Chapter 190: I've loved you, I've loved you for a long time
Therefore, it was Huojing who ordered Bu Yu to leave Han Xiaoxi.
"Why?"
Han Xiaoxi has always been familiar with world affairs, but he was confused in this matter.
"Because she said, I like you. ”
Bu Yu seemed to be laughing at himself, and his soulless appearance condensed a lot of sourness in his heart.
It seems to be a jar of soy sauce with vinegar melted in it, salty and sour, and it is all poured into the bottom of my heart.
"What?"
Han Xiaoxi thought that he had misheard, and looked at Bu Yu in front of him in surprise.
The two of them were just the same thin, unsociable, and had no other friends, so they recognized each other as bosom friends.
But if it is......
Alas.
"So, what do you think?"
Bu Yu seemed to be a little hesitant.
"What did you say then?"
Han Xiaoxi turned his head, leaned sideways on the rough cherry blossom trunk, and with the breeze rippling, some cherry blossoms slowly fell, fell on Bu Yu's paper fan, melted into the fan surface of the paper fan, and imprinted a faint mark belonging to the cherry blossoms.
"How do you say that...... What else can I say. ”
Bu Yu talked about this with a smile, and there was inevitably a little bitterness in his smile.
If you want to say that you like Han Xiaoxi, there is a love between men and women between the two, it must be impossible.
But when it comes to never contacting Han Xiaoxi again and never seeing her again, his heart feels like he has been stripped of flesh raw, and the unbearable pain melts into his heart.
"You won't ......"
Han Xiaoxi subconsciously asked tentatively.
"I said, it's impossible for me to leave Han Xiaoxi. Huo Jing broke up with me, saying that she couldn't stand the ambiguity between her best friend and her boyfriend. ”
Bu Yu gently fanned the paper fan in his hand, shaking off some cherry blossom petals to the ground, staining a lot of soil, and then turning into flower mud and blending into the soil.
"Ahh ”
As an outsider, Han Xiaoxi can be regarded as understanding this.
Huo Jing felt that her girlfriend's status was threatened, so she took Han Xiaoxi as an imaginary object.
"I ...... I tried to make her happy, but when I thought about her, she told me to ...... I can't. ”
Bu Yu smiled stupidly, he couldn't tell what was pestering people's feelings, he just felt that after a long time, he couldn't leave Han Xiaoxi.
It must be like this.
"It's not easy for me to come forward at this time, otherwise you go find Lu Qiao and ask him to talk about it for you. ”
Han Xiaoxi gently patted Bu Yu's shoulder.
There was a little more guilt on his face.
She just wanted to get back to the topic and talk to Bu Yu about the investigation first, but she didn't think that Bu Yu's next sentence blocked Han Xiaoxi couldn't say a word.
"Do you like me?"
......
Bu Yu's youthful face was incomparably vivid in the breeze, and the light and shadow projected through the cherry blossom treetops clearly reflected on his face.
Han Xiaoxi suddenly felt that time had stood still, and his eyes slid from the tip of Bu Yu's nose to his thin lips, and he wanted to bring this embarrassing question over in a joking sense.
"What are you talking about, don't joke with me about this kind of thing, okay. We've known each other for so long, you know, I'm ...... and Xuanmo I ......"
When Han Xiaoxi said these words, he was comforting himself, as if he was pretending not to feel Bu Yu's truth, and he smiled lightly.
The blooming smile is like a flower, and the delicate red lips have a little sexiness.
"I'm not kidding you. ”
Bu Yu didn't plan to let Han Xiaoxi go, so he couldn't have asked directly.
He propped up half of his body and leaned towards Han Xiaoxi's side, Han Xiaoxi's back was a tree trunk, and there was nowhere to hide if he wanted to, but his slightly sideways face showed her reserve.
"You...... Are you serious?"
Han Xiaoxi was a little afraid to hear Bu Yu's answer, but Bu Yu was very sure.
Bu Yu lightly blocked the paper fan in his hand, and directly turned his lip flap sideways, wanting to raid the moist red lips.
Han Xiaoxi pushed Bu Yu away with one palm, but the air still exuded a strong smell of alcohol, perhaps because he was drunk.
I'm talking nonsense.
"You're drunk, it's time for you to rest. I'll go first. ”
Han Xiaoxi was about to get up, but Bu Yu swept her leg and made her sit back again.
Although she drank wine, her skills were not slow at all, and her neat movements were like that of a newborn teenager, and she unloaded Han Xiaoxi's resistance in three or two strokes, and folded her hands back.
She turned her back to Bu Yu, her hands were clamped behind him, her body was against the trunk in front of her, and the air in her lungs was squeezed dry by such a violent squeeze, and she didn't dare to move anymore.
If she is serious, she is really not better than Bu Yu.
"Han Xiaoxi, you tell the truth. Don't make excuses. We've known each other for thousands of years, do you like me after all......"
Bu Yu said, there was a little choked and trembling in those words, and in the next second, he let go of the hands that were clamping Han Xiaoxi, couldn't bear to hurt her, and carefully rubbed her wrists.
With a gentle breath swept behind his ears, Han Xiaoxi's mind seemed to be taken away, and he stayed in place in a daze.
"Bu Yu, you already have Huojing......"
Han Xiaoxi smiled comfortingly, her embarrassed expression was shown in every joint of her body, she didn't know what to do.
"I just want to know. ”
Bu Yu asked again and again, just to know the truth, he hugged Han Xiaoxi's slender body from behind and muttered to her.
The voice seemed to be gentler than water, and Han Xiaoxi looked at the falling cherry blossoms, as well as those mottled lights and shadows, and his heart swayed with it.
That's fine.
Just say it, it's fine.
Han Xiaoxi shook Bu Yu's hand away and distanced themselves again.
Then he said:
"I loved you. Loved for a long time. But you didn't say you liked me, you didn't chase me, and I was the one who came out of the darkness, and I thought I was ...... Not worthy of you, so I ...... I gave up. ”
Han Xiaoxi said as she spoke, and her eyes turned red.
Some things may only become regrets.
She pursed her red lips and continued.
"I thought it would be nice for me to keep these emotions in my heart. I'm also very happy to see you have Huojing, and I want to forget about it lightly, forget those emotions. After all, it's useless to say it. ”
Han Xiaoxi was forced by Bu Yu to face these regrets in front of him, regret, and helplessness.
But he sighed again.
"Maybe there's no fate.
We have been together for so long, you have not taken the initiative, and I have not taken the initiative......
Until Xuanmo fell in love with me.
Until Huo Jing falls in love with you. ”
Han Xiaoxi's eyes didn't even dare to look at Bu Yu, just stared at the paper fan in his hand and saw his slightly trembling arm.
"So what?"
Bu Yu asked Han Xiaoxi this, but also asked himself.
"So, so be it. ”
Han Xiaoxi looked at Bu Yu in front of him fixedly, and finally mustered up all the courage and looked at his bright eyes.
"What if I don't want to?"
Bu Yu's words really made Han Xiaoxi feel what is called suffering.
"I'm already the Night Princess. ”
Han Xiaoxi shook his head, his hands were a little cramped and uneasy, gently touching the skin of his arm, rubbing back and forth.
"You haven't been through the door yet. I still have a chance. ”
Bu Yu wanted to fight for it after all.
It wasn't until Xuan Mo almost wiped Han Xiaoxi dry that he remembered to be in a hurry.
Isn't it a little too late?
Although Han Xiaoxi was also very reluctant, he still shook his head firmly, signaling that Bu Yu would not change his decision.
"Did he hug you, did he kiss you, did he want you before he passed the door?"
Bu Yu said eagerly, and the three questions were asked until Han Xiaoxi's face turned red.
She thought about it for a moment, and all kinds of unacceptable images flashed in her mind, and then she replied sweetly.
"What nonsense are you talking about. We haven't ...... yet."
It seemed that Han Xiaoxi's sweet expression stung Bu Yu, and he pulled Han Xiaoxi over, and wanted to kiss him directly after three times or two.
Bu Yu was reluctant to hurt Han Xiaoxi, but he still controlled some of his strength.
This also gave Han Xiaoxi a chance to struggle, Han Xiaoxi picked up the wine jar placed on the side with her toes and threw it in the direction of Bu Yu, but was kicked and broken by Bu Yu, and the splash of wine juice poured on the tips of Han Xiaoxi's hair.
She had to do her best to compete with Bu Yu, so she did it on purpose and hit hard.
"Han Xiaoxi, you are so cruel to me?"
Bu Yu understands that Han Xiaoxi's hand knife is also a good kung fu, just without spiritual power, it is enough to split bricks and tiles, if it hits, it will definitely be a broken tendon.
Another killer move, Han Xiaoxi changed from palm to fist, the fist wind swept over Bu Yu's side, and almost hit Bu Yu's abdomen, such a close hand-to-hand fight, more or less Han Xiaoxi's flexible body will take advantage of it.
After several struggles, Han Xiaoxi only had a draw.
The two were at a stalemate, and Bu Yucai coaxed her quietly.
"Let's stop making trouble, okay?"
"Then you give up. ”
Han Xiaoxi's hand was still standing with Bu Yu's hand, and the two of them spoke gently, but they secretly compared their huge strength.
"You don't really like the Night King, do you?"
Bu Yu withdrew her hand, and Han Xiaoxi also withdrew, and she also tidied up the clothes that had just been messed up, and then replied after thinking about it.
"Yes, if there is no accident, I will marry him. ”
Han Xiaoxi's determined eyes did not change in the slightest.
Bu Yu could only look sideways, and shook his head sadly, he was estimated to be extremely remorseful now.
Han Xiaoxi used to walk around in front of him every day, so he couldn't think of seizing the opportunity.
Even if two people are not suitable to be together, they are separated.
It's better than never starting at all.
Thinking about the thousands of years that have passed with each other, every minute and second has melted into the bottom of my heart.
He didn't want to let go of Han Xiaoxi no matter what.
That affectionate look made Han Xiaoxi's heart hurt a little more.
Maybe Bu Yu's reddish eyes were too eye-catching, and she was also stalemate, and she felt that she couldn't breathe.
Perhaps it was the smell of alcohol that had just smeared her lungs from the air, and she did the most daring act as if she were drunk.
"Don't you just want to kiss me?"
Han Xiaoxi said, took a step forward, and kissed Bu Yu's cheek gently.
Thin black hair covered half of Han Xiaoxi's cheeks, and her lips still had the warmth that she had just touched lightly.
Then......
She slowly stepped away.
"Well, that's enough. Then make an appointment, and in the future, we will all forget about it. ”
She smiled brightly again, without a trace of remorse and unhappiness, as bright as the beginning of a sunny day on the horizon.