Chapter 9 Intentions
Why do you want her to know that there are really gods in the world?
If she doesn't know, she will grow up like an ordinary woman, and when she is old, she will marry a man with a similar family background and spend her life with her husband and children.
If she doesn't know, her daily worries are just whether her clothes are gorgeous enough, whether the jewelry is exquisite enough, whether her husband is motivated enough, and whether her children are sensible enough.
But the encounter at the age of six made it impossible for her to live like an ordinary woman, so that she could never return to the life of a normal person.
She couldn't forget the figure of Tianhe and the real person stepping on the sword and volleying in the air, like a god.
It turns out that it is not vain for mortals to become immortals, there are really immortals in this world!
She's seen it, she's got it.
Such a new and strange world, which seemed to be within reach in front of her, turned her away.
She struggled, but the result was deeper and deeper despair each time.
The flames in the brazier kept beating, and the warm yellow firelight pierced Yu Su's eyes, and she only felt that the pain was constantly reminding her that she was unwilling and unwilling to follow the track like this in this life.
The fire burned the book, but it couldn't burn her obsession.
The spiritual root is innate, but the cultivation of immortals is against the sky, since it is against the sky, what spiritual root do you need?
The avenue is fifty, the sky is forty-nine, and people escape one of them.
Why can't she fight for that line of variables!
Yu Yu only felt that the spiritual platform suddenly became clear, the burning flames and floating ashes slowly faded from in front of him, and the spiritual energy rushed into the meridians, but it dissipated again through the dantian.
What about the broken dantian, even if there is no spiritual root, she will not give up, cultivating immortals is against the sky, how can it be smooth sailing even if it is retrograde?
At this moment, her mood was clear, and she was very firm about the road ahead.
When he came back to his senses, Jin Youcai was staring at her thoughtfully, and when he saw that her eyes were gradually clear, he said: "Senior Sister Yu is really a heavenly talent, but a cup of ordinary spiritual tea can have an epiphany." ”
Yu Su smiled bitterly: "This epiphany is also sad for me. ”
Epiphany - the clear mind is also insightful, which is mysterious, ordinary people can hardly imagine, most monks have never had an epiphany in their lives.
The benefits of enlightenment are also obvious, it can make people's minds clear and easily advance to the next level, and many facts have proved that monks who have had epiphany can often go further on the path.
An epiphany, who can not envy it?
It's just that Yu Yu is more embarrassed, her dantian is broken and she can't gather aura, and once she has an epiphany, it's just a more clear state of mind, which can neither repair her dantian nor improve her cultivation.
However, this made Yu Yu firm in his Dao heart, which was also an unexpected gain.
She said gratefully: "I want to thank Senior Brother Jin for this cup of spiritual tea, I have a jar of spiritual wine here as a thank you gift, and I hope Senior Brother will not dislike it." ”
As he spoke, he took out a jar of spirit wine from the storage bag and put it on the table.
This Jin Youcai is a good drinker, so he smiled generously.
The weather in Xitai is the most cloudy and uncertain, the first moment may still be clear, the next moment may be pouring rain, Yu Yu has just left the Donglai pawnshop on his front foot, and he has not walked half the way, and it rains on this day.
Yu Yu walked all the way back to her yard in the rain, but she didn't want to see Mrs. Yu who came to her in the yard.
Without spiritual power, it is inconvenient, she can't even dry her clothes now, she can only go back to the room to change the wet clothes first, and as soon as she comes out, she sees Mrs. Yu sitting at the tea table, on which is the tea and refreshments that the maid has just prepared.
"Mother. Yu Yu opened his mouth and called.
Mrs. Yu's face softened slightly: "Sit down, my mother will talk to you." ”
Yu sat down beside Mrs. Yu with interest.
"You don't know how to take care of yourself, so what if you get caught in the cold. Mrs. Yu reproached.
Yu Yu's heart warmed slightly: "Not next time." ”
Seeing that she was obedient to Mrs. Yu and didn't want to blame more, eleven years were blank, she had a thousand words in front of her daughter, but she didn't know where to start, and hesitated for a while and said, "Have you been doing well in the past eleven years?"
"Okay. Or felt that it was too perfunctory, Yu Yu said: "Master taught me carefully, and the brothers and sisters are also very harmonious and friendly. ”
Seeing that her expression was natural and not like a fake, Mrs. Yu was a little relieved, it seems that she has been living well for so many years.
"Are you going to leave this time?" she cautiously probed.
Yu Su didn't want to deceive his mother, and said truthfully: "It's just temporary, and I will leave in most years." ”
She is not ready to stay in Xitai all the time, the method of dantian repair she is looking for will not be found by herself, she must find it by herself.
And the time left for her is limited, Yan Zening has only been closed in Fengshen Cliff for fifteen years, these fifteen years are the best time for her to repair the dantian and grow, when he comes out, who knows if he will find her again?
If she can't find a way to fix it in the past fifteen years, then she has to think about where to hide.
She knew very well that the Yu family would stay for a short time......
What Mrs. Yu was worried about still happened, her daughter only returned home temporarily, and then she would have to go to be Aunt Nalaoshzi.
She said a little angrily: "You shouldn't have let you follow that Taoist priest in the first place, you actually want to be a Taoist aunt for the rest of your life!"
Mrs. Yu thought of the appearance of Tianhe Zhenren when she took Yu Su away, her small body hid behind him, her little hands tightly tugged at his Taoist robe, and she refused to let go of anything, just to follow the Taoist priest.
When I think about it, I feel angry.
"Mother. Yu Su was a little overwhelmed.
At the beginning, Tianhe Zhenren rescued her who was lost in the mountains and forests, and asked her if she wanted to cultivate immortals with him, although she didn't know what cultivating immortals was, she knew that her life would be completely different if she followed Tianhe Zhenren.
She firmly chose that path, despite the opposition of her parents and family, and insisted on going her own way, and she never regretted it.
"I'm bent on the Tao, and the life of ordinary people is no longer suitable for me. ”
"What's so good about penance in the mountains, come back and be a young lady, and your father and I will find a good family for you, so it's not good to stay in Xitai?" Mrs. Yu didn't understand what cultivation was, she only felt that her daughter was suffering after being a Taoist aunt for eleven years.
It's just that Tianhe Zhenren didn't tell the Yu family that he was going to cultivate immortals when he took her away, and now Yu Yu's cultivation is nothing, and it is quite difficult to explain it to Mrs. Yu, so he simply acquiesced that he was a monk and cultivated.
"Mother. Yu Su showed a look of disapproval, "This is the path I chose." ”
This is the path I chose, so please respect my choice.
Seeing her resolute attitude, not long after they met, Mrs. Yu didn't want to quarrel over these things, so she softened and said, "Then stay for a while and accompany us at home." ”
"Good. ”
Mrs. Yu's sudden relaxation made Yu Su a little confused, she thought there would be an argument, but she didn't expect to skip it so lightly.
As everyone knows, Mrs. Yu on the side has her own plans, anyway, her daughter is going to stay at home for a while, and she will take her to see the prosperity of Xitai more, and she will know what is good about being a Dao aunt, it is better to go home.
Besides, there are many young talents in Xitai, she doesn't believe that none of them can get into Yu Su's eyes, as long as she is stabilized and seduced, she doesn't believe that Yu Su can't stay!
Mrs. Yu looked at Yu Su, and said more and more gently: "Then why don't you accompany me to Princess Yanchang's flower banquet tomorrow?"
Looking at her mother's expectant eyes, Yu Su couldn't bear to refuse, so she had to agree: "Okay." ”
Yu Yu vaguely felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't say what was wrong.
Mrs. Yu nodded with satisfaction, revealing a smile that was bound to win.