Today's update is between 23 and 24 pm, but based on my experience over the years, I have reason to believe that it could be at 24 pm.

Old book friends probably know what kind of virtue I update, so I'll explain it to new friends.

Personally, I divide the author's writing state into two types, one is a working author and the other is a mentality author. A working author is the kind of author who can code words and update on time as if he had completed a job, whether he is interested or not, whether he is in a good mood or not. I have always admired this kind of person, I think that self-control is very strong, and the psychological state is also very strong. I've wanted to be like this for a long time, but over the years, I've come to realize that it's too hard for me to do that.

Personally, I should be a writer with that mentality. For example, if I don't like a subject, my thinking will be dull, and it will be almost difficult for me to write. Because there is no interest, it is extremely difficult to write. Therefore, a lot of preparation work will be done before coding words every day. For example, if I want to write a plot repeatedly, if there is nothing I am interested in in the plot to be written, I will not want to open the document codeword.

Or find some movies, TV series, and materials to watch, see if you can stimulate your interest and enter a certain state - this state refers to the fact that when you think of a certain plot that will be written, your heart is extremely excited, as if you can get something when you know how much more experience you can get when you play a game. In this case, my mind is very active, and sometimes I write things that make me think, "Ah, how can I write so well".

So it's a bit hard to find this state. Sometimes, after the update the night before, I know what I want to write the next day, and I'm happy to write it. But when I woke up, I felt that it was not good, as if I looked back and thought that what I was going to write was not so good, and I was not interested in it, so I adjusted it from the beginning.

This makes my writing inefficient. In fact, in a state where I know what to write and am willing to write, my speed is quite fast. Two chapters of 4,000 words may be completed in less than two hours. But the more time-consuming part is the preparation before you start writing.

Another reason is that I'm more prone to anxiety. For example, I set a time for myself to update before 12 noon every day. Then at eight o'clock in the morning, the anxiety began. Actually, there is enough time, but because there is a timeline stuck there, the brain starts to mess up, and it becomes a vicious circle.

So you see, sometimes I update at eight o'clock in the morning or even early in the morning. In this case, I was interested in the plot I was going to write, so it was fast. Sometimes it takes a long time, until 24 o'clock in the evening, and this situation may be my problem.

For professional writers, this state of mind is actually very problematic. It will lead to an unstable update time and an unstable number of updates, and will lose a lot of readers. I know that, but I can't change it for the time being. First, it's because it's too painful to force myself to write something that I don't feel like, and secondly, because if the plot I want to write is not even interesting to myself, then it must not be a good thing to write, and in layman's terms, it's "water".

From the reader's point of view, it may not be obvious to encounter this kind of water article, or even feel "not bad". Because readers may not care about many details and sentences when reading a book, but pay more attention to the plot process. But as far as I'm concerned, it's very uncomfortable to perfunctory things that could have been better written, and it can even form a vicious circle - when I write the later text, I think about where I was not satisfied with the previous text, which will affect my mood and mentality.

This was mentioned earlier through the mouth of the protagonist. Actually, I wish this book was written so that I was satisfied with every chapter and had no regrets. So far, it's mostly okay. If you want to say that you are not satisfied, you are not satisfied with the plot related to Bihai. But now there is no way to change it, only to leave regrets.

I like the subject matter and characters of this book myself, and I estimate that it will take me two or three years to write. In fact, the most precious and active time in my life is only thirty or twenty years, and a book takes up one-tenth of my effort, which means a lot to me. Therefore, I don't want to make it a pure money-making tool, but I hope that it can make money and write with commemorative value, so that I don't want to mention it again after I finish the book.

If I want to boast about myself, I will say that in fact, every chapter update, I ask myself if it is worth the money you subscribe. In many cases, a sentence will be changed with or without adding a "of" or "了" word, and even if a comma or a full stop is used between sentences, it will also look back and change it. This kind of detail is basically skimmed when reading, but I believe that the feeling of reading will be different if you change it or not, even if the reader does not have a particularly obvious subjective experience.

In fact, this kind of thing is like the background of a restaurant. It's the same dish, but eating at a restaurant with a good environment is completely different from eating at a restaurant with a bad environment.

So my update speed and update time are all sacrificing for the quality of the article. Maybe some people don't need to be tortured like me, and the quality is similar to mine. But here I have tried to do the best I can in terms of quality.

For example, in my writing, there should be very few language problems and very few typos. These things are all slowly grinded out. Contrary to many people's opinions, I think that as a writer, no matter whether the story is good or not, the plot is exquisite or not, and the sentence is smooth and the punctuation is correct, which is the least respect for the reader.

The book didn't do well last month, but there's no need to worry about it breaking like a god. One is because the subject matter is not sensitive, and the other is because I like this book more, or I prefer this protagonist.

So this month's update time, I can only try to ensure that it is before 24 o'clock every day. If you write fast one day and feel satisfied, you can't wait to release it in advance to get comments, but if you don't ask for leave, you should come out after 23:50.

I'm in a bad mood these days.,So it also affects the writing.,Resulting in a lack of interest in many things and the plot.,So the progress is even slower.,Thank you for your understanding and greetings.。 Another thing I want to say is that there are times when unbearable pain in life often comes faster than we think.

Many people will feel that that day is still far away. Maybe I have always had a plan in my heart, when and when, what kind of achievements I made, and then how and how to make their lives better, and finally everyone went through the last period happily, and faced some pain when they were prepared in their hearts.

The imaginary scene may be a peaceful face, children are around, a white ward, and finally holding hands and saying something, although it will also be sad, but at least it will say everything you want to say, and explain everything you want to explain.

But sometimes things don't go as planned, and everything comes too suddenly. None of the ideas were realized, and there will never be a chance to do so. Only then will it suddenly dawn on me that everything is too wishful thinking.

How many beautiful ideas do we have in our lives? After graduation, we get a job, and then we work hard, make money, get married, have children, and everything goes well.

But there will be all kinds of unsmooth situations - after graduation, I stumbled for a long time to find a job I liked, and even I didn't like it at all, and every time I felt that the previous one was better. Thinking that his career is successful, he relies on his own efforts to settle down, but in the end, he still has to scrape together to help everywhere to solve a housing problem.

These processes may end up going through various setbacks to get the desired results, or even not at all. Looking back, it turns out that this is what life really looks like - it is difficult to have anything smooth and beautiful, but to solve it while being anxious. It's too small to ask a person to get everything ready and then get something done.

The same is true of honoring one's parents. I didn't get a bunch of things done, and I felt that I couldn't spare much energy, so I thought, when I'm done, I'll do what I do. But if you think about it again, many things don't have to be prepared and ready to do it. It may be much better to do more on a regular basis than to give away a big house. In the years when life is not going well, more than ten years and decades, you can still have a lot more care, and you don't have to regret it when you don't have the opportunity again.

I wanted to say this a few days ago, but I felt that I couldn't say it, if I hadn't experienced a thing, it would be difficult to empathize with what others said. Because no one will accept in their hearts that that situation will happen to them. But if these can make a few people think about it, I think it's good.

Life is unpredictable, and no one can do everything as they should. Cherish the present, it's not too late.

The ghost blows the lamp