Chapter 107: The Fate of Developing in a Peculiar Direction (3)
(Thanks to the "'yi" and "knot sauce" for the ten thousand rewards, as for the reason why the noon update will be pigeon, you can see in the author's words, it really is not intentional, because it is too difficult to say it in a word, so it will not be written in front)
Shen Youyi probably knew why Cheng Mo asked this question, because there is almost no element of "love" in her, but the element of "love" is an indispensable part of most of them and even most of the main lines.
But the absence of love elements is very common in Benge's reasoning, which is why Shen Youyi chose to write Benge.
She didn't want to touch "love" at all.
Therefore, Cheng Mo's first suggestion to her was to write "travelogue" and "commentary", which is also the path to become a writer without letting her write "love", and when she vetoed it, Cheng Mo directly asked her if she had been in love.
This question points to the point
Under normal circumstances, at her age and under such conditions, no boyfriend can still make sense, but she has never had a boyfriend, which is a bit incredible.
But that's the case, because Shen Youyi is not like an ordinary girl, she has no sense of expectation for love at all, and even has some fear.
Shen Youyi felt that she might have a slight "heterophobia", but compared it with the symptoms on the Internet, she found that it was a little different, she was not nervous or scared when facing men, nor did she dare to look at them or blush, she just disgusted men approaching her too much, and the older the men who looked, the stronger this disgust, she would not reject children at all, which is one of the reasons why she finally chose to return to Star City from the capital to be a teacher.
What's more, for now, she thinks it's good to be alone, she can do what she wants to do, she doesn't need to accommodate others, she can go out when she wants, she can go wherever she wants, she can eat whatever she wants, watch movies when she wants, and read books when she wants to read books.
She doesn't exclude occasionally going out with classmates and friends, and when she is lonely, she writes for a while, reads a book, or cooks a food that has never been tried before, and the time passes easily.
This is how she came through her college days, because she went to the cinema alone to watch a movie, she was regarded as an outlier, and was even suspected of being Lala, and she also led several girls to write love letters to her.
But Shen Youyi knew that she was not, and it was still possible to say that she was asexual.
In short, she Shen Youyi felt that no matter whether she found a boyfriend or a girlfriend, she had no suitable place to place him (her).
But no matter what the reason is, being asked by her own students "Have you ever been in love" felt a little too embarrassing, just at this moment, as if Cheng Mo was her teacher and she was the student.
Shen Youyi thought of this stubble, and then came back to his senses, "I'm the teacher! How can I be suppressed by the momentum of the students?"
So Shen Youyi straightened his waist and coughed lightly: "Well, in my life, love really can't allocate time, there are many things in this world that are more wonderful than love, not only interesting books, but also magnificent scenery, delicious food and exciting history, these things are not only interesting, but also pure, but people are in love when they are ...... The motive ..... is not very pure....In comparison, love that can bring spiritual satisfaction is too rare..... but it is impossible to find!"
When it came to "the motive is not pure", Shen Youyi's speed of speech slowed down slightly, obviously she was thinking about how to express this somewhat ambiguous statement clearly and implicitly.
Shen Youyi felt that she had already crossed the line by saying this, even though she knew that Cheng Mo was a smart and precocious child and would not misunderstand herself, she still felt that she still said words that were not a teacher at all.
Shen Youyi is not a very Westernized woman, but her inner is very traditional, if it weren't for Cheng Mo as a younger brother, plus Cheng Mo's life experience is too worthy of sympathy, and her appetite, Shen Youyi would not be alone with Cheng Mo, let alone say this.
Cheng Mo naturally understands that Shen Youyi's "impure motives" mean "sex", and he understands how good Shen Youyi's reasons for not falling in love are, and he turns out to be the same.
But at this moment, he couldn't help but think of Xie Minyun.....
Cheng Mo took his eyes off the stack of manuscript papers, and tilted his head slightly to sit with Shen Youyi, from the curved arch to the slender ankle to the straight calf, the two graceful lines like glittering mutton fat and white jade leaned on each other, and the white and round knees were close together at the dark blue skirt like a canopy, and the soft skin was attached to the depth of the skirt, which made people can't help but project their eyes into it.....
Cheng Mo never thought that a woman's body could show the depth of the sky.
At this moment, Mr. Shen also noticed his gaze, and subconsciously changed his legs together in a different position and leaned on the sofa, which is a typical sitting posture of everyone's ladies, closed and attractive.
Cheng Mo hurriedly moved his gaze to Teacher Shen's face, and looked at her through the watery air, Teacher Shen reached out and brushed his hair a little unnaturally, and pulled the waterfall-like black flowing spring to the side. Teacher Shen's hair is generally parted, and two-thirds of her face is white like a half-moon under the cover of her shiny hair, revealing a mature and outstanding plumpness, but her slender and slender fingers that play with her hair are very girly, compared with Xie Minyun's pair of green white jade-like piano players.
Like Xie Minyun, an independent and noble soul with a flawless body is truly a gift from creation.
Cheng Mo sighed involuntarily, and said softly: "It is indeed possible to meet but not to seek, to talk about, two people with the same three views, who can get along in harmony, often the objective conditions do not allow, such as age, health, family, geography, status, etc......, it is a low probability event to find a person who is just right for everything, and this person will grow with your growth, it is even more difficult..... It's similar to buying a lottery ticket, most people can't meet the imaginary person in their lives, only because they are afraid of being lonely, or driven by desire to find someone at random, to raise each other..... in fact, I understand you very well, and I think you're so good....."
Shen Youyi saw that Cheng Mo said profoundly, and it was rare to confide in her, feeling that her ideological baggage seemed to be a little too heavy, maybe it was Cheng Mo's ideological maturity that made her a little unable to treat him as a child anymore, but Cheng Mo was still a student after all, a seventeen-year-old child, six or seven years younger than herself.
Shen Youyi let go of her nervousness and vigilance, and smiled slightly, "Are you talking about Xie Minyun? I also saw what happened at the door of the auditorium yesterday! Since your illness has been cured, there is no need to care too much about the pressure of the world, I think the important thing in love is the process, not the result....No matter what happens in the future, if you think that Xie Minyun is the right person, you must be brave to pursue and protect it! Since love is written so beautifully in the book, it naturally has its precious place..... So, if you have the courage to try it out against all odds, you might be able to find out what love is! Maybe it's not as you say, maybe it can give you an unexpected surprise..... But at least you won't regret trying one less thing that is important to each of us......"
Cheng Mo froze slightly, he didn't expect that Teacher Shen would encourage him to fall in love like Li Jiting, a playboy and an older single young woman actually encouraged him to fall in love, this world is too nonsensical, which made Cheng Mo feel that the world is impermanent, so he looked at Shen Youyi with the corners of his mouth bent and teased: "Sister Xi, I think in this regard, you should be under more pressure than me, right?"
Shen Youyi smiled slightly bitterly, snorted lightly, and said helplessly: "Yes! Probably the one who is least qualified to educate you is me....not only my mother often asks, but some of the seven aunts and eight aunts have to introduce me to blind dates from time to time.... I've rejected it many times, they are still happy to do it, and now they don't dare to answer the phone, and then it's useless, they can still find my mother, let my mother give me an order directly, tell me to go on a blind date, my mother calls me from time to time, I originally thought that my parents are cultural people, it will be different, but in fact it is still the same.... I can't do it with a big head during this time....."
After a pause, Shen Youyi shook his head and laughed at himself: "You see what I told you..... aren't we talking about how to become a writer?"
Cheng Mo frowned and said: "But Mr. Shen, if you haven't been in love, it's not easy to write social reasoning! Although I don't want to say this, you should know that many of them start with passion plays, even if they are reasoning, for example, the first part of "Snowman" is almost all of it. Although this kind of plot in reasoning is completely different from ordinary intentional seduction, it is cold, unexaggerated, and undisguised, but in many cases this kind of description is also indispensable. ”
"In addition, most of the reasoning of the socialist school is rooted in social reality phenomena and problems, and many of them are related to love, marriage, desire, and cheating, take Keigo Higashino, who you like, for example, his classic "White Night Walking", "Secret", "The Devotion of Suspect X" Love is one of the main lines, even "Detective Galileo", "Prophetic Dream", "Lakeside", there are elements of love in it..... and writing the reasoning of the social school is actually more difficult than the Bengeist school, and it requires sharp insight...."
At this time, Shen Youyi has completely ignored the "passion play" hinted by Cheng Mo, she can't write, she rarely meets people who can talk about reasoning with her in life, there are also reasoning groups on the Internet, but there is no group that discusses how to write reasoning, at this moment someone can finally talk to her about this, which makes Shen Youyi's brain happy, "Actually, I don't think Keigo Higashino is not a social faction, right?" Most of Keigo Higashino's work is still based on suspense, and often he is based on weird events, which is a typical style of ontological reasoning, and there is another thing that impresses me very much, that is, in the summer of 15, I bought a copy of "Dream Flower" for the title of the "Shibata Ryozaburo Award" ,I thought there would be a strong sociality in it.,But after spending an afternoon and a night reading it in one go.,On the contrary, I found that there are a lot of vain places in the setting.,For example, the two families guarding the dangerous morning glory variety together don't flow into the market.,It doesn't feel practical.。 Although "Dream Flower" points out the irritation and harm of stimulants and psychedelics to artists, in fact, this is not a very acute and profound social problem, and Matsumoto Kiyohari is the best when it comes to socialism, and many of his works still seem to stand at the top of the socialist reasoning camp today, which shows its profundity. ”
Cheng Mo nodded, "Keigo Higashino is actually a bit of a school of his own, but no matter what genre he is, no matter what creative techniques and artistic expressions he uses, the core of the story is still those ones." Humanity, readability, logic, plot and layout...... Therefore, the threshold for writing reasoning is actually very high..... If you want to be a writer, in terms of your writing, I think it's easy, you just need to talk about a few vigorous loves, and you will definitely be able to write a heart-wrenching love... There is basically no threshold for writing love, and it is said that love is now serialized on the Internet, and the income is very high...... Sister Xi, you can actually try it......"
Shen Youyi didn't expect that he had persuaded Cheng Mo to embrace love bravely, and immediately Cheng Mo would rebel against the army and persuade her to fall in love, Shen Youyi was a little crying and laughing, "Do you think I should really go on a blind date?"
"Of course you should go, this is a good opportunity for you to collect materials! Writing is writing about life, without rich life experience, it is difficult to write well....." After saying this, Cheng Mo faintly felt that it was wrong, as for what was wrong, he couldn't say it clearly, just like a sentence with an incorrect symbol and an awkward sentence.
Shen Youyi put her hand on her chin, frowned and thought for a while, feeling that she was still very resistant to blind dates, in case she met any entangled people, it would be a big trouble for her, "If it's just to collect materials, I might as well sit in the bar and observe those all kinds of people! There is really no need to go on a blind date..... And I was able to meet all kinds of people at school! I don't have to go on a blind date!"
"But you don't know what kind of situation and what kind of feeling a blind date is, if you write about the plot of 'blind date' in the future, there will be no sense of reality?" Cheng Mo hesitated and said.
"Hmm..... It seems to make some sense!"
Just when Shen Youyi's heart was moved, Cheng Mo suddenly said: "Why don't I help you think about it, come up with an idea, let's discuss the outline of the story, set a story framework, and let you write it, Sister Xi......?"