This dream will not last long like a flower in the moon mirror in the water, but Zhuang Mengdie must hold it tightly and use all her energy to desperately protect and maintain, even if it will not last long, even if it will be broken one day, she will never give up, therefore, she has no time to take care of and share the rest.

Brother Jingyue, I'm sorry, Mengdie knows your affection for Mengdie, and you also know that you want to protect Mengdie, but Mengdie can't accept all this you want to give, and Mengdie is not worth your effort for Mengdie, I'm sorry, Brother Jingyue, I'm sorry......

"Brother Jingyue, Mengdie retired. ”

Zhuang Mengdie bowed deeply to Yang Jingyue, she bowed, and couldn't afford to say this sentence for a long time, for Yang Jingyue, she was guilty, deeply guilty, not only because she couldn't accept and respond to his deep love for her, but also because, in fact, those pasts that Yang Jingyue couldn't let go of were just her use of him, and she Zhuang Mengdie never gave his sincerity to Yang Jingyue.

In the past, Zhuang Mengdie had doubted whether she really had sincerity, or if it was her sincerity, she had already tried to please her revered mother again and again, and it had been completely wiped out when she suffered ruthless blows again and again.

In that case, the only emotion she has has already been tied to Zhuang Feiyu's body, and she may still be able to treat others with sincerity? What's more, she is just acting in front of Yang Chengyun to Yang Jingyue.

But she never thought that her on-the-spot acting, her hypocrisy, but in exchange for a Yang Jingyue who has always been in love with her. For such affection, Zhuang Mengdie is not only guilty of Yang Jingyue, but also a little afraid. thought she knew that if a love was too deep, it would produce obsession, and obsession was often a double-edged sword.

This double-edged sword, if she hurts herself, Zhuang Mengdie will admit it, but she can't let Zhuang Feiyu receive any damage, especially Zhuang Feiyu, who has not yet recovered his mind, for him now, everything before has nothing to do with him, and he doesn't owe anyone.

The matter has come to this point, and it is inconvenient for Yang Jingyue to keep Zhuang Mengdie, he knows that he can't keep her people, let alone her heart. Zhuang Mengdie bowed respectfully to him, making his heart ache unbearable, he couldn't say anything, and after a long time, he finally got up from his seat and took the lead in leaving the secret room of the study.

Hearing the footsteps of Yang Jingyue leaving, Zhuang Mengdie finally straightened up slowly, and left the secret room without hesitation, leaving Yang Jingyue's study.

Zhuang Mengdie wanted to go out of the palace and return home directly, but she happened to meet Li Qiushuang on the palace road, and at the dinner that night, although Zhuang Mengdie and Li Qiushuang did not say a few words, they could be regarded as acquaintances.

Seeing Zhuang Mengdie's hurried steps, Li Qiushuang stepped forward with a smile on her face and invited Zhuang Mengdie to sit in her palace, Zhuang Mengdie just wanted to refuse, but unexpectedly Li Qiushuang took the first step, stepped forward and took her arm cordially, and warmly invited.

Thinking of Li Qiushuang's hospitality, Zhuang Mengdie had to smile lightly and go to her palace with Li Qiushuang.

......

It wasn't until nightfall, patiently using the dinner specially prepared by Li Qiushuang for himself, that Zhuang Mengdie said goodbye to Li Qiushuang and left the palace to return to the palace.

When Zhuang Mengdie returned to Zhuang Feiyu's mansion, it was already Haishi, and after asking Gu Wanli, she knew that Zhuang Feiyu had fallen asleep at this moment.

After Zhuang Mengdie bathed and changed clothes under Gu Wanli's service, she drank a cup of hot tea, and then leaned on the soft collapse as if relieved. Gu Wanli saw Zhuang Mengdie's tired face, so he stepped forward and gently rubbed her shoulders.

Zhuang Mengdie closed her eyes comfortably and asked softly, "After I enter the palace today, is the second emperor brother okay?"

Seeing that Zhuang Mengdie closed her eyes, and the tired appearance just now gradually faded, Gu Wanli freed up one hand and flicked his fingers towards the nearest palace lamp, and a strong wind rushed out, extinguishing the wick in the palace lamp.

"Master, less than half an hour after you left, His Royal Highness has been clamoring to find you, and he has to go out of the mansion to find you. The slaves and maids even coaxed and deceived, and even used threats, which stabilized His Royal Highness in the palace. When Gu Wanli talked about the Second Highness who gave her a headache, she still had some palpitations, fortunately, Zhuang Mengdie was back, if she was delayed in the palace like last time, Gu Wanli really couldn't imagine the angry and ruined look when Zhuang Feiyu woke up and still couldn't see Zhuang Mengdie.

After listening to Gu Wanli's words, the corners of Zhuang Mengdie's mouth slightly hooked up a touch, she had been tired and tired since she came back from the palace, and now, the first smile after returning to the palace finally appeared on her face.

"You can even use threats to you who have always listened to the words of the second emperor brother, it seems that the second emperor brother is tossing enough in the palace. Zhuang Mengdie's eyes seemed to have appeared in front of Zhuang Feiyu's noisy appearance at this moment, and the smile on the corner of her mouth couldn't help but deepen.

"Master, you don't know how much the people in the house are looking forward to your return, you went to see the peach blossoms in the imperial garden tomorrow, but they were all picked by the angry Second Highness and thrown all over the ground. There is also the cook in the dining room who was also tossed enough by His Royal Highness Second Highness, and what he made was what His Royal Highness loved to eat on weekdays, but His Royal Highness either said that it was salty, or that it was light, in short, how to do it, and the meals and snacks sent could not satisfy His Royal Highness. ”

"I finally coaxed the Second Highness to have dinner, and prepared warm water in the bath for him, but I can't satisfy the Second Highness, after you leave the palace, the Second Highness will not be idle for a moment, the slave estimates, he is afraid that if he can't see you when he is free, his heart will be uncomfortable......"

"Then, is the second emperor brother having a good dinner today?" Listening to Gu Wanli chattering about Zhuang Feiyu's trivial matters for a while, Zhuang Mengdie asked.

"I made a fuss for a while, and in the end, for the sake of the master, you specially instructed him to eat well, it can be regarded as eating a lot. After Gu Wanli finished speaking, he hesitated for a while, and then spoke again: "Master, do you think that when His Royal Highness first woke up, although he was quite unreasonable in order to protect you when he was a child, he was not as noisy as he is now, and now he ...... Now...... It seems that you are really spoiled by your master. ”

"If it goes on like this, I don't know if the Second Highness can grow into the elegance and gentleness he once had?" Gu Wanli deliberately sighed with a worried face, looking at Zhuang Mengdie and said quietly.

Zhuang Mengdie was amused by Gu Wanli's appearance, and the depressed mood of coming back from the palace was suddenly swept away, she got up and took another sip of tea, thought about it, and finally straightened her clothes and was about to go out.

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