Chapter 9: Wu Yunxiu's Confession
In my dreams, I just repeat this sentence over and over again.
Ah, it's really about to collapse, in the end, what I'm doing is right or wrong? In the end, what have I been pursuing? That Su Ling, who turned out to be the same as me, was all confused, how could she find herself and become more and more like a person?
It seems that the deadline is approaching, and I think that I have done nothing wrong in my reign, as long as I kill the Su family, will my inner demons disappear? My thoughts seem to be becoming more and more extreme and grotesque, but I myself have not discovered it at that time.
Until...... The nine-tailed demon fox died.
I was like a camel crushed by the last straw, drowning in the water to find hope of life, and I looked around blankly and found that there was no one around me who could discuss with me and give me advice, which was really sad.
At this point, my killing intent towards Na Su Ling is considered to be the highest.
However...... I failed, I seemed to find that after the death of the nine-tailed demon fox, Su Ling, who I saw again, had become a complete person, and in her eyes, I had never seen a brilliance, firm and resolute, and responsible.
I don't want to praise a person from the Su family, but that's the case.
And Beiyou, at this time, has already attacked the city gate. I know that this cold country is here for me, probably already powerless, but all of a sudden, I feel that everything has nothing to do with me, what country, what throne, what glory and wealth, I suddenly found out ridiculously, even if everything is deprived, everything is the same as before, I am still so lonely, lonely to death makes me calm like that.
On that day, when the armored General Beiyou walked into my Jinluan Palace, I had already dressed myself well, sitting on the dragon chair, I had never been so serious, carefully dressed myself, bathed, burned incense, and then looked at everything this familiar, it should be the last look......
When the sword came at me, I don't know why, suddenly made such a request that I would never have thought of before—to treat the people of the cold country well.
Why...... I don't know, probably, this is the last fulfillment of my responsibilities, in fact, it doesn't have any meaning, but suddenly I have the illusion that my heart is pinched.
In this life, when I saw all the marquee-like memories, I suddenly felt relieved, and this heart was suddenly filled, and I no longer felt any regrets. Death should be the best ending for me. It seems that the previous priest of the Su family was true.
If what the Su family said is true, if there is really any destiny and Tao, I just want to secretly, secretly make a wish to the gods and demons, if there is an afterlife, I only hope to be separated from power, and my life will be dull, and I will not re-enter the emperor's family.
The person who thought like a fool before was called Ning Han. Don't worry, as a demon fox, I won't have such a confused head that doesn't understand what I want until I die.
My family, just like everyone knew before, is a Heavenly Fox clan that can know the destiny of heaven, so it has been cursed by the Heavenly Dao. In fact, the foxes of our clan have never cultivated foxy skills, but have always had a good heart, and often use their talents to help others, which may be why we are cursed by the Heavenly Dao.
And I, when I finally bear the fate of the entire race, my heart is heavy and hopeless. It's just that no matter how slim, confused, or heavy, I feel that everything I have done is not wrong.
I once met a monk, a monk who looked a little stupid, and he should have seen my identity, so he asked me like this, wouldn't I feel guilty about using other people's lives to achieve my own goals? I am a demon fox, and demon foxes naturally cannot be constrained by human morality, so how can human beings ask me such stupid questions?
In fact...... I also wanted to answer another answer. It's just that I held back and didn't say anything.
As I said before, our Sky Fox clan has never been a demon beast that those foxes practice the art of charm and charm humans, our clan, if the final practice is successful, it can be directly ranked in the immortal class. Our people have always had a good heart, and it is not even an exaggeration to be regarded as compassionate.
It was only when I went down the hill on the first day that I met a wounded Orion, and when I showed the skill to heal his wounds, I was bound by him in the dead of night. Greedy human beings, vainly trying to get some ridiculous effects by eating me, what to prolong life, gain divine power. All I can say is that this is probably the most frightening delusion and the desire to laugh.
So I broke free, but I spared him at the begging of the hunter. However, I still seem to have underestimated the greed of man, and the second time, when he had a second thought that he should not have, I gave up the original kindness of my race, and I finally became a demon fox, slaughtering the Orion family of four, leaving nothing alive, including the newborn baby.
Kindness is useless and cumbersome for a demon saddled with hatred and curse. I said to myself like this, what qualifications do I have to share my overflowing compassion when even the Heavenly Dao is going to hunt down and kill?
So I entered the palace of the Han Kingdom, made deals with those human emperors who had the spirit of a true dragon, and set my sights on the equally special family in this country, the Su family.
There is really a familiar feeling, but the Su family, unlike our race, seems to be all the people who can spy on the destiny of heaven, and they are really following the instructions of the way of heaven step by step, no wonder they will prosper for so long, this point, on the contrary, these human beings are much better than us.
If I can deprive them of all their luck and abilities, will I be able to save our race? Once my thoughts are planted, it will be like wildfire, and it will spread wildly in my heart, so let's kill it. It's just that over the past 100 years, I've become more and more desperate.
Heavenly Dao seemed to play a joke on me, every time I devoured these people, I touched a vague barrier, and after that, the barrier disappeared completely.
It must have been that the power I gained dissipated too quickly! But my curse has made me lose the ability to spy on the Heavenly Dao, and my killing is getting heavier and heavier, not only carrying the lives and debts of those thousands of clansmen, but also being infected with killing at this moment, I know that I can't turn back, and I don't want to turn back!
I know I've fallen into the devil's path completely, but I don't regret it. Isn't there an old saying in the human world, people don't kill the heavens and the earth for themselves, I think, this is a good thing, I don't have any idle mind to find other paths, time does not allow me to find other ways, I don't know when such behavior will be discovered by heaven, and I don't know how much life I have left, this is a road that cannot be turned back.
However, this Su family's priest Su Ling makes me feel a little more different, maybe the priest with the highest talent in a thousand years? I seem to see hope, a hope with the most power, because in the past hundred years, it has always been because of the lack of strength, so I can only touch a barrier and disappear, and then retreat to the same place, and now, this seems to be the last chance, a talent that I have only met for a thousand years, I admit that I have begun to be tempted.
This opportunity was hard to come by, and I began to wait patiently slowly, laying out my trap little by little. However, I also seem to have been obstructed by the Heavenly Dao, the little emperor of the human world, obviously I chose myself, but in the end, this person was too smart, so smart that in the end, I learned that he had always known about my plan, so he never trusted 100% of the time.
As for this prey of the Su family, it seems that in a place I don't know, it has grown too fast and is too resilient, and maybe the way of heaven is hindering my behavior.
I don't know what the reason was, but in the end, I still failed. Chasing thousands of miles, under all karmic debts, I fought with her, and got a lose-lose result, I died, and she died.