Chapter 123: Gong Shen Creation Breaks the Seven Feelings
Rare to have the courage to make a different plan, Bingruo entered the Youlian Valley again, did not wait for the beginning of the miserable days in the chrysanthemum garden, and escaped from the courtyard of the drug shop every day, squatting in the back mountain for more than ten days, and finally waited for Yu Qing who was crying in the back mountain in advance.
Naturally, he got acquainted with Yuqing again, and left the poison shop to live in the main hall of Shaogu. He couldn't think of the position of Zhengfu, but just being a little guard in the main hall of Shaogu was much better than being a medicine boy.
Under the arrangement of the tassel, Yu Qing and Bing Ruo once again obtained the Ling Yue Sword and Lian Bi Twin Sword, and with the trust of the past few years, Bing Ruo successfully persuaded Yu Qing to secretly bleed to heal himself. The muscles and veins were complete, Bingruo's kung fu improved by leaps and bounds, and he had the experience of cultivating in two lifetimes, but he concluded the golden pill in two years, and he was quickly noticed by the lord of Youlian Valley.
The lord of Youlian Valley personally taught Bing Ruo some kung fu, Bing Ruo quickly became the hall master of the outer valley, and then took the initiative to take over the task of recovering Shagai City, and survived under Emperor Wuyan, the seventeen-year-old Yuanying realm is famous in Kyushu, and Shagai City has been stable for a long time under him.
Bingruo became more and more powerful and dazzling, and he began to use his influence to solve all the troubles of Yuqing, carefully protecting Yuqing in the ivory tower. Even the meeting was held as usual, but Youlian Valley did not participate under Bingruo's resistance. By the time Yuqing grew up flawlessly and flawlessly to the age of eighteen, Bingruo had already successfully broken through the Silent Extinction Realm and became the owner of the Lotus Valley Martial Arts Workshop after a challenge.
Bingruo was filial piety, and obeyed Yu Qing's words, and finally won the favor of the Lord of Youlian Valley, and the Lord of Youlian Valley no longer stopped him from being with Yu Qing. The jubilant red silk was hung in front of the main hall of Shaogu and the martial arts workshop, and Bingruo was dressed in a red shirt and successfully married Yuqing, who was in the wedding dress.
Everything went according to what he had envisioned. Yu Qing has never left Youlian Valley, and he doesn't know the existence of any god clan relics, but he has no scheming and grows up chic and happy. All the bloody wind and blood were blocked by Bingruo, including the grievances and entanglements of the Protoss, he endured it alone, and never confided in Yuqing.
He thought that he should be satisfied with such a life.
Bingruo's name spread all over Kyushu, but Youlian Valley continued to live a life of seclusion. Under the heavy defense of Shagai City, there are no boring decent people who have nothing to do to make trouble. Yu Qing is still as innocent as he was at the beginning under his wings, and the girl only has him in her eyes, and he is the only one in her heart.
It's just that Bingruo is not happy.
One afternoon, on the back mountain of Youlian Valley, Yuqing found Bingruo sitting alone on the edge of the cliff. Gently walked to Bingruo's side and sat down, Yuqing asked, "Brother Ruo, aren't you happy?"
Bingruo suddenly came back to his senses. He rubbed Yuqing's head with a gentle smile and said, "No, with Qing'er by your side, how can you be unhappy?"
Yu Qing was rubbed by Bingruo's head and sat on the side in a daze. The breeze from the valley blew on her face, blowing the hair of her sideburns, with a watery sheen, quiet and beautiful.
Yuqing in this life, has not experienced any ups and downs, she has been protected from childhood to adulthood as good as jasper, she has all the enviable good qualities, as sunny and clear as the morning sun, but she is no longer that Yuqing.
"Brother, you still have someone else in your heart, right?"
With a faint low voice coming into Bingruo's ears, Bingruo was stunned for a moment, and turned her head to look at the girl beside her.
A girl who belongs to him alone.
"How can it be, from beginning to end, there is only one Yuqing in my heart. ”
Yu Qing beside him smiled, but with a hint of loneliness: "Brother Ruo, there is someone else's shadow in your eyes." The man next to her is the man she loves with all her heart, Yu Qing can feel Bingruo's kindness to herself, but she can also feel it, countless times, Bingruo is obviously looking at herself, but she seems to see others through herself.
She grew up with Bingruo since she was a child, and naturally knew that Bingruo had never been in contact with other women, but the girl's intuition was so unreasonable, Yuqing just felt that the person Bingruo loved was actually not herself.
She's just a substitute.
There are some who are reluctant to live now, but they also have more courage so that Yu Qing can no longer hide behind this window paper. She does love Bingruo wholeheartedly, but if Bingruo just treats her as a substitute for others, she doesn't need it.
So, finally, she decided to tell Bingruo what she thought on this sunny day, under the faint flowing clouds in the sky.
Over the years, she seems to have lived too smoothly, too comfortably, as if she had forgotten some terrible mission.
Bing Ruo looked at Yu Qing beside him in a daze, and suddenly saw the shadow of the first Yu Qing she knew from Yu Qing. Suddenly remembered that in the world where he first met Yuqing, Lin Moyu once said that clarity that has not experienced wind and rain can only be called innocence, and it is called holiness when he knows all the sufferings in this world but still moves forward bravely.
Today's Yuqing is just an innocent and lovely girl, but she lacks the greatest charm that Yuqing should have, the courage to move forward and be fearless.
"Brother Ruo, Qing'er doesn't want to be Brother Ruo's shackles. Yu Qing smiled shallowly, although Yu Qing was her beloved husband, but at this moment, she suddenly decided to let go: "Brother Ruo, do you love Qing'er in front of you?"
"I ......" Bingruo opened her mouth, but suddenly realized that she couldn't answer calmly. He did everything to protect Yuqing to this day, because he was extremely afraid of losing Yuqing again, and he thought it was love. But now like a caged bird, such a bleak beauty, does he really love it?
Bingruo couldn't find the answer.
Yu Qing's slender white fingers dotted Bingruo's lips. This Yu Qing didn't hone her sword moves day and night, and Ling Yue's sword was no longer used, her fingers didn't have the rough calluses they used to be, but just nodded softly on Bingruo's lips: "Needless to say, Brother Ruo, do what you want to do." ”
If Bing didn't say anything at that moment, Yu Qing would have understood.
But Bingruo didn't understand. What does he want to do? What does he want to do? Isn't everything in this life developing according to his vision? He has already obtained the Yuqing he has been thinking about for a long time, and he has obtained all the Yuqing, what is he not satisfied with?
Is this really his love......
"Brother Ruo, if you always want to avoid all troubles, maybe you won't be you anymore. ”
Yu Qing still chuckled and said this, but this sentence was not talking about Bingruo, but about herself.
Bingruo suddenly shook a little.
Isn't it me anymore......
Yes, Bingruo was originally a forward-looking and heavy-minded person, he forced himself to become free and open-minded, he was no longer himself. Similarly, Yu Qing was originally a person who was brave and brave, and he put Yu Qing in the current cage in the name of guard, how could Yu Qing still be the Yu Qing of the year......
Is his love possessive and imprisoned......
Joy, anger, sorrow, happiness, love, evil, fear, it was not until this moment that Bingruo understood that the so-called breaking of the seven emotions is not really to have no joy, no anger, no sorrow, no joy, no love, no evil, and no fear, but no longer let the emotions of this world become the shackles that imprison oneself.
Creation makes people, and creation makes people. Don't be obsessed with emotions and don't be played with by creation. Is this the essence of breaking through the realm of creation?
"Thank you, Qing'er. Also, I'm sorry. ”
Bingruo suddenly smiled, smiling clearly. Yu Qing also looked at him with a smile, without a trace of gloom on his face.
Bingruo touched Yu Qing's head for the last time, then stood up and calmly jumped off the cliff. Yu Qing sat in his original seat and didn't move, still smiling and watching Bing Ruo disappear from his field of vision, smiling and smiling, but shedding crystal tears.
This time, Bingruo didn't open his eyes.
The experience of the reincarnation of three lives generally circulated in Bingruo's mind, and finally turned into endless energy, merging into Bingruo's limbs and bones. Then, Bing Ruo consciously regained his original consciousness.
Hurt!
couldn't move at all, and it was only then that Bing Ruo finally remembered the situation of that day. Yu Qing's blood was infused into the Broken Divine Sword, opening the seal in his body that he didn't know who had set it. With the breaking of Yuqing's seal, the blood of Yuqing in his body also regained its original energy, and at that moment, Bingruo's cultivation rushed straight to the peak of the Silent Destruction Realm.
It's just that it was suppressed by the strange Kyushu enchantment, and Bingruo's true qi couldn't be used, so the phenomenon of no breakthrough was revealed. Later, Tianchi Sect Miao Song sneaked up on Yuqing from behind, and Bing Ruo gave up his body to stop him on impulse, and was clasped in front of his chest by the killer Tiandang Palm Method, shattering the bones and tendons of his body.