The reason why he returned to Tianxuan, which was no longer the Tianxuan country before, was because he wanted to use the familiar environment here to restore Zhuang Feiyu, so even if Zhuang Feiyu has not completely recovered now, Zhuang Mengdie will never regret his original decision.

It's just that now Tianxuan is already a subject country of Shaking Light, as the bloodline left over from the royal family of the previous dynasty, even if they are still living a prosperous and glorious life, they are just flowers in the water, the moon in the mirror, and no one knows how long the one in front of them can last.

Zhuang Mengdie now has the Cold Shadow Divine Skill, although she has not been able to get the mental method from Xiao Yuanqing, and she can no longer cultivate the Cold Shadow Divine Skill to the highest level, otherwise she will go mad. But with what he can use for himself now, it is enough for Zhuang Mengdie to deal with many dangers.

If Zhuang Feiyu was still Zhuang Feiyu in the past, she wouldn't have to worry about anything at all, but now Zhuang Feiyu is just an eight-year-old child, how should he face the darkness and killing?

Once, Zhuang Mengdie thought that she was very deep, very deep for Zhuang Feiyu, but now, she found that compared to Zhuang Feiyu's feelings for her, the feelings she paid for him were so insignificant.

Perhaps, for a person like her, who is full of resentment and only thinks of doing whatever it takes to get everything she wants, the feelings she understands are not the same as those of others.

How can a person who doesn't know how to love love someone well? Perhaps many times in the name of love, she has done things that hurt the people she cares about the most, and she has hurt him again and again by relying on his preference and connivance for her.

Thinking of these, Zhuang Mengdie didn't know what else he could do at the moment except to use tears to vent. In these days, she finally realized that she wanted to grasp a warmth that belonged to her, but the closer she got to it, the more ethereal that warmth became, perhaps, this sense of powerlessness and sourness was what Zhuang Feiyu had tasted in her countless times.

However, in order to make her happy, Zhuang Feiyu never said anything, he could only tolerate her unconditionally and without a bottom line, spoil her, and favor her.

After Zhuang Feiyu, who was elegant and gentle in the past and doted on her in every way, was replaced by the innocent and eight-year-old Zhuang Feiyu now, Zhuang Mengdie was both lost and helpless.

Yes, when she learned the Cold Shadow Divine Skill, removed the root of the cold poison in her body that penetrated deep into the bone marrow, and no longer had to worry that her days were running out, Zhuang Mengdie wanted to appear in front of Zhuang Feiyu immediately and tell him that she would never leave him again in her life, would never break his heart again, and would no longer rely on his preference for her to act arbitrarily.

Like the reborn Zhuang Mengdie, she longed for the affection that was once in front of her and she could reach at any time, but before she could grasp it all tightly, God played a terrible joke with her.

Yes, she admitted that looking at Zhuang Feiyu who still looked like her, she urgently needed the warmth from him, but now, even if she needed a warmth and longed for affection, she couldn't just take care of her own choice, Zhuang Feiyu, whose mind was imprisoned in her childhood, and her eyes were full of that little Zhuang Dream Butterfly.

Moreover, Tian Xuan is no longer the Tian Xuan they can control, and in order to avoid extraneous tricks, she must not reveal her true identity. Since her true identity cannot be disclosed, she is still Zhuang Yimo's daughter and the bloodline of the Zhuang royal family.

As long as she is still the bloodline of the Zhuang royal family for a day, then she will also be Zhuang Feiyu's sister for a day, even if she and Zhuang Feiyu have long been clear, they are not brothers and sisters, and there is not even a blood relationship between them.

But so what? As long as she continues to maintain her status as a royal family of the Tianxuan Dynasty, then Zhuang Feiyu is her second imperial brother, and she is Zhuang Feiyu's third imperial sister, and between them, they are brothers and sisters.

In many cases, it doesn't matter what the truth is, what matters is how others perceive it. And people of their status are not just how others look at it, it will be how the entire Tianxuan looks, and even how the whole world looks at it.

Even if they themselves can ignore the eyes of the people of the world, how can they not take into account the dignity and face of the Zhuang royal family? Even if the Zhuang royal family has now declined, and the Zhuang family has changed hands, after all, the Tianxuan Kingdom has a long history since its founding, and the Zhuang royal family has never made such a joke to the people of the world and made the country lose face.

This kind of thing, Zhuang Mengdie must not let them happen to herself and Zhuang Feiyu, even if she can not care personally, even if Zhuang Feiyu still spoils her, favors her, and indulges her, she can not care, but she still can't do this.

Because, after all, she is ashamed of someone, and that person is Zhuang Yimo, who she also called her the mother from the bottom of her heart.

Zhuang Mengdie is reluctant to disclose her true identity, not only because she is afraid of bringing unnecessary trouble to herself and Zhuang Feiyu, not only because she is afraid of injuring Tianxuan's former ministers in the court, but also because she and her father Xiao Yuanqing have done things that are sorry for Zhuang Yimo in their lives, and she can no longer let Tianxuan's subjects and even let the world criticize Zhuang Yimo because her life experience is exposed.

After all, Zhuang Yimo is the noble empress of Tianxuan Kingdom, and her third princess is not her own flesh and blood, but her most beloved man and her birth, such a shame is really too much for Zhuang Yimo, Zhuang Mengdie must not let Zhuang Yimo die, and people will talk about that period of the past after Zhuang Yimo's death.

For any infatuated woman, such a thing is a pain that she can't let go of for a lifetime.

Even from beginning to end, Xiao Yuanqing only cared about Zhuang Yimo, even before Zhuang Yimo died, he still stubbornly believed that Xiao Yuanqing loved her, and the reason why he left her was just because he was confused by the demon fox people.

But so what? Can the deep affection in her heart offset the betrayal and hurt she suffered? Even if those betrayals and injuries were not Xiao Yuanqing's original intention, so what? What should have happened still happened, and the damage that should have been caused was still caused, whether it was intentional or unintentional, and what was the use?

Zhuang Mengdie knew that the damage she and her father had done to Zhuang Yimo was beyond their means.

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