Chapter 64: Dream or Reality?
Zhu Changqin was secretly happy in his heart, but he still asked hesitantly: "Senior sister, haven't you always... , how"?
Cheng Xiaorou stopped, turned to face him, and said, "Senior brother, don't mention the past, I don't want anything else now, I just hope that Senior Sister Ji will get better soon!"
"Okay, whatever the senior sister says, by the way, the people of Yueyang have recovered, when do you plan to leave?"
"Let's talk about it when we catch that demon road!" Cheng Xiaorou finished speaking, and walked straight away.
Zhu Changqin turned around and looked at Ji Nuan's door, sneered and left.
Ji Nuan kept her eyes open, she heard their conversation clearly, the heart-killing pain came again, she clutched her chest, took a deep breath desperately, and tears burst out of her eyes again.
The night came quickly, she had been lying on the bed, staring at the roof in a daze, and Yu Man had never come back.
Suddenly, the door creaked open, and someone gently closed the door and slowly approached her.
She knew that it must be Song Wangchen who came, and a warm current surged in her heart, but that nightmare appeared in her mind again, she turned around, turned her back to him and closed her eyes.
Song Wangchen had already walked to the bed, looking at her thin back, his heart was sour, he could naturally feel her illness, and he secretly came to visit her on a moonlit night.
He reached out to stroke her hair, but remembering what had happened before, his outstretched hand froze in mid-air.
Ji Nuan covered her lips with her hands, afraid that she would make a little noise, but the tearing pain made her frown uncontrollably, and even her body trembled.
"Ji Nuan, what's wrong with you?" Song Wangchen finally couldn't help asking, he sat down quickly, put his palm on her shoulder, and gently pulled her over.
Ji Nuan had already burst into tears, looking at Song Wangchen's anxious gaze, she immediately pulled up the quilt and covered her entire head, she couldn't let him see her so embarrassed.
Song Wangchen gently lifted the quilt, Ji Nuan turned his head again, he held her face lightly with both hands, making her look into his eyes. Halfway through, he muttered, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you alone"!
Ji Nuan was surprised when he heard this, he was apologizing to himself, tears flowed out again without a fight, and he couldn't say a word in the face of him.
He wiped away his tears in distress and muttered, "Don't cry, this time, I won't leave you again."
"Woooooooooo Ji Nuan couldn't control herself anymore and cried bitterly.
Song Wangchen helped her up, took her into his arms gently, then hugged her tightly and puffed her lightly on the top of her head.
"Woooooooooo Ji Nuan buried his head in his arms, crying louder and louder, all the sadness and pain and struggle turned into tears, wetting all his clothes.
I don't know how long she cried, she was a little tired from crying, she looked up, and saw that Song Wangchen had been looking at her affectionately, remembering the shameful dream before, she couldn't help but close her eyes and give her own fragrant kiss.
Song Wangchen was stunned for a moment, then hugged her tightly, closed her eyes, and responded enthusiastically. It wasn't until her breathing became more and more rapid that she was reluctant to let go.
After the two looked at each other for a few seconds, he hugged her into his arms again, couldn't help but prune her hair again, and then said resolutely: "Xiao Nuan, don't worry, I will never leave you this time."
Ji Nuan was moved in her heart, Xiao Nuan, she hadn't heard this title for a long time, before, only her father would call her like this. It was the first time in seven years that someone had called her that, and if it was a sweet dream, she wanted to sleep forever.
She clung to his chest, listening to his powerful heartbeat, and her heart was extremely satisfied. His hands were still tightly clasped around his waist, afraid that if he let go, he would suddenly disappear again.
Song Wangchen just hugged her tightly, and secretly swore in his heart that in this life, he would guard her and protect her. Even if she wanted to go back to where she came, he would be with her.
Yu Man stood outside the door, staring at the movement of the room, she knew that Song Wangchen would definitely come, so she didn't go into the room. Hearing the movement inside, she showed a wry smile, turned around and left lonely.
Early the next morning, Ji Nuan woke up in Song Wangchen's arms, she rubbed her swollen eyes, and a smile hooked up at the corner of her mouth. It was the first time in days that she hadn't had that nightmare again.
When I opened my eyes, I saw a wide palm in front of me, blocking out a ray of sunlight shining in through the window. Looking up, he was facing Song Wangchen's affectionate gaze and shallow smile.
She immediately broke free from his embrace and touched her head with a confused expression, what is going on, isn't it a dream?
Song Wangchen looked at her confused appearance, the smile on his face was even stronger, he slowly approached her face, and whispered in her ear: "Xiao Nuan, you shouldn't have forgotten what happened last night"!
"Ahh Ji Nuan immediately retreated, her face flushed, and her heartbeat accelerated. Last night, she forcibly kissed him, it wasn't a dream, so how should she get along with him?
"Xiao Nuan, do you want me to help you recall." Song Wangchen approached her face again, reached out and lifted her chin, and suddenly, kissed it affectionately.
Ji Nuan's eyes widened in shock, when did he become so flamboyant and so lustful, but it seems that he likes it himself.
When he was closing his eyes and preparing to respond, Song Wangchen's voice came coldly: "Ji Nuan, are you okay?"
She opened her eyes and saw that Song Wangchen was looking at her with a puzzled expression, and she herself was pouting, and she was about to kiss him. It was just a dream, which was too embarrassing, and she immediately broke free from his embrace, turned around and didn't dare to look at him again. Sure enough, he is still the Song Wangchen who doesn't understand the amorous feelings.
Song Wangchen got up and walked to the table, poured a glass of water himself, handed it to her and said, "Drink some water"!
Ji Nuan took the water cup and poured it down, remembering the previous dream, she asked a little embarrassed: "You, when did you come"?
Song Wangchen was stunned when she heard this, did she forget about last night? He took the water glass, turned around and walked out of the room.
"What the hell, still so indifferent, is it also a dream last night?" Ji Nuan touched his head suspiciously, he has been dreaming in the past few days, and he doesn't know when it is a dream and when it is a reality.
"Are you awake, do you feel better?" Cheng Xiaorou walked in with a smile, holding a tray in her hand, which contained a bowl of soup and a plate of delicate pastries, with a smile on her face.
"Senior sister, I'm fine, by the way, what about Yu Man? I haven't seen her since last night."
Cheng Xiaorou put the tray on the table, walked over with the medicine bowl, and said with a smile: "Senior Sister Yu may have gone out, by the way, Senior Brother has come, right?"
Ji Nuan's face turned red, she immediately took the medicine bowl, drank it in a big gulp, and saw that Cheng Xiaorou was still staring at herself curiously, she immediately pointed to the pastries on the table and asked, "Senior sister, is that for me?" It looks like it's delicious."
Cheng Xiaorou immediately took the medicine bowl and put it on the table, walked over with the pastries, and said with a smile: "What is given to you is for you."
Ji Nuan took the pastry and said with a smile while eating: "It's delicious, it's delicious, thank you, senior sister."
Cheng Xiaorou just smiled and touched her head, when she came in, she happened to see Song Wangchen leaving, and when she saw Ji Nuan's shy appearance, she knew that her heart disease was caused by him, and it would be healed because of him.
Ji Nuan put down the pastry and asked tentatively: "Senior sister, senior brothers have also come to Mofu, have you ever seen it?"
"Well, I heard that you came with him, how could you be with him, you are not...". When they fought in Mofu that day, she could see the hatred in Ji Nuan's eyes clearly, and she also knew Zhu Changqin's temperament, although she didn't ask him, she was still very surprised by his arrival.
"Hehe, it's just a coincidence, but it's strange to say, since I saw him that day, I've been plagued by nightmares, it seems that we are really a narrow family"! Ji Nuan shrugged helplessly, although she had some doubts, she didn't think he had the ability to enter her dreams. Besides, although she couldn't see the person's face clearly, she could be sure that that person must not be Zhu Changqin.
Cheng Xiaorou said earnestly: "Senior sister, I know about Mo Yun, you have always been unable to let go, the behavior of the senior brothers that day is indeed a little cruel, although Mo Yun is not the initiator, but it is a fact that Xiangling is a demon." For thousands of years, the hundred doors have been punished by demons, and in the future, when you are with Senior Brother Song, you will definitely encounter all kinds of demons and monsters. At that time, I hope you don't stop him from slaying demons, because that will only cause him pain, and perhaps, his life will be in danger!"
When Ji Nuan heard this, the smile on his face gradually faded, and that nightmare resurfaced in his mind again, did he really hurt him? But do you really want to violate your conscience and become indistinguishable from right and wrong?
"Senior sister, in my heart, demons and people are the same, there is no distinction between high and low, only good and bad. If a person is greedy and not as good as a demon, if a demon is better than others, let me give up the justice in my heart because of love, I can't do it."
"You don't have to change anyone, anything." Song Wangchen's voice suddenly sounded, and he saw him holding a bag of candy in his hand and walking slowly towards her.
Cheng Xiaorou was shocked when she heard this, she never thought that her senior brother could let go of her obsession for the sake of Ji Nuan. Once upon a time, the taciturn, arrogant and withdrawn man had learned to care for others.
"Senior brother". Cheng Xiaorou nodded to him, and then left consciously.
Ji Nuan just stared at him suspiciously, and even Cheng Xiaorou didn't notice when she left.
"Eat it, your favorite candy". Song Wangchen stuffed the candy in his hand into Ji Nuan's hand, and then sat down next to her. Seeing that she didn't react half-loudly, he lowered his head, opened the paper bag in her hand, took out a candy, and personally peeled it off and fed it to her mouth.
Ji Nuan opened his mouth, and his eyes never left his cheeks. It wasn't until he fed the candy into her mouth that she chewed it carefully, and it was sweet, sweeter than all the candy she had eaten before.
She suddenly put her right hand to her mouth and bit hard, "Ah...", she exhaled in pain, until tears flashed in her eyes, and she smiled, this is not a dream, this is reality.
Song Wangchen quickly pulled her hand to take a closer look, and when he saw the deep row of tooth marks on her palm, he immediately frowned, his thumb massaged back and forth at the tooth marks, and said distressedly: "Why do you torture yourself so much?"
Ji Nuan looked at his movements dumbfounded, and asked, "What you just said is true?"
Song Wangchen raised his head, looked at Ji Nuan's puzzled gaze, and said softly: "Really, you don't have to change, you are you, the unique you."
Such affectionate words came out of his mouth, and Ji Nuan felt unreal again. She put her hand to her mouth again, and was about to bite down when Song Wangchen took her hand and gently puffed it on the back of her hand. Then he took her hand and touched his cheek, and murmured, "Do you feel it? It's me, I've always been there."
Ji Nuan held his cheeks with both hands, and then caressed him carefully, it was him, he she loved deeply but didn't dare to love! A crystal clear tear in her eyes flowed down her cheeks, but the corners of her mouth hooked up a happy smile.
Song Wangchen slowly approached, gently kissed her tears, and then looked at her affectionately. There was only a finger between the two of them, and they could even feel each other's breathing clearly.
Song Wangchen approached again, closed her eyes and kissed her lips, and she immediately responded enthusiastically. All the worries and sorrows dissipated, and all that remained was countless tenderness and sweetness.