how could it be... Why ......" Ah Su leaned into Di Qing's arms and cried, she finally had a relative, but she lost it like this.
Di Qing hugged Ah Su tightly, he looked at Zhao's mother's corpse, his eyes were full of complicated looks.
He swept over a white handkerchief in Zhao's mother's other hand, so he reached out and took it, with dense writing on it, and the word "Asu" was written at the beginning.
But Di Qing just took the handkerchief into his arms, and didn't show it to Ah Su, now that Ah Su's mood has collapsed, I am afraid it will be even worse if I show her these things again.
Probably Ah Su was also too tired these days, so he didn't cry for a while, and then fainted.
Di Qing asked those guards to go down the mountain and carry another coffin up, Zhao's mother died in front of Nie Qi's grave, and she couldn't give up her son, so she let her rest here in peace.
After ordering all this to be guarded, Di Qing went down the mountain with Ah Su in his arms.
When Ah Su woke up again, it was already the second day, and she sat up in a daze, her eyes staring blankly ahead, and there was no focus in her eyes.
Di Qing walked in, still holding a bowl of medicine in his hand.
Di Qing sat on the edge of the bed, pretended to smile easily, and said, "Wake up, I've slept for so long, I should be hungry, do you want me to cook you a bowl of porridge first, and then drink the medicine?"
Ah Su slowly looked at Di Qing, and tears fell again, "Mother?"
Di Qing was stunned, then put the medicine bowl on the table and said, "Mother...... I have already arranged to be buried, and I will be buried with Nie Qi, after all, she died in front of his grave, and I want to stay with my son after death. ”
"Why... Why ......" Ah Su buried his face between his legs, sobbing.
After Di Qing just blew up for a while, he took out the white handkerchief from his arms, handed it to Ah Su and said, "This should be my mother's suicide note, take a look." ”
When Ah Su heard the sound, he immediately raised his head and took the handkerchief, the handwriting on it was a little messy, but Ah Su could also understand the meaning.
"Asu, I'm really sorry for you, you are a good girl but your life was almost ruined, I apologize to you for my son. You can be so good to me regardless of your past suspicions, and you still want to support me, I keep all these things in my heart, but I can't accept all this with peace of mind. ”
"Although Zhao Zhen is heinous and has harmed you and many people, no matter what, I am his mother, and I have forced him to a dead end with my own hands, and I can't let go of these things. ”
"In the past few days, I have thought a lot, and I still don't want to be a burden to you, so I decided to free myself on the day Zhao Zhen died. You must be good, be with Di Qing, I will always be your mother. ”
After Ah Su was finished, he covered his handkerchief in his heart, although he didn't cry loudly, but the sobbing he endured was even more distressing.
Di Qing's heart ached, he sat on the edge of the bed, hugged Ah Su in his arms, and said, "Mother does this...... can be regarded as relieving herself, if she lives like this, maybe she will suffer for the rest of her life. ”
Di Qing ...... Do you think I've done something wrong? I have caused my two children to lose their father, Cheng Weiyang to lose their husband, and their mother to have no son...... Now she's chosen this way to free herself, and I'm ...... Am I doing something wrong?"
"It's... You ......" Di Qing didn't know what to say to make Ah Su feel better, he looked at Ah Su's appearance, and he was also uncomfortable.
"You're not wrong. Si Wan pushed the door and walked in, and walked straight to the bed.
Si Juan gave Di Qing a look, and then Di Qing let go of Ah Su and left the room.
Si Juan sat on the edge of the bed and took the suicide note that Ah Su held in Zhao's mother's hand.
After reading it, Si Juan also sighed heavily.
"Don't feel guilty because of this, and suspect that you have done something wrong, Nie Yu's fate is all his own fault, and it has nothing to do with you. Si Wan comforted.
"But if I hadn't wanted to come to the capital to make a decision with him, he wouldn't have sent someone to kill me, and he wouldn't have made his wife and adults so tired, and my affairs caused you to be kidnapped and almost have an accident. ”
"And not because of me...... would not involve her mother, so Nie Yu would not die because of her accusations, causing her to be guilty all the time, and finally chose to die in this way. ”
"It's not just because of you. Si Wan frowned and said.
Si Juan shook Ah Su's hand and said, "Do you know what made me determined to let Nie Yu subjugate?"
Ah Su looked at Si Juan, shook his head and said, "I don't know." ”
"It's those disaster victims! In the past few years, Nie Qi has been responsible for disaster relief in the disaster area, and I have taken the statistics myself, and the victims who die every year are not because of disasters, but because of him!"
"Because he deducted the relief grain and the disaster relief silver, the victims had no food to eat, some starved to death, and some were eaten. They rebelled and launched a riot, but they were suppressed by Nie Qi by force, and countless people were killed. ”
"Helplessly, the power behind Nie Yu is too great, and the officials protect each other, bribing many officials, no one can do anything to him, people are dead when they die, no one cares about them at all, and some are even buried. ”
Ah Su listened to Si Juan's words and gradually calmed down, she lowered her eyes, her eyes were full of complexity.
"It is precisely because I know this that I must bring Nie Yu to justice, even if you want to give up, I will not connive! You think about those innocent people who died, and then think about it, do you still feel that you have done something wrong?"
"You are just a ***, if it weren't for your firmness, I went to get the Book of the People and invited Aunt Zhao, Nie Qi is still at large at the moment, maybe more people will die in his hands next year, think about it yourself or not. ”
After that, Si Juan didn't stay long, got up and left.