First of all, I apologize, I'm sorry, it's a bit hypocritical to open a single chapter.

Actually, I don't really know what I'm doing.

Maybe it's because of the enthusiasm for a while, or maybe it's the arrogance of barely half a literati, so I don't dare to give up easily.

At the end of the year, I will take the postgraduate examination.

And now with an income of about 1,000 a month, I don't know what I'm holding onto.

If it weren't for the tips from readers who I couldn't thank at all, I would have only been able to pay 500 yuan a month for full attendance.

There is no ^_^ circle of friends many times, whether it is good, bad, praised, or slandered, I see it in my eyes.

Seeing that some readers posted questions because they didn't understand something, I wanted to help him answer it immediately, but I didn't, I just watched silently and was silently grateful.

For a hundred days, I was an ordinary liberal arts student, but I still put unimaginable effort into it.

There is a lot of pressure to take the graduate school entrance examination, you may not know that I even signed up for two graduate school entrance examination tutorial classes, one face-to-face and one online, so to speak, in the past 100 days, I have ......

Many times I thought about giving up, telling myself that it didn't make sense at all, and that it was the right thing to do well to prepare for graduate school.

But looking at the readers on the reward list, and even the readers who spend money to subscribe to read the book, and even more, there are some readers who deliberately download the book for the sake of the book, looking at you, I really don't dare and don't deserve to say the word "give up".

In the past few days, my mentality has really collapsed, and I even go to see if there are new readers every once in a while, and if there are any readers who are not satisfied, if no one in the book circle and group talks all day, my heart will be empty......

From now on, I won't ask for tips and subscriptions, and I let go of it a little, maybe the result of writing a niche article should be like this, just self-inflicted.

Several authors of the same period persuaded me to rewrite the routine essay and Xiaobaiwen, although I could make money, but I really couldn't get over the hurdle in my heart, and I couldn't start writing at all.

Hey, it's not hypocritical, the book is for everyone to look comfortable and watch to pass the time, not to see me to be hypocritical, I understand all this, I apologize again, I'm sorry.

If you find out that the book has stopped updating one day, please don't scold the author, because there are some things that can not be done with enthusiasm.

Thank you.