Chapter 50: Mu Qiannian is determined to leave
"Enough! Mu Qiannian, the person who told you that night was not me at all!" Weak Water shouted angrily to interrupt Mu Qiannian's self-injury and self-deprecation.
The two were too close, and the sudden shouting of weak water made Mu Qiannian stunned by her yelling. In this short moment, the weak water has broken free from his hands.
"Mu Qiannian, you hear clearly! It wasn't me that night!"
"I'm not the one who hurt you by those words!"
"It's not me who hurt you!"
Weak water shouted at Mu Qiannian, shouting out all the grievances, helplessness, and pain in his heart.
She didn't know how to resolve this big misunderstanding, she didn't know what happened after she fainted that night, and she didn't know what Praruo had said to Mu Qiannian.
But obviously, what Pan Ruo said must have been beyond Mu Qiannian's ability to bear, and the misunderstanding that Mu Xingyu created in the small courtyard just now made her difficult to tell.
She Rong Yunshu has been in this life, from the previous Wushuang princess to the current weak water, she has never explained this matter to others.
The self-esteem and pride of being a royal family make her never condescend to explain anything to others. Explaining to people, asking for approval, these things are simply ridiculous to her.
She didn't know how to explain, and she didn't bother to explain it to anyone, but now she found that she was desperate to explain, desperate to prove her innocence, and eager to ask for Mu Qiannian's approval.
Faced with a series of defenses from the weak water, Mu Qiannian was stunned at first, and then laughed.
What did you hear?
Weak water said it wasn't her?
Just for such a face that looked like Mu Xingyu, she now covered her ears and said that the person that night was not her.
Didn't she hurt herself enough?
Is she so easy to deceive, when she is blind?
If she wanted to lie to herself at the beginning, then why not lie to herself for the rest of her life, let herself not know the truth for the rest of her life, and let herself continue to be immersed in that dream to accompany her for the rest of her life and love her for the rest of her life?
Now, she has accepted her fate, and she has decided to leave, but why does she want to deceive herself again?
Even if you want to deceive, can't you use snacks to find a better excuse?
Or is it simply not worth her even a little bit of effort to make excuses?
Also, she has always tried her best to make her happy, how can she bother with herself? she is just a stand-in, how can a stand-in be worth the trouble of that peerless person?
Hehe...... Mu Qiannian, you are not stupid, you still want to accompany her for a lifetime, and you don't want to think about where you are worthy. Aside from the fact that you look very similar to Mu Xingyu, what else do you have?
You have a sincere heart, but weak water is not uncommon. What is rare for her is only that face, Rao is so, she even wants to keep this face so perfunctory.
Mu Qiannian was still laughing, the laughter was very bitter, and then it was the frenzy and despair that he had never had. It's not how ridiculous the words of weak water are, but how ridiculous his own sincerity is, and his own infatuation is ridiculous.
"It really wasn't me that night, Mu Qiannian believed me, I didn't lie to you. ”
Mu Qiannian's smile fell in the eyes of the weak water, and all she saw in his eyes was sadness and pain. She shook Mu Qiannian's hand, his hand that was trembling with laughter, and she tried to explain again, trying to make him believe her.
"Then tell me, if I wasn't Mu Xingyu's own brother, would you bring me here. Mu Qiannian finally stopped his desolate laughter, and said this lightly in a hoarse voice.
This sentence, coming out of Mu Qiannian's mouth, was not a question, but a declarative sentence, his voice was weak and low, he didn't need an answer from weak water at all. Obviously, he already had the answer in his own mind.
Such a bland and weak sentence is like a hammer falling straight to the bottom of the weak water's heart. She knew that when these words came out, there would be no room for turning around between them. Mu Qiannian will not listen to any more explanations from her, but she can't lie to him, she doesn't want to, and she can't deceive.
"No, it won't. ”
Her eyes were already misty. While saying these two words, she only felt that her heart was like a knife, and it was a hundred times more painful than the moment she fell into the bone cliff that day.
The moment she fell into the Falling Bone Cliff, she no longer had any hope for Mu Xingyu. But now, she still puts all her hopes on Mu Qiannian's body, and compared with struggle and despair, the pain of the former is even more unavoidable.
Mu Qiannian gently broke away the hands that were holding him with weak water, his movements were so gentle, and his words were so soft, it could be said that he was extremely gentle, "Weak water, I still don't regret saving you that day, but I regret coming back with you." ”
After Mu Qiannian finished speaking, he didn't look at the weak water again, turned around silently, and the inky blue cloak with a little snow-white drop, like a heartbroken painting, slowly disappeared in the field of vision of the weak water.
Mu Qiannian's figure walked very slowly, every step was heavy, but every step was so unhesitating, and every step declared his determination to leave completely.
Weak Water looked at Mu Qiannian's resolute figure and finally came back to his senses. She knew that if Mu Qiannian was allowed to leave this valley, then she might never see him again in her life.
Even if it was just such an assumption, Weak Water felt that it was difficult for him to bear such a result. She panics, she fears, she loses, and finally, she gets angry.
As a high-ranking royalty, she had never explained to others so humbly in her life, and now, she had tried to do what she disdained the most, but what did she get in exchange?
It's not that she didn't try to drive him away, it's that he himself would rather suffer his own sword than leave.
He said that he would love her and be with her all his life, but now, he was so determined to leave her.
It was he who had to enter her heart, and she finally opened the knot in her heart and felt uncomfortable with his affection, but he wanted to leave her behind.
What kind of person is he Rong Yunshu when he says she loves, and he will leave when he says he goes? She doesn't allow it! What she wants must be firmly grasped in her own hands!
"Mu Qiannian, I won't allow you to leave!" A shout shook the snow on the dead branches, and even some of the dead branches snapped and fell to the ground.
Weak Water chased after him, grabbed Mu Qiannian and shouted at him, her voice was full of anger and majesty.
It was the majesty of the royal bloodline, as if at this moment, she had changed back into the unequaled princess who was high up, the unequaled princess who made people kneel to the ground.
Mu Qiannian's arm was grabbed hard by the weak water, and the wound on his shoulder began to hurt again. Weak water grabbed his hand and used internal force.
At this time, although the internal force has only recovered two layers, these two layers are completely enough to deal with Mu Qiannian. What's more, it is Mu Qiannian, who is still injured on his body.
"Mu Qiannian, you said that you will accompany me all your life. ”
"I don't care if you believe my explanation or not, you must accompany me for the rest of your life, and I won't allow you to leave!"
So far, whether Mu Qiannian believes it or not, the weak water is no longer there, and no matter what he thinks, she only knows that she must keep him, she wants him to fulfill his promise, and she does not allow him to live up to her.
Her heart can no longer bear to lose, and she can't be let down again.
Even if she forced it, even if he resented her and hated her, she recognized it, as long as he was with her, as long as he didn't leave her.
Mu Qiannian endured the pain of the wound on his shoulder, slowly turned around, and looked at the weak water in front of him with obvious anger.
If she wasn't Mu Xingyu's own brother, she wouldn't have brought herself back.
She had already admitted it, but she still wouldn't let herself go.
Weak water, how important Mu Xingyu is to you, it is worth your compromise, so forceful.
Just for this face that looks like Mu Xingyu, you don't let go of yourself, and you don't want to let me go.
"Okay, I'll be with you all my life. Mu Qiannian's tone was light, he smiled, still the bright and warm smile before, like a warm spring breeze, which was incompatible with this snowy winter day.
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