Chapter 086: Departure
Feng Luan gently removed his hand, turned his head to approach him, and stared at his eyes without blinking, until the man was too shy to look at her, and then smiled: "Brother Nianyu blushed." ”
Xue Nianyu hurriedly covered his face, and said nervously: "Didn't you say you're hungry? Hurry up and eat, the food will be cold in a while." ”
I can't tease him anymore, I'm afraid I'm going to get caught on fire if I tease him any longer.
Feng Luan knows how to accept it when he sees it, especially for him.
She picked up her chopsticks and ate unhurriedly.
Xue Nianyu saw that she was well-behaved, so she also started eating.
At this moment, Feng Luan came up with a good idea.
Actually, Xue Nianyu was jealous because she was good to Xiao Lan, and he was only jealous of Xiao Lan.
As long as she turns Xiao Lan into the appearance of someone else, so that Xue Nianyu can't recognize it, isn't that okay?
Feng Luan felt that he was really smart, and he could come up with such a clever way.
After eating, Feng Luan asked Xue Nianyu to pack up in the house, pretending to be able to eat and go out for a walk.
She has always liked to pester him, and she has to accompany him even when she goes out for a walk on weekdays, but today she ......
Xue Nianyu faintly felt that Feng Luan seemed to be going to say goodbye to Xiao Lan.
Therefore, he first pretended to agree, and after Feng Luan went out for a while, he followed.
Originally, such a thing would not have been discovered by Feng Luan, but Feng Luan has now resumed his cultivation, which is very different from the past.
Although Xue Nianyu's cultivation is quite high, he is a mortal monk in the end, where can he hide from Feng Luan's eyes.
At first, Feng Luan noticed that there was someone behind her, and thought that Shen Yue was looking for someone to take revenge on her, but when she looked into the source of her spiritual power, it turned out to be ...... Xue Nianyu.
Feng Luan frowned slightly, why did he follow her?
Thinking that he couldn't go to Xiao Lan, Feng Luan had to go around the garden a few times by himself, and then sat on the edge of the small pond, dangling his feet.
Xue Nianyu saw that she really came out to hang out, so she secretly dispelled her doubts in her heart.
It seems that he has too much heart, Feng Luan is not going to find Xiao Lan.
He breathed a sigh of relief and went back to the house to pack his bags.
Feng Luan noticed him leaving, so he hurriedly got up and entered Xiao Lan's house with a teleportation.
She was originally worried that she would be seen by the attendants and that it would be difficult to explain to Xue Nianyu's ears, but this teleportation really scared both Feng Luan and Xiao Lan.
Xiao Lan was frightened because Feng Luan suddenly appeared in his house.
Feng Luan was scared because of Xiao Lan...... in the bath.
She almost screamed in surprise, and quickly covered her mouth, so that she didn't scream.
Feng Luan hurriedly turned his back and whispered, "You...... Hurry up and put on your clothes. ”
Xiao Lan still didn't come back to his senses for a long time in the shock of this person's sudden incursion, until Feng Luan repeated the words twice, and he didn't come back to his senses.
Just as he was about to get up, Xiao Lan sat back and said, "You...... Can you get out first?"
How is this going to get her? I can't tell if she's going out now.
Feng Luan closed his eyes, held his ears, and said, "My eyes are closed, and my ears are blocked, you can come out quickly." ”
Xiao Lan had no choice but to quickly put on her clothes and said, "I'm ready." ”
"Hmm" Feng Luan turned around, and sure enough, he was all dressed.
Xiao Lan had a wry smile on her face, didn't she say that her ears were blocked, couldn't she still hear it?
Feng Luan told Xiao Lan about his trip, and asked him if he would like to go with him.
Xiao Lan didn't have any friends in Yuehuatai, only Feng Luan was willing to talk to him.
I don't know if I'm used to hearing her say that her brother is used to hearing her on weekdays, Xiao Lan occasionally really has an illusion, feeling as if she is Feng Luan's brother.
So, without thinking about it, he nodded.
Feng Luan was very happy, so she gently patted him on the shoulder.
Xiao Lan suddenly remembered something, and there was a trace of doubt between her eyebrows, and said, "Xue Gongzi, I'm afraid he will be unhappy." ”
Feng Luan touched his nose and said, "So I want to wronged you, I will turn you into the appearance of someone else, and he will not have any scruples about you." ”
Xiao Lan was shocked, he had always thought that Feng Luan was just a mortal, but he didn't expect her to be a monk too?
But he hadn't heard of any monk who could change his appearance, and he didn't think much of it, just thought he was a loner.
Xiao Lan nodded and said, "As long as it doesn't bother you, I can do anything." ”
Feng Luan is really not used to Xiao Lan's way of speaking, although it seems that she is a little cheap when she says this, she still likes the days when she and Xiao Lan exchange words.
Feng Luan turned him into an ordinary attendant and left in a hurry.
Back in the house, Xue Nianyu was still packing up, Feng Luan looked at his busy back, and suddenly hugged him from behind.
The man's body stiffened, tilted his head slightly, and said, "You're back?"
Feng Luan tightened the hand around his waist, always feeling that he was hiding this matter from Xue Nianyu, and he felt ashamed of him in his heart.
"If I do something that upsets you, will you be angry with me?"
Xue Nianyu pulled the person behind him to the front, sat by the window, pulled the person to sit on his lap, and half-hugged her.
"What's wrong?"
Feng Luan looked into his eyes, which were full of tenderness and doting, and she suddenly couldn't speak.
She put her arms around his neck, leaned on him, and said, "Brother Nianyu, no matter what I do, don't be angry with me, okay?"
He kissed her hair lightly and said, "Well, how can I bear to be angry with you?"
The more he doted on her like this, the more guilty she felt in her heart.
Gradually, Feng Luan was almost about to cry.
Her body trembled slightly, how could Xue Nianyu not notice it, he pulled out the person in his arms slightly, and said, "What's wrong? Why is it all of a sudden...... Crying?"
Feng Luan hurriedly wiped his tears and lied: "I'm just ...... I'm just worried about what danger I'll encounter when I go there, and what will I do when the time comes?"
So it's because of this?
Xue Nianyu smiled lightly and helped her wipe her tears, and whispered comfortingly: "Don't worry, if you encounter any danger, it will be my life, and I will definitely protect you, don't be afraid." ”
Feng Luan wasn't afraid of this, she was just talking casually.
But what he said gave her a reason.
Feng Luan held his hand and said, "I'm still a little worried, let's go and bring a few more attendants, I'm worried...... I'm worried that no one will take care of me on the road, and I won't get used to it. ”
Xue Nianyu thought that Feng Luan was used to being pampered since he was a child, and if he didn't have someone to take care of him, he nodded and said, "Well, you can pick a few." ”
In fact, Xue Nianyu also understood a little in his heart, Feng Luan's words probably wanted to bring Xiao Lan with him.
No wonder...... No wonder she didn't go to say goodbye to Xiao Lan, she wanted to take it with her.
He felt a little lost in his heart, but he couldn't put it into words.
If she refuses, she will be unhappy, so it is better to simply agree to her, but it is inevitable that she will feel depressed.
What really surprised Xue Nianyu was that Feng Luan didn't bring Xiao Lan with him, he really just picked a few attendants and went on the road.
Because of the immense nature of this trip, several people could not move forward with their swords, so they could only ask someone to drive the carriage, and Feng Luan and Xue Nianyu went in the carriage.
This is Feng Luan's proposal, she just thinks that Yuehuatai is really boring, and wants to take a walk, just as it is good to visit the mountains and rivers.
Xue Nianyu didn't have anything important, so she went with her.
As for Xue Chen and An Shi, they didn't dare to interfere in the affairs of Feng Luan and Xue Nianyu, so they could only see them off.
An Shi looked at the carriage in the distance, and sighed quietly: "Sometimes I really don't know whether I gave birth to a son or a master, obviously I was born by myself, but I didn't dare to have any feelings, for fear of making Lord Shenjun angry." ”
Xue Chen smiled lightly, stopped An's shoulder, and said, "I'm sorry for my wife, this was originally a debt I owed, but I want my wife to pay it back with me, it's really unpleasant." ”
An Shi turned his head, his eyes were full of tenderness, and said: "What you are mine, what you owe is what I owe, what else do we share between husband and wife?"
Xue Chen looked at the woman in front of him, and his heart was infinitely moved.
In the past seventeen years, he has been thinking that if the person he met first was An Shi instead of Shen Yao, maybe he would not have lived as hard as he did now.
Seeing that there was a faint darkness in his eyes, An lowered his eyes and said, "You think of her again, don't you?"
Xue Chen was shocked and said, "Madam?"
An Shi smiled bitterly, "You always thought I didn't know, but as a woman, how could I not be completely unaware? The person you love has never been me, the person in your heart has always been there." At first, I thought you were thinking of Feng Luan, and you didn't hesitate to marry a woman you didn't love for her, and even married a woman you didn't love.
But slowly, I realized that I was wrong. After Nian Yu became an adult, this thought became clearer, the person you love is not Fengluan. Every time you look at Feng Luan and Nian Yu, there is not jealousy in your eyes, but envy. You envy them for being able to have lovers and eventually get married, but unfortunately you can't.
Although I have never said these words, I have always been clear in my heart.
I don't know who you love, but I know that you don't love me, and it's all for Feng Luan to marry and have children with me, and since that time, you have been lukewarm to me. Xue Chen, sometimes I feel that you are trapped in a cage, and you are pitiful and angry like this. ”
Xue Chen heard her say so much, and his heart was already full of shock.
She knew it all, but she never said it.
He sighed and said, "Okay, since I've talked about this, I'll tell Madame about it today, do Madame want to hear about those old pasts?"
Ahn nodded, she wanted to know what kind of woman could be so admired by him.
Xue Chen took An Shi's hand and entered the house, poured her a cup of tea, and started from the beginning.
He described in detail everything that happened when he participated in the sword competition in the Heavenly Palace, including his encounter with Shen Yao. Later, he told how he was bewitched by Meng Zhen, how he betrayed Su Cheng, and the marriage between Shen Yao and Xiao Lan, and finally Shen Yao's death.
After telling all the stories, Xue Chen smiled bitterly: "I'm ridiculous, right? Actually, Miss Shen Yao never said that she liked me, what she liked at first was Su Cheng, that is, Feng Luan's woman dressed as a man. At that time, I received Su Cheng's favor, and I thought that as long as the two of them could be happy, I was willing to quit. It wasn't until later that Miss Shen Yao was going to marry Xiao Lan, and I drank spirits for three days and three nights in Yuehuatai, and when I woke up, I was already told that Miss Shen Yao died under Su Cheng's sword.
Since then, I have never had the heart to like a person, and my eyes are full of the girl who is gone. I even thought that maybe I had worked harder, maybe I was the one who married Miss Shen Yao. If it were me, I wouldn't have asked her to die like this. ”
Hearing all this, An Shi was already hiding his face and weeping.
Xue Chen patted her on the back lightly and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I told you so much, these words have been in my heart for a long time, and it is a little easier to say it today." ”
An Shi took her hand and said, "Like me...... Can't you?"
Xue Chen didn't answer, just looked at the woman with pear blossoms and rain in front of him in a daze.
The woman he knew and was closest to him - his wife.
An Shi gently wiped away the tears on his face, and pretended to be strong: "It's okay, I'm willing to wait, I'm willing to wait for you to forget her, in another three years, five years, ten years, twenty years, fifty years, one day you will forget her, right?"
Her appearance made Xue Chen's heart even more distressed, he hugged An Shi in his arms, and said softly: "No...... You don't have to wait that long, I'm willing to open my heart little by little for you. ”
Ahn smiled reassuringly and hugged him tightly.
......
As the sky got dark, Feng Luan and Xue Nianyu passed by an inn and stopped here.
This day's bumps, Feng Luan's body was really a little tired.
She regretted it, why did she have to bother like this? she knew that it would be easier to teleport, so as not to suffer these hardships.
Xue Nianyu saw that she looked listless, so she said, "Are you tired? Don't sleep yet, eat something and then sleep, be good." ”
Feng Luan nodded, grabbed the man's sleeve, and said coquettishly: "You go and ask someone to cook some food and send it over, you can accompany me here." ”
Xue Nianyu nodded in agreement, went out for a while and came back.
Feng Luan beckoned him and motioned for him to sit beside him.
He also did it very obediently, Feng Luan leaned on his shoulder and said, "I'm so tired, Brother Nianyu, what do you say." ”
When she said this, Xue Nianyu didn't know what to say for a while, so she said, "What do you want to hear?"
Feng Luan touched his nose, thought for a while, and said, "Tell me some interesting stories about when you were a child, I want to know more about Brother Nianyu's past." ”
This was the first time she had asked about his past, in fact, Xue Nianyu wanted to know more about her past, but he didn't dare to ask.
Xue Nianyu thought for a while and said, "I said, you are not allowed to laugh at me." ”
Hearing this, Feng Luan cheered up, sat up straight, and looked at him curiously.