Chapter 53: Suicide
"You both come out. β
Taking advantage of the evening breeze on the road to calm his mood, after everything was cleaned up, Qin Zhan sat on the sofa and spoke flatly.
The degradation of the system's emotional intelligence is becoming more and more serious, and when it comes out, it comes out, and the light curtain lights up slightly, flickering slightly.
Ziyu appeared at the door like an angry little daughter-in-law, bowing her head and not daring to look at him, as if she was going to rush out of the door in the next second.
Qin Zhan was unmoved.
All along, he thought that he was in a cooperative relationship with the system, that he was not a puppet or vassal of the system, and that the system was not his slave. But today he realized how naΓ―ve and ridiculous this idea is, a person who can even control his body at any time, where is he qualified to talk about cooperation with the controller?
He knew that the system could control his body, after all, he had used the system's bioelectric simulation and treatment, and he also knew that the subfish was a soul body, which was essentially untouchable, and it was the subfish that used microcurrent to stimulate the nerves, causing the muscles to contract, giving him the illusion of touch.
But the system and Ziyu never manipulated his body to do what he didn't want to do against his will. Even if she went to the swimming pool for the first time, her hands and legs cramped were just a joke between him and Ziyu, similar to her liking to pinch the soft flesh on Lao Qin's waist.
Qin Zhan believes that on the premise of not affecting the cultivation of martial arts or delaying the progress of the task, the partner has no right to dictate his love life, and when he refuses the pursuit of other girls, Ziyu should not interfere, let alone control his body.
Today he has clearly rejected Amanda's pursuit, although she still doesn't want to give up, but before the actual contact with the girl, he can still harden his heart and refuse, it's a big deal to change the supermarket, not go to the swimming pool, and move the house in a few days, time will naturally calm the girl.
But in fact?
First, the system issued a temporary task, which made him scramble and was kissed by Amanda, and when he wanted to push away, Ziyu actually controlled his body and took the initiative to hug others.
Although it seems that he soaked the girl in his hands and disliked the assist of his ex, it was like putting down his chopsticks and scolding the cook, but the hidden meaning here is not so simple, the act of controlling his body against his will stomped on Qin Zhan's nerves that had been tense since the day he learned that the system existed!
This nerve is called: is it a partner, or a puppet!
"The system, and you, subfish. β
"If what you need is a puppet, then don't bother, this body is not mine in the first place, you can take it and use it however you want!"
"System, you can directly transfer knowledge and experience to Ziyu, she can control this body, I guess you can too, right? Directly control it to exercise to the extent you want, and then go to the competition, all the way to the end, it will naturally revitalize the national arts, not me. β
"I'm just a dick, the kind of person with the largest population of more than a billion people in Great China, there is nothing worthy of you two to look up to, why bother to stir up my ambitions and instantly deprive me of control of my body when my wishes are not in line with yours?"
"Isn't it fun to watch a string idol struggle like a fool?!"
Ziyu was sobbing, and his heart hurt, but he stubbornly ignored her.
If the truth is as he said, then the world is probably like "Truman's World", the neighbors are fake, the parents are fake, and the love is also fake! How can he confirm whether Ziyu's affection is a performance or a sincere heart? Truman Burbank can choose to leave after learning the truth, what about him?
He doesn't expect to have the right to leave, but he must know that he is a marionette, and not a fool to show his efforts to the people who control everything behind him as a joke!
The system, which had been silent for a long time, spoke: "Please ask the host to offer compensation conditions." β
Suffered!
Ziyu watched as the bloodshot quickly filled Qin Zhan's eye frame, the figure-eight lines on both sides of his nose lifted, shaking up and down, his lips that had already dried up were grinning, blood was oozing, Bai Sensen's canine teeth were exposed, saliva was dripping between his lips and teeth, and the green tendons on both sides of his forehead instantly bloomed.
"Compensation?!I'll go to your m's compensation!Why don't you find the next fool!"
"Don't!" Ziyu flew towards him, but it was too late to stop him.
The blood-colored eyes and black pupils burned with mad flames, like hellish demons. At this moment, he completely lost his mind, lifted the cushion away, pulled out the pistol hidden under the sofa and aimed it at his temple, and pulled the trigger without the slightest hesitation!
The bullet is loaded, the double pistol does not require that the sleeve must be pulled, and the hammer is accurately chiseled on the firing pin!
"Click. β
"!!!" Qin Zhan hissed and scolded angrily, his voice was already broken.
Is the primer not lit? Is the system actually able to control the real world? Or is the world a fiction like The Matrix?
He doesn't care so much, he just wants to end his life before he is controlled!
Pulling the sleeve with all his might, the bullet in the chamber was dragged by the shell hook, and then it was ejected from the shell, spinning in the air, before it could land, the next bullet in the magazine had been pushed into the chamber, Qin Zhan once again aimed the muzzle at his head and pulled the trigger again!
As soon as his fingers were numb, he angrily found that he didn't even have the strength to pull the trigger, and then the lower arm and big arm were pressed hard.
Once again, he was deprived of control of his body, and Qin Zhan was already sad in his heart.
He was unwilling, and took advantage of the opportunity of Ziyu hanging on his right arm to swing his left arm fiercely, and his gums were loose and his nose bleeded for a long time with one punch.
"There's still a chance!"
He was so happy that he could hurt himself, and when he thought of this, endless sorrow welled up in his heart, and he turned his fist into a palm, stretched out two fingers to his eyes and poked them down.
His fingers seemed to touch the real thing, but his eyes did not have the expected pain, his shoulders tightened, and his lips were cold.
When I opened my eyes, it was a subfish.
She embraced him with open arms, her fingers poked at the back of her head, her tightly clamped shoulders unable to lift her pistol, and her occupied lips no longer growled.
He stood like this, and she kissed like that, and tears fell on his face, and then slipped quietly, and disappeared.
He laughed miserably.
"Qin Zhan, Qin Zhan, you haven't even seized the opportunity to die, what else is there to struggle? This body can only be used when others let it go, and it is so real that it can no longer be real! From now on, you can be a puppet with peace of mind and give up control of it!"
"his m's wonderful life, go to his m's love and love, his m's revitalization of the national arts, what does this have to do with you?! Amanda, good girl, I'm not me anymore, I'm sorry. β
Thinking like this, he ignored the system's urgent information and closed his eyes. 1800 Literature .1800wx.
......
After a long time, Qin Zhan's crazy nerves gradually cooled.
He found himself still standing there, Ziyu still holding him, the soft, cold tears of his lips still feeding back to his nervous system. Even though he didn't want to give any more commands to this body, his brain instinctively kept his body in balance.
"Oh, I don't even have the right to give it up. He laughed at himself, and then noticed that her lips had left and she had regained her ability to speak.
"Old Qin, Ziyu please, don't get excited, let's talk, okay?" Ziyu looked at him with teary eyes, and his beautiful eyes were full of distress.
"Oh, please, do I have the right to refuse?" he looked at her sarcastically.
He let go of his right hand, and there was no more obstruction, and the Boleta M92FS pistol slammed on the floor with a "poof", but Qin Zhan knew that once he thought of suicide again, his body would be out of his control again. He sat back, the floor transmitting the cold sensation to his brain through the thin pajama pants, and he didn't care, but she cried again.
"Old Qin, Ziyu is wrong, Ziyu shouldn't have controlled you at that time, forgive Ziyu, okay?" she pleaded in a low voice.
"There is nothing to forgive or not forgive, you are the master, I am a minion, when do you think you should control, it is right, the minion has no opinion. He taunted and made a kneeling gesture.
Seeing that the more the explanation became, the more chaotic it became, and the deeper the misunderstanding became, Ziyu couldn't cry.
"The system is not loaded with a program that enforces that the host must not commit suicide. The madness was over, and the voice of the system was finally able to reach his consciousness.
"Yo! Isn't this a big master! You're so well!" Qin Zhan planned to knock another one.
The system ignored him and said to himself:
"Reviving the national art is the core program set by the creator, and any conversation that contributes to the national art may trigger a temporary quest, which the host has the right to refuse and can revoke. β
"Amanda Seyfried became interested in Chinese martial arts and was willing to learn from her host. After calculation, teaching is conducive to the spread of martial arts and is an important part of the host's completion of the task, so the system provides temporary tasks for the host to choose. β
"After completing the 'Rise of the Scrapwood' quest, the health coach has been owned by the host, has an independent soul and thinking ability, preventing the host from committing suicide is not instructed by the system, if the host thinks that the health coach's behavior has caused harm to the host, the system will take it back, and select another soul according to the host's wishes to infuse the knowledge. β
Taking back, taking back Ziyu, Qin Zhan's heart set off a huge wave.
Since he finished customizing, Ziyu has been by his side, chatting with him, teaching him to refine medicine, accompanying him to exercise, teasing him to relieve boredom, eating and drinking with him, worrying about his schedule, encouraging him not to give up, and even having a husband and wife with him. Before she controlled his arm and hugged Amanda, Qin Zhan always thought that Ziyu would be the one who would always be by his side, always belong to him, and would not dislike him, betray him, or leave him.
However, everything that happened tonight was also because of her!
"Subfish. β
Qin Zhan said in a deep voice: "Your reason. β
She looked at him fixedly, tears couldn't stop churning, the establishment of trust was like a drop of water into ice, but the collapse of trust only needed a crack. Now that the rift has appeared, can it be repaired?
"Lao Qin, I shouldn't hide it from you, I just don't want you to be sad. β
"You can touch me because I'm stimulating your nervous system and giving you the illusion of touch, even if we ...... That's just a misjudgment made by your brain with neurofeedback. β
"I know you don't mind, and I know how much you like me and don't want this to be a knot in my heart. β
"But what you don't know is that I don't have a nervous system......"
Ziyu's words were like a lightning bolt in his mind, and he looked at her blankly, if what she said was true, then everything that happened tonight would make sense:
She has no nervous system, no sense of taste, no sense of touch, that ...... Yesterday she just made herself feel that she had untied the knot?
So, after meeting Amanda, she wants to find herself a real girlfriend, a human girl who can be touched, real, likes herself, and can make her heart move?
So, she loves herself so much that she doesn't want to refuse Amanda's pursuit, so she controls her arms to put her arms around another girl?
Therefore, when she committed suicide, she would rush over to stop it desperately, not hesitating to control and anger herself again, and begging to admit her mistake?
No matter how angry he was, how deep his guilt was, Qin Zhan could barely hold it back.
"You ...... How can you prove it?" he gritted his teeth, forcing himself to say something that hurt her.
The system was silent, flickering for a long time before saying:
"The host's soul crossing is the premise of activating the system, according to the core program, only the activator can complete the task, the system has not obtained the authorization to control the host's body and complete the task on its own, and the program is not loaded with any harmful behaviors to the host. But since the system programming cannot be displayed, it cannot be proven. β
He looked at Ziyu again.
Ziyu also looked at him, didn't say anything, just wiped away his tears, as if he wanted to imprint the most beautiful side in his heart, and suddenly smiled, with love, guilt, reluctance, and-resolutely.
"The health coach applied for a return, do you agree?" the system asked suddenly.
"Get out!"
"Please be precise, do you agree?"
"Don't agree! Get out of here!"
The system quietly disappeared, and he stepped forward and hugged her hard.
Ziyu could no longer keep smiling and cried loudly.
Qin Zhan hugged her like this, just like Fang Caizi Yu hugged him who was crazy.
Now, he knows how much Ziyu has suffered for him and how many worries he has carried, and it is the best way to let her vent at this moment, although he doesn't know if the soul body will be as sad as Daiyu, but she is a girl after all, and crying is her natural right.
Although it is still impossible to judge the rhetoric of the system and Ziyu, it is still impossible to confirm whether all this will be a new scam, but he is not Zhao Gou, Song Taizu Zhao Kuangyin was born in the wrong place, relying on Chen Qiao's mutiny and yellow robe to usurp power, so his descendants look at everyone as if they are going to rebel, and Qin Zhan will not be punished for "trumped-up" crimes.
If all this is still deception, then let me be a fool again!
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