Calm and calm Section 7, leaf wood
At the back door of Liu's house, Ye Mu was standing, but he didn't go in, just looked at a small building in a separate garden.
Si Dao came to Liufu many times and knew that the small building was Liu Yaoyao's residence.
However, a few years ago, Liu Yaoyao was already married, and I heard that she was married well, and she was the grandson of the first assistant of the dynasty, so she could be regarded as a good person.
Six years ago, he came to Liufu to find Liu Yuanjin to tell his heart. At that time, Liu Yaoyao still had a general relationship with Liu Yuanjin, but she was already sensible, and the etiquette on the surface was all thoughtful.
"Remember, more than 10 years ago, we were on our first mission here. ”
Si Dao suddenly appeared. Ye Mu pursed his lips, turned his head, and was about to leave.
"What's the matter??, or is it the same as when I was a child?"
Ye Mu looked back at Si Dao, paused and said, "My childhood behavior was wrong for me! I'm sorry. ”
Although he is cold, his attitude is too sincere.
"No, you know, bullying has a lifelong impact. Do you know how inferior I am because of this?"
"Even if I don't make a move, everyone else will!"
"Oh?!Does that mean you don't think you're doing something wrong?"
"No, it's my fault! I apologize to you. If you want my help in the future, just say it. However, seeing that you are so strong now, you don't need the help of a weak person like me. "Ye Mu is still very cold.
Growing up, he has always disliked Si Dao.
If there is no Si Dao, Ye Mu should be the first person of his generation who deserves to be Hehuan.
For some reason, since ten years ago, Si Dao suddenly changed to a different person, showing extraordinary talent and strength, and riding the dust.
He once wanted to catch up, but the more he chased, the more he found that the other party's back was getting farther and farther away, and it was simply impossible to see.
Si Dao is also not interested in Ye Mu. The aura of the two people is incompatible.
However, for more than two months, I haven't looked up and I haven't seen each other, and the relationship between the two is not as cold as before, and it's okay to talk occasionally.
"You don't need to say that, you are the successor of the sect. And I am destined not to build the avenue. Si Dao was half teasing and half comforting.
Ye Mu's originally soothing face suddenly became more stiff, as if Si Dao had said the wrong thing.
"I'm sorry, but I have no ill will. I'm just stating the facts. ”
"If I had a choice, I'd rather not have a boulevard. Ye Mu said.
When he spoke, his eyes were dead and dull, like a dead man. Soon, however, he reverted to apathy.
He looked at Si Dao and said, "Actually, I should thank you! At that time, I had a preliminary grasp of sword intent and was extremely confident, but I lost to you. If you hadn't beaten me then, I wouldn't have been so disheartened, and I wouldn't have met her again......"
He didn't go any further.
"Have you seen her since?" asked Si Dao.
"I've seen it a few times from afar. She is doing well, she is already a mother, and she is much better behaved than when she first met. As he spoke, a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, as if he remembered something.
He smiled happily, but his eyes were red.
"Does she know?" asked Si Dao again,
Ye Mu shook his head: "Don't bother, that's all I can do." ”
"I used to think the same way a long, long time ago. Si Dao smiled self-deprecatingly.
"And now?"
"Now I feel that if my heart is miserable, then it is better to see you again and make it clear. ”
"Even if I wanted to, the other party might not be willing. ”
"People should be selfish. Why let it be so painful to live?" Si Dao sighed.
"Hmph! I now feel that love makes people happy, but it also makes people hurt. If I had a choice, I'd rather never have one. When you and Sister Mullo are separated, you will understand how I feel. ”
"Then wouldn't you be just in time to guide me?" said Si Dao, jokingly.
"As a repayment for your favor, I would be happy to do so. But I only owe you once. Ye Mu said seriously.
Si Dao was amused by the other party's seriousness: "If you want to talk about human feelings, didn't you save my life when you were here?"
Ye Mu could feel the casualness of the other party's tone. He exhaled solemnly: "I just don't like the way you look." You seem to know everything. In front of you, I am like a junior. Brother Yuan Jin, Uncle Shi, and even the demon dragon Tsing Yi all regard you as an equal. I really don't understand. ”
Ye Mu continued: "Just like at the beginning, I obviously saved you. But you don't seem to be grateful. You even come into contact with demons and repeatedly violate taboos. Obviously, what I did was right. Love and the road can't be both, so I let down the people I love. Demons and humans don't share the same sky, so I never be soft when I kill demons. But why, every time I see you, I feel like I'm the wrong person. ”
"Is there really a right or wrong in this world? And even if there is, it's important? Besides, I'm the one who is locked up. ”
Indeed, in fact, Si Dao is a person who is imprisoned, a person who has done wrong.
"I don't know!" Ye Mu shook his head, "Should Xiu Xian really abandon everything? Xiu Xian, should abandon his own children, since he didn't love him, why did he give birth to him?"
Saying that, Ye Mu didn't want to talk anymore, waved his hand, and said goodbye to Si Dao.
Si Dao also had no way to answer Ye Mu. He made a choice and chose to abandon the avenue. However, the person he loved, Homulo, was not like that.
He smiled, not wanting to think about unhappy things anymore. This matter has been bothering for a long time, and it has not been resolved.
In that case, why should he bother with himself again?
He looked at the sky and began to miss He Muluo, the soft body of the other party, and the faint fragrance of plum blossoms in the other party.
......
It was night, the third watch, Si Dao didn't sleep, but he saw Jiang Yichen appear on the hoarfrost all over the ground.