It wasn't until Yuan Xi recovered that Chaosheng returned to the Changming Palace. There are thousands of colds, and Chaosheng is very relieved of Yuan Yu's injury. And she has a knot in her heart and doesn't want to see him.

If it had been before, of course, she would not have paid attention to Yuan Xi's thoughts. Even if Yuan Xi really loves her, she can be selfish, ignoring his sincerity and treating him as an object that makes her happy. Originally, he was kept by his side at first, but it was just because he had some similarities with Zhu Yu in the past.

But now, she can't bear it. He was so good, she couldn't bear to abuse his heart so badly. Especially seeing him blocking the front for himself, Chaosheng only felt unbearable when he thought of this.

"Don't you dare to look directly into your heart?"

"Does the Divine Monarch want to continue to deceive himself?"

That man's words almost became a curse, making Asahi irritable.

"Asahi Sheng. "It's Hara's voice.

Chaosheng sat on the stone bench outside the Agarwood Hall and looked back at him.

He walked slowly in a light-colored robe—he used to wear dark colors, especially black.

I don't know if it's an illusion or what, Chaosheng always feels that he is much taller than when he first came to Changming Palace, and there is less youthfulness between his eyebrows, but he is still as open-spirited as a teenager, sunny and bright. He took away his unruly look in front of her, but he still couldn't hide the unruliness and sparseness in his bones. But in this way, he is more vivid and pure. As bright and dazzling as when we first saw it. Such a clean and gentle smile, such an awkward and warm person.

Yes, you can always see the shadow of the person in front of him, but he is always drowning in the light and shadow of the person in front of him.

Chaosheng was a little distracted.

Because he had been seriously injured before, his face was still a little pale, and he looked a little thin and weak, and the fine sunlight sprinkled between his eyebrows added a little warmth to him.

He was already very good-looking, so it seemed even more deceitful.

In this way, it is indeed not like it at all. Whether it is physical appearance or character and heart, there is no similarity.

Not at all.

But Chaosheng seems to be relieved a lot.

He walked over like that, hunting in long clothes, as if with all the warm colors of heaven and earth.

"What are you thinking, little girl?" said Yuan Xi again.

Chaosheng tilted his head to meditate, indeed like a little girl who is ignorant of the world but wants to pretend to be deep. Yuan Yu chuckled, and there was love and tenderness in his eyes that could not be dissolved.

"Yuan Xi, I am more than a thousand years older than you, and I am indeed not a child. ”

Chaosheng's expression was as calm and indifferent as before, which reminded Yuan Xi of what she looked like in her fantasy world. Indifferent and detached, cold and arrogant, this was originally her.

Yuan Yu chuckled, "In my eyes, you have always been you. ”

Chaosheng did not delve into this sentence.

But Yuan Xi still felt bitter in his heart. Just because he was mortal, she was a god, and because she was thousands of years older than him, could he never get near her?

Seeing that Chaosheng's hair was scattered, Yuan Yu said, "I'll help you comb your hair." ”

"Good. She said.

Not rejecting him seemed to have become a habit, even an instinct, and she had already responded before she had time to think. Chaosheng was a little annoyed.

In front of the dresser, Yuan Xi looked extremely serious and moved extremely gently, as if he was not just combing someone's hair, but carving a rare treasure.

Looking at the movements of his hands in the mirror, Chaosheng remembered what he had said to her in the illusion.

"Do you know what it means for a man to tie his hair for a woman in the mortal world?"

"In mortal folklore, men tie their hair for women to express their affection. I want to be with her forever and never separate. ”

"I curled your hair for you, that's what it means in the mortal world. ”

After all, I have to make it clear to him, Chaosheng thought.

Glancing at all kinds of hairpin beads in the dresser, Yuan Yu asked Chaosheng, "Which hairpin do you want to wear today?"

Chao Sheng glanced at the dresser without much interest, "There are still two boxes of hairpins in the cabinet on the right, you can take them out." ”

"Good. ”

The "two boxes" really shocked Yuan Xi Where is this "box", it is clearly a "box". There are more than 100 beaded hairpins in two wooden boxes, and all of them are exquisitely made, beautiful and vulgar. Rao is a man like Yuan Yu, and he also thinks those hairpins are beautiful.

However, what made Yuan Yu even more curious was that Chaosheng had never curled his hair before, so why did he have so many hairpins.

Of course, that's what he asked her.

Chao Sheng looked at those hairpins indifferently and said, "I liked these very much when I was young, but at that time, my father and mother were not around, and the people who took care of me naturally didn't care about all my needs, so I didn't have them at that time, but I wanted them." Now I can have everything I want, so I always like to collect it, and I always feel that it is not enough. What was lacking in the past, no matter how much it is now, it will not be able to make up for it after all. ”

"But I didn't particularly like any of them, I just wanted to collect them, that's all. Chaosheng said.

Yuan Xi felt sorry for the loneliness of her childhood, and at the same time felt that she wanted to say much more than that.

"So, are you making up for your past regrets?" he asked.

Chao Sheng smiled indifferently, "Regret...... Regrets are not good to make up. There was helplessness and relief in her eyes.

Chaosheng looked at Yuan Yu's cherished gaze and only felt uncomfortable. She thought of what someone had said to her before, "If a person loves you, then there will be pity and pity in his eyes, and if he doesn't love enough, there will only be a desire to possess." ”

He probably really loved her, she thought. But the more so, the more she should make it clear to him. If you don't say it now, it will be even more cruel later.

"It's true for things, it's true for people," she said. That's all I love about anything or people. Not so profound. Whether it's the same, how much is the same, it's not a must, you can discard it at any time when you don't like it, or even put it in a box like these hairpins and ignore it. ”

Yuan Xi felt her heart throb fiercely, a little sad, she still had the heart of a child in the end. In addition to being sad, she felt cold and even a little flustered, did she find something?

"So ......"

"So don't love me, Hara-mi. I don't have a love for you, and my love is very selfish, just to satisfy myself. I have no affection or obsession for you. ”

Yuan Yu smiled bitterly, she should have guessed a long time ago, didn't she? But the heart that thinks it is invincible still hurts.

After not seeing her for so long, and when they met, they didn't ask him how his injuries were, but said such sad things, he thought, she was really ruthless. But he still coveted her kindness to him in the past, and coveted her rare smile.

"You...... How do you know? How do you know...... I adore you......"

Chaosheng did not answer him.

He thought he was well disguised, he thought he wouldn't know if he didn't say it. Originally...... She could see it all.

"Actually, if you didn't mention it, I probably wouldn't have said it so early, and maybe never did. I'd rather be like this, always by your side like I am now. But you got the other out of the way. Yuan Xi lowered his eyes, not daring to look into her eyes. If he saw the slightest disgust and disgust in her eyes, he would not be able to stand it.

Yuan Yu barely suppressed the sadness and uneasiness in his heart. "Now that you know, will you let me go? Let me get out of here, out of ...... Are you around?"

Without waiting for Chaosheng to answer him, Yuan Yu hurriedly said, "Chaosheng, don't let me go, okay, let me stay with you like this, you just treat this as if this never happened, we are still the same as before, okay?" The corners of his eyes were slightly red, and his eyes seemed to be full of moisture, wet, and he looked extremely well-behaved and pitiful. is obviously neither humble nor arrogant, but the words spoken are like humble begging. He was born arrogant in the past, and he had never been so low-voiced, but now he is like this, but he is as happy as he is.

"How can it be that nothing has happened? how can it still be the same as before?" Chaosheng also had a moment of amazement, it was really good like before. But there are some things that are just hard to recover.

Yuan Xi felt that his heart was as cold as ice at this moment, and the chill that surged up in his heart spread to all his limbs, deep into the bone marrow, and cold to the bone. There was a moment of despair, and he thought she was going to drive him away, that she was going to abandon him.

He hurriedly grabbed Chaosheng's sleeve, "No, you said that you want me to stay here with you." You forcibly left me behind, and you would rather kill me than keep me here. At first, I didn't want to die, but now I'm willing. You are not allowed to pay your debts. ”

"I ......"

Now that he has completely said it, Yuan Xi doesn't care about anything, but becomes a scoundrel: "You wanted to leave me at the beginning, but now even if you let me go, I won't leave, I won't leave, or you kill me." ”

The more Yuan Xi spoke, the more justified he became, and even full of confidence, from his pitiful appearance, he instantly became the obedient young man who was not afraid of heaven and earth before.

Chaosheng looked at him like this, and he was a little distressed. Originally, he had a strong and proud backbone, but now he is willing to bow his head humbly.

Chaosheng looked at him and said, "I didn't plan to let you leave here. After all, you have inherited the priesthood of Chuji, if you leave, who will help me do those troublesome things. ”

It was originally very ruthless, but now she left him just so that he could do things for her. But Yuan Xi still felt that his body warmed up instantly, as if he was alive again. It's just that she asked him to stay, to stay with her, and that's enough.

"In the future, you will worship Chu Ji as a teacher, and let him teach you everything he knows and what he knows. I have told him these things, and he has agreed. "If he doesn't agree, he has to agree.

This is the price that Chaosheng made Chu Ji pay. Before Chu Ji, he had always been alone, alone, and never accepted apprentices. Now Chaosheng has helped Chu Ji so much, as long as it is such a price, it is already very cheap for him.

"You tried your best to help him, but in the end you gave me the benefits......" Yuan Yu was a little in a trance, "You are still so good to me...... "When she was in the Ethereal Immortal Gate, she said that she couldn't be cheap Chu Ji, and she must get these back. At that time, he also asked her how to get it back, and she said, "You'll know when the time comes." It turned out to be for him. It turned out that she had already thought about it. Even if I know my mind now, I haven't changed my previous decision. Does that mean that she doesn't hate him, and maybe even likes him a little?

Yuan Xi thought so, and laughed at himself for deceiving himself.