Xiao Yuan was lying under the apricot blossom tree, pouring himself a glass of wine, his expression was a little hazy.

He still remembered his firm determination in the Daotai, even if he died on the Daotai, he would never have anything to do with Emperor Xu.

Who knows that the world makes people, but he really has a relationship with Emperor Xu.

After he came out of the platform, he had bloody amnesia, and he didn't remember anything except common sense of life.

When he was blank, he had a wife and children.

They live together day by day, his wife is a gentle and kind doctor, and his son is innocent, intelligent and cute.

At that time, he thought that this should be the happiest life in the world.

But occasionally there was a little bit of emptiness in his heart, which made him panic.

It was from his own memories, and he had a hunch that as long as he regained his memory, such happy days would be gone forever.

In his resistance, the time it took for him to regain his memory was extended to five years.

Five years later, he regained his memory, and sure enough, everything was as he had hoped, and the happy and warm days really did not exist.

His 'wife' was Emperor Xu.

That's Emperor Xu, the master who is crazy and even kills himself.

His 'son' was not his own son, and it was impossible for him to have a child with Emperor Xu.

The so-called family of three is just his wishful thinking.

The huge sense of disparity and confusion made him want to escape, but he didn't expect to be found by Emperor Xu.

The man was as rational and indifferent as ever, and after the once mirror-like gentleness dissipated, all that was left was a chilling desire for control and a desperate reason.

If he had met such a person in the past, he would have avoided it, as he said in the Taoist platform back then, he would rather die than have anything to do with such a person.

But now, he was in love with the man.

fell in love with five years of love.

I fell in love with the life that was as plain as water but foamed together.

Even though Xiao Yuan knew it was fake, even though he understood that what he was in love with was just a false phantom.

But his feelings are real.

Emperor Xu left behind, and his undescriptive determination made his heart ache to the point of suffocation.

But he also understands that Emperor Xu can even give up the children he raised single-handedly, and what is he worth.

After Emperor Xu left, he took him to the house he once was.

The house, full of fond memories and hopes for the future, now makes him miserable all the time.

Gradually, he began to numb himself in the wine, hoping that he would not be able to get drunk and return to the warm days of those five years in his dreams.

He ignored Guihe's figure that had fallen silent, not noticing how long it had been since he had laughed, and not caring how long it had been since they had communicated.

How ironic the former father's kindness and filial piety seem to him today.

Later, the unexpected always came unexpectedly.

Xiao Yuan himself didn't expect that Guiyu's identity would be involved with the Yu family.

The people of the Yu family found out about Guihe, and the skirmish that started ended in a confrontation with each other.

He wanted to protect Guihe, but the Yu family tried their best to kill Guihe.

After he killed the Yu family, there was no chance to resolve this grudge unless one party died completely.

Whenever asked about his identity, Xiao Yuan didn't know what to say.

He didn't know anything, Emperor Xu only told him before leaving, let Guihe go to Rongguo in fifteen years, and nothing else.

He didn't know what to say, so he faced it with silence.

In the face of the Yu family's all-out pursuit, he was finally besieged and hit hard by the monks who owed the Yu family favors.

He hid in Tibet with Guihe for a day, and his injuries deteriorated to the point that he could no longer recover, so he tried his best to hide Guihe.

He told Guihe that he could go to the other three continents except for the northern continent.

He was worried that Gui Yu went to Rong Guo with the trouble of the Yu family, which made Emperor Xu unhappy.

That man is good at calculation, the city is deep, and he is not used to looking down on the family.

If it is profitable to return to him, he is afraid that the person will take advantage of it without regard for his feelings.

Although he was not a good father later, Guihe sincerely called him his father for so many years.

He didn't want the child to be upset, and he didn't want him to get involved in any calculations.

Later, he told Gui He that after he was fifteen years old, he could go to Rong Guo to find Emperor Xu, where there was the truth about his identity.

It was so good to belong to the child, and he listened to whatever he said.

In a trance, Xiao Yuan seemed to remember that he hadn't seen Guihe Xiao for a long time, and he hadn't heard the child shouting 'Daddy' lively.

Before he died, Xiao Yuan regretted a little, why didn't he take good care of this child during that time.

This fatherly heart came too late.

But his biggest thought is to go back to the time when he lost his memory.

Then do your best not to remember, and even if you do, you have to pretend that you don't know anything.

In this way, can you stay with Emperor Xu for a while?

Is it possible to make your home last longer?

Xiao Yuan knew that he couldn't live, but Guihe was still young, he was still a child entrusted to him by his beloved, and he couldn't let Guihe have an accident.

Xiao Yuan condensed all his remaining strength into a piece of jade pendant, hung this jade pendant around Guihe's neck, and drove Guihe out.

"Daddy. Outside the door, Gui and his voice cried hoarsely.

Xiao Yuan spat out blood, leaned on the apricot blossom tree, and his voice was strong: "Go, leave the Northern Xinjiang Continent, you can go anywhere." ”

There was a knock on the door for a long time, and the child who couldn't wait to open the door knelt outside the door, biting his lip and not leaving.

Across the door, Xiao Yuan supported his weak body and took a sip of wine.

He smiled bitterly and said, "Get out of here, I won't live long, you can't die here with me." I don't know your background, if you die, not only will I lose my life in vain, but it is even more unpredictable what will happen to your own parents now. ”

After listening to it, his eyes were full of pain.

He had grown up too much during this time on the run, and he guessed that his father was probably no longer able to protect him.

But let him abandon his father and leave, he can't do it anyway.

But if you don't leave, you will just be sent to death in the hands of the Yu family in vain.

Gui Yu gritted his teeth and kowtowed three times to the ground. Thank you for your father's nurturing grace, your teaching, and your love for protection.

After saying goodbye, Gui and turned to flee.

The sound of the child's sobs in his ears was finally gone.

Xiao Yuan was not worried about the child's safety, when his life was in danger, all his strength carried by the child would take the child to escape from the Northern Frontier Continent.

After returning and leaving, Xiao Yuan reached out and pinched a piece of apricot blossom, and suddenly remembered the appearance of the woman half-lying under the tree reading medical books in the warm courtyard.

Relaxed, warm and warm.

Even though he knew that it was just the side of the man, he still couldn't see through it and couldn't let it go.

Xiao Yuan's heart was full of bitterness, look, at this time, what he was thinking about was still not returning.

It wasn't until his life was exhausted that he realized that all his thoughts were extravagant hopes.

Because Emperor Xu understands medicine.

That person can let him go for a while, but he won't let him lose his memory forever.

Unless it's your own plan.

See, before he knew it, he knew the man so well.

But even if he knew this, he didn't dare to call at that person: Rong Xian.

I don't dare to ask that person, but can I give him a little love.

Consciousness gradually blurred, and a large area of darkness in his brain eroded his consciousness.

Xiao Yuan struggled to open his eyes and look at the void, as if among the trees full of apricot blossoms, he saw the woman's gentle smile again, comfortable and leisurely.

In the face of this false illusion, he used all his strength to raise a smile.

"Rong Xian......" voice gradually lowered.

"I like you, I like you, I only like you......"

The voice faded away with the wind.

A fresh breeze blew, and the apricot blossoms that drooped down the branches fell on the sleeping people under the trees.

But the man never woke up again.