Chapter 42: No Door

Lu Jin didn't practice this night, got out of the space, and fell asleep on the bed.

This night, Lu Jin had a rare dream.

In the dream, she and Li Yan did not have spiritual roots, and Second Uncle Li took the silver to the Lu family to propose marriage in order to keep Lu's mother from selling Lu Jin.

In the case that she was forced to die and was unwilling to be a maid, Lu's mother reluctantly agreed.

Although Second Uncle Li's silver was not as much as she sold, Lu Jin could at least go up the mountain to dig herbs and sell them for money, and he could also bring his younger brothers and sisters, so he didn't eat in vain.

In the few years before he got married, Lu Jin relied on the medical skills inherited from his grandfather, and often helped the family at Uncle Li's house, although the family lived a tight life, but after all, the family did not starve to death, barely enough to eat.

Lu Jin successfully married Li Yan, the two had a good relationship, and after his sister got married and his younger brother became an adult, the life of the Lu family also improved.

She and Li Yan also have their own children, husbands and children, and treat people in the village.

Although life is not rich and expensive, it can be regarded as harmonious and beautiful.

In his dream, Lu Jin had no memories after cultivation, but he always felt that he had many shortcomings in his life.

What is missing? Lu Jin looked out the window, thinking that if he had a spiritual root and was taken away by the immortals that year, I am afraid that this would be a different situation.

"What do you want?" Li Yan's voice came from behind him.

Lu Jin turned around, looked at Li Yan and smiled gently, wiped the beads of sweat on his head, and then replied: "I remembered the past, and I was thinking about what it would be like if we all had spiritual roots back then." ”

Li Yan hugged Lu Jin gently, he still had some dirt on his body, he had just come back from the field, and there was still some smell of sweat, but Lu Jin did not dislike it.

"It is estimated that they are also the fairy couple in the play, and we will always be together. Li Yan said.

Lu Jin rubbed in his arms, as if shaking her head, but she didn't refute anything after all.

At the end of the dream, Lu Jin and Li Yan were full of white hair and wrinkled faces, sitting in the courtyard supporting each other, watching the sunset.

Lu Jin had an indescribable regret in his heart.

After Lu Jinmeng woke up the next day, he opened his eyes and sat for a while.

This dream is not affected by nightmares, so this dream is not as real as in Gu Yuchen's dream.

It's just the same, Lu Jin didn't know that it was a dream, he didn't suspect anything in the dream, and he didn't have the memory of the moment.

After waking up, although he felt that many details in the dream were very vague, Lu Jin remembered the mood in the dream clearly.

The last regret before she died, she didn't even know why.

Maybe this kind of life is not what she wants.

Obviously, she is happy in her dreams, Li Yan loves her and respects her, and her children and grandchildren are full of joy.

Once she also thought about what she would be like if she didn't cultivate, it was probably the same as in her dream.

At that time, she thought that this was good, at least she didn't have to walk on thin ice like now, for fear that if she made a wrong step, she would be worried about her life.

But I really dreamed it, but I had endless regrets.

I'm afraid this is a person, I didn't get it, I feel sorry, I got it, and I want a stable life.

Now, Lu Jin thinks about the present and in her dreams, and she finds that she prefers the present in two lives.

She is not an ordinary person by nature, if it weren't for this, she would have accepted her mother's arrangement and went to a big family to be a maid.

Through a dream, Lu Jin understood his true heart and no longer thought nonsense.

This can be regarded as a small increase in her state of mind, but because her recent cultivation has improved too quickly, this increase in her state of mind has not increased her cultivation much.

The biggest advantage is that Lu Jin let go of some of the things that Li Yan and Chen Qingzhu may already be Taoist couples.

For Lu Jin, Li Yan is her friend, and the two are childhood sweethearts, and there is a trace of affection in them.

But this trace of affection can't make Lu Jin do something regardless of it.

To put it bluntly, what she cares about most is herself, and she will not take risks for Li Yan.

If you want to blame it, you can only blame fate for this, she was taken away by Yue Qianling that day, but no one dared to resist.

But in fact, as long as Zhan Ruoshui and a few people resist a little, they can know that Yue Qianling has been seriously injured and can't withstand a trace of injury.

Lu Jin couldn't say anything wrong with them, after all, the monk was not a saint, and if the same situation was in front of her, she might choose the same.

From an outsider's point of view, the monk just chose to protect herself, and it was not a big mistake to be as selfish as she was.

But when this fish and meat become himself, no matter how open this person is, no matter how kind and selfless he is, he will have resentment, and Lu Jin is no exception.

Lu Jin thinks that he is not a kind and selfless person, and Zhan Ruoshui and others have a thought, so that their fate has been bumpy, resulting in today's situation.

This made it difficult for her to have any good feelings for people who did not come to the door, and even a little disgusted with this sect.

Wumen and Yuansheng Xianmen are both famous sects in the Nanshan Immortal Sect, but what is worse than the Origin Shengxian Sect and Wushang is some heritage and wealth.

But Wumen is different from Yuansheng Xianmen, which only cultivates one kind of exercise, and Wumenmen is more like a hodgepodge.

There are many inheritances in the door, Dan Dao, Fu Dao, refining weapons, and formations are all involved, and there are many books, all of which can be handled, and a hundred flowers are blooming, but none of them are particularly prominent.

On Dan Dao, no door is not as good as the Yuansheng Immortal Gate.

In terms of others, it is not as good as some schools that specialize in one of them.

But after all, it is a famous and decent family, and there is no restriction on accepting disciples from the Yuansheng Immortal Sect, so there are far more disciples than the Yuansheng Immortal Sect.

These materials are all from Yue Qianling's memory, and there are only a few immortal cultivators in the Nanshan Realm who can make the Yuansheng Sect pay attention to them, and Wumen is one of them.

Although he has no good impression of Wushang, Lu Jin is also ready to go to Wushangto to inquire in the past few days.

Although he can't explain his identity to Li Yan, he always has to find a way to know what the relationship between Chen Qingzhu and Li Yan is.

After all, when the old man saw her and Gu Yuchen, he also messed up the mandarin duck score, and he couldn't believe it.

As for why he had to figure out these and what to do in the future, Lu Jin didn't know, so he could only say that he would take a step at a time without revealing his identity.

After Lu Jin got up, he went to find Gu Yuchen.

There were too many coincidences in yesterday's events, and she still had to clear her mind with Gu Yuchen.

First, the beast tide, then the red shadow suspected of Li Yan set fire to the mountain, and then met the old man, and the mirror image of the Qiyang Mountain Demon City.

Lu Jin felt that there should be some connection.

After all, it is unknown how many entrances there are to a secret realm, and where those entrances are.

The Demon City and the Secret Realm are essentially the same, both are small spaces independent of this world.

The contact between space and space can be more than one point, and the contact surface of space covers a large range depending on the size of the smaller space.

Of course, with this excuse, Lu Jin had the opportunity to investigate Wu Men and Chen Qingzhu who appeared in Qiyang Mountain that day with Gu Yuchen openly.