The cold wind blows in my face, and it's a bleak season! I like to walk alone on the street, plugging in my headphones and putting my hands in my trouser pockets, like this in front of the night

I want to beat myself up! I want to be ruthless and not crazy! I always like to be silent, silent in this lamp

A city on fire!

About the outlook on life –

People say that we must learn to persevere, but society tells me that we must learn to reconcile, reconcile with fate, and everyone will face misfortune in their lives

When we are faced with inadequacy or suffering, we are no longer free because of this confrontation

The body has a kind of bondage to us, and when we want to reconcile with something, we are truly free, because when you are at peace with something

When things are in confrontation, it is not for their own needs, but for the sake of commanding the other party, and when you reconcile with the things you are fighting against, you can interpret the truth as I have said

Positive freedom!

About loneliness, about loneliness –

Loneliness is a kind of solitude in the self-sinking world, and it is a state of wholeness in its own form. Therefore, lonely people are self-contained because they are self-contained

So loneliness shows a kind of nobility!

As for loneliness, he is a kind of helpless nothingness, a state of boredom and anxiety, and at this time the lonely person has nothingness

The pity of the attendant, such a state is called loneliness!

People say I always think that's how I'm doing, I think I've grown up, but is that true?

Most people are hallucinations, most people are just an emotion! for show, or to add that to their self-esteem

Pen!

Lonely or depraved! I don't know where I am.

I didn't know what to do when I turned on the computer, I just changed the song in a daze, and then typed out a beautiful song with my hands!

But I don't know what to write, what I can write, what I can write? Write about what I have experienced today, and make a collection of my day's life? Unfortunately, I didn't write it

The habit of writing in the journal is the sky, the sun, the scribbled wind, but why are the hands always so weak?

I said that loneliness is a state of mind! a sleek beauty, I dare not call myself lonely, because it is false, I can only say that I am lonely because

I am at a loss in my life, I try to change every day, but the trajectory of life is difficult to change direction!

I only really change when I'm just a person!

Just like now, no matter how clean and clear the window in front of you is, looking at the world through the glass still feels that it is not clear enough!

Night. I didn't feel sleepy, so I got up and walked out the door. When I walk on the road, I always have inexplicable heart palpitations, and the lights of the car are so shaking that I can't open my eyes.

I was scared for a reason, after all, there had been a car accident, but as if I was a psychopath, deliberately torturing myself, I actually began to enjoy such palpitations.

If someone else is afraid of the passing car and grabs my hand tightly, I will say, it's okay to still have me, so what is that inexplicable courage?

Come on!

When I saw a strange song title, but it was a familiar melody, music that I once thought was so beautiful, so profound music. But it's so easy

I forgot it, but I found it again on this day, so the next time I forgot it, the next time I found it, should it be the next life?

When I get home, I face the indifferent tastelessness again! The air is always too heavy, and I will suddenly become very quiet but the surface is very impetuous. Maybe that's the one

My heart is full of bright red blood, and I will never be able to calm down! I listened to a few songs repeatedly, and slowly began to get tired of it, and after a long time

After picking up the familiar melody for a long time, I will feel inexplicably relieved. It's a process that takes a lot of time to polish. We're going to go through this many times

The process cannot be repeated!

Blindly tapping on the keyboard like this, no music, no noise, half a month's days, so dull in this room rarely go out and rarely go

Move. Just sit like this, sometimes in a daze and sometimes silent in front of the flickering screen.

Knowing that this heart is not really lonely, he is just very lonely and lonely, I cut open the face of the night, laugh here during the day, laugh at my solid

Attachment and confusion. So, I waited on the edge of time, and when the wind rose, I went with it! In fact, life is not lonely, it is time that is lonely

Itself!

I have elaborated a lot, but the result is all down to a laughing stock! There was a trace of bitterness in my heart and then it began to hit my tears, and my eyes were in that moment

Collapsed, all the ideas that had been once became so nothing at this moment, I began to not know what sweetness was, I didn't dare to stop, what I needed was non-stop

My hands kept shaking my mouse, and I didn't have a trace of wheezing because of fear, and sometimes I made such a cold

The cold scene then stared at the screen in a daze, crying helplessly.

Just now the stupid guy said that she ate rock sugar gourd, and suddenly she was so stunned, how long has it been since she tasted sugar, and the days of childhood were sweet every day

Sweet, there's a little place in the bottom of my heart where it is, you. I. His memories are now that he doesn't know how to live a chaotic life

Forgetting the original meaning of life, walking so blindly in an unknown direction. It's not lonely, it's boring

Lonesome!

I don't know when I was so entangled in this boring loneliness, grabbing my throat and making me take a deep breath!

I accidentally bit my wrist that day, and I didn't know that it hurt at that time, but a stream of liquid slipped from the corner of my mouth and entered my throat, which was very light and light

Less, how I wish it was uncontrollably sprayed so that I could close my heavy eyes peacefully and get away from this bulky body, away from the crowd

Space time!but。。。。。。。。。。

I'm used to it, I'm used to different things every day, and I keep burying it every day, covering up my unwillingness and grievances, and covering up those unpleasantness

I don't have the courage to say that it's just that I'm depressed and depressed every day, and I'm very tired! But I can't help it! I always frown when I see the crowd

My head is so messy, looking at others with sweet envy! I don't know when I have subconsciously set up a wall around me, a high wall of understanding

People see that no one notices, it's just that I'm struggling in it, and I want to please, but I can't do anything, so I get used to his purity, and it has become my life

I don't know when I'll be crushed by him, and my heart is already being whipped by the bloodthirsty whiplash of life

There is that word!

Working so hard to be lonely is a metaphor for being confused by a lonely ghost. Life is so tiring!

I've been bored for a long time, and the bitter tears have kept falling in the past few days, not deliberately, but just by feeling, sour taste, sour

The life of Chu Chu is repeated every day.

It's really bad to bind yourself by yourself, as my brother said, if you want to open a point, there is a transition period at every age, and the mood today is better than yesterday

Much better. The arrival of friends has made my life less barren. At three o'clock, I accompanied my friend out of the house and got in the car to take him back to school.

I never liked the feeling of the window, leaned my head against the glass, took out my mobile phone, and released the long-lost melody, I haven't enjoyed it so comfortably for a long time

After a song, I gradually began to look at the people in the car, everyone's face revealed unbearable, maybe it was just an illusion of my mood, but I really

I saw the hideousness of the faces of people who were oppressed by life. My friend got off the bus at the station, and I got on the return car.

Sunday seems to have reached the day of junior high school vacation, and every student in the car carries a large bag and a small bag, some parents escort and some are alone.

There were a few junior high school students sitting around me, and they were chatting about their grades, and they felt so energetic!

Listen to the worries of the people who have taken the grades down every time they take the exams just now those that have been far away from my life and feel so far away!

When did I start to become like this, a bad boy who doesn't know how to describe it, and just cares about himself, his own mood, and his own every day

Feel, maybe man is really a lonely animal, selfish and hopeless!

Hurt, no melancholy, that clear self, since when did you start to fall into this abyss that you can't extricate yourself from, selfish!

Gritted my teeth, but I started with it.

In this way, I face everyone around me in an extreme way, maybe I am very tired on this road and want to vent for no reason, but I don't want to do this

Finish. Every time I regret it, every time I shrink up and cry in a place where no one sees! true

I don't know why I said those hurtful words, and I really don't understand what's wrong with me. Why always express your grief with such behavior

Unhappy. I ran like crazy, I screamed like crazy, I cried like crazy, I struggled like crazy, but I still couldn't escape from nothing

The Fa broke free, the deep bondage and the hard invisible wall, and could only beat desperately and shout desperately, but no one listened to the inner voice

See.

Sometimes I am moved by a song, listening to the beautiful melody and intoxicated, looking at the lyrics blankly, savoring the slightest sentimentality. And then in a daze

The obsession repeated over and over again, hearing himself close his eyes and fall asleep lightly. The first sounds of the morning are familiar melodies and words, and often these

Write this text of your own without thinking, hoping that someone will see it and be moved to a certain extent! There is a moment of true feelings revealed, and then add it for me

Oil!

The lonely man understands what it is, but I am not a loner, and I can only repeat this profound word over and over again, and then in him

Crawling under his feet, and then gradually losing his way and becoming a slave and a loser in life!

I'm a problem, I don't understand the painstaking efforts of others, I just understand my own hardships and keep crying in my heart, but at this moment, this counts

What, I just feel a little unbearable, as if I have failed so much in everything, and I am so speechless in everything I do, and many people will shake their heads at me, a lot

I don't understand myself, maybe this is the rebellion of adolescence, but my rebellion seems to be beyond everyone's bottom line, and slowly degenerates into a depraved loss

The loser, the speechless life, the boring life, start hating yourself!

Life seems to be starting to get on the right track, everything yesterday has drifted away, and I am not facing the same self as before, and now I am beginning to learn to be sensible

And understand and learn to change back to the well-behaved self before. I used to think that I used to be well-behaved, and I remember that I didn't know how to use the Internet and didn't care

I don't care about my appearance, I don't care about other people's eyes, I don't know how to please people, I just smile stupidly, and I cry sadly for something I don't want to do

Innocent and so cute and so likable, what I repeat every day is that I have nothing to do, and what I repeat is to make my parents and relatives angry, so that the family chickens and dogs

I don't want to be angry and play face every day because of a small lesson from my parents. In hindsight, think about it, is this still me, is it still the well-behaved self?

That's when I became like this. It's just that it's too late now, so I'm pretending that I don't care about it, pretending that I haven't changed, which is already in my heart

Dejected. This barren heart is not adaptable.

I don't want to be a happy family who want to work hard and want to continue my previous life, and I am happy to forget my computer and my electricity

Brain games, forget what kind of troubles I had, forget how sad and sad I was, it's all gone?

Standing up is not thinking about how to be a loner. Just be a happy person, a person who knows how to enjoy and cherish happiness!

The family will understand and cherish the eternal innocence, the happiness and rare beauty that will never be lost!