In a dilapidated small courtyard on the outskirts of Puyang City, Mrs. Yun was rummaging through the garbage basket in the courtyard while cursing at Westinghouse routinely:

"You ruined child! Thirty or forty years old, you don't have a long brain! You know what to do! You say you divorce, divorce, you want to take the two babies with you, take them with you, you don't even have the ability to get a house! Drag your family to your parents, you fight with your two sisters-in-law and are kicked out by your brothers; I kindly take you in, let you eat mine, live in mine, and you still throw my things! My radio is a souvenir I bought when I got married to your grandfather, and the selection of the station is accurate, and the sound is good, and it has become an old antique, and you black-hearted bear child will also throw it away for me! If I really can't find it back today, I will have to beat your legs with a big stick!"

For her, scolding people every day is a kind of exercise, which not only keeps the mind awake, but also increases the interest of life.

"You have to have it! You don't have to watch the 60 or 70-inch big TV, you have to rush someone to turn on your broken radio after the night shift, and it's still on at my door! You're going to blow up your skull! If it's really an antique, I won't talk about it, but your broken radio is from 1995! The production date on the casing of the machine! You also falsely told me that it was a wedding anniversary, are you old and confused? If you got married in 95, would you have given birth to my father's son who was so old and ugly?...... Break my legs, you have to have that vitality!" a high-pitched and frivolous female voice like a fire rushed back to the old lady Yun.

"You personally hate the inverted frieze child! I have no vitality, and I am not angry with you! You are cursing me to death? Okay! I will not leave this house to you when I die! I will leave it to you two brothers! Let you be spineless! Let you do it!"

"Yo! Do you want to open your old man's house? Do you want to reconcile with my father, my mother, and my brother? Then your good life is still ahead, and you can't die! When you die, and you don't leave the house to me, I'll burn you with my front foot and remarry myself with my back foot! I have a house and a car, and I have a lot of bastards with big treasures and two treasures, and I can still wait for my brother and them to see my jokes?"

Lying on the bed in the west house was Yun Susu, a psychiatrist who had just returned from the night shift to send her children to school and was catching up on sleep, she rolled her round body into a circle at this time, covered herself comfortably in a thin quilt like a fat cat, and was squinting and talking back to Mrs. Shi.

Xu Xuan stopped his head and listened for a while with a frown. Looking at Yun Susu again, there are still three souls and five souls, one less soul, and the information of the soul is the same as the wisp of life in the soul nourishing jade. However, this child has a good look, and why is it that what he says is so unpleasant? And her old grandmother, who is over eighty years old, is she? She is so old that she walks tremblingly, but she has not had the slightest kindness, and she is so cruel when she scolds her granddaughter.

It must be that this world is too muddy and gray, so that his Su Su has been contaminated with too many bad habits, so that he can no longer find the cuteness of his young, delicate, and soft Ge Tianshi Su Su in his previous life, and even the familiarity and closeness of the daughter of Yaoshi's relatives, Feng Susu, can not be experienced.

Xu Miao felt that he didn't look down on God's morality, religion and benevolence back then, and now he misses the kind of benevolent and filial piety under education.

He still remembered the delicate female doll in the house of his relatives in Keiyama, and he didn't know that it was the daughter of his previous life, so he felt that he inexplicably liked to be close to the child, and he couldn't wait to find a Taoist couple and give birth to a person with the same style and number. . . At that time, the environment was good, the air was full of spiritual energy and yang energy, not only was it easy for monks to practice, but the life span of mortals was also very long, and the life span could be three hundred years. He stayed in Keishan for decades for the sake of the female doll, and watched her grow up, get married, and have children before leaving.

Now, his hometown, his daughter, has become like this? After all, their father and daughter have been separated by too long of time and space.

Xu Xuan sighed, pressed the cloud head, waved his hand to freeze the time and space of the small courtyard, walked into the West House, looked at Yun Susu who was curled up in a ball for a while, and then took out the soul cultivation jade that was constantly jumping from his sleeve, carefully took out the wisp of vitality, and pressed it into Yun Susu's head. With another wave of his hand, he let go of the prohibition in the small courtyard and hid in the clouds to observe the changes in Yun Susu, in case there was anything wrong with the soul returning to the body.

I saw Yun Susu sit up from the bed, looked at the clouds in the sky through the window for a while, breathed a long sigh of relief, and fell back to the bed with a grunt, a sweet smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he fell asleep.

Xu Miao smiled.

This kid even has a soul to return to all the breath, a big sleep, not to mention doubts and doubts, looking for and seeking, trembling, how many sleepless nights you have can be regarded as having a heart and lungs, I don't know if the heart is too big or the mental power is too strong? But it is appropriate to be a qi refiner, gather true qi to wash and ponder the spiritual root qualifications, in order to pursue the Tao and cultivate immortals.

Yun Susu slept until dusk, and when the alarm clock rang, she jumped up from the bed and rushed into the kitchen, washed rice and vegetables to make dinner, washed red dates, yams, and lotus seeds, and put them all into the porridge pot to cook, and then hurriedly rode an electric car to pick up the children from the afternoon nursery.

Followed by her, it was still the old lady Yun's curses: "Dead child, hurry to reincarnate? Ride so fast! It's not that I said you, what kind of marriage did you say you divorced! The house can't be over, and you are also separated by the black-hearted Xu Guangzheng! Why aren't you stupid to death! Riding your little electric donkey every day let me drip my granddaughter to eat and drink the wind!"

Yun Susu was unusual, smiled and said goodbye to her twice, but did not reply, which made Mrs. Yun stand at the gate of the courtyard in confusion for a while.

Yun Susu felt that today's dusk was particularly beautiful, from the dusty streets to the gray and simple shop buildings on both sides, there was a full and complete happiness everywhere; the scolding grandmother's deliberately hidden love for her mother and son became more and more unconcealable; the two-round faces, four small eyes, and naughty and troublesome little appearance of her nine-year-old son Xu Yuncheng and six-year-old daughter Xu Yunqing all looked particularly cute.

At the door of the afternoon nursery, she hugged Yunqing first, and Yunqing took the opportunity to kiss her on the lips fiercely, and secretly took away a layer of orange lipstick on her lips; This time she was not angry, but laughed like a mouse stealing rice, praised her daughter's love for beauty, and praised her son's ideals and ambitions, and the desire for money will eventually prompt him to grow into Ma Yun Wang Jianlin, and claimed that they are her favorite "big treasure and little treasure", so scared that the two bear children who are usually scolded as "little rabbit cubs" did not dare to come out, obediently one sat in the back seat, the other stood on the front pedal, and did not dare to quarrel unusually.

Yun Susu looked up at the clouds in the sky again, just like when she was a child, smiling and smiling in a daze. However, unlike when she was a child, she did not forget the children in front of her and behind her, and only smiled in a daze for five seconds, then lowered her head and rode on the electric car.

Well, this is a kind of transparent and clear happiness, as if the whole world is close to her, she can communicate harmoniously with her, communicate with her, and her five senses and six senses have become particularly sensitive.

She didn't know what was going on, only that she wasn't the same as she was from today onwards.

Yun Susu always liked to look up at the sky when she was a child, and she was stunned when she looked at it, often forgetting the game she was playing, and her friends thought she was a little stupid, and sometimes called her "dizzy" and "cloud fool", at that time she was afraid that they wouldn't take her to play, so she pretended not to care, laughing and mixing up.

It is said that there is a world above Chongyun that cannot be seen by the human eye or imagined, which is the hometown of the gods and the final destination of all living beings.

She doesn't really care about what's above the heavy clouds, but she always feels that she seems to exist in two places above the human world and the heavy clouds at the same time, because she is always awake to see the gray reality in front of her, and she sees the wonderful magic beyond the stratus clouds in her dreams, and she feels that her dreams are very special, there are white deer, spirit cranes, light clouds, purple clouds, clear light, purple qi, and many strange and beautiful things that her words and insights cannot describe.

The scenes and perceptions in those dreams are very special, sometimes they are fleeting and fleeting, and there is no trace, sometimes they are complete and the heart is shaken, and the gods and dreams are connected, they are heaven, pure land, fairy land, divine realm, practice, feelings, sorrows, and joys, and she does not know, her spiritual sense cannot capture them, and she cannot reach them. is like Bai Juyi's poem: Flowers are not flowers, fog is not fog, come in the middle of the night, and go in the morning. When you don't have a lot of spring dreams, you can't find anywhere to go to the clouds.

When she grew up, the reality became thicker and more real, she had to withdraw her attention to the sky and stratus clouds, reluctantly let herself concentrate on entering the WTO, was admitted to the medical college, and gritted her teeth to get a master's degree in psychiatry, and after graduation, she got a job in the city's psychiatric hospital, met Xu Guangzheng, and since then has focused her attention on facing reality and planning her family.

Although the gesture of communicating with the world has changed from looking up to looking down and bowing down, she still feels difficult and difficult, probably because she was too naïve and indifferent when she was a child, or she only cared about aiming high and looking at the clouds and the sea, and she had accumulated too little survival ability and experience in joining the WTO. So she and Xu Guangzheng got married and divorced again, Xu Guangzheng used her house, car and savings to threaten her, so that she could tolerate his foreign accommodation and cheating, and she would rather take her two children to wander around, move again and again, send people under the fence, and suffer expulsion, rather than return to the married life that made her feel bad and dirty and just wanted to escape.

However, from today onwards, she is not the same as before.

She seemed to have become whole, no longer afraid of the betrayal of her relatives, no longer escaping from her lonely state of mind, no longer worried that the difference between reality and dreams would break her heartstrings and split her spirit, making her as insensitive and distracted as her patients.

From today onwards, she will face up to Xu Guangzheng's shamelessness and the ruthlessness of her biological parents and brothers, and she will bear all the blessings and misfortunes in her life.

She will no longer pretend to be heartless to hide her sadness, she will no longer be brave enough to deal with the ordeal she is unwilling to accept, she will no longer argue with her grandmother with her teeth and claws and pretend to be her true temperament, she will bargain with the hawkers, and she will kill her sisters-in-law.

She turned her gaze again to the cloud-swept sky, where there were gods watching the world, or even her? There seemed to be a kind concern that had enveloped her since the morning, and which made her heart as warm as if it were soaked in hot water, and her whole being became full and joyful.

There was a sourness in her heart that wanted to cry, but she just let herself smile.