Chapter Fifty-Eight: Bi Falls into the Yellow Spring
Lu Yan stayed at home for half a month, and Rong'er, who had been immersed in joy, waited for the news that Lu Yan set off again, and surprise and loss filled her whole mind.
Since he came back, she has been imagining that the two got married, but she didn't expect to wait for Lu Yan to say goodbye in the end, that day, when she learned from the mouth of the aunt next door that Lu Yan had left Biluo Village, she was stupid.
After she came to her senses, she hurriedly ran to Lu's house, Lu Yan's parents began to avoid it, and then told her with a guilty face that Lu Yan had left, she didn't know how she walked back later, she only knew that when she woke up again, there was more shocking news waiting for her.
The Lu family came to withdraw from the family, and when her mother told her the news, she immediately fainted again when she woke up.
It took three full days for Rong'er to wake up again, she opened her eyes weakly, and her mother was looking at her anxiously.
"Rong'er......" she called to her softly.
"Uh-huh......" she whispered, tears welling up in her eyes.
Lu Yan ...... He...... He...... It's true...... Have you come to leave?" she struggled to look up, staring into her mother's eyes for reconfirmation.
Mother turned her head away and stopped looking at her, she lay back on the bed, her heart was like ashes, no wonder he kept holding her and not speaking, she thought he was too excited, now it seems that it was because he had nothing to say to her.
She didn't know what was going on, he clearly said that when he came back, he would marry her, and she finally waited for him to come back, but he came to divorce her.
Rong'er lay on the bed without saying a word, just kept crying, her mother could only stay by her bedside, her mother regretted that she was not ruthless enough, if she had been ruthless, she would not have suffered today.
Lu Yan's mother came to visit Rong'er once after she left her family, and as soon as she walked to the door, she was driven out by Rong'er's mother with a stick.
"A group of wolf cubs who have no heart, our family Rong'er picked your poor Lu family among so many good people, and now that you have the ability, you will be punished if you abandon Rong'er in turn!" Rong'er's mother cried and scolded with a stick.
Lu Yan's mother could only leave stupidly, when Lu Yan came back and told them that he was going to withdraw from the marriage, she was also shocked, Rong'er is a famous beauty in Biluo Village, she is gentle and kind, marrying her is something that many people dream of, when she chose the Lu family, the people near Biluo Village were very envious of Lu Yan, and the Lu family also relied on this matter to raise their eyebrows.
But after Lu Yan came back, he told them that he was going to withdraw from the marriage, he refused to say anything, just kept urging them, Rong'er took on the responsibility of taking care of the Lu family and his wife after Lu Yan left, the Lu family and his wife didn't know how to open their mouths at this time, but Lu Yan urged them tightly, and they had to withdraw according to his words.
Lu Yan left Biluo Village the day before his parents agreed to leave his parents, and he left his parents fifty taels of silver for his parents to transfer to Rong'er, but Rong'er's mother unceremoniously threw out all the silver brought by the Lu family and his wife.
"Get out of here, get out of here with your money!"
At this time, Rong'er was unconscious, and she didn't know what was happening.
After Lu Yan left, Rong'er became a joke in Biluo Village, and in five years, she had become an old girl, and those who had wanted to marry but didn't marry her began to ridicule her.
"She still wants to marry a general?"
"Lu Yan must have climbed the high branches, who would want her, she has no power and no power. ”
"Yes, Lu Yan is both talented and good-looking, and he must have been taken by a certain official lady, and those official ladies like to marry a general the most. ”
"Look at her now, old and ugly, she didn't look down on us at the beginning, phew!"
The person who spoke said and spat in the direction where Rong'er was standing, Rong'er could only return home with her head down, Rong'er's mother couldn't see her daughter being wronged, so she went to Lu's house to make trouble a few times, at first, the Lu family couple was still guilty and very tolerant of Rong'er's mother, and later, the Lu family and his wife simply closed the door, and Rong'er's mother could only stand outside the door of the Lu family and scold.
When the people of Biluo Village saw Rong'er's mother, who had always been gentle and virtuous, they became like a shrew, and they pointed at her, watching the mother and daughter like onlookers like monkeys.
In order to make her mother no longer judged, Rong'er pretended to be mentally and pulled her mother home, but the two who came home often hugged and cried, her father died, her mother was old, and she was divorced, in Biluo Village, it was a very shameful thing to be dismissed, and Lu Yan was divorced for no reason, which made it easier for people to think that Rong'er had done something bad, and it was even more difficult for Rong'er to marry out.
Rong'er stayed at home for a long time, she tried to make herself look not sad, she helped her mother weave, embroider, and wash clothes, she forced herself to forget Lu Yan, but everything about Lu Yan was like imprinted in her mind, and she couldn't get rid of it.
Rong'er struggled for a long time, and decided to go to Lu Yan in person, she wanted to ask clearly, why did he withdraw from the marriage, what happened?
Rong'er's mother wanted to go with her, but she stopped her, her mother was not in good health, and she didn't want her mother to travel long distances with her.
"Mother, I will go and see him, and I will come back, and I will never leave you again. She took her mother's hand, and with tears in her eyes assured her that she would definitely come back, and she just wanted to ask the person she loved, what had happened, and whether there was any unspeakable distress.
Her mother took out all the silver taels in the family and stuffed them into her arms, "Be sure to come back safely, mother will always wait for you." She hugged Rong'er tightly, she knew that she was very bitter in her heart, Rong'er she needed an answer, she had been stubborn since she was a child, and she had to make everything clear.
Rong'er took the entanglement of the family and embarked on the road to find Lu Yan, her mother sent her far away, and she watched her mother's figure become smaller and smaller, until she gradually disappeared.
This is the first time she has left Biluo Village, leaving her mother, she doesn't know if her mother can take care of herself at home alone, she is faintly worried, but she comforts herself, it's okay, she will come back soon.
How desperate does a person have to be to become fearless.
In that era, women rarely went out alone, the rivers and lakes were treacherous, the mountain bandits were rampant, and they would lose their lives if they were not careful, but at this time, Rong'er couldn't care so much, and all she wanted was to find Lu Yan.
Rong'er set out from Biluo Village and walked for a whole month, and later, with the help of well-wishers, took a horse-drawn carriage for a few days to reach the northwest military camp.
Rong'er cautiously walked into the barracks to ask Lu Yan, the soldiers standing guard were very vigilant, she explained for a long time, saying that she was Lu Yan's fiancée, but no one believed her, and the soldiers standing guard even pushed her and told her to leave quickly.
The soldiers on the other side heard her words from a distance and said to her in a mocking tone: "Just because you also want to be the wife of our Deputy General Lu, the fiancée of our Deputy General Lu is the current county lord and the daughter of the prince." ”
Rong Er stood there dumbfounded when he heard his words, and he said that Lu Yan's fiancée was the county lord! How could it be the county lord? Obviously it was her, they must be talking nonsense.
"You are talking nonsense, I am Lu Yan's fiancée, it's me!" Rong Er was about to rush in as she spoke, but the guard at the door pushed her to the ground.
"Trespassing in the barracks, that's a capital offense!" one of them threatened.
Lu Yan ...... Lu Yan...... Lu Yan...... I'm Rong'er, I'm Rong'er......" She shouted heart-rending to the big tent in the army, and after a long time a man in armor came out of the army, and the soldiers on guard immediately knelt on the ground when they saw this, and she heard them call him general.
General, then he is the biggest officer in this military camp, Rong'er quickly knelt on the ground, she lowered her head and did not dare to look up at him.
"You're here to find Lu Yan, what's your name?" the man asked.
Ling ...... Ling Rong ......" Rong Er whispered, and the man's slightly majestic voice made her sound scared.
"Who are you?"
"Back to ...... Back to the general's words, I am him...... It's his fiancée. Ling Rong stammered.
"Fiancée?" the man confirmed.
"Hmmm......"
"Where are you from?"
"Biluo Village. ”
"Biluo Village?" The man thought for a while and said, "I remember that Vice General Lu is also from Biluo Village, it seems that you are from the same place, so when did you get married?"
"Five years ago, before he was drafted into the new army, he made a pro. ”
Rong'er thought of what Lu Yan had said to her before leaving, her nose was sore, and tears fell again, "He said that when he goes back, we will get married, he said it." She muttered to her knees.
The man listened to her words and looked displeased: "He is not in the barracks now, when he comes back, I will let him go back and give you an explanation." ”
"Where is he? I'm going to wait for him, I'm going to wait for him to come back. Rong'er cried, the man returned to the big tent with a black face, she wanted to go up and ask him again, but the guards stopped her directly outside the barracks.
Rong'er did not give up and stayed not far from the barracks, she didn't see Lu Yan for three whole days, and then he was still a little soldier who was cooking and couldn't stand it, when he passed by her, he quietly told her that Lu Yan had returned to the capital of the country, and he was about to marry the county lord.
The previous guard said that his fiancée was the county lord, she still didn't believe it, but this time she heard the county lord from the mouth of this little soldier, but she believed it a little, no wonder he said goodbye and wanted to quit his family, it turned out that he had already thought about marrying someone else, so what about her? She waited for him in Biluo Village for five whole years, and he didn't even give an explanation, so he left quietly.
Lu Yan...... Her tears were like beads with broken threads, falling down endlessly, how could he bear to leave her.
She hurried out of the barracks and hurried to leave the country, she wanted to see him anyway, she wanted to see if the person she loved really wanted to marry someone else.
After a long journey of more than ten days, she came to leave the country, and after many days of travel and hunger, she fainted all of a sudden, and I don't know how long it took for her to slowly wake up......