Chapter 293
"You, do you really hate me?" Zhuang Mengdie's face was filled with sadness and joy, and he asked as he looked at Xiao Yuanqing's soft eyes. Did he really not hate her, even if she was the child born to Yu Yin who made him want to kill her with his own hands?
"It's not your fault, how can your father hate you?" Xiao Yuanqing smiled slightly, took Zhuang Mengdie's hand, looked at this child who was very similar to his own appearance lovingly, and continued: "No matter who your mother is, you are your father's biological flesh and blood, and your father failed to protect you back then, so you were taken away by the guards, and your father is sorry for you." ”
"By the way, what is your name now? You have been living in the palace all these years, how are you doing there? Zhuang Yimo, has she embarrassed you because you are my child and someone else's? Have you been wronged? Why are you in this Jiangzhu Mountain now?" Xiao Yuanqing's loving eyes suddenly became serious, and he looked at Zhuang Mengdie and asked again and again. After the father and daughter got to know each other, there were so many things he wanted to know.
In the face of Xiao Yuanqing's repeated questions, Zhuang Mengdie trembled slightly, withdrew her hand, lowered her gaze and bit her lip, Xiao Yuanqing would ask these things after recovering her memory, which was already expected by Zhuang Mengdie, but at this moment she didn't know how to answer.
How can all the things she have experienced in the past be explained clearly in a few words? Her grievances, her pain, her grievances, her hatred, and her remorse over the years can be brought about by Xiao Yuanqing's current sentence of "Have you been wronged?"
When I came to Jiangzhu Mountain, I thought that I had a brother who cared about me, and I also practiced the Cold Shadow Dafa and finally got rid of the illness that had tormented me for more than ten years, I thought that I had walked out of the shadow of the past, but I never thought that my brother Yu Zhouwan took him out of the sea of suffering, but it was very likely that he wanted to use himself and have other plans.
After learning what Zhuang Yimo said, what she had never wanted to believe was the truth, Zhuang Mengdie finally understood why Zhuang Yimo treated her like this, if it weren't for the deep love for Xiao Yuanqing, maybe Zhuang Yimo would have killed her thousands of times, how could she still let her live until now, and even deceived the world, saying that she was her own daughter.
The resentment and hatred for Zhuang Yimo over the years were completely annihilated at the moment when Xiao Yuanqing told the truth of the matter, she couldn't hate Zhuang Yimo, but who should she hate? Does she hate her father for not being able to resist Yu Yin's charm, or should she hate Yu Yin for forcing Xiao Yuanqing to betray Zhuang Yimo with this kind of subordinate means? Or, what she should hate most is actually herself who is not expected and should not be born?
If Zhuang Yimo had killed herself directly, would she not have all this now? Zhuang Mengdie's heart was surging, she killed Zhuang Yimo, killed her father's most beloved woman, and killed the woman who gave her glory and wealth, but also gave her pain. After the truth is revealed, how should she face it? And how should her father, Xiao Yuanqing, face his daughter who killed the person he loves most in his life?
If his father learned the truth, would he regret recognizing him? Will he regret what he just said that he didn't hate himself? Will he still feel that he is not at fault with all this? Will he kill himself to avenge Zhuang Yimo, or will he not be able to forgive himself in this life, or even have no hope of living?7 Q
Father, he has just regained his memory, he has been imprisoned in memory for more than ten years, imprisoned in this dark cell, the moment he woke up, and heard that the person he loves most has died, this is already too difficult and too difficult for him, no matter how to say, the fault is not all his, he has suffered like this, and lost the person he loves the most, and the punishment for him is enough, and he can no longer let the rest of his life go through torment, endure painful torture!
Zhuang Mengdie decided to hide that she killed Zhuang Yimo, it was her fault to kill Zhuang Yimo, no matter how she regretted it at the moment, Zhuang Yimo could not come back from the dead, this is what she owed Zhuang Yimo, she could no longer let her own mistakes make her father sad, painful, and tormented.
"Dad, I've had a good life over the years, my name is Zhuang Mengdie, it's the name Zhuang Yimo gave me, the mother queen, she has always regarded me as her own daughter......" Zhuang Mengdie sat on the cold floor and hugged her knees with both hands, lowering her eyes to avoid Xiao Yuanqing's gaze, she knew that Xiao Yuanqing's heart must be very shocked at this time, perhaps, he never thought that Zhuang Yimo would recognize her as his daughter. Even if she never gave her the slightest maternal love, at least she gave her the identity of the Third Highness of the Tianxuan Kingdom.
"Zhuang Mengdie, Zhuang Mengdie......" Xiao Yuanqing muttered to himself, "Yimo she once said that in the future, my children and I will be called Zhuang Mengdie, hehe......" Xiao Yuanqing smiled, laughing very bitterly, it was even more ugly than crying, Zhuang Mengdie raised her eyes in surprise, and saw Xiao Yuanqing's tears slipping down like pearls with broken threads.
Zhuang Mengdie, what a beautiful name, it turned out that Zhuang Yimo had chosen a name for her and Xiao Yuanqing's child early on, but by mistake, Xiao Yuanqing's child was not her child. Even so, she still used the name she chose for her child to the self who looked like Xiao Yuanqing, is this because she looks like Xiao Yuanqing, or because she is Xiao Yuanqing's child?
Zhuang Mengdie's heart was indescribably sour, she always thought that these years, the days in the palace were too painful and dark for her, but it turned out that it was not only her who was suffering, it was not only her who was dark, perhaps, Zhuang Yimo was more painful than her, and these years were even darker for Zhuang Yimo.
Just imagine, there is a child who looks very similar to the person she loves, revolving around her all day long, trying her best to please herself, but she is the child born to the person she loves and someone else, and she uses the name that should be the child of herself and herself and the person she loves, which is a fatal blow to anyone.
Even if Zhuang Yimo is the supreme empress of Tianxuan Kingdom, but she still can't relieve such pain, Zhuang Mengdie remembered that Zhuang Yimo still remembered Xiao Yuanqing before she died, and felt uncomfortable for a while, she was the empress of Tianxuan, but she couldn't get her love all her life, even if she always believed that the person she loved would betray her because she was confused, even if what she believed was true, but she still couldn't change anything.
"Father, Zhuang Yimo has never forgotten you before she died, she has always believed that you were deceived by the demon fox clan to betray her, if she knew that you were still alive under the nine springs, and knew that even if your memory was imprisoned, she would still miss her, she would be very happy. ”