Extra-Nirvana 1

The Fire Phoenix clan has had to attain Nirvana for rebirth since ancient times, and every time Nirvana has to be burned by the flames, it is painful to live.

As they grow older, the Fire Phoenix Clan can also self-perceive the day of their nirvana.

Although Feng Luan has only achieved nirvana once, after all, he is old, and now Ye is more than 10,000 years old.

This time, she had a strong sense that she was about to reach Nirvana.

But this did not make Feng Luan feel at ease, but he couldn't sleep.

That night, Shen Yu had just closed his eyes when he heard the person beside him sigh deeply.

He slowly opened his eyes and looked at Feng Luan's body with his back to him.

Shen Yu hugged the man from behind, leaned his head on the top of Feng Luan's head, and said in a low voice, "What's wrong? ”

Feng Luan turned around and hugged Shen Yu, feeling uncomfortable.

Shen Yu kissed Feng Luan's forehead, and said in a soft tone: "If you are unhappy, say it, don't hold it in your heart." ”

She looked up at Shen Yu, ruffled his hair in her hand, and said, "Brother Shen Yu, if I'm not by your side anymore, what are you going to do?"

These words frightened Shen Yu, his phoenix eyes widened, and his voice trembled slightly: "I...... Am I doing something wrong again? Luan, you name it, I ...... I'm willing to change. ”

Shen Yu's eyes were very dim, and he looked extremely pitiful.

Feng Luan suddenly couldn't bear to tell him.

Can...... After all, this is an unavoidable matter.

It's just that Feng Luan still wants to escape at this moment.

She shook her head, reached out to hug Shen Yu's neck, and said, "No, Brother Shen Yu treats me very well, I just suddenly thought about it." ”

Shen Yu breathed a sigh of relief, kissed the top of her head, and said, "Don't ask such things in the future, I will be scared too." ”

Feng Luan didn't fall asleep all night, she had to sigh a few times from time to time, and Shen Yu didn't sleep well because of this.

Shen Yu knew in his heart that this person probably really had something to say, but he didn't dare to ask again.

If she did want to leave, he wanted to pretend he didn't know.

Early the next morning, Feng Luan got up quietly, she looked at the person beside her, lowered her head and kissed his thin lips.

I don't know when she may not be able to kiss Shen Yu one day.

Feng Luan couldn't help but reach out and gently caress the man's smooth forehead, two rows of small fan-like eyelashes, a high nose bridge, and thin lips.

She found that there was a small red mole on Shen Yu's neck, and she couldn't help but reach out and stroke it.

It turned out that her brother Shen Yu still had many characteristics that she hadn't noticed.

When the two of them were together, she didn't pay attention to these small details at all, and now that she was leaving, she seriously explored all of him.

Feng Luan couldn't help but shed a tear when he thought about it, which happened to fall on the person's small fan.

The man's eyes trembled slightly, and Feng Luan hurriedly wiped away the tears on his cheeks and turned his back.

She waited for a long time, but did not wait for any movement from the man.

Feng Luan turned around at this time, and it turned out that the person had not woken up at all.

She sniffed, rolled over, and went out.

It wasn't until the door was closed that the man lying on the bed slowly opened his eyes and reached out to wipe away the tears from his eyes.

Shen Yu's eyes trembled, and his heart was full of uneasiness.

What is the matter, why does Feng Luan refuse to tell him?

Could it really be the one she asked last night?

Is she leaving?

Shen Yu looked at the door fixedly, his eyes scattered.

Feng Luan went out, and she didn't know where she should go, and she was very confused.

How much time is left?

Shen Yu would have known sooner or later, if she hadn't told him, how sad Shen Yu would have been when she reached Nirvana.

Feng Luan couldn't help but cry, if he couldn't wake up this time, would he tell Shen Yu to wait for three or five hundred years?

That's just so unfair.

Shen Yu was so good to her, how could she make Shen Yu suffer like this?

Feng Luan went to Fengming Mountain alone and flew on a tree trunk.

She lay down, leaning against the tree behind her back and closed her eyes.

Probably because he hadn't slept all night, Feng Luan fell into a dream not long after he closed his eyes.

"Luan, why didn't you tell me?"

Feng Luan turned his head violently and looked at Shen Yu who was standing behind him, his eyes full of surprise.

She hurriedly lowered her head, not daring to look at him.

"You know everything?"

Shen Yu looked at her angrily and walked towards her step by step.

Feng Luan watched his footsteps getting closer and closer, raised his head slightly, and saw that the man's brows were tightly knit and his expression was very serious.

Feng Luan said in a low voice: "Brother Shen Yu, are you angry with me?"

Shen Yu sneered and said, "Angry, Fengluan, you are really selfish, the biggest mistake I made in my life was to be with you." Why do you think I'll wait for you all the time?"

She was stunned, and the man's questioning made her cry uncontrollably.

Shen Yu saw her tears, instead of feeling distressed, he said sharply with a cold face: "I really don't know what you will do besides crying, for decades and hundreds of years, don't you feel bored?"

Feng Luan looked at Shen Yu cautiously, he had never spoken to her like this.

It seems that I am really angry today.

She tugged at his sleeve and said in a low voice: "Brother Shen Yu, I know it's wrong, I shouldn't hide it from you, I just ...... I can't bear to see you sad. ”

Shen Yu sneered, her eyes were as cold as if there was no temperature, Feng Luan unconsciously shivered, she was a little afraid of such a Shen Yu.

He shook off her hand holding his sleeve and said, "Since you don't want me to be sad, you should leave me happily, and entangle me like you, even if Nirvana refuses to let me go for a hundred years, what is it that you are sad about?"

Feng Luan was stunned, she seemed to understand what Shen Yu meant.

Did he mean that she should stop pestering him?

But he obviously didn't say that before, he said that he couldn't do without her, why is it like this now?

Feng Luan looked at his face in surprise and sadness, it was still that beautiful face to the extreme, but it was so strange at the moment.

Finally, the man couldn't stand her silence anymore and said, "Don't torture me anymore, Fengluan, let's reconcile." ”

Feng Luan woke up from her dream suddenly, she gasped for breath, and the words in the dream seemed to still echo in her ears.

She closed her eyes and leaned against the trunk behind her.

Shen Yu may also think so, if it were her, he might not want to endure thousands of years of lonely waiting.

Feng Luan didn't dare to sleep anymore, just closed his eyes, and his mind was full of this matter.

It wasn't until the sun went down that she heard Shen Yu's voice that she slowly opened her eyes.

"Luan, are you there?"

She flew down the tree and followed the man's voice, each step felt like stepping on the edge of a knife, and it was extremely uncomfortable.

Shen Yu saw her from a distance, so he trotted two steps forward, took her hand, and said, "It's so late, why don't you go home yet?"

Feng Luan shook his head, touched his nose and said, "I'...... I just fell asleep. ”

Shen Yu reached out and nodded her nose with a smile on her face, and said, "You, you, you disappeared early in the morning, I thought you were angry with me again and ran away from home." ”

She didn't speak, just kept her head down.

The smile in Shen Yu's eyes gradually faded, and he looked at the silent person in front of him, and he had a feeling that he was about to lose her.

This feeling made Shen Yu feel uneasy.

He suddenly hugged Feng Luan horizontally, Feng Luan was obviously startled, and instinctively grabbed his neck.

She looked up at him and said, "What are you doing?"

Shen Yu pulled out a smile and said, "It's been a long time since I walked around with my wife, and today can be regarded as my wife's fulfillment of my wish." ”

When Feng Luan heard this, his heart was even more sour.

He's so nice, so good to make her sad.

Feng Luan didn't dare to imagine that if it was someone else in Shen Yu's arms one day, what would she do?

Shen Yu saw that her brows were tightly locked, so he lowered his head and kissed her eyebrows, and said, "Don't always frown, my wife still smiles more beautifully." ”

Feng Luan suddenly asked, "Brother Shen Yu, do you also like more beautiful girls?"

Shen Yu was stunned, thinking that this person was afraid that he would lose his temper again, so he hurriedly exaggerated: "I don't like to be beautiful or not, it's enough for me to have a Luan, and I don't like others to be beautiful." ”

"If so...... I'm not with you, do you want to ......"

Feng Luan couldn't open this mouth after all, she bit her lip and didn't continue.

Shen Yu could probably guess what she was going to say, but he could only pretend not to know and didn't continue to ask.

The two didn't say a word again, until they returned to "Youfeng Laiyi", Shen Yu said: "I haven't eaten all day, I have cooked a lot of meals for you, all of which you love to eat." ”

Feng Luan looked at the meals on the table, will Shen Yu cook these for others to eat in the future?

Her eyes turned red again, Shen Yu treated her so well, did she really want to let him spend his life in vain?

Shen Yu saw that she suddenly shed a tear, so she became nervous, pulled the person to sit down, stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, and said in a low voice: "Ah Luan, what's wrong with you?"

Feng Luan pulled out a smile with difficulty, shook his head and said, "It's nothing, let's eat together." ”

She took Shen Yu's hand and asked him to sit beside her.

Feng Luan sandwiched some dishes for Shen Yu and said, "Brother Shen Yu, I'm not here today, what have you done?"

Shen Yu swallowed the food in his mouth and said, "Didn't you say a few days ago that you wanted to repair the stone gate of the Heavenly Palace? I went to the end of the sky to pick some jade and came back, I plan to carve it in the next few days, what kind of pattern do you like, what kind of pattern do we carve it into?"

She opened her mouth, she had just said it casually.

It was three days ago, the merman king got married, invited the Shenjun couple to Beihai, the two went to Beihai, when they were in the dream of Yuguo, Feng Luan liked the pearl palace of the seven sunks, this time it was replaced by jade, which was a little more magnificent.

When Feng Luan came back, he clamored about the jade palace wall that he liked, and Shen Yu secretly remembered it in his heart, thinking that he would repair the heavenly palace when he was free that day.

If I think about it today, it happens that Fengluan is not there, so he can do it with peace of mind.

Shen Yu saw that she was distracted, so he reached out and tapped her nose and said, "Come back to your senses." ”

Feng Luan looked at him quietly, his eyes trembled, and said, "I'm just...... Casually, you don't have to worry about it. ”

The man smiled and said, "As long as you are happy, everything I do is worth it, where is the hard work?"

Feng Luan put down the chopsticks in his hand, got up and left the table, sat on the edge of the bed, lowered his head and didn't look at him, and said, "Don't be so nice to me." ”

With that, she lay down with her back to Shen Yu.

Shen Yu also put down his chopsticks and stood up.

What the hell is going on?

Feng Luan was really worried like this, but she refused to tell him, which made him even more worried.

He got up and walked to the edge of the bed, sat down, reached out and touched her shoulder, and said, "Luan, do you have anything to say to me?"

Feng Luan's body stiffened, and said, "Brother Shen Yu, do you want to ...... Take a concubine?"

Accept...... Concubine?

Shen Yu panicked, where did this seem like Feng Luan, a little ancestor, could say?

He hurriedly said, "Don't want to, Ah Luan, are you starting to think cranky again?"

Feng Luan sat up and faced him, his face was faint, as if he was forbearant and really indifferent.

Shen Yu felt that such a Fengluan was very unfamiliar, which made him feel uncomfortable.

"Ah Luan, I don't take concubines, it's enough to have you, don't think about it. ”

Feng Luan looked at him quietly for a long time before he said, "If I ...... Not by your side?"

Sure enough, is she leaving?

Shen Yu's eyes darkened, and he said, "You want to ...... Where to go?"

Feng Luan bit his lip and said, "Go to a place you can't find, and...... It's going to be a long, long time. ”

"How long? I'm willing to wait for you. ”

Feng Luan didn't know how long she was going, she didn't know at all, maybe decades, or hundreds, thousands of years.

"If I ...... After hundreds of years away, are you still waiting for me?"

Shen Yu didn't want to lose her, so he even held Feng Luan's hand with trembling hands, and his face was already pale without a trace of blood.

"Can you ...... Are you angry with me, what I did wrong, as long as you say it, I will ...... You can change it, Luan, don't leave me, okay?"

Feng Luan burst into tears, and she didn't want to leave him, but this was her doom, and it was inevitable.

But Shen Yu's appearance made her feel distressed, Feng Luan hugged his neck and rubbed lightly in his ear.

She had to smile bitterly: "Well, okay." ”

The man hugged her tightly, as if she would disappear in the next second.

Feng Luan hadn't slept all night, and this night she figured it out, maybe as long as she found a companion for Shen Yu, he wouldn't be so lonely.

Although it is difficult to calm down, it can make Shen Yu less sad in the long years.

When Shen Yu woke up at dawn, he saw that the man was already dressed and was sitting on the edge of the bed looking at him.

Shen Yuyi grabbed her hand and said, "Why did Ah Luan wake up so early these days?"

Feng Luan pulled him up with a light smile, and said coquettishly: "I want to go out for a walk today, you can accompany me, okay?"

He smiled and nodded.

Shen Yu handed over the matter of repairing the Heavenly Palace to Yuanyuan, after all, he was also a big child, and he should have some responsibility, so he accompanied Feng Luan out after entrusting everything.

Feng Luan passed the book and wanted to go to Nanling with Shen Yu to live for a while.