Chapter 32 The heart is like ashes
Gu Qi'er was pregnant with the heir of the Li family, and the old lady of the Li family no longer stopped Li Lang from taking a concubine, and Li Lang accepted Yun Niang into the Guogong Mansion as he wished.
Yun Niang has two children by her side, and she is favored by the second son, Yun Niang is also quite scheming, soft and submissive in front of the second son, Chu Chu is pitiful, as soon as the second son leaves, she is cunning, the original form is revealed, and the people of the Li Mansion also see the wind and make the rudder, with Yun Niang's horse head is looking forward, although the old lady loves Gu Qi'er, but she can't always maintain her, Gu Qi'er's experience in the Li Mansion is getting worse and worse.
It's not that Gu Qi'er can't see Yun Niang's scheming, and it's not that she can't fight her, it's just that she has a dislike for Li Lang, she has no intention of fighting with her, and he makes her understand with a look that it is meaningless for her to fight or not.
Gu Qi'er went out less and less, she stayed in her yard and sometimes didn't go out all day, Li Lang seemed to be more and more dissatisfied with her, he didn't allow her to go back to her parents' house, and he didn't allow the ladies of Beppu to visit her, she was like a trapped bird, looking at the high wall in the yard, which was a cage that she couldn't fly out of.
If life goes on like this, it's not too bad, it's just a loss of freedom, she is pregnant, and she has expectations for the future, she has figured it out, and when the child is born, she will guard her child to live, and it is not in vain to lie down in the world in this life.
Gu Qi'er stayed in her yard with peace of mind, preparing baby supplies, she sewed two belly bags and two pairs of cotton shoes by herself, the Guogong Mansion did not give her much, Yun Niang was bad everywhere, and instigated the account room to deduct her silver taels, so she had to secretly send someone to sell her jewelry to make a living.
But it was so difficult to live, Yun Niang still refused to let her go, Gu Qi'er was found by Yun Niang when the maid in the room went to pawn jewelry, Yun Niang pulled the maid to the second son, saying that she stole things from the Guogong Mansion, and said that she would pull out the cane to kill, the maid could withstand such a fright, she directly admitted that it was given to her by the eldest lady, and it happened that during that time, the Guogong Mansion also lost some jewelry.
All the coincidences are amazing, Yun Niang insisted that Gu Qi'er stole the lost jewelry, Gu Qi'er had to find the pawn shop owner, who knew that the boss had already been dotted by Yun Niang, he took out a lost jewelry from the Guogong Mansion, and said that Gu Qi'er's maid pawned there.
The second son didn't trust Gu Qi'er, Gu Qi'er couldn't argue, she had to ask the old lady for help, the old lady interrogated the maids who had access to those jewels one by one, and under the majesty of the old lady, a maid next to the second son admitted that she did it.
The maids around the second son only listened to him, and he had nothing to say, so he couldn't blame Gu Qi'er, Yun Niang knew that it was the second son's maid who stole something, and she chose to turn a blind eye in order to frame Gu Qi'er, just to find a suitable opportunity, but she didn't expect Gu Qi'er to move to the old lady, the old lady came forward to solve it, Yun Niang had no choice, the matter had to be closed, but the maid next to the second son was driven out of the Guogong Mansion by the old lady, and the second son once counted the account on Gu Qi'er, Gu Qi'er had no choice but to live more simply。
Even if she retreated like this, she couldn't get a stable life, maybe since the day she wanted to get out of the marriage, the tragedy of her life had begun to take shape, Gu Qi'er became more and more depressed, but she still tried to make herself love life.
Yun Niang did not stop there, she grew up in a poor family, was sold by her father to a merchant's house, the businessman in order to win over the official family, trained a group of dancers, Yun Niang is one of them, she in order to find a backer, exhausted means, extremely clinging, fortunately she has a good face, was favored by Li Lang, Li Lang took her out of the businessman's house.
Yun Niang, who was taken out of the merchant's mansion, in order to keep Li Lang, can be said to have tried her best, she hired someone to quietly follow Li Lang, when Li Lang encountered difficulties, she would consult with the previous businessman about countermeasures, and then pretended to inadvertently help him come up with a solution.
Li Lang thought that Yun Niang could guess his thoughts, and he loved her more and more, Yun Niang always showed tenderness in front of him, she had experienced all kinds of hardships since she was a child, and finally gained a foothold in the Guogong Mansion, how could she allow others to take all this, although Li Lang didn't like Gu Qi'er, but she was now pregnant, if she gave birth to a son, it would inevitably affect her status in the house, she couldn't let such a thing happen, the more she thought about it, the more panicked she became, the more crazy she became.
Yun Niang decided to eliminate this hidden danger, but how to do it without leakage is a problem, she quietly observed for a long time, Gu Qi'er basically doesn't go out, and occasionally goes out to the old lady, on the way to the old lady, there are many maids and servants, there is no chance to start at all, and she can't do it herself, she can't let Gu Qi'er have the opportunity to rely on her, and the maid can't be relied on, she can only borrow her son's hand when she thinks about it, his son is the blood of Loei, even if he finally knows, they won't do anything to him.
Yun Niang, who paid attention to the decision, often said that Gu Qi'er was not good in front of her eldest son, she said that Gu Qi'er often bullied her, the purpose was to drive her out of Loei, Yun Niang's eldest son was over six years old, and he had been separated from mother and son before, so he was finally reunited with his mother, how could he want his mother to be kicked out of the house.
Yun Niang saw that her son's hatred for Gu Qi'er had formed, so she began to look for opportunities to implement her plan, once the bad guys wanted to do something, the opportunity came very easily.
Finally on this day, the snow was falling, the cold hit the whole Changzhou, Li Lang was infected with the wind chill because he had been in the study for too long the day before, and the Guogong Mansion invited Lang Zhong outside the house to treat him, Gu Qi'er didn't want to see him, but Yun Niang sent someone to shout, saying that Li Lang's condition was serious, and Gu Qi'er had to go to see him in person with a six-month-old belly, no matter what, he is still her husband now, the father of the child in her womb, she can't sit idly by.
Gu Qi'er put on a red cloak and slowly walked out of Xishui Garden with the support of the maid, from Xishui Garden to Li Lang's room, you need to pass through the pond in the middle of the courtyard, and the courtyard covered with light snow looks particularly smooth, Gu Qi'er can only walk slowly.
As soon as he walked to the side of the pond, Yun Niang's son came over, he blocked Gu Qi'er's way and didn't want him to go any further, Gu Qi'er said that it didn't work, she could only go around him, Gu Qi'er was just about to turn sideways, Yun Niang's son just stepped forward to push her, and he suddenly fell into the pond.
The pond in winter has a thin layer of ice, and the stones on the edge of the pond are smoother, and the maid immediately jumped into the water to rescue, Gu Qi'er shouted at the person while looking for a wooden stick, and the two of them took a lot of effort to fish the child up, only to see that his lips were purple and his eyes were slightly closed, as if he couldn't do it.
Gu Qi'er hurriedly took off her cloak and put it on the child, Yun Niang and Li Lang, who heard the news, saw the unconscious child, Yun Niang pushed Gu Qi'er like crazy, Gu Qi'er was pregnant, plus the wet and slippery ground in winter, she fell to the ground without standing firmly, and blood stains began to appear on the ground, and the blood stains stained the white snow.
The maid next to her was so frightened that she couldn't speak, she had just climbed up from the pond, her body was still shaking, and the lady fell to the ground again, seeing that it was a sign of miscarriage, she squatted next to Gu Qi'er and hugged her, and kept asking her to be stronger.
She has been in the Guogong Mansion for so long, although she was held in her arms by a maid, but it is also the warmth she has never felt, she looked at the mess in front of her Guogong Mansion, Li Lang and Yun Niang left with their son in their arms, and a few other maids ran to her side, they helped her slowly back to their yard, and the blood flowing from her legs along the way stained the courtyard of the Guogong Mansion.
Lang Zhong came soon, he had never seen such a serious situation, Gu Qi'er had seriously lost blood, and the child in her belly had stopped moving, Lang Zhong immediately fed medicine to stop the bleeding and help her have a miscarriage, he spent a lot of effort to save her life, and she was unconscious.
"Haosheng takes care of his wife, her body is already very weak, and if she catches the wind and cold again, she will definitely not be cured. "Lang Zhong specially instructed the maid to serve.
Several maids in the courtyard took care of the poor lady's experience, they used the stove every day to put it in the lady's room, and took care of it day and night, Gu Qi'er was in a coma for three days and finally woke up, she touched her belly, rolled off the bed in fright, she began to look for her child all over the ground, but where is the child, her child is gone in that snowy day.
She slowly leaned on the edge of the bed, tears slowly flowed down from the corners of her eyes, she wanted to cry loudly but couldn't, she sat on the ground affectionately and sluggishly, her child, her hope was gone, she thought she could keep this child through this long time, but now everything is gone.
Since she married into the Guogong Mansion, she slowly lost everything, Song Ming's life, her father's love, to now, she regards it as a child of life, she has not been able to keep him, she doesn't understand, why is it just to get married, but she has to pay such a big price, she doesn't know if others are as miserable as her, she thinks she can swallow all this pain into her stomach, but now she can't swallow it.
Yun Niang's child was in a coma for seven days, she and Li Lang have been guarding him, on the eighth day, he woke up, Li Lang and Yun Niang hugged each other excitedly, at this time he remembered that the maid of Xishui Yuan had said that Gu Qi'er's child was gone.
He settled Yun Niang and the child, and then came to Gu Qi'er's room alone, this is the second time he came to her room, the first time he made her have a child, the second time he came, the child was gone, he was a little guilty about her, after all, it was also his own child, it was false to say that he didn't have heartache, but his heartache always couldn't show it in front of her, she always behaved very strong, even if he hated her and made it difficult for her, she didn't say a word, her expressionless appearance made him particularly annoying, he wanted to see her emotions, even if it was crying and making trouble, at least in the face of him, she was emotional, but she always looked at him calmly, as if mocking him.
Li Lang pushed open Gu Qi'er's door, she sat on the floor of the room with dull eyes, and the maid came over and cried and said, "Madame has been sitting on the ground for a few days, she doesn't eat or drink, and only when they cry and beg her, she will barely eat a few bites." ”
She was always so kind, even if she was so sad, she still didn't want to embarrass them.
At that moment, he suddenly felt a little distressed about her, he walked up to Gu Qi'er, but she just looked at him with an indifferent expression......