Chapter 143: The heart is like ashes
Linglong shook her head and said, "No, I just borrowed the body of a mortal, mortals are mortals, I ...... It's still me. Originally, I didn't like to occupy a person's body like this, I didn't like the appearance of old age, but mortals pay attention to a pair of people for a lifetime, and it is the right way to go from white head to old age. When this body dies of old age, I will still return to my original body, and I will still live alone. ”
Yan Yan opened her mouth, she wanted to tell her that she was not alone, at least there was her.
Yan Yan was about to speak, but she heard the door being opened, and an old woman's voice said: "The smoke of the cooking house has already risen, but our family is not the only one, do you still think that you are the Miss Liu family now? Since you marry into our Zhang family, you must abide by the rules of our Zhang family." ”
The old woman was still holding a crying girl in her hand.
Linglong hurriedly got up, and the girl broke free from the old woman's hand, ran to Linglong's side, hugged her legs, and shouted: "Mother, mother, I hurt so much, I hurt so much......"
Linglong nervously lifted the girl's sleeve, and the girl's arm was blue and purple, looking like she had been pinched.
Yan Yan stood up, the old woman began to look Yan Yan up and down, and after seeing that the jade pendant and clothes she was wearing were worth a lot of money, she hurriedly changed into a smile and said: "Yo, which young lady is this, the old body is rude, it is really my daughter-in-law who is negligent in discipline, the girl should not take it to heart." ”
Yan Yan clenched her fists, she really wanted to punch the sharp-toothed woman to death.
She can't tolerate others being so bullied.
But Linglong sensed Yan Yan's anger, she quickly turned to look at her and shook her head.
Yan Yan put down her clenched fist, evoked a reluctant smile, took out a gold ingot from her arms, and said, "This was originally borrowed from Miss Liu, and I also saw the old man today to exchange for money." ”
After that, she put the gold in Linglong's hand and said, "I will go back today, and if there is any need in the future, I can ...... Find me. ”
Linglong wanted to stuff her gold into her, but she pressed Linglong's hand with her backhand, hooked the corner of her lips, and sent a message to her: You need this, don't be polite to me.
As soon as Yan Yan went out, she met that Zhang Sheng...... Zhang Yue.
Zhang Yue looked Yan Yan up and down, and said, "Who are you and why did you come out of my house?"
This Zhang Yue is indeed born with a delicate appearance, and he is an extremely good man.
Yan Yan smiled and said, "I, I am a person who admires Zhang Gongzi, and I am also here to visit today, but Gongzi has only come back now, can I ...... Go out with me?"
Zhang Yue frowned and said, "The girl is self-respecting, I already have a family, and I ask the girl to go back, and I don't have to come back in the future." ”
Zhang Yue ignored her anymore and just went straight into the house.
Yan Yan looked at his back and sneered.
Is he still a good man who doesn't sit still?
She didn't believe she wouldn't be able to take care of him.
Yan Yan lived in the town, and she often took various opportunities to get close to Zhang Yue, but that Zhang Yue was really a decent gentleman and had no intentions for her at all.
But Yanyan was unwilling to give up, she began to practice witchcraft, trying to control people's minds.
After a whole month, she finally learned.
Since she can control Zhang Yue with witchcraft, she doesn't have to be this bad guy herself.
Yan Yan spent money to hire a drama in the garden, asked her to seduce Zhang Yue, and then controlled it by witchcraft, and soon Zhang Yue fell in love with this drama...... Qinger.
Qing'er has always been someone who looks good, and he wants to go with whom, not to mention that this Zhang Yue looks good and has money to get, so Qing'er naturally agreed.
According to Yan Yan's instructions, she tried her best to seduce Zhang Yue every day, and soon got involved with him, and Zhang Yue became more and more infatuated with Qing'er.
Gradually, Zhang Yue used all the money from his family's meals on the field of holding Qinger, and he often couldn't open the pot at home.
Yan Yan thought that in this way, Linglong would be disappointed in Zhang Yue, maybe she would understand who was good to her in this world.
But what Yanyan didn't expect was that when Linglong knew about it, she thought of persuading her husband and ...... Forbear.
Yan Yan could only continue to ask Qing'er to hook up with Zhang Yue, and Zhang Yue became more and more bored with Linglong, and gradually stopped going home at all.
Zhang Yue didn't go home, and Linglong's life became more and more difficult.
She had to endure her mother-in-law's abuse every day, but then she gradually became less insulted, and her mother-in-law was so hungry that she had no strength and could only lie in bed.
Linglong has no money, so she can only go and get some vegetable leaves that no one wants.
Maybe in the most difficult times, she will also have a choice.
She gave most of the leaves to her daughter, and only a small part herself, and as for the mother-in-law who often treated her harshly, she slowly stopped eating.
As for that Zhang Yue.
Linglong also went to the opera garden to find Zhang Yue, but the man was just in the women's pile, and he didn't even pay attention to her.
The light in Linglong's eyes gradually dimmed.
But Yan Yan, who was quietly watching all this from a distance, was full of smiles, and her wish would soon be fulfilled.
Yan Yan took advantage of Linglong's outing, so she sneaked into Linglong's house, Linglong's little daughter was playing in the yard, and her mother-in-law was already lying on the bed, dying.
She stepped forward with a smile, and the old woman shouted with all her strength, "Help...... Save me. ”
The smile on Yan Yan's face became even stronger, she looked down at the woman with some disdain, and said, "Save you, no one in this world wants you to die more than me." ”
As she spoke, there was a chilling glow in her eyes.
The hand on her throat slowly tightened, and the old woman could barely breathe, and her hands and feet began to kick wildly.
But it didn't take long for her to regain her composure.
Suddenly, there was a 'bang' at the door.
Yan Yan turned her head with the cruelty on her face, and saw that Linglong's little daughter was sitting at the door, looking at Yan Yan with a frightened face.
She curled the corners of her lips, this child was born with a little resemblance to Linglong.
Pity......
Yan Yan walked towards the child step by step, and the child's face gradually turned pale until there was no blood.
"Don't ...... Kill me, don't kill me. ”
The child cried loudly, Yan Yan couldn't help but squat down, reached out to touch her face, and said, "How could I kill you? I won't kill you, but it's better to forget what you saw today, otherwise, I can't guarantee it." ”
She pinched the child's chin and forced her to look directly at herself.
"Do you hear that?"
The girl nodded tremblingly.
Yan Yan let go of her chin as agreed, and said with a slight smile: "What a good boy." ”
After saying that, Yan Yan left with a smile, leaving the girl to sit on the ground and cry incessantly.
......
When Linglong returned home, her little daughter was still sitting in the doorway, trembling slightly, as if frightened.
She hurriedly picked up her daughter, gently patted her back, and said softly, "Yueyue, what's wrong?"
Yue Yue just shook her head with a pale face and didn't say a word.
Linglong put Yueyue on the edge of the bed, but the child struggled desperately.
She struggled and shouted "Ahhhh
Linglong frowned, what happened to her today?
Turning her head to look at her mother-in-law lying on the bed, she realized that the man was dead.
Linglong suddenly realized that it was Yueyue who witnessed her grandmother's death and was so frightened.
She hugged Yueyue in her arms and comforted her in a low voice: "Yueyue, don't be afraid, grandmother just went to another place, don't be too sad." ”
But Yueyue just cried, crying in a low voice, as if something was staring at her, and she was not even allowed to cry.
Linglong didn't think much about it, just led Yueyue to the courtyard, and she buried the old woman on the bed.
Linglong looked at the new dirt bag in front of her, and only felt a dull feeling in her heart.
In fact, she will possess mortals every few hundred years, this is not the first time she has been a human, and she already has some understanding of the emotions between mortals.
Although she likes to be a human being, she just does it for fun.
Only this time, she was sincere to mortals.
Linglong knew that Zhang Yue was not a good person, but she had no choice.
What if you knew?
It turns out that the feelings between mortals are like this, knowing that they can't do it.
Linglong smiled bitterly, I don't know how Zhang Yue would feel if he knew that his mother had passed away.
People's hearts will change, but she will not change, like her appearance, even if she is now wearing the skin of others, she is still chaotic in nature.
Before dawn the next day, Linglong woke up, and she subconsciously touched Yueyue beside her.
But at this touch, she was frightened and completely sobered up.
Because Yueyue's body is burning hot.
Linglong wanted to cast a spell, but she stopped.
Over the years, she had experienced a lot of karma, and she knew that cultivation and spells would only bring her misfortune.
But the pitiful appearance of the child made the mother ruthless.
Linglong cast the spell, and Yueyue's body gradually improved.
But only two days later, she fell ill again.
Linglong cast the spell again, but after all, it still couldn't last two days, and she was still sick.
Seeing that the child was still trembling, Linglong was very worried.
Maybe Yueyue is just a mortal fetus in the flesh and can't withstand such spiritual power of cultivation?
Linglong didn't understand, she didn't know that Yueyue had a heart disease, she was frightened to become like this, Linglong only thought that the child was suffering from the cold.
There was no way, she could only take Yueyue around to find a doctor, but she didn't have half a penny on her.
In desperation, Linglong found her mother's house and wanted to take the poor child to ask for some money.
But her father had already swept her out of the house because she was shameless and insisted on marrying the poor boy Zhang Yue.
For the sake of her child, Linglong could only kneel at the door of the Yuanwai Mansion and beg bitterly.
In exchange for only a burst of humiliation from her father, Linglong finally despaired.
She got up with Yueyue in her arms, walked aimlessly, and finally stopped in front of an inn.
Linglong can detect it, Yan Yan is here.
After hesitating again and again, Linglong still mustered up the courage to walk in.
Yan Yan listened to the knock outside the door, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but hook slightly, she knew that it was the person she had been waiting for came.
She got up and opened the door, pretending to be surprised, and said, "Linglong, why are you, come in." ”
Linglong hugged the child in her arms and whispered: "Yanyan, help me, help me, Yueyue She is sick, but I have ...... There is no money. ”
Yan Yan was a little surprised, and said, "What about your cultivation technique?"
Linglong shook her head and said, "I don't know if Yueyue's body is different from ordinary people, my cultivation can only make her get better temporarily, but she will still have seizures later." ”
Yan Yan nodded seriously, looking at the child with his eyes tightly closed, a subtle smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
That's right, Yueyue wasn't sick at all, it was Yan Yan's witchcraft for her.
Yan Yan likes these witchcraft, it is difficult for people to detect, and it looks like an ordinary illness, but it will not get better at all.
Even those who are highly cultivated may not be able to defeat witchcraft.
She hurriedly took out a gold ingot from her arms, handed it to Linglong, and said, "You take it first, if it's not enough, come to me again, I have other things to do in the past few days, so I won't accompany you to find a doctor." ”
Linglong couldn't stop thanking her, her eyes were already full of tears, I don't know whether it was moved or hopeful.
Looking at the back of Linglong leaving, Yan Yan hooked the corners of her lips and said lightly: "Linglong, you are mine, no one can snatch it away, no one can ...... Can't snatch it away. ”
There seemed to be something bewitching in her voice, which made people shudder.
Linglong took Yueyue to the doctor with hope, but the doctor only prescribed some medicine to Yueyue.
As the days passed, Ke Yueyue's illness became more and more serious.
She began to talk nonsense in a daze.
"Don't kill me...... Please, please...... Don't kill me. ”
Linglong could only hold her and comfort her gently, "Yueyue, don't be afraid, no one will hurt you, no one can hurt you, don't be afraid, my mother is here, good child, get better quickly." ”
Yueyue cried in a low voice, still muttering in her mouth, "Don't kill me, don't kill me, I didn't see anything...... I didn't see it, I won't say it, I won't ......"
For half a month, Yueyue only had incoming air but no outgoing gas every day, and slowly ran out of oil and dried up.
Finally, on a rainy night, Yueyue breathed.
Linglong almost collapsed, she held the child in her arms, crying breathlessly.
In the past half a month, Zhang Yue has not even come back once.
Slowly hope turned into disappointment, and Linglong began to feel like a dead heart.
As long as the moment Yueyue died, she understood that the negative person would not come back after all.
Linglong cried for three days and three nights while holding the child's corpse, and finally collapsed and collapsed.
The corpse had long been rotten and stinky, but Linglong didn't seem to notice it at all, just hugged the child, hummed a song in a low voice, and took her out for a walk every day.
The neighbors who lived nearby were terrified when they saw this.
They all knew that Linglong was crazy, and soon the news reached Yan Yan's ears.
When she learned the news, the cup in her hand was crushed.