Chapter Twenty-Three: A False Alarm
Chapter 023: A False Alarm
The mother touched Su Xiaoman's cheek and said with a smile: "I know that you are infatuated with your brother, but your brother seems to have other things in his heart, and he has not boldly accepted your heart, I want to take this opportunity to see your brother's thoughts, by this time, I think your brother has already known how important you are in his heart." β
Mother had already looked at Su Yu while speaking, Su Xiaoman also looked at Su Yu, Su Yu said: "Until this moment, I have understood my feelings for my sister, and I will never disappoint my sister in this life, but I don't know what my father meant, and I said something demeaning to my father, and it is difficult to calm down at this moment." β
Mother said, "You two don't talk much to your father on weekdays, and you don't know all about your father's past experiences, so you can misunderstand him, so I'll tell you some things about your father." β
Su Xiaoman asked: "Mother, I have a question that I don't understand, every year at the beginning of April, my father will leave Sanhe Town, as short as a few days, as long as ten days before my father will come back, you didn't tell us what my father was doing before, today you can tell us about it!"
Faced with Su Xiaoman's doubts, her mother was not surprised, but fell into deep thought.
Su Xiaoman and Su Yu didn't know what they meant, and they couldn't bother when they saw that their mother's thoughts were fascinating, so they just waited on the sidelines.
After a while, my mother finally came to her senses, and then she felt that something was wrong, and said kindly: "You have grown up, now I will tell you all this." β
Mother spoke in detail, and Su Yu and Su Xiaoman listened carefully:
This matter has to start from when your father was young, when we did not live in Trois-Rivières, but in Bantao Town, and your father's father, who was also your grandfather, wanted your father to gain fame, so your grandfather hired the best teacher to teach him.
Your father didn't have high school for seven years in a row, and during these seven years, the family became destitute in order to provide for your father to go to Beijing to take the exam, and your grandfather died of depression.
Your father blamed himself for having trouble sleeping, and in order to escape all this, your father and I left Spotted Peach, and it was only then that we settled in the town of Three Rivers.
Your grandfather died in early April, after your grandfather's death, your father has been haunted, every year at the beginning of April your father will return to Bantao Town to pay homage to your grandfather, fortunately, Bantao Town is not very far from Sanhe Town, but the road is quite inconvenient, so your father will come back in no more than ten days at the latest.
In fact, your father did not like to read, nor did he intend to achieve fame and fortune, he loved martial arts since he was a child, and he was full of narrow-mindedness, and he always dreamed of becoming a swordsman with excellent swordsmanship one day.
Your grandfather has always been stubborn, and your grandfather has never listened to your father's words.
Your father never did what he wanted, and he never really was happy, and he lived the first half of his life according to your grandfather's wishes.
It wasn't until your grandfather died twenty years ago, and your father was past the age of martial arts and swordsmanship, that he had to give up his dream.
Your father's life was arranged by your grandfather, so he was not happy in this life, and he always hoped that you could live according to your wishes.
......
Father has always been serious, Su Xiaoman rarely talks to his father on weekdays, Su Xiaoman knows that his father has always been very tolerant of him, and his father always responds to his own requirements.
His father had never told Su Xiaoman about these things, but at this moment, knowing these things about his father from his mother's mouth, Su Xiaoman was moved and felt a little guilty.
After listening to his mother's words, Su Yu seemed to empathize with this helplessness, and since these days, Su Yu has been thinking about the remaining feelings, while pulling his feelings for his sister, it is also difficult to choose.
"If you love, please love deeply, give up, please be thorough"
Su Yu also gradually understood that some emotions are not just as simple as love and dislove, but also need responsibility, protection and responsibility.
The persistence in the depths of Yu Qing's heart and the feelings for Su Xiaoman's gradual birth are also unforgettable.
Su Yu looked at Su Xiaoman, her fair face was as flawless as beautiful jade, as if she could be blown and broken, delicate and moving.
Su Yu couldn't help but feel a burst of sadness in his heart, took Su Xiaoman's hand and said: "Sister, I used to have some knots in my heart, and I still missed the rest of my feelings, but when I heard my mother's words, I knew that things in the world were not as good as they should be, and time had passed, and I didn't know where the rest of the love was now, and I didn't know if she still remembered me, but for now, I only hope that she can be okay and live up to you and her." β
Su Xiaoman knew that Su Yu had always been deeply affectionate, and for a long time, he had been thinking deeply about Yu Qing, so he only comforted himself with what Su Yu said, so he said: "Brother, I know the affection between you and Sister Yu Qing, and I don't dare to hope to possess you alone, I just hope that I can always wait by your side." β
Hearing Su Xiaoman say this, Su Yu was naturally moved, if he could have his sister and Yu Qing at the same time, it would be great.
It's just that time has passed, and what is the aftermath! Can everything really go as desired?
The world is impermanent, all changes are in a blink of an eye, let's take one step at a time!
Su Xiaoman continued: "Brother, you don't need to make any promises to me, I know that your feelings for me are good, in a few years, we will get married, I only hope that there will be a place for me in your heart, after all, it is Sister Yu Qing who met you first, I hope that one day if you meet Sister Yu Qing, you can also face her calmly." β
Su Yu said: "Sister, hearing you say this, I really feel guilty. β
Su Xiaoman said: "For a long time, when have you ever stopped thinking about Sister Yu Qing, I know that I may never be able to replace Sister Yu Qing's position in your heart, I can see you gradually accept my feelings, I am already satisfied, what I want in this life is to marry you, wait by your side, and have a place in your heart, that's all." β
Su Yu's face became dark, and he said, "It seems that fate has never been left to me, and so do feelings. β
Su Xiaoman said: "I have experienced a lot of things in these days, compared with the past, although my brother has been a little less impetuous, but in the face of many things, my brother is still difficult to calm down. β
The mother was surprised and said: "The Ninety-Five True Scripture, Xiaoman, what is the Ninety-Five True Scripture you just mentioned?"
Su Yu hurriedly said: "It's okay mother, what my sister said just now was taught by my husband before, mother, I'm hungry, you go cook quickly!"
Mother said, "Okay, I'll cook for you now!" Mother said as she spoke, and walked towards the kitchen.
After her mother left, Su Yu asked in surprise: "Sister, how do you remember the content of this "Ninety-Five True Scripture"?"
Su Xiaoman said: "Brother, I know that this "Ninety-Five True Scripture" is a treasure in the world, and this book will definitely have a great effect on you, but you haven't understood the meaning yet, so I memorized the content of the "Ninety-Five True Scripture", hoping that one day I can decipher the deep meaning and help you." β
Su Yu said: "You just said, 'To the extreme, keep quiet, all things do together, I will observe its recovery', do you already understand the meaning?"
Su Xiaoman said: "I can't talk about anything to understand, it's just a feeling, this feeling is very vague, and it seems that it can't be clearly expressed......
The more Su Xiaoman talked, the more mysterious it became, Su Yu didn't understand, at this moment, he felt that his sister was by no means simple, and there was a fright in his heart, so he didn't ask more.
At dusk, my father also returned from Jiang Yuanwai's house, everything was as my mother said, my father expressed his mind to Jiang Yuanwai, and his heart had already married Su Xiaoman to Su Yu as his wife, and Su Yu's brothers and sisters were very happy after hearing it.
At night, Su Yu snuggled up to the bedside, holding the phoenix pendant in a daze, his heart surging, surging:
Love, where the hell are you?
These days, my sister has taken great care of me, and I really want to like my sister.
Now that I am no longer in my original intention?
I have always been cautious about feelings, only guarding every inch!
However, my sister gave me a wonderful and peculiar feeling.
For her, sometimes, I can't help myself.
You tell me, what should I do?
If I didn't have my sister, I think I would have always insisted on missing you,
No distractions!
Can my fate only exist between you and me?
My love, is there still my sister?
How do I go down this path?
......
Today, when I heard that my father was going to marry my sister to Jiang Dong'er, you don't know how sad and even desperate I was, at that time, I felt how small I was, as if I was just a grain of sand between heaven and earth, humble, small, and helpless.
At that time, I knew that I had fallen in love with my sister, very deeply, very thoroughly, and nothing seemed to stop me, even if I was just a grain of sand between heaven and earth, I had power at that moment!
Fate is to me, my love is to Yuqing, sister!
I feel more and more that nothing is predestined in the dark, love and destiny all lie with me.
This world, this world, is only in me!
A ray of moonlight shone through the window on the side of the bed, reflecting a little light.
Su Yu walked to the window and pulled back the curtain.
A quarter of the moon, vague and slim.
A gust of wind, mild and refreshing.
It's silent, it's cool.
Su Yu stretched his body and exhaled a few deep breaths, feeling extremely comfortable.
Su Yu closed the window, put away the phoenix pendant and put it in the box, lay down on the bed happily, and fell asleep happily.
The sun has risen, and the sun shines on the earth.
Su Xiaoman had already helped his mother make breakfast, and then came to Su Yu's room, and found that Su Yu had not woken up yet, Su Xiaoman shook his body and said, "Brother, brother, get up and eat quickly!"
Su Yu slowly opened his hazy eyes, but what caught his eye was Su Xiaoman's petite and lovely face, especially the pair of round eyes, clear, bright, faintly exuding a smearing luster, the pink face was dotted with a bright smile, and the faint dimples were as blurred as a dream.
Su Yu blinked, his eyes were hazy, his spirit was blurred, and he looked at Su Xiaoman with a feeling of imminent departure.
This feeling is so wonderful that I really want to chew on it!
Su Yu's heart was shocked, and he immediately rushed to Su Xiaoman and kissed Su Xiaoman on the forehead.
Su Yu's sudden scene, Su Xiaoman was a little caught off guard, her pink and fair face gradually flushed red, and she touched the place where Su Yu had kissed it with her hand, she was stunned, and ran out of the door with a shocked smile.
Su Yu smiled, then got dressed, and after Su Yu washed up, the family had breakfast together.
After breakfast, Su Yu sat on the stool in front of the door, the sun was rising, the sun was very charming, Su Yu only felt extremely comfortable.
Thinking back to the moment when I kissed Su Xiaoman in the morning, the whole heart still seems to be a little crisp and unfinished.
Su Xiaoman's skin is fair, his voice is delicate, in the year of cardamom, he is in his prime, Su Yu's heart is pounding, thinking that in a few years, he will marry Su Xiaoman, tie the knot, and share his head, everything looks very wonderful, thinking of this, the corners of Su Yu's mouth showed a few smiles.
At this moment, Jiang Dong'er's figure suddenly flashed in Su Yu's mind, thinking that Jiang Dong'er had always been in love with Su Xiaoman, and the smile on the corner of Su Yu's mouth slowly disappeared.