Chapter 1554: The Wind and Rain of the River Watching the Tide (1)
Lin Qian turned around in silence and looked at the woman in white who stood up with him with anticipation in her eyes, and the group of ecstatic heroes behind her...... When they saw that although his eyes were still red and most of his evil spirit had dispersed, they realized that he had not only woken up from a coma, but had also completely woken up from a state of madness.
After a long time, he realized that this unexpected joy was true, but was it really joy, he had been pausing there, and he had not even breathed for a long time, as if he was trying his best to organize all the memories he could remember these days, and as if he was trying his best to recall the unspeakable crimes before his disappearance, which he did not dare to touch but had to claim......
Finally, he made a move, but he laughed sadly, didn't say a word, and was about to cut himself with the knife, and the subtext was: I have become a demon, damn it!
However, how could this impulsive suicide happen to a normal Lin Qian? None of the people present could have imagined!
Yin'er rushed forward in fright, the tears of joy had not been wiped away, and she panicked to snatch the knife in his hand with her bare hands: "You kill me first!"
As soon as his mind moved, no matter how much strength he had, he couldn't even blame Yin'er for ten years.
At this moment, she continued to yell at him while he was at a loss, and a pair of apricot eyes glared at him viciously: "Why give up, it's not you!" What are you doing! More bastard than the blue-faced beast!?
"I have borne the people of the world, and I am willing to die this ......" he resolutely pushed her away gently, yes, people who have never been steadfast want to die more than anyone else.
As a mentally insane patient, he thinks that he is not qualified to bear any responsibility, but will become a burden to his comrades-in-arms and relatives, which is not enough; what is more tricky is that as long as he exists for one more day, it will bring infinite catastrophe to the world, as evidenced by the indiscriminate killing of his mother and the people of the four villages of Wenxian County, he has no choice: "I have sworn that if Lin Qian's war can stop the war, then Lin Qian's war, if Lin Qian's retreat can stop the war, then Lin Qian's death." ”
But she knew that he wanted to bear it very much, he was most willing to stop the war with a war, and he couldn't let go of this messy overall situation at all, so she pounced again and held down his knife to death, trying to stay strong but couldn't control her tears: "Nonsense! It is impossible to stop the war! Just talk about this battle, what should I do without you? Lin Shengnan, your death will only make me sad! A large group of people will take advantage of your absence to make a big mess in the world, and you don't care if you drive me crazy!"
"Yin'er......" He was already moved when he saw her showing weakness, not to mention that he saw that there was blood oozing out of her hands, and he quickly relieved his strength while pity. How could he not know that she was a little woman who could not let go of him and could not do without him, how could he not know that if he died like this, the pressure that should have been borne by him would definitely be transferred to her without diminishing? However, how could he allow himself to be alive and become a scourge of the world, he had never been afraid of hardships and dangers over the years, and he was not afraid of the damage to his reputation, and the only thing he was afraid of was that he violated the principle of faith and rebellion and killed innocents indiscriminately!
But now, just by intersecting with Yin'er's teary eyes, he was already reluctant, so he couldn't bear to turn his head to look at the rest of the allied generals and establish any emotional connection with them......
When it was, Yin'er closed her eyes, her eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she didn't dare to lose her temper too much, but her voice was crying hoarse so quickly: "At least you should be alive, the wine debt has not been paid, and the love debt is even more owed, and no one can replace ......"
He was stunned, inevitably moved, this time he shouldered the burden, one end is ambition, and the other is friendship.
Yin'er said that it is better for him to die than to live, and he must not be able to hurt his enemies quickly, but in the long run, if he dies, it will definitely be beneficial to the people in the world. So his current state is not worthy of life but cannot die!
Even if it's just Yin'er alone, he can convince him that he can't die-can't die, not only for the words of Ling Dajie and Mrs. Gu a moment ago, but also because he can't bear his alliance leader because he is crying, "Yin'er just needs to laugh for me, and allow you to cry for other men." "Lin Qian, isn't this also the promise and principle you said yourself!
His pain of having no atonement for his sins, nowhere to atone, was forced to rein because he saw her deep vulnerability, and he had to be strong and continue to be her back: "Good, live." ”
However, he only agreed to this step after all, before the disappearance of "violent death", he noticed that his mentality was different and reduced the frequency of going into battle, and now it is even more impossible to be the leader of the alliance if he really goes mad, so he and Yin'er compromised and compromised on the step of "Lin Qian's retreat can stop the war, then Lin Qian's retreat": these days, try it first, how long can you be safe with the common people.
Yin and Yang Harmony, Yuansheng Teaching, Hanshu Manifestation ...... When all the above measures were done, Lin Qian finally came back, no longer good and bad. Leaving the narrow Yin'er, how dare you have any extravagance, it's too late to be happy. In the dark, Yuansheng is the beginning of Lin Qian, and Hanshu is Lin Qian's process, but she looks at the subordinates and friends who are waiting around and knows that with everyone here, Lin Qian definitely has a bright future......
followed Lin Qian and Gu Tingxian back to the camp, and inadvertently looked back, Yin'er suddenly remembered that there was still something to deal with.
The reason why she cried in front of Lin Qian, although it was a true expression, it was inevitable that she would not be affected by the character of a certain woman who cried, made trouble and hanged herself.
In view of Qingzhou's victimization, Yin'er really locked up Chai Jingzi who dared to drug Lin Qian this time, and accelerated her determination to send the twelve hairpins of Dingxi back to northern Hubei, however, there were many people who were unwilling to leave, such as Wang Jian and Yu Jue, and there were even two people who refused to leave and begged her to stay, one was Chai Jingzi, and the other surprised Yin'er...... It's Gu Yu.
It is worth mentioning that Lin Qian almost didn't wake up this time, and the first military doctor who was expected to be on the side of the battlefield by Yin'er was this little beauty with superb medical skills. What a face that I see pitiful, a beautiful demeanor, and a soft and tactful voice. When she told Yin'er that her family was all slaughtered by the Jin army, she didn't want to go back to the sad place, she happened to be able to cure the sick and save people, and she was willing to stay on the front line to serve, but Yin'er immediately understood why she was the first military doctor to arrive...... "Okay, the front line needs a military doctor......" Yin'er was stunned for a long time, and it was difficult for a woman who had always made this kind of water to be harsh.
But she has a completely different attitude towards the hot-like Chai Jingzi: "The surname Chai, you can stay in the rear army and wait for him to see you when he is free, but it's best not to use crooked thoughts to lure him to elope - if you break up again, it will only make me unable to walk." ”
"Woman, the slave family doesn't dare~" "Lock it up for a few days." "Yes, Mistress. "A prison door teaches Chai Jingzi to learn to be a man.
In any case, Chai Jingzi's existence, under the premise that Lin Qian has not yet come out of the negative state, has once again been reduced to a secondary contradiction of Yin'er.
However, Concubine Chai's ruthless departure is really important to another person...... Blow, no, destroy!
In the past few days, Wan Yanjing has been infected with wind and cold, fever and cough, and he has not forgotten to write frantically on the paper, what "Xianyun happens to fly the stars to spread hatred", what "wine into the intestines turns into lovesick tears", what "moss and mangroves under the steps, sorrow in the rain and the moon in the rain", pick it up and look at it, Zhang Zhang is crumpled, and Zhang Zhang is wet.
Of course he didn't pick it up, because he was crazy, just tearing down his face and writing one and throwing one away, and continuing to write when he was done.
"Your Majesty...... Take care of the dragon's body...... "After a long time, he noticed that someone had been by his side, picking up this piece of paper and smoothing it to dry and stacking, just like Su Ri, he didn't talk much, he didn't like to compete for favors, and he was even a little shy.
But after the imperial doctor said that his lungs were infected with a disease, knowing that she herself might also be infected, she still waited for him undressed, she didn't seem to know that she had summoned her all the way over, not to spoil her, but to calculate the account of "Fan's is the eyeliner that King Kui or King Wei planted beside me".
He stared at this woman who was true love for him in confusion, and it was clear that he could even ignore his life for his sake, how could he listen to the instructions of the culprit and poison him in October last year!? He suddenly said to himself in his heart, yes, I misunderstood Fan, just like when I misunderstood Yan Kuang, Fan's has nothing to do with the culprit, although King Cao and Wolf Warrior suspect this, they have no substantive evidence......
While coughing, he stroked her cheek emotionally, where there is no grass at the end of the world, it is better to take pity on the person in front of you - Wanyan Jing, look at you now, where you look like an emperor, where you are worthy of such a good woman to love you, where you are worthy of so many people to love you under your feet and prostrate the mountain and shout long live! The palm of his hand became hot in an instant: That's right, I want to work hard, and I want you to regret it!
It didn't take long for him to be tender like water and a dream with Fan.
Time has passed, and he doesn't want to investigate the Yellow River case excessively, except for the culprit, he doesn't want to implicate his harem concubines, his favorite retainer Su Shilie and Feng Han, and what he thinks is the honest and honest man Wan Yan Kuang. After all, he had recently heard that "Wanyan Kuang and King Cao had been at odds for a long time" caused by "Wanyan Kuang's Wanyan Jiangshan under Wanyan Kuang's command who killed Liu Wujin and trapped the master in injustice", so how could they have colluded?
"Internal affairs should be slowed down, these people are the pillars of the country. "Wan Yan Jing turned grief and anger into strength, determined to cheer up, it's not too late, he thought clearly, first, the internal political struggle must not affect the external competition, second, he is confident that he is not so old and dizzy, the misjudgment on Xianglin Mountain is just that he is confused for a while, and he does not suspect that he does not need to use people!
Whether it is to deal with Lin Qian, or to be angry, it is imperative to gather all the pillars of the Song Dynasty and recapture the Sichuan and Shu fat ducks that he originally had at his fingertips.
Nine Heavenly God Emperors