Chapter 41: Second Personality or Inner Demon
Feng Xisheng was indifferent to Huang Li's anger. It's not that he's ruthless. He was deliberately provoking her.
The most taboo thing in cultivation is the inner demon.
If she wants to become stronger, she must dig out all the darkness in her heart and expose it to the sun until it is cleansed.
Otherwise, no matter how strong Huang Li's strength is in the future, he will not be able to escape the cracks in his state of mind, and he will eventually be devoured by the demons and die, and his soul will be scattered.
Feng Xisheng didn't want to force her like this, but he had to do it!
Huangli must bear it by itself, must face it by itself, and must abandon its original self, break out of the cocoon into a butterfly, and reshape a new self.
It's the long-term solution, and it's the only way!
"If you really want to be strong, you have to face all of this. It's your inner demon, and only you can defeat it!"
Feng Xisheng's voice of encouragement penetrated the barrier of Huangli's self-closure and went straight to Huangli's heart.
The world of consciousness of the phoenix.
A little girl clenched her legs and curled up in the darkness.
She is the subconscious of Huangli, that is, Huangli. But she's arguing with the other woman in her heart.
"What are you insisting on? They don't know you at all, and they don't care about you! Listen, what are they calling you?! Murderer?!Demon?!Devil?!"
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"Why do you want to excuse them?!
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"Hahaha......"
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"It's the innocent people you said who have driven you to a dead end! Do you really think that you chose to commit suicide because you were bored? You just did it because of cowardice! Don't dare to face it! Don't dare to fight back!"
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"Do you think that as long as you choose suicide, you can get rid of me completely? Heh! Don't be delusional! I am you, you are me! I am just another you born to escape the cruel reality! My thoughts are the truest thoughts in your heart!"
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"Give up, sleep, fall asleep, and nothing bad will happen. In a dream, there is everything you want, what are you waiting for?"
The bewitching voice echoed in his ears, constantly hitting the bottom line of defense in Huangli's heart. As if it will not be defeated, it will never stop......
Huang Li was immersed in the dark memories that could not be looked back on, and she couldn't extricate herself......
She was lost, lost in the memories of the demons in her heart. Huddle in a corner for a meager sense of security......
Those were the worst memories in her heart, the ugliest scars in her, and the darkest thoughts in her heart......
Hearing the unsubstantiated insults and insults made by those strangers unsubstantiated, she was also extremely angry, and wanted to make those who aided and abused her pay the price they deserved!
But she didn't do anything about it - she felt like something was wrong.
Later, every time this happens, that voice appears, seducing her, making her indulge herself and do what she wants to do the most.
Although she was always able to suppress that poppy-like bewitchment, she could feel that the voice was getting stronger and stronger, and sooner or later she would not be able to suppress it and enter a state of uncontrollable madness. Or maybe it was replaced by that voice, and it fell asleep and disappeared......
She used to really think that voice was her second personality. It's another she, a paranoid personality born to escape from reality.
However, Feng Xisheng told her that it was a demon. She believed Feng Xisheng and he wouldn't lie to her.
If that wasn't her second personality, then everything would be fine......