Chapter 267: The Choice of Jiang Yu for History Repeating Itself
Darkness gradually shrouded the earth, the moonlight was bright, the stars were dotted, the shadows of the trees were swaying, the evening breeze was blowing, the red maples were dancing with the wind, a bonfire was lit by the gurgling stream, and the two figures leaning against each other stared at the fish roasted on the sparks, listening to the sound of insects in the silent night, smiling and peaceful, like a song and picturesque.
Yu Man put his hands on his cheeks and asked, "You didn't say that you hate fake things, why do you still use spells to catch fish?"
Jiang Yu replied half-jokingly and half-seriously: "It's not all because you're too abrasive, it's dark this day, can't you really go to bed hungry?"
Yu Man lowered his eyes hurriedly, the thick long eyelashes under the willow eyebrows trembled gently, his fair and translucent little face was dotted with the red glow of the setting sun, and his pink lips were slightly opened, but he didn't refute his words again, and he was so shy that it was difficult to speak.
"Is my man'er shy?" he asked, his tone playful and smiling.
"Who is shy?" she raised her eyes to look directly at him, her clear eyes seemed to reflect thousands of stars, and the red glow on her pretty face spread mercilessly to her neck, showing all her shyness at a glance.
He slowly approached her ear, felt the unique fragrance of her body, and whispered with a smile, "Then what are you blushing?"
"How can I ...... What kind of smell is it? The fish is burnt, burned!" Yu Man was about to refute, when she suddenly smelled a burnt smell, she pointed to the charred grilled fish, and kept pushing Jiang Yu.
Jiang Yu hurriedly turned around to get the grilled fish on the branch, and tasted it first, only to feel that it was so burnt that he couldn't swallow it at all, this kind of thing naturally couldn't be eaten by Man'er, he shrugged helplessly and said, "It seems that it can only be re-roasted." ”
Yu Man snatched the grilled fish into his hand, picked up a small piece of fish meat with his jade fingers and tasted it, nodded frequently: "Although it is burnt, the taste is reluctant, so be it!"
"Man'er, I've wronged you. Jiang Yu said this to her again, he really felt indebted to her, he only hurt her when he had the ability to give her happiness, but she was able to be by his side when he was down, he owed her too much, so much that he couldn't count it.
"I'm not wronged, I'm willing!" she leaned on his shoulder, eating the grilled fish that wasn't delicious at all, but her heart was filled with sweetness.
They went from hating each other when they met, to hurting each other when they hated each other, and then to knowing and cherishing each other after hurting, which is right and wrong, grievances and hatreds, and it has long been impossible to calculate who owes whom, she only knows that her father used his life to force her to kill the only person around her, and Jiang Yu is willing to exchange her life for her comfort, the thing she regrets the most is to marry him in order to be angry with her father, but the thing she regrets the least is to leave with him today, so there is no grievance, only willingness.
The starry sky tonight is surprisingly beautiful, more beautiful than Jiang Yu has ever seen before, he took her shoulder, under the red maple tree, conjured up a chic wooden house, the house was brightly lit, fully furnished, he kissed her forehead, and said with a smile: "Autumn is more dewy, I will take you to rest." ”
Yu Man shook his head to show that he was unwilling, he conjured up a brown-red fox fur, and used his hair to block all the frost and cold for her, she stroked the fox fur, the soft and comfortable touch made her feel warm, she snuggled in his arms, her beautiful eyes were slightly closed, and it didn't take long to fall asleep.
The sound of shallow breathing reassured him, and he hugged her tightly, his handsome and flawless cheeks pressed against her hair, and when he closed his eyes, the curvature of his lips was more delicate than that of the moon, warm as jade, and as elegant as the wind.
The insects around were all asleep, and in the quiet night, there was only the murmuring of the stream and the sound of both of them breathing symmetrically and soothingly, and the person sleeping peacefully in his arms suddenly heard a shallow cry, which startled Jiang Yu to open his eyes immediately.
Yu Man closed his eyes and frowned, there were two crystal tears on his red face, Jiang Yu reached out and touched her forehead, only then did he realize that she had symptoms of high fever again, he hurriedly carried her to the wooden house, calling her name while running, but she didn't respond at all, he was so afraid, afraid that she would fall asleep again and abandon him.
He put Yu Man lightly on the bed, pulled the futon to cover her, held her hot little hand against his forehead, a sense of powerlessness arose, his heart fire power can heal all external injuries, but can not save Yu Man, because the child in her womb inherited his blood and bones, with endless fire and spirit power, she is just a mortal body, naturally can't bear it, but he is not willing to turn her into a demon, his Man'er should be independent and casual, he is unwilling to force her.
Throughout the night, Jiang Yu kept wetting the Jinpa, gently wiping her hot little face over and over again, trying to cool her down, and when the first rays of sunlight fell on the ground at the window lattice, Yu Man woke up.
"Man'er, you scared me to death, I thought, I thought...... It's good that you wake up, is there anything uncomfortable, are you hungry?What do you want to eat, do you want to drink water......" Jiang Yu was so excited that he was incoherent, his dark eyes were shining with joy, but his face was indescribably tired, he took her little hand and put it to his lips and kept pouting, holding his rare treasures in the palm of his hand, no one could touch them.
Yu Man shook his head and smiled lightly: "I'm fine, I guess I stayed in the water for too long yesterday, and I caught a cold, but I'm all fine now, you see." She was about to get up by holding on to the edge of the bed, and the feeling of dizziness forced her to fall back to the bed again, and when she forced herself to get up again, Jiang Yu hurriedly helped her up and pulled her into her arms, unwilling to let go for a long time, she stroked his hair, and said: "Fool, I just slept for a while, what are you doing?"
The warmth from the shoulder socket touched her heart deeply, and she gently pushed him away, held his cheek again, looked at his hazy eyes, closed her eyes and took the initiative to send her tenderness, soothing his wounded heart.
After a long time, the two slowly left each other, and after looking at each other and smiling, they hugged each other affectionately.
In the next ten days, Yu Man would repeat the situation of high fever and fainting every night, but during the day, she was as radiant as if nothing happened, sometimes gentle and lovely, sometimes proud and arrogant, sometimes coquettish, she was like a thrush, her small mouth chattered non-stop, and seemed to say everything she wanted to say in her life in these days, she didn't like to laugh before, but during this time she always raised the corners of her lips, her eyebrows and eyes smiled, she also liked to walk barefoot on the ground full of maple leaves, listening to the "rustle" The sound of the sound is particularly satisfying.
Jiang Yu guarded her inch by inch, even to buy some food and clothing, it was also a doppelganger technique, he really did it in his eyes and heart, and he was willing to imprison himself by her side.
When she was quiet, he held the jade flute and played a song of Hongchen Acacia, when she was about to go into the water, he carried her into the stream, and every little thing around her was done by himself, but he never felt tired, but was very distressed, especially distressed.
But today is close to noon, Yu Man still hasn't woken up, Jiang Yu is anxious, holding his forehead and pacing back and forth in front of the bed, after a few days of getting along, he has already given birth to a selfish idea, he also wants to get rid of the child in her womb just to leave her.
Thousands of years ago, the real reason for his mother's misfortune was actually because she wanted to forcibly leave herself, he knew, he always knew, but he didn't want to admit it, he counted his mother's death, the demise of the fox clan, and the pain and suffering of being sealed in the painting for thousands of years on Ling Cheng's head. But at this moment, he finally understood why Ling Cheng wanted to get rid of himself thousands of years ago, because he was the same as the child in Man'er's womb, he was the one who would kill his mother, they didn't love the child, but they loved the child's mother more, and he found that he couldn't hate Ling Cheng anymore, because as a father, he was about to make the same choice as him.
Jiang Yu clenched his fists, looked back at the sleeping person on the bed, and suddenly smiled sadly, he slowly approached her side and sat up, reached out and touched her hot forehead, and immediately withdrew his hand, and then stared at her high lower abdomen, his big hand was spread out, and the heart fire mark in his palm flashed with dazzling red light, he lightly covered her lower abdomen, and the whole person couldn't stop trembling.
He had tried every means to keep the child, so he did not hesitate to tie up Yu Man and hurt her again and again, but now, he still had to kill his own child with his own hands, which made him deeply disgusted, but he had no choice.
When he finally made up his mind, Yu Man suddenly held his hand, gently smoothed the sorrow between his eyebrows, smiled sweetly at him, and said, "I just had a long, long dream, in which there are you, me, and a five-year-old girl, her little eyebrows are curved like crescent moons, her big eyes blink like a crescent moon, and she has a beautiful little nose and cherry mouth, which is beautiful." That's right! There are two pear nests on her pink little face with a smile, just like Ji Nuan, so strange, she is obviously our child, how can she be like Ji Nuan? But she is so cute, so cute that I can't even bear to leave, so I slept for a while, don't worry, I'm fine. ”
"Man'er, I'm sorry! I'm sorry......" Jiang Yu held her little hand tightly, repeating the apology over and over again, the child she told about made his already not firm heart shake again, he has no right to deprive a child of the right to live, but if Man'er can't live, how can he talk about children?
"I'm sorry what? It's noon, why don't I go cook yet, I want to eat the green porridge I saw in the painting, it looks very delicious, I was angry and smashed it at that time, and then I thought about it and felt like a pity, can you still do it?" Yu Man did not expose his intentions, but changed the topic, in fact, she dared to leave everything and leave with him, because she knew that her time was short, if she would kill the child in her womb in order to survive, it would be impossible to leave with him.
She shook his hand, her eyes were full of anticipation, Jiang Yu finally nodded, but in fact, he had already given birth to a despicable idea, he wanted to use his heart and blood to turn her into a demon, so that she and the child could live, even if she would blame herself afterwards and would be in pain, he had to do it.