Chapter 178: Strange Father and Daughter
Lu You looked at Lu Li in disbelief, "You actually asked me to put it down, you tell me, how should I put it down?"
"But my mother can't come back, if she knows, will she feel at ease?"
"Your mother's body is in chaos, and your mind is gone, and it is impossible to know anymore. Lu You's expression was painful, "Do you know what hurts me the most? It's that your mother didn't see you for the last time, didn't hear your first cry, didn't see you grow up, and didn't hear you call her mother." ”
Three years ago, Lu Li was taken "to" this forest by a monk and saw his parents die one after another. Lu Li remembered that when he was a child, children of the same age held hands in a circle, surrounded her in the center, and everyone said the most stinging words to Lu Li in a childish voice - Xiao Luli, a broom star, was born without a father, a father does not love his mother, and he is a scourge wherever he goes...... But who should she hate? Hate the monk who killed her mother? Hate her father who left her mother behind? Or hate herself? If she had cried earlier, maybe the monk would have stopped a long time ago, and her mother would not have died, and her father would not have died, and she would not have been disliked by the whole village.
"Dad, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, if you want to blame me, blame me. Lu Li's tears burst out again, "It's my daughter who is not filial, my daughter is not good, it's all my fault." ”
Lu You wanted to hug Lu Li and tell her that he had never blamed Lu Li.
"Dad, be careful!" When Lu Li looked up, he suddenly felt that the wind was cold in the north, and Lu Li jumped up, trying to protect Lu You from dodging, but he suddenly penetrated Lu You's body, and the whole person fell to the ground. When Lu Li looked back again, Lu You didn't know why he looked at Lu Li, next to Mingyang Cat was on his waist, and the blue water sword was slashed in place.
It turned out that Mingyang came back to look for Lu Li, the bonfire had long been extinguished, and there was no one on the stone. Mingyang kicked the pyre in frustration, "Why don't you have a tacit understanding at all?"
Mingyang turned on the earth exploration technique, and saw Lu Li standing opposite a ghost, Lu Li seemed to be crying, and he didn't hold the black dragon bone sword in his hand.
Mingyang thought that this ghost was going to be unfavorable to Lu Li, so he hurriedly flew up and wanted to split the ghost from the bottom down. When Lu Li shouted out the father, Mingyang was shocked, and the short sword to avoid water changed direction in the air, but because the strength was too great, the sword sank into the ground for three points. Mingyang held the sword in both hands, turned his head and changed his head to a smiling face, "Hello uncle." ”
Lu Li hurriedly got up, stood beside Lu You, and asked anxiously, "Dad, are you okay?"
Mingyang pointed at Lu You strangely, "Dad, is he really your father?"
Lu You looked at Mingyang with a smile, "Are you Lu Li's friend?"
"I'm her brother. ”
"You don't look like a demon. ”
"I am the second son of the Demon Realm. ”
Lu You clasped his fists with both hands, "Oh, it's the second son of the Demon Realm, disrespectful and disrespectful." ”
Mingyang grinned, and also clenched his fists and said, "It's easy to say, it's easy to say." ”
Lu Li glanced at Mingyang, "Dad, don't pay attention to him, he's a two." ”
Mingyang lightly touched Lu Li's arm with a short sword to avoid water, "How can you speak, in front of your father, you have to save some face for me."
Yes. Mingyang said to Lu You with a flattering smile: "Uncle, don't mind, my little junior sister must think that her senior brother and I are too good, and I am afraid that you will be too relieved of her, so I say this, it is nothing more than that the little girl wants to be a coquettish with her father, there is no shame." ”
Lu You laughed heartily, while Lu Li frowned.
Mingyang was very discerning and walked to the side with a short sword to avoid water, "Your father and daughter must have something to say, I'll wait over there, you talk, you talk." ”
Seeing that Mingyang was so sensible, Lu You was relieved, "This kid is good, in the future, when you are outside, your father will be at ease." ”
Lu Li glanced at Mingyang's back, "Senior brother sometimes has a child's temper, but he is still very good and takes good care of me." ”
Lu You thought to himself: The child has really grown up. suddenly felt very sad, he had never accompanied Lu Li all these years, did not take care of her when she was sick, did not enlighten her when she was sad, and did not share it with her when she was happy. Lu You stretched out his hand and wanted to touch Lu Li's forehead, but he couldn't touch Lu Li, couldn't feel her temperature, her joys, sorrows, and sorrows.
Lu Li raised his eyes to look at Lu You, his nose was sour again, "Dad, that monk killed my mother, but he saved me in the fox hole." I don't know whether to hate him or not, but even if I hate him again, he has already paid for his sins, at least with me. ”
Lu You's eyes were strange, why didn't his mother-in-law persuade him to let go before, but when he saw that Lu Li was being bullied but couldn't stand up for his daughter, he hated the monk a little more, and as time went by, the hatred in his heart became bigger and bigger.
"Dad, I saw my aunt in the secret realm. I don't know if you recognize it, but it's a good friend of my mother. ”
"I do know one that looks a little like your mother, and they joked that they might have crawled out of a nest. ”
Lu Li smiled and nodded, "That's her." Dad, when the secret realm was attacked, my aunt said that she couldn't forgive herself, she felt that if she hadn't been greedy for life and afraid of death, she would have fled as soon as there was a stir, maybe her mother still had a chance to live. The aunt said that she couldn't escape anymore, so she fought to the death with the divine realm without hesitation, and finally returned to heaven and earth. Lu Li's eyes were red again, "Dad, if it's a mother, will my mother blame my aunt?"
Lu You shook his head, "Of course not." Lu Li, when your mother was about to give birth, it was inconvenient to escape, so she told your aunt to quickly escape with the good sisters around her, and leave her alone. She was worried that the monk would be indiscriminate and unfavorable to me, so she hid in the forest with a big belly. Unexpectedly, this dodge actually crashed into the monk's trap. Maybe this is the will of God, we demons have different paths, we are together against the sky, and with you, we have been punished by God. ”
"I don't blame my aunt, it's human nature to take refuge when a big disaster comes, and besides, my aunt can't change the result if she stays. Lu Li's heart trembled suddenly, and she also said this sentence: You can't change the result.
"Dad, there are many things in this world that we can't change, even if we try our best, we still have more than enough to do. I finally knew why Master had already calculated that his limit was approaching, but he didn't
The demons were told to take refuge. Because even if the demons fled elsewhere, the divine realm would still dig three feet into the ground and fight the demon clan. If that time comes, the outcome will not be something that the Master can control. I finally knew why the two uncles couldn't bear to watch their former best friend make the worst choice, because the result really can't be changed by manpower, and God seems to be free to arrange it. ”
Lu Li muttered to himself, these things that had nothing to do with the scene at this time were suddenly understood by Lu Li.
Lu Li retracted his thoughts, "Dad, I saw a person planning to attack the secret realm a few days ago, and I really wanted to kill him, but I couldn't, because he was related to the peace of the Six Realms, and whether the demons who had just survived the catastrophe could enjoy some more quiet time, and whether they could find the best way out before the God Realm recovered." So I can't kill him, and even I'm glad that he isn't dead, so I didn't let the Divine Realm lose his mind and wipe out the demon clan. Dad, isn't it strange that you say this? I want to hate him, but I can't, because Master chose to die by himself, and because I think if I were a god, I would also want to slaughter the demon clan to establish power, right?"
Lu Li smiled bitterly, "When I was a mortal before, I was also afraid of goblins, and when I knew that my mother was a snake demon, I really couldn't accept it." If it weren't for the monk who passed on all his mana to me and allowed me to enter the secret realm smoothly, how could I know that there are so many living people among the goblins, how could I see my aunt, how could I see you?"
"Dad, I'm really struggling now, I don't know if it's right to think so, and I don't know what to think.
I was born to kill my parents, and I was scolded in a circle since I was a child. I thought they were too strong, like a wall, and the sun was swaying in the shadows of the children. I feel that I am the only one who is suffering in this world, and I am helpless and can only be bullied.
But I don't think so now, when I think about all these years, in fact, my father has always been by my side and watched me from the sidelines, I am inexplicably much better. Although our parents were separated by yin and yang at that time, and I couldn't see you, I felt that I was not the rootless duckweed, I had a family, and he was always there. It's like that little yard, even though it's shabby, and even now it's only in ruins, but it's still there, and I feel like I have a home for myself.
Daddy, put it down. Even if you go to reincarnation, it's better than being trapped here and gradually losing your mind and becoming an evil spirit. At least for me, my father would have been fine somewhere. Be a human again, find a lover, have a family again, and become a competent father, grandfather, great-grandfather......" Lu Li's tears crossed his cheeks, but his face was smiling, "If you can live in the same house for five generations, children around your knees, and enjoy your family, I think my mother should be happy if she knows under the spring." ”
Lu You stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Lu Li's face, and the father and daughter were surprised to find that Lu You seemed to have a physical body, and they could touch each other.
Lu You suddenly turned his head to check, it turned out that Ming Qi had cast a spell on the side, allowing Lu You to temporarily return to his human form. Ming Qi nodded slightly, although Lu You didn't recognize Ming Qi, he saw Ming Yang pursing his lips and smiled with relief.
The father and daughter burst into tears, and for more than 20 years, Lu Li threw himself into his father's arms for the first time. Lu Li's grievances over the years disappeared in an instant, and Lu You felt that he was no longer here just for that vicious oath, and the stone in his heart seemed to have really let go.
Dongfang spit out the white belly of the fish, and the father and daughter sat on the branch to watch the sunrise.
"We're such strange father and daughter. A demon girl knows the Dharma, and a ghost looks at the sun. ”
Lu You touched Lu Li's head, "Your name was not taken for nothing. ”
The sun jumped out of the ground, Lu Li recited the death spell for Lu You, and when Lu You really left the world, all grievances were put down.
(End of chapter)
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